The dizzy moment ended when Vera dragged Renee out of the shack.
Alley in front of the shack.
Vera looked at Renee, who was still cheerful, with a puzzled look on his face.
“Vera, did you see that? You’re a total nerd, geek! and what? I brought you food, so can you calm down while eating this? her! Who wanted to eat what he brought?”
Swallow all your saliva and speak.
Vera felt so many thoughts rushing through her eyes as Renee was constantly drooling in the middle of her speech.
‘Is the sense of smell strange?’
Apparently, it was not just a matter of sight and taste.
While thinking about it, Renee urged Vera again.
“Vera, aren’t you calling me to say I’ve been too much? If you’re trying to side with that girl, I’m really… !”
A slight sense of anxiety is seen as he shut his lips tightly without being able to finish his speech. The intention of ‘Answer me well’ is reflected in the appearance of sneakily approaching him and clasping his arms.
Vera burst into laughter at the sight, but suddenly realized my condition and widened his eyes.
‘… Mind.’
cleared up
It felt like the accident, which had been foggy the whole time, had cleared up. I didn’t feel the anxiety that had been lingering inside me the whole time since I entered the hallucinations.
When I think back on when that was, I came up with a really clear answer.
‘… Lady.’
After Renee came here, it was like watching him go crazy.
Vera looked at Ren with a slightly blurred expression, then a small smile appeared on his lips.
It was also a moment when she realized once again that her only light was her.
It was a moment when I realized that there was a light that caught my wandering self.
With that in mind, let Vera answer in a soft tone.
“… I am always on her side.”
“But the one in the dream is another woman?”
Renee hit the loophole.
Startle-.
Vera’s body trembled.
“yes? Can you make an excuse? Now this is the wind, the wind! I know?!”
A word you say while snoring, ‘Heh!’
Vera let out a ‘knock’ and smiled annoyedly.
Vera cleared the hesitations that had been inside him at the sight of René who was bubbly, and then continued with his heart.
“I am undoubtedly on the side of the saint.”
“… Are you sure?”
It was a face of no doubt. Even so, the cheeks that were asking the question were red.
With it, Vera had a gut feeling that it was time to tell his secret.
“Lady.”
“what?”
A slurred tone that could be called a quarrel.
Vera listened to it and then weaved the words together.
“Didn’t you ask me to tell you about this dream?”
Renee’s movements stopped. In response, Vera’s expression began to take on a softer form.
“It might be a bit of a long story.”
It will not be a very short story, as I have to tell all of my past life to be able to tell about this dream.
“Are you okay?”
It was a serious question. Renee had an intuition that now was the time to hear about the scene Orgus had shown him.
So, it’s the moment Vera is about to spit out the facts he’s been trying to hide so much.
Renee decided to confess what he didn’t say so Vera wouldn’t be too afraid.
“… Vera.”
“Tell me.”
“Vera lived a lot longer than I thought, didn’t he?”
Vera’s eyes widened. The strength in the hand that was holding it entered.
René may have thought that the speculations that he had thought of, ‘Isn’t Vera a person older than he thought?’ Thinking that he did not know, he swallowed dry saliva and continued.
“In the gutter. A real gutter I’ve been to before.”
“… Yes.”
“I saw Orgus. Orgus showed me. Vera of old… .”
Renee came up with the idea that not telling Vera, who is so serious, would be treacherous, and added the following words:
“It must have been a thing of the distant past, but in that vision, Vera had a more mature voice than he does now.”
It was a causation not yet understood, and now Vera might teach the answer.
“I will believe whatever Vera says. So can you be honest?”
Renee shook her head. With a determined expression, he looked at the halo in the form of Vera.
Vera at the sight, at the words he heard. Realizing that she didn’t know anything about her and that it wasn’t about her, she lifted up her heart.
To see the vision of Orgus, to have seen the self of the past time period must have meant that he had also seen the ugliness of the past.
Vera nodded. Then he licked his lips for a moment and picked out the words.
Even the moment I decided to reveal this, I was worried about how to get these words out.
After contemplating for a while, Vera cleared up his trembling heart and opened his mouth.
“… I am back in time.”
First, he revealed that he was a returnee.
“And that woman is the saint of the last episode.”
Then he revealed that fact.
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OK.
“… yes?”
Renee, who paused for a moment, answered with a stupid face.
*
A long story followed.
The choices and paths that Vera, who received the first stigma in the gutter. and how it ended.
Rene combined the words of Vera with what she had heard in Orgus’s visions, carving out a clearer causation and a surprised face.
“I got the stigmata and was the first to satisfy my lust.”
There was absurdity.
“I consolidated the gutter and built a castle there out of greed.”
I was astonished.
“… At the end of that life, I met the saint of the last episode.”
And as the story continues, there is shame in the part where Vera meets himself in the last episode.
