The Main Heroines are Trying to Kill Me chapter 162

“……..”

One morning when the sun was rising and setting repeatedly.

“Uh, uh…”

Until then, Roswin continued to decipher the diary in his room at the Academy.

“Uh uh… uh…”

Weeping bitterly, he was reading the second half of the diary that had been deciphered.

[○○Year ○○Month ○○Day]

[Today is the day I go to give Roswin the last flower.]

“This, it was this time… It was this time…”

Although he had already read the entire contents to decipher it, Roswin trembled and read the contents again from the beginning.

[The flower I give her today is a rose. I was originally going to give you a flower that won’t wither, but unfortunately I couldn’t get it.]

It was because the brain couldn’t accept the shocking content just by reading it once.

[Maybe this will be my last attempt. Maybe the next day, I’ll lose everything and be arrested.

Will it be successful this time?

I wish I could succeed just once, just once…]

So, new information comes into Roswin’s eyes as he reads it again.

[I can’t remember how many flowers I gave Rosewin.

He gave all kinds of flowers that exist in the world, and once, even gave the flower garden itself as a gift.

But, why?

Why can’t she be my helper?]

It was not the content that I had already understood a little bit, but the appearance of the characters written in a fairly shaky font.

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Evidence that Frey’s hands were shaking quite a bit as he wrote this down.

[According to the prophecy, Roswin is set to be my only assistant.

The last conscience to lower the level of difficulty, which is too heinous. When the helper system is awakened, it is the only existence that does not incur a penalty even if you realize your identity.

At the moment of making a helper, she is the best assistant and partner who acts as my only stakeholder. ]

“Assistant… Partner…”

Roswin, who recites the words of a relationship that now has no meaning and never happens, in a soulless voice, turns the next page with trembling hands.

[So, I always treated her as well.

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Even when he hurt everyone else, he treated her with warmth and always tried to please her.

Then she will receive my flowers and fulfill the conditions.]

“Joe, condition…”

[By the way, it is very strange.

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Even though I gave flowers countless times in many episodes… For some reason, she had never been my assistant.

I’ve done everything I can for the stars, and it’s the only thing I haven’t been able to accomplish.]

“That, that…”

Seeing that passage, Roswin suddenly thought about it.

When Frey continued to hand over flowers, there were times when I was too bothered to accept them.

[Well, that’s why I gave up on making her a helper for a while.

for quite a long time.

Until this episode came, I handed her flowers just to get her hated.

For some reason, the more I gave her, the more she hated it.]

From the eyes of Roswin who read up to there.

[Time passed like that, and this episode came.

I’ve grown enough to finish everything, and I know everything I need.

The episode where everything worked out with a miracle-like probability.]

A tear drips down

[So, in the past, flowers were given out of a sense of duty and habit, but in this episode, I gave them sincerely.

Of course, it was pretty selfish at first.

make her a helper,

The reason for the need to increase the clear rate of this round, which was barely reached through countless regressions, even a little more.

For that reason, I started giving her flowers with sincerity after a long time.]

The tears she shed ran down her cheeks, soaking the diary, which was once burned and then magically restored and was in a fairly dry state.

[But, suddenly I realized.

And, I had to admit it.

No matter how tired you are from everything in countless regressions,

In the end, I wanted a colleague I could talk to with my heart out.

That I wanted to be recognized for telling someone everything I did.

and…]

“Ah, ah… ahhh…”

[It’s good for anyone, so in the end, I wanted to be loved at least once.]

The number of tears running down Roswin’s cheeks increases.

Tears moistened the dry diary.

[However, she did not respond in the end even in this episode.

Thanks to his so much higher intelligence, he managed to find out the necessary conditions for awakening as a helper.

Desperately, I did everything I could to win her heart.

She was just laughing and chatting happily with Ruby, as always.]

After that, it went away for a while.

[Thanks to you, my regrets that I had forgotten for a while have faded so much.

Why the hell does she hate me so much?

Could it be that she and I are destined to be unconnected?]

“Just once… Just once, if I could sincerely accept you…”

Because I wanted to see Frey again, and the moment I grabbed the flower, thinking that I was a ‘precious being’, the system was activated.

She said that the arousal condition is ‘receive a flower with all sincerity.’ realized that

The reason why Frey was especially kind, kind, and warm to himself.

