It’s not my fault.
‘Maybe I can rest a bit today.’
It was a common thought that the staff had as soon as they saw Yoon J who appeared on the set.
If there is an actor who is good at acting, the cut will be made early, so you can rest or withdraw in the middle.
“Chairman Baek. Are you here?”
“Is the farm running well?”
After seeing Yunjae’s first performance, director Park Hyeon-seung changed the directing direction without saying anything to him.
Instead, I advised not to overdo it and to lose some strength for the final scene.
Yunjae faithfully fulfilled the request.
‘It’s great, the atmosphere is nice.’
In the scene where he gave a speech in the crowd, he pretended to be a normal person, but the Baek Jin-ri on the screen became a little thicker.
The director admired inwardly. Even though Yoonjae is polite and polite, he doesn’t have a lot of affinity, but his skillful acting to appease the followers is very natural. And while trembling like that, the eyes are strange.
“Can you meet the deadline?”
“I think we can prepare more.”
“It’s good.”
The image of him walking while surrounded by believers is especially heterogeneous. Is it because everyone is wearing a white suit when everyone else is wearing a black suit?
Baek Jin-ri held back the believer who was trying to open the door instead and opened the door himself. And inside the unfolding ‘farm’.
“Write it, ha ha…”
Flasks and alcohol lamps, a scene that can only be seen in a school science lab. Farm workers were hard at work manufacturing something.
A packer next to him slits the teddy bear open and puts the manufactured drug in it.
Baek Jin-ri, who confirmed that the cogwheels he had made were rolling well, took a deep breath and slowly exhaled.
“This is grace.”
With a glimpse of her whites, her expression in ecstasy really looks like she took drugs.
“I… Chairman. Do you not check the quality?”
“Looks like you’re new, haven’t you?”
“yes? Ah yes. That’s right.”
Baek Jin-ri stared at the newcomer with his characteristic twisted eyes.
At this point, Yunjay caught his breath and maintained a sense of tension. Then, the newcomer automatically stops breathing.
‘Uh, when will it end?’
The minor actor who played the newcomer rolled his eyes and avoided his gaze. Somehow it felt like it had to be this way. If I keep looking into those eyes, something will go wrong.
Seconds equal minutes. Baek Jin-ri exhales slowly and relaxes the tense atmosphere. Then, he tapped the newcomer’s shoulder with his index finger.
“What are you so nervous about? It’s not like I’m eating it.”
I feel like I’m going to get caught. The newcomer let out a breath.
“That kind of thing puts people into anguish.”
While running a ‘farm’ that leads others to corruption, he aims for innocence. Like the white suit Baek Jin-ri is wearing, it is a contradictory belief that he will live a clean life while others get dirty.
“So I don’t even drink or smoke. We should cherish the blessings we receive from him.”
If you look at Baek Jin-ri’s eyes, he looks more like an addict than anyone else. This line makes the viewer of the drama think, ‘So that means he’s sane?’
“Cut! okay!”
Another scene ended like that. There is no need to monitor this. Without hesitation, the director asked us to move on to the next scene.
“Hey, did you do well?”
“Go, thank you.”
The minor actor who played the role of the newcomer glanced at Yoonjae at the manager’s praise.
‘Didn’t you say you’re a rookie like me? What kind of smoke is that?’
The act of swallowing saliva was found in the fingerprints.
However, when I looked into Baek Jin-ri’s eyes, it was an act that came out naturally as my eyes blurred.
It was a bonus that he broke out in a cold sweat that wasn’t even on his fingerprints. Is this what a rookie like me can do to raise the other person’s immersion?
‘I think I spit out the lines well…’
However, Yoon Jae was not satisfied. When I try to immerse myself in it, the camera keeps bothering me.
It seems that I am afraid when I face it, but it is not as scary as I thought. I was confused because I didn’t know this feeling myself.
‘I can’t ask to do it again.’
The shooting has already been planned. In addition, production costs are high, and even a slight delay can lead to hundreds of millions of dollars in losses.
