35 – Lucia-4
I was underdog
An underdog that no one cares about, located in a slum in a small town.
I’ve been crawling and living.
I worked 20 hours a day in a factory that paid little. I have lived for 20 years in a slum where no one protects me and no one watches over me.
Having lived as the weak for 20 years, it was natural for the strong to dominate the weak.
It was natural for the boss who was stronger than me to rule over me and make me do things, and as a weak person, it was natural for me to follow his words.
I had to endure even when the Awoken, who were stronger than me, played with me like a toy.
why? ‘Cause I’m weak That was the ‘natural’ thing.
Yes, it is natural for the weak to yield to the strong. Why are you trying to rebel? It would only get harder.
It must have been around that time. having met him
I had just turned 20 and was stamped by a group of Awoken.
It is said that they are promising youngsters raised in the city, but they were bitches whose personalities were twisted when they grew up.
I couldn’t remember how it was filmed. Perhaps, it was because I didn’t give the money I asked for, but I didn’t have any bad feelings because I didn’t have money, so I didn’t have any bad feelings, but it was really hard to live at that time.
I couldn’t even go to work and dragged her into the gate and harassed her. I couldn’t figure out why they did that to me, but I was afraid that I would die soon.
“Stop it? Wouldn’t it be very honorable for the Awoken to abuse the non-Awakened for days?”
He was a man from the slums living nearby.
I ran into him a few times because the route they took me to work overlapped with his route to work, but this stupid man challenged the strong man to help me.
why the hell
It was natural for them to dominate me. Even if I tried to resist, it was me who was having a hard time. And now he will suffer too.
“What? Do you know this bitch?”
“It’s just, you’re from the same town?”
“Then just get out of here. If you don’t want to end up like this.”
“I can’t do that. You can’t just watch people suffer like that, can you?”
What happened after that was astonishing, even to this day, unbelievable.
Clearly, even though three D-class Awakeners jumped at them, they drove them back with one sword and one gun.
After I came to my senses, the Awakened bitches had already run away, and only one of them remained, reaching out to me.
“it’s okay?”
“Why did you do that?”
“Yes?”
“Is it natural for the strong to dominate the weak? Why did you help me?! I’m the weak, so I’m just destined to be dominated!”
“… Shall we talk?”
The place where he was led by his hand was a gunsmith.
do you work here?
“Fortunately, the boss is on a business trip.”
As he said that, he brought out a bottle of soju and two glasses of soju.
“I’m sorry. I don’t think I can hear it sober. I brought you two glasses just in case. Would you like to share?”
“Yes, please.”
I accepted his offer because I did not have the courage to talk about my thoughts sober.
It was only after emptying the entire bottle of soju without saying anything that our conversation began.
“My name is Suhyun Lee. What’s your name?”
“My name is Park Jung-ah. She is 20 years old.”
“We’re the same age, can we talk comfortably?”
“Do it.”
He looked at me with sympathetic eyes and continued talking.
He must have felt bad, but his expression was so sincere and genuinely worried that it didn’t hurt too much.
“Do you think it’s natural for the strong to dominate the weak? Why? You’re the weak yourself.”
“I think that’s because I’m weak. If I rebel anyway, it’s only hard for me? Why the hell should I rebel? It’s comfortable to just shut up and obey the rule.”
“Being weak doesn’t mean you have to obey the strong.”
“Yes, no obligation, but that’s the best option.”
My convictions were firm. Suhyeon tried to break it several times, but he never gave up.
“Then since I’m stronger than you, will you listen if I tell you to become my slave from now on?”
“Of course, you’re strong and kind enough to save me when I don’t have a one-sided relationship, right? Shall I take it off right now?”
“No, that’s not what you mean?!”
It was quite fun to watch his face turn red.
After that, we stopped arguing about each other’s ideas.
Because my beliefs were like the horizon, no matter how much we spoke, we couldn’t move each other’s hearts.
I got along very well with him.
Aside from the thought, the porridge matched very well, and I even felt like I had gained a real friend.
But in the end, I couldn’t get close to him.
I didn’t have the confidence to live with him face-to-face anymore, and I was a little afraid of the awakening’s retaliation.
At that time, I headed to the capital of the Sun Guild, which didn’t even have a name.
At that time, there was a lot of shortage of manpower, so even a person from the slums like me could head for solo, although the city was different, but the slums still didn’t change.
The story that follows is a really boring story. I was lucky enough to wake up to Class A and enter the Sun Guild as it is, then realize that I can’t kill a single person at will, change my name to Lucia, and then turn to Villain. was subdued after five years and imprisoned.
Guild chicks, I never killed me if I needed a year like me.
Back in the present, now he’s in my hands.
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Now, obviously, you don’t have to obey the strong just because you’re weaker than me? Is it really so?
My twisted desire for him and my twisted thoughts made me decide to completely dominate him.
It was too easy to control him. It was enough to consume all one’s mana just once to completely erase the memory of a non-awakened person.
If I don’t inject oblivion poison periodically, my memory will slowly come back, but since I’ll always be by his side, it wasn’t a big side effect.
“Wake up? You probably don’t remember anything.”
