94 – Heavenly Demon Church -9
Unlike my heart full of resistance, I was so easily attracted to the girl.
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No matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t overcome the girl’s strength.
-Where is the Sword Demon?
“Why are you looking for him? And who are you to interfere in my affairs?”
– Who am I? Priest’s residence. I am in a position to learn from the Heavenly Demon, and I also teach the priest.
“That’s Suhyun Lee’s story, not mine.”
-I can tell by the look in your eyes that I think you are a priest as well. A little young and rebellious because of the world, but a priest is a priest.
It sucks.
Are you treating me like a child who was born less than a year ago?
If you said that, did you think that I would be influenced by shedding tears?
‘It’s a sound that makes no sense.’
In the first place, me and Lee Soo-hyun are different beings.
Even though we started off similarly, in the end, we were different personalities, but I absolutely couldn’t stand it when he and I were treated the same.
“I am not Lee Soo-hyun.”
-Yes, the priest is not Lee Soo-hyun. But you, who has a different personality from Lee Soo-hyun, too. it’s my priest
The girl looked at me with fairly straight eyes.
His eyes are calm and strong, and he seems to know how to lie.
‘I seriously can’t think that way.’
When I was first born, when Suhyun Lee’s personality disappeared and only I existed in this body,
At that time, Ha-yeon saw me and called me older brother.
Even though I lost my memory, my older brother always used honorific words for me.
But at that time, Lee Soo-hyun’s personality was gone.
As a substitute for Lee Soo-hyun, they called me older brother. He didn’t think of me like a real older brother.
Lee Soo-ah did the same, but you think I’m a real priest?
‘Yes, it could be.’
Because the girl had just met Lee Soo-hyun.
The relationship between Lee Soo-hyun and the priest also happened in almost a day, right?
And since I am also receiving the teachings of the Heavenly Demon indirectly through Lee Soo-hyun, it was not strange to call me a priest.
– Wow! Do you really think you are a priest? And Sword Demon will also make you recognized as Lee Soo-hyun.
“I don’t want that. I don’t want to be Lee Soo-hyun. My experience and the way I have experienced are different. Lee Soo-hyun is Lee Soo-hyun and I am me. I just want to be recognized as myself. I respect Lee Soo-hyun as a person, not as a replacement. I want to receive it.”
-OK got it! I will help you.
It’s unnecessarily bright.
Guided by the girl’s hand, after 10 minutes of wandering around the Heavenly Demon Church, we were finally able to find the Sword Demon.
– Sword Demon!!
-yes? Isn’t that Liu Ying? why call…
The Sword Demon’s words stopped as he looked at me.
– Did he say anything bad about me?
-yes! He cried and told me that you bullied him.
“When did I do that?”
-How did you bully me? I only came because I asked the Sword Demon.
– You bullied me…
The Sword Demon stretched out his tail as if deep in thought.
-Yes, I did misunderstand. Because of that, I had a bad first impression of him, and it is also true that my words came out sharp because of that. But I have no intention of apologizing for that. I much prefer Suhyeon controlling Suhyeon’s body rather than having that guy control Suhyeon’s body.
-This time, Sword Demon was wrong first. Sword Demon probably never asked the priest, but the priest is a young personality who was just born. Even that must have been spent most of the time in the priest’s mind. Did I mention that this is the third time?
“The second time I came out, I just got hit by the Sword Demon and it ended.”
That’s not good for the body, so I’m not that angry with the Heavenly Demon.
The Sword Demon’s eyes widened.
what? Have you ever felt sympathy?
-Didn’t Sword Demon see through me how important relationships with others are in character formation? It’s the same as if malicious intent is inflicted on a child who has just stepped into the world for the first time. No matter how hard the child was, he would have tried to escape from the Heavenly Demon Church and create a mess in the city. That’s because it will be sealed so that he can’t come out of the world again.
The Sword Demon could not speak and stopped.
