“yes…?”
Her unexpected remarks made me go crazy without realizing it.
“What..?!”
The goddess in front of me was so surprised that it was as if she had said something she shouldn’t have brought out.
I didn’t even introduce myself, how did you know my name…
But now, there was something else that caught my nerves more than that.
It is the light of the eyes of a goddess called Eleona.
As if to doubt my own existence, he narrowed his eyes, but he missed me very much and stared at me with sorrowful eyes.
“That… that…”
Perhaps he realized that he had made a mistake in his speech, and he spoke in a slightly erratic tone, exuding a difficult atmosphere.
“How do you know me?”
“…..”
You remain silent without answering such a natural question.
“Let’s move on and I have a question for you.”
Those words make your complexion look a little better.
“Let me tell you anything I know.”
It may be a bad question, but… I ask the goddess the question I felt from outside the barracks.
“As far as I know, God is given a bigger seat in proportion to the prestige he receives.”
As expected, the barracks I passed were of different sizes depending on how well-known the god was.
A god who had heard the name, but had no believers, did not receive a large tent, while Abne-nim’s barracks, who passed by, boasted such an enormous size that they ate half of the square.
But now, before I came here, Eleanor’s barracks was small enough to believe that it was an ordinary tent, and it was just about that size with a feeling of being a little too wide for one person to stay.
“Ummm…”
She makes a slightly uncomfortable expression to see if she knows that too, but it seems a bit vague that she wants to argue something but is reluctant.
“It’s a bullsh*t statement, but Eleona-sama’s barracks look remarkably small compared to any tent I’ve been through… How many servants are there currently serving Goddess?”
“0 people.”
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“yes?”
He tells a story that cannot be easily said so proudly that he asks the question again even after he has heard it properly.
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No matter how much a forgotten god, there will never be a case where he does not have followers, and it would be a shameful word to say that he has incompetent abilities on his own…“I am an incompetent god who exists only in name, and no one serves me at this time, and of course I am the only one who always exists in my temple.”
However, even if you have gotten used to such a life, if you dare say it, the goddess seemed pitiful to the harsh reality that made you feel like you were not going down.
“In the beginning, he was so incompetent that he had no place to stay in the royal capital, and there was a temple in the forest where no one came.”
But why…
She looks sad now, but her focus seems to be different.
“Well… Until recently, there was only one person who served me… Of course, he’s gone now…”
Rather than being depressed by the cruel reality, as if wishing for someone, precious to Goddess.
“Where is that man… now?”
In response to my question, Eleanor-sama frowns on a small smile filled with transience and sadness, as if whispering in a small voice.
“I don’t know… But I’m sure it’s closer than I thought, but far away.”
When he finished the words that didn’t make any sense, I could feel the atmosphere in this place sinking even more.
“The person who has left…”
Anyone can see that Elleo-sama is lamenting over the loss of a loved one, and I know that it is disrespectful to ask about the pain in such an atmosphere, but…
why…
The seed who left Eleanor-sama continues to be concerned.
This strange feeling that I hate but want to embrace, I have no idea what he is doing or what kind of person he is, and he must be a person full of doubts who doesn’t know his face, his identity, or anything… what
The Goddess who is none other than the Goddess… If you see a situation where God is so sad that he has lived for a long time and does not feel emotions in any event, that person would probably have caused a lot of damage to the Goddess.
There must be a reason for that seed… there must be an unavoidable reason…
I wanted to show sympathy for the person who left Eleanor-sama with the excuse of that.
“Are you hating?”
He was a little surprised at that, but he made a curious expression and kept silent for a while, then answered the question with a smile on his lips again.
“It’s hard to tell, but he was sent away due to complicated circumstances… It’s sad that he isn’t there, but I understand.”
If it’s lucky, I’d say it’s fortunate… Still, I wasn’t in a position to say anything because he spoke out of his own mouth as if he wasn’t full of regrets.
“By the way, did you come to me for something? If you have any wishes for this seedless goddess, tell me.”
Confessing your worries to someone gives you some comfort. Just like that, Eleanor-sama had a relaxed face with a burden on her mind, perhaps because she told me her honest feelings.
However, the fact that can be expected from the words I just said, and the sorrow and longing in her eyes… How important was that person, the only servant, to Eleanor-sama?
I also had such a question.
“If there is anything I can do, I will do it.”
He tells me what is going on, but… I didn’t come here because I wanted something from Goddess in the first place.