I was so happy, the fact that I had tied him, who was once stronger than himself, in my hands like this.
“who are you?”
“Me? Your master. Have you forgotten everything?”
“Was I a slave yesterday too?”
“Yes, from the time I was born until now, you have always been my slave.”
Even if I lost my memory, am I still not a normal human being? How dare you doubt your situation… .
“But my slave, why are you looking straight into my master’s eyes like that?”
Poison was injected through his respiratory tract.
Poison that is not lethal, but can cause extreme pain,
Seeing him rolling on the floor without even time to scream gave me the feeling that a forgotten need had been satisfied.
Do you dare to rebel against your master?
***
“Woke up?”
Is it because you trained hard all day yesterday? Unlike yesterday, which was a bit sharp, I felt obedient.
“Master, what kind of person was I?”
What kind of person were you? Of course he was a slave! what is he talking about
“You? He was a slave who listened well, he didn’t ask random questions like now. He was very nice.”
“Has it been like that since the first time we met?”
“When did you first meet?”
I remembered him at that time. He got involved in other people’s affairs without knowing the logic of the world, but he was strong and cool…
“He was dependable, but unusually strong to be called a non-Awakener. And he was far-sighted and a kind person.”
what did i say Slaves don’t have to be strong, they don’t have to be wide, and they don’t have to be kind.
“Just forget what you just said.”
I lightly made oblivion poison and let it flow.
Dispersing such short-lived memories is quite possible even with a small amount of mana.
His eyes dimmed for a moment, then slowly sought the light.
“Master, what kind of person was I?”
`What?`
Embarrassment took over his body. Didn’t you lose your memory? no. It can’t be. It must have been that he lost his memory just before he was asked what kind of person he was.
“master?”
“Uh…. He was a slave who listened well. He didn’t open his mouth on his own and he was a very kind slave.”
“Has it been like that since the first time we met?”
“Yeah, you’ve been a loyal slave since we first met.”
An awkward silence enveloped the room.
Shit, I’m afraid of slaves, and I’m still too soft to be a master.
“I’ll get food, so don’t go anywhere and stay still!”
The poison solidified and restrained Suhyeon. It’s a poison that takes a long time to release even for the same A-class Awakener, so Suhyeon will probably never be able to solve it.
You have to come out with a firm mindset as the owner. What are you going to do with being shaken by a slave?
After walking for a while, I came back to find something to eat.
“Slave, I’m here.”
“Master, I’m sorry for asking a sudden question, but what is your name by any chance?”
I was determined not to be swayed by slaves anymore, but I accepted this rude question without thinking.
“Huh? Can’t I just call you master?”
“I’m curious about your name.”
“Hmm, my name is Park Jeong-ah, but I say that I’m Lucia to others, so you shouldn’t reveal my name at all?”
My heart thumped.
An inexplicable feeling of uneasiness crept up.
You feel like you shouldn’t have told me your name?
“Jeongah, why did you do this to me?”
“uh?”
just now… . what?
It was the same way he spoke five years ago.
you are my slave You shouldn’t use that tone!
Stress soared.
Did your memory come back? how? does that make sense?
“It’s ridiculous, Soo-hyeon is a non-awakened person, so there’s no way he can withstand my oblivion poison…”
Yeah, how does a non-awakened person overcome oblivion poison? that’s nonsense… .
“Did you hate me?”
His trembling voice flew into my heart and pierced me.
My whole body trembled from how much stress I was under in that short amount of time.
“Quiet!!!”
I used the oblivion poison to blow away his memory.
It’s okay now. Even if my memory had come back, I would have forgotten it again.
“Why did you do that to me?”
“Kyaaa!!!”
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Nonsense.
“Nonsense, nonsense, nonsense. Suhyeon is a non-awakened person, and he is only a weakling who should be dominated by me…”
“You want to rule me? Why? Did you lose everything I did for you?”
shut up! That’s what you interfered with. Why are you going against the providence of the world in the first place?
“It’s natural for the strong to dominate the weak! Your meddling is wrong!”
How did the dyed hair look all white?
My whole body trembled with excitement and stress.
“I’m going to start over from the beginning. If I train thoroughly, this won’t happen.”
Yes, you just have to start over. I won’t show any gaps this time. Thoroughly through pain and suffering, I will imprint that you are a slave.
I used all my magic power to inject oblivion poison.
I didn’t have to use all my mana, but that’s for sure. In any case, even insignificant non-awakened people could be subdued without magic.
His eyes went completely hazy and only slowly brightened after about five minutes.
“Woke up?”
You can start over again. There is no kind master this time. it’s all what you did
He gathered the mana he had gathered for 5 minutes to create poison.
“Why did you kidnap me?”
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Nonsense… . really… . Unbelievable… .
you are non-awakening! Why do you remember things you shouldn’t remember?
“Kyaaa!!!”
I couldn’t stand the stress any longer.
The created poison escaped on its own, taking a blow to the body.
Would you rather pass out? Yes, this will all be a dream… . When I wake up, Suhyeon, who has become a slave, will be looking at me.
I didn’t bother to hold on to the disappearing consciousness. Because this will be a dream anyway. because otherwise