I couldn’t fathom how much time had passed.
It was natural.
The time we walked is rewound and disappears every moment, and all the accumulated emotions are scattered at each moment.
So Renee just walked.
In order to save him, he lives a new life every time, and weaves a new device each time.
Sometimes as a guardian of the Great Forest, sometimes as an ambassador of an empire, and sometimes as an academy professor emeritus.
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One by one, he made his future, and he met that much farewell.
just-.
Leaning against the cane, he staggered incessantly and let him go.
It was.
It was only then that René realized it.
A lot of repetition means that you have to let him go for the amount of time repeated.
That such painful moments have to be repeated indefinitely.
It was a feeling I couldn’t get used to.
It was also a feeling that made my heart clench every time.
Renee thought.
‘until when… .’
How long do I have to be in pain?
How long do I have to be so sad?
When will the end of my path show me?
I wanted to sit down.
I just wanted to finish letting him go.
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One reason he couldn’t, it was still hung around her neck.
A necklace that still radiates unfading warmth became a leash and dragged her forward.
I want to fall, but I can’t.
Even after countless hours have passed, there are memories that do not fade.
because it became a leash.
She had to go on today.
Unable to bear it any longer, Renee erased herself.
No, it was hidden.
-By the grace of God.
I felt like I would fall apart if I were myself, so I lived as a servant of the gods.
– I will come with love.
The reason why I couldn’t stop here yet was overlaid on top of it.
– I want everyone on this earth to be filled with love.
It was wrapped up in a lie that wasn’t even funny.
It was still sad, but only then did Renee move on again.
just-.
So I walked and walked again and before I knew it, it was the last time.
In a corner of the gutter where Vera’s memory begins, Renee contemplated her body, continuing her habit of prayer.
Then I realized
‘… It’s over.’
now that the end has come.
Saaah-.
I tried to raise the divinity, but it was in vain.
It was because he had done all the preparations and had done too much to send him back to the past for the last time.
‘today.’
Today is the last day.
Now leaving him and dying alone, he would go to the past.
He was going to make a new start with his own end as a stepping stone.
square.
square.
I hear the worm crawling.
Soggy moisture touches the burnt skin.
His energy had already waned, and the power that had twisted his fate for a long time was no longer on his side.
“Cool… !”
The next coughing sound was Vera’s last call for Renee.
Renee shook her head.
‘ah.’
After all, I was arguing.
It was an argument that broke out while talking about how beautiful he was in the past.
He remembered that he was angry that he did not believe his words until the end because he was such a burnt-headed man, and he kept his mouth shut.
‘memory… .’
It must have been the day before, but now I remembered it.
Renee felt alert.
‘I have to go.’
Now I really had to go.
If I had stayed here any longer, I would have collapsed and died right in front of him.
chin-.
hit the wall
“… Then I’ll go out for a while.”
Saying that, he got up when he heard a rustling sound.
“I like leaving Rosario behind.”
He said in a dying voice.
Renee felt her heart pound.
It was because the desire to lean on that word, and the desire to sleep in his warmth, rather than a lonely end, came to mind.
‘… no.’
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One shouldn’t have done that.
As long as you hold on to this, it’s really over, and you’ll be able to go to the future you wanted.
Renee said so.
“How can I do that?”
“… It must have been that the prayer I had been praying for the whole time was asking me to kill you.”
“Please. I’m not going to die until you get out of bed.”
I lied to be the last.
I stutter and walk out the wall.
He stopped in front of the door and put his hand on it.
“I will go.”
So I broke up with him.
*
iron-.
iron-.
Thick muddy water soaked my feet.
There was nothing I could do about it because I was so miserable that I didn’t even have shoes.
Renee stumbled through the gutter and placed her hand on her chest.
The cross was still warm.
iron-.
I was confused.
Thoughts seldom flowed, and his eyelids were too heavy.
I had to take one more step, but my legs didn’t have any strength.
Renee licked her lips.
“… It’s done.”
He said something he didn’t know who he was talking to.
“It’s all over. Now Vera lives.”
Even the mask I’ve been wearing for a long time can be thrown off for now.
Thinking about it, I smiled a little.
“Will you come to see me? Do you still remember? How stupid Vera was then.”
Whether the distinction between memory and reality was blurred, Renee felt as if the place he was walking was the path of Remeo he met for the first time.
“We are going to Elia together. Then we go on a trip, eat delicious food, and go on a date… .”
The spirit that had suffered for a long time felt that it was the moment when I would be liberated, and it was showing me a zodiac lamp.
“ah… happy. Now I don’t have to go through the moment Vera leaves.”
The accident that followed with the main lantern drew him and his future.
He drew a smile on his face that had been destroyed by burns.
iron-.
iron-.
Renee’s muttering continued.
It turned the gutter into a faint echoing echo.
It was a while later that Renee’s voice, who had been walking without even knowing where he was now, had subsided.
iron-.
Renee’s lips closed.
The faintly smiling face collapsed again, making the burn worse.
Tears flowed.
“Vera… .”
will meet
me.
me not me
It’s not the me who missed you so much, the me who doesn’t know anything yet.
My foot stopped.
Renee sat there.
He sobbed as he put his hands together in front of the cross.
“Ugh… .”
The warmth of the cross was warm, but that was all.
