154 – ???-2
“Actually, I don’t have any memory right after my reincarnation. It wasn’t until I was over 5 years old that I became aware of my self, and since I had already reached the stage of a hwagyeong, it wasn’t that difficult to get out of the institution that was kidnapping me, but I didn’t want to use my strength. . Even though he had skills, his body was not complete, and he had mana but no energy.”
“The experiment was conducted properly while recovering the power like that.”
“Yes, I met Ahae there.”
The Heavenly Demon naturally put her hand on my shoulder.
“When I first met Ahae, I felt that it was my fate. Although Ahae was young, he was different from the others. He was cynical and looked like an adult. Of course, after living a life of 29 years, I thought he was young enough to call me Ahae. Regardless of his age, I felt the charm that came from Ahae’s personality.”
“At that time, I was a complete kid, but I heard that you, the Heavenly Demon, are Shotacon.”
“Ugh, Shotacon, I only liked it because I was a child.”
The Heavenly Demon hugged me tightly.
The arms were really warm.
“When I first realized my feelings, I didn’t approach Ahae very much. I was already reincarnated once, and Ahae is a being living for the first time, so I thought that Ahae should grow up on her own. So Ahae and… who were they? Was it Room 69? Anyway, when I first talked to her, I was rather happy.
The Heavenly Demon’s expression frowned slightly.
“But I didn’t know that I was such a jealous person. Or maybe it was a side effect of the martial arts I learned in my previous life. Seeing that Ahae and No. 69 were friendly, I felt a great sense of jealousy. Had I approached Ahae first, I would have been able to become much closer than No. 69 I’m sure… Why is No. 69 taking that place? To be honest, it’s not once or twice that I imagined secretly killing No. 69.”
“… I’m glad I didn’t kill you.”
“Yeah, it’s good that I didn’t kill him. Anyway, seeing Ahae and No. 69 getting closer, I warned Ahae a few times, didn’t I? Don’t put too much thought into No. 69… I guess that’s how it felt.”
“Did you mean not to be confined only to No. 69?”
“That’s right. But after a few months, No. 69 came back with his awakening, even awakening his mental ability. I wouldn’t say anything about it, but as soon as I came back, I almost went crazy when I saw him use his ability on Ahae. Even right now, that bitch I wanted to catch him and tear him to death.”
The Heavenly Demon’s subtle anger was transmitted through her body.
“I decided to watch the progress, but… Ahae’s condition was unreasonable. Seeing that Ahae was buried by Unit 69 and couldn’t even wake up to her will, I made up my mind that I would take Ahae and leave the facility. At that point, Since this also coincided with the time when I learned about the existence of Jungwon, there was no shortage of deceiving myself.”
“I remember that time too. You dropped me off in the forest and went to the midfield by yourself.”
“That’s right. I left Ahae alone and moved to the great forest. To be honest, I thought a lot about taking Ahae with me, but at that time I didn’t have the skills to clear Ahae’s brainwashing. And Ahae had to live Ahae’s life. I thought that I shouldn’t interfere… So I took the minimum measures to get rid of the brainwashing on my own, erased the memory of me, and abandoned it in the great forest.”
“As you think, I lived my life well and recently completely freed Lee Soo-ah of brainwashing.”
“That’s right. That’s why we met again in Mir, our hometown.”
The Heavenly Demon lightly brushed my hair.
“So the reason you like me is simply because you fell in love at first sight?”
“The reason I came to like Ahae is the same, but the story of how I fell in love with Ahae to the point of madness is not that simple.”
“Crazy love? It doesn’t look like that…”
“Ahae would be very surprised to know how much restraint I have for him.”
‘How the hell do you love me…’
“The aftereffects of martial arts learned in my previous life continued in my present life. I was always in a state of madness, and the desire to kill covered my whole body… There was only one clear goal that could control this desire to kill… World conquest this time around, too. I tried to set it as a goal, but… I set another goal because I thought I would be too easily exposed to madness if I achieved it as easily as I did in my previous life.”
“What’s your goal?”
“What kind of goal is Ahae’s love?”
The Heavenly Demon completely embraced me with both arms.
“The world can be conquered, but love cannot be conquered. Even if I had it once, it would never leave my hands again, so it was a very suitable object for endless efforts… But I did not consider Ahae to be simply a means to an end. I hope you don’t think I’m in love with you. I just loved Ahae first and then made Ahae the goal of my life.”
The Heavenly Demon kissed my forehead.
“I put a lot of effort into receiving the perfect love of Ahae. In order to receive pure Ahae’s love without the brainwashing of No. 69, I left Ahae alone, and I left other children who were already in a relationship with Ahae alone. I can’t receive Ahae’s love just by doing what I want. Even though I always have a dark desire to suppress Ahae and make it completely mine, I have endured it with the mindset that Ahae will not like me if I do so. And I live by trying to look good to Ahae. I was able to reduce the depth a lot.”
The arms of the Heavenly Demon that embraced me grew stronger.
“So Ahae, please don’t be conquered so easily. If you love me enough that Ahae will tolerate whatever I do, then I don’t know what I’ll do if I go crazy, and please don’t abandon me. Whatever you do, don’t abandon Ahae.” You never know what I’ll do when I realize I can’t get it.”
The Heavenly Demon’s words sounded more like a prayer than a threat.
I even felt the earnestness of asking him not to do the actions he just said.
“Is this enough explanation for why I love Ahae?”
“Yes, enough explained.”
“I won’t ask why Ahae loves me. Still, Ahae doesn’t give true love to me… not only to me but also to other people. When the atmosphere is good, he makes a very lovely expression, but I think that’s not enough. take.”
It’s so quick to notice.
I just laughed awkwardly.
“Ahahahaha, do you know why I call ahai ahae?”
“Isn’t it because you’re young? You’re a lady 29 years older than me.”
The Heavenly Demon lightly inflated her cheeks and shook her head.
“Don’t put in the age of your previous life. I’m living my 20s twice, not a woman in her 50s. And Ahae is a grown-up who has grown up nicely enough.”
“Then why do you call me Ahae? Because my real name was given to me by Lee Soo-ah?”
“It’s not like that, but Ahae thinks of himself as Lee Soo-hyun, so I can’t say anything, I wonder if the name is so important.”
“Then why do you call me Ahae?”
“It’s because I haven’t decided on a proper title for Ahae. In my image, I can’t use unfamiliar titles like ‘baby’ or ‘honey’, and the only thing I can use is you, but Ahae still doesn’t love me.”
“No, I love you.”
“Ahae’s love has a reluctance. I can’t say I love you with ease. Until I get rid of that reluctance, I will only call Ahae Ahae.”
The Heavenly Demon made a stubborn expression.
“Ha… ok, call me a-hae for now, I don’t know when I’ll be able to fix this either.”
“It’s okay if you don’t try to fix it quickly. We’ll be together for over 60 years.”
“In about 60 years, you’ll both be grandparents, right?”
“It’s time to see grandchildren and granddaughters, and there are probably quite a few if you include children who will be better off with other women.”
“Aren’t you talking about the distant future?”
“That’s right. It’s a very distant future, and it’s not a future that we can aspire to. If Ahae doesn’t want to have children, doesn’t it mean she can’t have them?”
“I’m sorry, I don’t hate kids…”
we are still young I hate to talk like that already.
“Is there anything else you want to know about?
“What’s your real name? I asked you yesterday, and you said you’d tell me later.”
The Heavenly Demon’s sigh came loudly.
“Do you want to know that?”
“Uh, I want to know.”
By any means.