The reason why I constantly confessed to looking good in order to receive love somehow.

It was only when the last moment arrived that he realized that it was because he wanted a colleague with whom he could share everything.

“I, I… I…”

However, Roswin defied his expectations until the very end.

As always, Roswin was just full of heart to help the hero.

Frey just,

Falling in love with his beauty and charm.

It was because he only saw them as naive and lavish money chains.

“…what did I do?”

Suddenly, memories flash through Roswin’s mind.

Frey, who visited him when he was very young and said that he fell in love at first sight, gibberish.

I’ll give you anything you want, I’ll give you all your wealth and fame, the one who asked me to be your partner.

He treated him warmly, and inside he hummed saying that a new line of money had come.

He smiled and accepted the flowers he gave with a desperate expression, and when he left the guild, he burned it with a cold expression, threw it away, or left it in a warehouse.

As the years passed, Ruby appeared in the world as a hero, and the days when she was loyal to her.

“Roswin, flowers today… ah.”

“…Who is that?”

“I’m a stalker. Don’t mind me.”

Frey comes with a bouquet of flowers with a shy expression on his face, and finds himself talking to Ruby, and Frey puts on a shocked expression.

Ruby smiles an unknown smile while looking at Frey like that, and then quietly winks at herself.

“Roswin, I’m begging you. Please, please, just once…”

“Turn it off? What would the hero think when he saw this scene?”

So, after that, Frey, who cried out and hung up on his legs, begging him to only date him once.

“Ugh… uh…”

and,

The last time he came, he was rude.

In the final battle, he stabbed his side with a dagger.

“Ahhh… Ahhh…”

Frey, who had suffered and exhausted from the eons of time, and had chosen extinction in the end, desperately wanted to make him a companion.

The last thing he had done to him, which made him feel regretful, continues to come to Roswin’s head.

“I, he was nice to me… He had one last regret because of me… I only saw him as money…”

She was just beginning to receive the price for blatantly refusing Frey, who sent her a rescue request until the very end.

[Still, I’ll try one last time.

Although, I don’t think I’ll be able to receive the unidentified flowers that Aris personally selected because I don’t have time.

The roses I prepared in advance are so pretty, what do you do to throw them away?

And, I still have some regrets.]

“…ah?”

Roswin, who had been trembling in the seriousness of what he had done for a long time, suddenly opened his eyes.

“This, this.”

And from then on, her expression began to change rapidly.

[What is a ‘small miracle’ that happens when she sincerely accepts flowers, and…]

It was because the tears covered my eyes and I found the last phrase that I hadn’t checked before.

[…because I’m still a little interested in what happens when the girl with flowers comes to me after everything is over.

Well, that would only happen when she received flowers.]

“…Flower.”

Seeing the phrase, Roswin jumped up from his seat and murmured, trembling.

“I have to give you… flowers.”

Roswin looked down at his grasp while muttering like that.

“Flowers… ah.”

Soon, they became dead eyes.

The rose that Frey gave me, the only one remaining until then, had dried up so much that the system could not withstand the shock of awakening.

Because it was shattered.

“…Oh, no. I’ll stay. I’ll stay.”

Roswin, who was staring blankly at the roses scattered in his grasp, shook his head and stretched out his hand.

“Yeah, there will be… At least one, at least one will remain…”

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Eventually she

I started rummaging through the drawers on my desk looking for the flowers that Frey had given me.

“At least one… ugh.”

A flower I recently discovered.

– The first flower that the hero gave me ♡

The first Ruby gave her a few years ago.

It was a ruby-colored flower that did not wither because it was carefully stored.

“…….ah.”

Then, in her sight, the flowers that filled the room came into view.

“…OMG.”

The whole place is covered with gifts from Ruby, flowers from Ruby, and pictures taken with Ruby.

“Ahhh…”

The gifts and flowers that Frey gave him are not left behind.

All because she sold them, burned them, or abandoned them.

“Ahhh!!”

Roswin, who had been thinking about that, started crying like crazy.

“I, don’t look at me…!!!”

He began to rummage through pictures of rubies on all sides, ruby-colored flowers carefully stuffed, and notes praising the ruby he had pasted.