-Of course, Swordma can’t ask you to have a crush on the priest. Swordma, you might be offended to see Suhyeon, whom you were close to, disappear and the priest is still there. But as an adult, I don’t want you to show those feelings to your child. Now, Suhyeon is forcibly sending out a priest and making a fuss about going back in even when he is occupying his body.
-sorry. I was short on thoughts.
The Sword Demon strode toward me.
– I was wrong. I was so stupid that you couldn’t take it for granted that you were also a person. From your point of view, as soon as you see the light of the world for a long time, you must have heard the sound of just turning off.
The Sword Demon bowed his head.
-sorry. I won’t ask for forgiveness. The sin I committed against you is a very serious one, so it’s okay if you don’t forgive me and hate me for the rest of your life.
If I accept this as a compliment, is my mind twisted?
“Okay, I hate you, but I don’t want to eat up my brain’s resources.”
-great! did you reconcile?
What is reconciliation, it ended only with an unilateral apology.
-ruler! Priest apologizes too! Surely there must be something stabbed in your heart?
What is stabbing…
“Tsk… I’m sorry for swearing. No matter how much emotion came up, I said that it was an idea and I had to explain my situation to improve the relationship, but I just spit out words too much.”
-I am OK. To be honest, I even forgot what you were swearing at. I’m fine, so there’s no need to apologize.
I already did it, what should I do?
so? I’m not sorry anymore, I can’t.
-great! reconciliation success! How about reconciling with the Sword Demon, priest? Are you feeling more at ease?
The urge to get stuck in a corner of my mind disappeared a lot, but that didn’t make it completely okay.
I have a sense of shame about why I am here, and I don’t know why I’m doing things so complicatedly with a job that only needs Lee Soo-hyun to control my body.
‘I heard that dealing with mana immediately after mana recovery is a little more helpful to mana affinity, but it’s not a big difference? Why the hell are you letting me control your body?’
‘Except for the first time when you lost your memory, you’ve hardly ever controlled your body. You are also a person, but instead of living only in your mind, you wanted to come out and have a relationship with other people.
Baby body, keep quiet and then immediately call me saying that you are feeling better.
‘It’s not that I didn’t talk, it’s that you were blocking me? But I guess listening to what I said made you feel a lot better?’
‘It’s gotten a little better, but I still want to see if this is right. As long as you continue to control your body, there will be no problem, so why are you asking me to control your body?’
‘I told you. It’s because you’re also a person, but even though you were born, it’s so lonely when you’re only stuck in your mind and no one knows about your existence. And originally, I was going to give you time to rule your body periodically. Until now, I didn’t invite you because I gave off a feeling that I didn’t like you, but this time I did it right away because I had a justification.’
You are a saint.
‘This body is yours. Why are you giving me time?’
‘Is it my body? it’s our body If you have two personalities in one body, you should of course think that you share the body. Why is it mine?’
‘Of course it’s yours! I’m a personality that was created in the middle and parasitizes on you. In the first place, when your personality returned, it was the right personality to disappear.’
It only made things complicated because I was asked to stay.
Will it disappear even now?
‘I didn’t say anything, but I have a lot to thank you for. Thanks to you, thank you for freeing me from the brainwashing of a crazy Awakener, and thank you for making me realize that the way I treat my kids is very wrong.’
It was clear that Suhyun Lee and I were completely different people.
Because if it were me, I would never be able to spit out unfamiliar words like that.
‘I don’t think you’re parasitizing me. A helper and companion who can seek advice and help at any time. It means an equal relationship.’
‘The words are getting longer. Tell me in a nutshell.’
‘It’s a pity that you’re still only in my mind, so for the time being, you’ll control your body and meet a lot of people. Even after time passes, if you feel that it is better to stay in your mind, you can do that, and if you feel like you want to go out after having a deep relationship with someone, then let’s agree on a time.’
I want to come out with a puck.
But if you hold on a little longer, you can just stay stuck in your mind, right?
‘I’ll be able to withstand that much.’