The director’s ok sign has already been given, but if a minor role that only appears for a few minutes says, ‘I don’t like my acting, can I do it again?’
“Yeah. Are you going to make a record of this? With the fact that I didn’t get NG once.”
“thank you.”
Since I am dissatisfied with myself, I do not listen to such compliments. Yunjae bowed his head with a smile at the compliments of his fellow actors.
‘Is this because it’s just a rookie and worth watching.’
The company he belongs to is also the filming production company, so he must be doing this to look good. Yoonjae lightly passed that gaze.
***
‘The filming is coming to an end soon.’
When the last day of filming came after Yoon-jae finished all the filming he was given, Moon Chang-min, who played the lead role of ‘Kim Yeon-seok’ in ＜The Garden of Evil＞, arrived at the set.
As he quietly entered the filming set, Baek Jin-ri was waving a baseball bat like an idiot from a historical drama.
‘Wow, he really looks like a madman.’
Moon Chang-min, who held his breath behind the director, glared at Baek Jin-ri on the monitor as if he was interested.
I was finally able to see Baek Jin-ri, whom I had only known by name but had not seen in person.
His lines are stable, and his acting is good. do you like it
“Cut! okay!”
“Hey, you’re good.”
Director Park Hyeon-seung flinched at the sudden voice from behind.
“Oh, bro. Are you here?”
“Is he Baek Jin-ri?”
“yes.”
It’s more than I could have imagined.
He was said to be a pseudo-religious leader, so I thought of him as an elderly person, but I was surprised by his unexpectedly handsome face.
As soon as Yoon-Ji saw Chang-Min Moon, he quickly approached him. And he lowered his upper body.
“hello. Seniors. My name is Yunjae.”
“I see my enemy at last. You don’t have to greet me so hard.”
Moon Chang-min was easygoing compared to the influence he possessed. There is only one thing he can’t stand, the other actor who can’t act.
As long as the acting is good and doesn’t break my immersion, I liked all the actors, whether or not they were cheap.
And, of course, his first impression of YoonJ was good.
“You did well. Where did you come from to play? Where do you belong?”
“This is Astra. I didn’t play.”
“Oh, come to think of it, I think I heard Mr. Jay’s name. Are you the friend that Seowon has been hooked on lately?”
Moon Chang-min is a national actor who has two 10 million titles, and is an actor. I was also close with Lee Seo-won, who is famous for putting his work well.
‘I was curious when Lee Seo-won suddenly heard that he was raising a rookie, but it looks like this?’
Fearing that if we exchanged too many conversations before filming, the planned twist would disappear, so the director led Moon Chang-min to another place.
“Come on, Changmin hyung. Please leave your seat. Immerse yourself.”
“uh? why?”
“You can have small talk after filming. Mr. Jay, this is his first work. It takes a long time to warm up.”
In fact, it took a long time to warm up because I intentionally ignored the camera, but in the eyes of people, it seemed to be a preparation for immersion.
“Your first work? really?”
Just by looking at what you’re doing, you seem like a rookie with a few years of experience in this game. Moon Chang-min wanted to talk more, but held back. After all, he needed time to immerse himself.
‘So, he’s the boss of the former school, right?’
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I’ve only seen her briefly, but her presence is understandable. First of all, I use my body well, and the eyes that look slightly are really turning.
‘Hmm… but the boss at the end is a rookie?’
However, Changmin Moon continued to have doubts.
Finally, all the rice cakes are solved, and the revealed boss is such a rookie? But if the agency is Lee Seo-won’s company… do you think it’s possible?
‘Ah, really. I’ll just let you know.’
Director Park felt Moon Chang-min’s glare as it was. Are you confused? good. It’s going as intended.
“Mr. Jay.”
“yes.”
“Don’t be too scared to be in front of Changmin.”
The director patted Yoon Jae on the shoulder.
“Can you radiate more than you normally do? It feels like killing me.”
“I will try.”