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Of course not. I can’t help but feel ashamed to say that I am the person I was skeptical about until recently.
“… So, I’m back in time. That’s why I found the saint in this episode.”
Like that, Renee, who was listening to the story with a reddened face.
“… I don’t want the saint to face such an end again, I want to protect her, and I also want to resemble her a little bit, so I found her.”
At the end of all the stories, only one emotion came to mind.
was skeptical.
Renee’s expression frowned. There was a very serious tone in the voice that came out.
“… Vera.”
Vera answered the voice in a tone full of tension.
“Yes, tell me.”
It was the first time that he had explained his past in such open detail, so it was the tension that came to mind.
However, the next question asked was to erase all those emotions in an instant.
“Isn’t it strange?”
“What do you mean?”
“I will ask you first. Vera knows how to relinquish power?”
Renee’s expression was wrinkled to the point that it could not be wrinkled any more as he spoke.
… I had no choice but to do so.
“It’s strange. The use of power is engraved in our mind the moment we get the stigma, so we use it freely… .”
Aren’t Vera denying the very obvious fact right now while he’s talking?
“… I don’t know how to give up power. Had I known that, I would have given up on the day I first got the stigma.”
He who understands both the power and its use does not know it, but Vera is saying that he gave up his power and entered the gutter in the first round.
As far as I know, there is no way to get rid of the stigmata that have already come down, but Vera is, of course, talking as if it were possible.
rattle-.
Vera’s body stopped.
With a trembling voice, he answered with a sign of confusion himself.
“A request to the gods… .”
“Do you know how? No, is there such a way to meet the gods? Even Seong-guk, even Rohan-nim, who is closest to the gods, hears the voices of the gods in the form of sculptures?”
Vera’s pupils trembled.
The moment he heard Renee, and the moment he faced those questions, Vera remembered the feeling of his heart sinking.
I thought so.
He doesn’t even know how to give up the stigmata or how to remove the power.
But, why did he think it would be possible ‘of course’?
Why did you think Renee in Episode 1 would have done that?
pause-.
Vera’s body staggered backwards.
Renee’s words continued.
“… Weird. It’s strange.”
There was something more certain about Vera’s reaction.
A strange sense of disparity I felt while listening to the story.
It was turning to certainty.
“Vera.”
“… Yes, yes.”
“Is everything Vera remembered true?”
I don’t know much about the events of the last round. It was something he had never experienced before.
However, there were certain parts that could be said to be strange nonetheless.
“… That’s the 1st episode. How did you survive in the gutter when you said you were blind and had no powers? Vera knows best that hunting is a place where you can’t be alive anyway. no, more than that. After all that, what was Seongguk doing at that time?”
What did Seongguk do?
The Seongguk that he knew was never going to stand by.
“Even if the Holy Spirit is dead, are all the other apostles there? According to Vera’s words, from the Apostle of Sabbath to the Apostle of the next judgment, all nine apostles including Vera have come down to earth?”
Even without Vera and himself, it is seven.
Isn’t it too strange to think that Vera really thought a war would break out on the continent because he was targeting him, so he thought that he gave up his powers in the last episode.
“… You know Vera. Unless it is an ancient species, no living creature on the continent can defeat the apostle. We are demigods.”
The power according to the number of the apostles was not related to addition.
“Every time an apostle increases, we become doubly strong. The power that is created when power and power are intertwined is that much. Everyone on this continent knows that, so no one is aiming for a holy nation.”
That’s why that small piece of land, where only one fortress is the whole of the country, has survived for so long.
“… Why did Vera think a war would break out against me?”
Vera who is no one else, who is much smarter than himself, Vera who considers a lot of things in one move is not aware of it.
While waiting for an answer to that question, Vera’s body staggered.
“Vera!”
As Renee was about to support Vera, Vera, who had come to the center first, wiped his face with a confused expression.
The more the story went on and the more questions came out, the more painful it felt as if my head was being crushed.
I was filled with confusion at the fact that I was unaware of the fact that it was so obvious, and that I knew it wrongly.
Vera then realized.
‘Awareness… .’
twisted
There was a hole in his memory. This is a bad memory.
It was a piece that didn’t fit properly, as if someone had forced it into place.
The moment I realized it, I followed the next reasoning.
‘Where?’
I do not know.
There were too few clues to determine where his memories were twisted and the cause and effect.
but.
‘who… .’
who did this As for that, the answer came out so easily that it was funny.
All the distorted memories that I immediately recognized were related to one person.
Vera’s head turned towards the shack.
He turned towards Inyeong, who was sitting alone in it.
Vera continued his thoughts as he stared at it with a confused face.
If your own perception is distorted, if there is someone who can do it, if there is someone who has the ability to do it.
‘… Renee.’
She was the only one like that.