This cross did not hug her, whisper warm words, or give her a sweet kiss.
It’s just warmth.
“Ouch… .”
I missed you.
Not the Vera who didn’t know me, but the Vera who looked at me.
“I hate… .”
Renee gathered up the remaining divinity and power and prayed for it.
May I be by his side for a new beginning now.
Hope we can be together next time.
“I hate… .”
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One, the soul was shattered.
The existence could no longer even maintain its shape, and its body was a disease that even rats would not eat.
power is lost
The dusty divinity also perishes.
What Renee wanted so much.
Also, the end she had turned away from was now strangling her neck without hiding herself.
How can it be so cruel?
If I am going to face such an end in the end, what am I running for?
Even if it’s a future where he survives, I’m not there, but how can that be a happy future?
straight-.
Tears seep into the muddy water.
The trembling hands no longer have the strength to grasp the cross, so they point downwards.
straight-.
I wanted to cry to my heart’s content, but the burns that had already penetrated deep into my bones didn’t allow it.
“Sigh… !”
blood flows back
My dead body was screaming for me to stop.
‘This is… .’
It wasn’t like this.
It wasn’t the journey I was hoping for.
A dark accident and a collapsing body.
Blurred sensations and thirst that rises in the midst of it.
The moment Renee let out his breath.
iron-.
muddy water fried
Someone came to her.
“Ouch… !”
While blood was spitting out, the person who approached fell to his knees.
Renee tried to raise her head.
Thinking that the person approaching now might be the scavengers who came to finish him, he shook his body, embracing fear and anticipation at the same time.
The feeling of wanting to end because it was so painful and the feeling of wanting to see the person I miss again came to mind.
As she staggered, who had collapsed so gracefully, someone approached and placed a hand on Renee’s cheek.
“… I didn’t think I’d ever come back, so I came to find you, what’s this?”
rattle-.
Renee’s body stopped.
His mouth moved openly.
Are you dreaming?
The voice that had been heard enough to remind me of such a thought was in the form of nostalgia.
The feeling of the skin touching the cheek was a tingling form.
“… la.”
Renee trembled and stretched out her hand.
He placed it over his hand that touched his cheek.
“hemp cloth… .”
“Yes.”
The answer is back.
“I am here.”
Renee’s heart is pounding! and ran
In the midst of everything clouded over, a sudden burst of burning tears spurted out clear tears.
A force that I didn’t know where it came from made me shut my teeth.
I can feel the touch I have been looking for so desperately on my cheek.
The voice I wanted to hear again seeps through my ears.
“… I will return.”
Renee was able to cry like a child at that time.
She cried out loud and smiled.
A small glimmer of light appeared in the space.
and collapsed
What remained in the dark and damp swamp was a girl sleeping with a relaxed face.
*
Vera walked alone along the black road in the pure white world.
In his arms was a pure white woman built with entangled rays of light.
The woman without a single scratch was asleep with a comfortable face as if in her mother’s arms.
jerk.
jerk.
Vera, walking silently, came to the end of the road.
A large black door.
He put it in front of him and looked down at his arms for a moment.
“… I will return.”
He said so and hugged him tightly.
*
There was a wind sweeping the meadows.
There was a large watermill in the distance.
There were farmers leading cattle and plows, and children playing in the village.
‘Remeo.’
Remeo of Horden.
It seemed to be the place to return to.
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On a hill overlooking the village.
Vera sat down, laid Renee down, and placed her head on my thigh.
While doing that, I looked at Renee who was sleeping.
Woo woo-.
The holy sword cried.
Vera replied with a smile.
“Yeah, I just found it.”
He reached out and brushed his hair.
Soft cheeks caress your fingertips.
Tangled hair wraps around his fingers.
“Now… .”
The white, precious, and only one I wanted has returned.
Vera’s expression clouded.
The light that lit up his gray eyes spread with water.
“I am now… .”
The wind blows again.
His white hair fluttered and lit his vision.
It also re-dyed the darkened heart.
Everything is over.
A boy who was born as a sacrifice and lived for greed, a wicked man who wanted to fill himself with it.
After a long, long journey, I was finally able to get what I really wanted.
Vera realized it and frowned.
The first face that Renee sees when he opens his eyes shouldn’t be a crying face.
This is because the body, which always obeyed its will, did not follow the control for this moment.
Eyes get hot
The joy of embracing the body temperature flows.
It falls down and hits the white cheeks.
Tok-.
“Uh… .”
A voice came out of Renee’s mouth.
Renee frowned as the water dripped down her cheeks and turned her head upward.
With a hazy and drowsy look, he lifted his heavily sunken eyelids.
After that, he opened his mouth blankly.
“uh… ?”
is it a dream
What is it that is being engraved on this retina now?
record.
shade.
and man.
It was reflected through the squinting eyes.
The gray eyes under the black hair face him.
He was a cool man with thick lines and sharp features.
The impression of being expressionless is truly frightening.
However, it was a wonderful impression that only made my heart tremble.
Shrek-.
Renee put a hand on the man’s cheek with a blank expression.
It was a very familiar texture.
The moment Renee’s mouth opened wide and was about to vomit.
“Are you awake?”
he said with a bright smile.
The tears that shone in the sunlight were what made him shine with a smile.
A bittersweet ending… maybe more bitter and less sweet