Somehow… I don’t know if I should say that there is a sense of seduction… I’ve already come to this place by the time I’ve come to my senses.
“……”
When I had nothing to say, my mouth naturally shut, and the Goddess as well as myself were silent, and silence flowed.
A strange feeling that feels a little burdensome and awkward…
It’s a little too much for me to just go out… Is there anything more to say?
Should I ask more about the only seed you mentioned earlier?
The moment I thought of my own question in my head… The world became quiet.
huh?
The sudden foreign feeling is cold enough to distort my face, and there is only silence that makes me creepy, and it is an unfamiliar feeling that is loose as if submerged in water…
At the same time, the words I had only muttered to myself before passed by.
The only… seed…?
Quick!
At that moment, the pain begins to creep in.
“Ugh?!”
It’s not the first time, but a familiar yet unpleasant sensation… It was a pain I had experienced just an hour ago.
“What… what?! Are you okay?!”
Eleanor-sama is embarrassed and worried about me as she writhes on the floor like a seizure and is in pain.
Why the hell is my body doing this… Why does my head hurt so much when I think of certain words?!
I tried to ask such questions, but I wanted to scream at the frustration and pain that persisted in the answers that I couldn’t think of.
“Uh.. uhhhh…!!”
However, for fear that the women waiting for me outside would hear my voice and cause mental trouble, I couldn’t even complain about pain, so I just clenched my teeth and endured it.
Why the hell are you doing this… Why are you in pain…? Something’s strange… I think I’m reminded of something… What the hell…
The back of my neck begins to shiver as I feel the sensation of reviving important memories that I have forgotten.
And that’s when…
“Be comfortable.”
At the same time as the calm voice that invades the situation, the two barrels suddenly recede.
“Ugh… haha…”
I still can’t figure out what happened… Why did you suddenly feel comfortable?
“Harold, are you okay?”
Then, when I heard another voice again, I straightened the body that was lying on my stomach, and the person who caught my eye…
“I’m glad it wasn’t too late… I was worried because I knew what was going to happen to you.”
The goddess I serve, Morione-sama…
“Goddess…? Was the goddess also here?”
He nodded his head politely at my question, and slowly lifted me up.
“Yeah, you know how you got to know it best? My beloved servant suddenly complained of pain nearby, so I rushed out.”
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Now, she smiles brightly as if to be reassured.Only then, suddenly, the accident begins to understand the situation.
To summarize, did Morione-sama come to me because I was suffering for an unknown reason?
“Thank you, what the hell is this…”
She gently shook her head when I answered with a smile as I brushed off the clothes that must have been dirty from lying on the floor.
“I don’t need to thank you, because taking care of the seed I cherish is the virtue of becoming a god.”
Morione-sama’s characteristic smile, which remained familiar in my memory, felt really comfortable as the pain went away.
“by the way….”
However, even with a warm smile, within a moment, Morione-sama looked ahead with a face full of caution…
“promise”
Soon after, he mumbles only a few words so that he cannot understand the meaning of whom he is speaking to.
“”
However, with those words, Eleona-sama started to see something of guilt and embarrassment.
“……..”
However, that’s all, she doesn’t say anything, just maintains a negative appearance and exchanges glances with the goddess I serve for a while.
“Let’s go, Harold… Since I’m here, I have something to tell you, so let’s spend some time alone in my barracks.”
However, even with such a heavy gaze exchange, Moreone-sama said that for a while, and without even considering my intentions, he grabbed my arm and forcibly led me away.
At first, I had no reason to refuse, so I was going to follow along, but I couldn’t hide my embarrassment at the unusually coercive appearance.
“for a moment…!”
However, before leaving the tent and heading out… A voice filled with sadness echoes faintly in my ear…
“…?”
When I turn my head to the call and look back, everything is slowly recognized as if time is passing slowly.
“ㅡㅡㅡ….”
Looking back, the only thing that catches my eye is the same sad eyes as before… Not only that, but also Eleanor-sama’s distorted face with added despair is engraved in my mind as if it were engraved in my mind.
“ㅡㅡㅡ…”
Also, he speaks so softly that I can’t hear him, but he mumbles something.
“Branch…”
I don’t have a knack for reading mouth shapes, so what are you saying as you stare straight at me…
“mind…”
I didn’t know.
“don’t go…”
However, there was one thing I knew for sure…
“Harold…”
Eleanor-sama had desperate but painful eyes.