– Gripping support!!

“…Ugh!!”

Then, the protective magic that she spent a lot of money on breaks her hand.

“Ahhh…”

Thanks to this, Roswin, who hit his buttocks on the floor, trembled.

“Don’t look at me like that…”

It was because he realized that Ruby’s expression in the photo, which looked bright until a few days ago, was actually a face full of ridicule.

“Uh… uh…”

So, surrounded by ruby-colored flowers that fell on the floor, Roswin was gradually losing his vitality.

“…storage.”

He got up staggering and muttered in a low voice.

“The guild’s warehouse… may be stored in harmony.”

Moments later, a wagon left the Sunrise Academy.

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“……..”

Tears flowed from Roswin’s eyes as he walked down the street with his head bowed.

“Lo, Roswin-sama? What are you doing here…”

“Joe, Harmony! The artificial flowers that Frey gave me… Are you still in storage!?”

“No, have you sold them all?”

“…..What?”

It was because he had heard shocking words from the staff of the information guild who had visited a few hours ago.

“It’s made of gold and expensive jewels… You told me to keep it and sell it one by one.”

“Uh, when did you sell it…?”

“I disposed of all the sprouts a few months ago. The last remaining one was made into my ornaments.”

“Jang… old and new…”

Roswin, who was staring blankly at the harmony that had been scattered and turned into ornaments, had no choice but to leave the guild empty-handed.

“There are no flowers left… You gave me so many flowers… Not even one…”

The flowers in the guild were all carefully stuffed flowers that Ruby had given them.

Of the many flowers that Frey gave, not a single one remained.

“I’m sorry… I’m sorry… I was wrong…”

so that.

I don’t know how it’s possible, but Roswin came to the front of Isolet’s house, who had mentioned that Frey was taken care of.

I couldn’t get into the house, and I just cried.

“Only one song… If I had received just one song… A miracle could have happened…”

Because it was after she had kicked herself the means to create a miracle that might change everything.

“Uh uh… uh…”

So, Roswin, who knelt in front of Isolet’s house and wept for a while.

“…OMG?”

Immediately, I opened my eyes wide.

[Even though I don’t think I’ll be able to receive the unidentified flower that Aris has personally selected because I don’t have time.]

“…the flower I received at that time, a flower that will not wither.”

I started to remember what I saw in my diary earlier.

“Hey, that flower was the flower you had prepared for me.”

It was a pretty daunting assumption, but Roswin, who had been in a panic for a long time, trembled and picked up a flower that would not wither.

“Hey, take this… if you go to him. If you find Frey…!”

And she staggered up and started knocking on the front door.

“Mu, try opening the door… Mr. Isolet. Open the door… Ugh.”

Then, the front door opened.

Seeing that there was no one inside, the door must have been open from the beginning.

“Ko, I brought flowers. Frey… Too late… Late… But…”

Roswin entered Isolet’s house without any regard for that fact.

“……..”

Around Isolet, who was sitting at the table, I found a lot of wine bottles rolling around.

“Hey, Isolet… Frey. I heard that you took over Frey…”

“…Umm.”

Roswin, who got drunk and opened his blurred eyes, hurriedly asked a question to Isolet, who was spread out in the chair.

“…There it is, there it is.”

“Go, thank you…”

Isolette pointed to somewhere with her hazy eyes, and she moved quickly.

“……..ah.”

And in the end, Roswin arrived in front of Frey, whom Isolet spoke of.

“……..”

With dead eyes, he looked down.

[Fray Raon Starlight]

There, Frey’s name was written on it.

There was a scabbard filled with shiny dirt.

“…..what is this.”

“Isn’t that Frey?”

After a while, Roswin asks a question, and Isolett smiles with wide open eyes.

“Certainly Frey. Nothing. If it’s not Frey, then what’s Frey.”

“……”

“Other children will come soon. As I told you. We’re even saying hello in advance…”

Roswin left behind the gibberish Isolet.

– Ugh…

With dead eyes, the flower is carefully planted in a scabbard full of soil.

“……..”

However, no miracle happened.

“Ko, I brought flowers… hehehe.”

It was because it was a trace of Frey, not Frey.

“Well, wrong… sorry… uh…”

It was from that point on that Roswin completely collapsed.