Until now, 60% of the terrorists he used as reference did not follow. It is possible to diverge further here.
However, the camera.
‘How is it different from what I saw at the fire brigade?’
For several days, Yunjae brooded over his confused mind.
When Yoon Je-hee received the Best Actor Award at Cannes, their family was at home.
Director Lee Young-chang came out to receive the award, and his father cheered. The mother was worried, but the fact that her son had won the award made her feel good.
Ding Dong
[hello. Is this, by any chance, Yoon Jae-hee’s house? Do some interviews…]
But the peace did not last long. People’s gazes caught up, and even simple self-talk was not intended with that intention, but it was strangely misleading.
[Ah… not as good as I expected?]
[Genius? Is it just normal?]
People’s expectations weighed on his shoulders.
[Mother, don’t you think you’re putting too much pressure on your child just because you’ve won a prize?]
[sorry.]
People who were disappointed with his inability to do anything openly threatened him, and told his manager, his mother, to solve it.
The image of her mother, silently biting her lower lip, was still vivid.
The family discord that resulted from it, the divorce of parents. Her biological mother, who came to the United States alone and suffered hardships.
Young Yoon Je-hee felt that it was all her fault. He blamed himself for a long time before he came to Korea.
“Kim Yeon-seok became a standby, right? Now, let’s begin.”
Yoon Jae moved to the United States and lived a life full of twists and turns.
During my time as Yoon Je-hee, I suffered from things worse than phobias and traumas. I thought it would be okay as it was covered in other mental exhaustion, but it was just PTSD plus the camera was still scary.
But since I came to Korea, things have changed. why did it change Come to think of it, there was only one.
[It’s not your fault. It’s all my fault.]
All this time, I blamed myself for it. But now I needed a trigger that it wasn’t my fault.
I see The moment I heard my father’s will, I forgave myself. So it wasn’t scary anymore.
Look Carefully.
That’s no longer an ‘eye’.
As soon as I realized that fact, my surroundings changed. The ‘eyes’, which were intentionally excluded, are now seen as just cameras.
Maybe it’s because I’m late in realizing it, but whenever I face the camera, the unpleasant emotions that overflowed were not fear and dread.
I was mistaken because my emotions were swirling because of the ecstasy and catharsis of finally getting rid of my phobia.
“······hahahaha!”
Yoonjay, who had been blankly waiting for the cue sign, lifted his head to the sky and laughed out loud.
Now I really feel like I’m back in my hometown. fun. This shooting site, and this situation where I can act again.
“What, what is it?”
Why do you suddenly burst into laughter, isn’t that a real pseudo? The eyes of several staff members who have already been fascinated by Yoon Jae-yi’s acting are focused.
‘Not yet.’
I will melt this feeling into ‘Baekjinri’. When the director’s cue sign drops, Jei Yoon stares at ‘Kim Yeon-seok’.
“hello?”
The dialogue itself was mediocre. However, mixing the sense of liberation from finally being able to properly act and the acting that imitated the ‘real evil’ that tortured Yoon-Ji gave off a completely different atmosphere from the previous filming.
“…”
Moon Changmin held his breath.
There is a theory, called the uncanny valley, that humans feel rather unpleasant when they see something similar to humans, such as robots.
‘This is Mi, Chin.’
The white truth in front of him was the valley itself of unpleasantness.
Moon Chang-min lowered his head, forgetting to reply to his lines. It was so bad that I couldn’t see it for a long time.
‘no way······.’
‘oh my god.’
The staff were confused and waited for the director’s autograph. Shouldn’t this be cut off?
“······I’ll go again!”
The director belatedly shouted, but even thinking about it, his expression was astonishing.
That Changmin Moon gave NG. A national actor who is mentioned in the first place in casting for two works in 10 million works, this is for a newcomer who is his first work.
‘Wow, did Moon Chang-min lose out in the fight?’
I told you to kill me, did you really kill me? The director blinked.
I need to contact Lee Seo-won after this shoot is over. You can’t imagine what I saw