Pass-.
“ah… .”
The divinity that had risen above Renee’s hand was disturbed. The silence that followed was filled with sadness.
Rene had lost her concentration and remembered that she was ashamed of failing the divine magic, and spoke to Theresa.
“I’m sorry. I can’t do it today… .”
“What do you have to be sorry for? No one will say anything about failure today, so please feel free to eat.”
Theresa smiled and said that, then looked at Renee’s complexion.
To be precise, I looked at the emotions that came up from Renee.
Very dark pink.
‘How come the days go by… .’
was getting more intense. At first, the feeling that was only fresh is gradually being transformed into something more than freshness.
Theresa was able to guess to some extent the reason for such a phenomenon. I couldn’t be ignorant as I lived my whole life stealing the emotions of others.
‘… You’re turning away.’
You are denying your own feelings. No, it would be correct to say that I do not understand.
I don’t know Renee completely, but Renee, whom I’ve seen for the past two weeks, is still strong as a clumsy girl.
Theresa’s eyes narrowed.
Theresa was generally standing as a bystander because she thought it was wrong to interfere in other people’s relationships, but it was a rare sight for Theresa to see someone close to her, even someone she should care for, grunt.
‘Hmm… .’
subsequent worries.
I wanted to help. However, how to speak to him came to me as a concern whenever a situation came up.
It was not the right thing to do to show that feeling directly. Defining emotions was up to the master of them.
What he has to do is what he can do as an elder to make Renee feel a little more comfortable.
‘… That’s right.’
It’s supposed to give you direction.
After finishing her thoughts, Teresa spoke to Renee with a smile on her lips at the very good-looking water that popped into her mind.
“Lady.”
“Ah yes.”
“Well, what are you worried about?”
Renee flinched at the words she heard.
“uh… .”
worry. of course there was My head was in a mess all day because of that worry. The accident was only going in one direction.
should i say this is it correct to say To the end, it’s my only problem, is it right to talk about this?
It was a hesitancy that came to mind because Renee had always thought that I had to do my own thing, and that I should try to do it.
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Of course, hesitancy that can be frustrating for the other party.
However, fortunately, Teresa was not so impatient that she felt frustrated by such a thing and pushed Renée.
How can you say you don’t know such a reaction?
With the power she had, the years she had lived, and the title of professor at the academy, Theresa was well aware of how unstable children her age were.
Theresa put her hand on Renee’s, and spoke out in a shaky tone, as if consoling her.
“There is no such thing as an old man’s sense. No matter how much you look at the saint, you seem to have a lot of trouble, so I’m saying this old man might be able to help.”
Renee flinched at the words spoken, trembled at the tip of her fingers, and continued to ponder, ‘No,’ and then carefully licked her lips.
“Well, can I get a little help then?”
“However much.”
words of permission.
Renee nodded at him and tried to vomit, but suddenly felt the words ‘jaw’ in his throat and couldn’t come out.
how do i explain this It was a reaction that came to mind because of that thought.
procrastination followed again.
What is your current state? How am I supposed to explain this and ask for advice?
Thinking about it, I felt like my mind was going crazy.
No matter how much I thought about it, I couldn’t find the right word.
Theresa looked at Renee who pursed her lips and narrowed her brow, and opened her mouth, thinking, ‘It’s such a fresh time.’
“Hmm… . Can I guess?”
“yes? Ah yes!”
“Isn’t your heart tightening all of a sudden? Even if I sit idle, do other things, eat or lie down, my heart tightens for no reason.”
“yes! Right!”
rattle. Renee’s shoulders shook. How did you pick up something that you didn’t even say at once? Theresa continued to speak, even as a rising surprise spread over Renee’s face.
“Sometimes you will feel like a fireball is sinking inside you. For some reason, the same picture will keep coming up in my head, and there will be times when Imaginations that are not funny will fill my head.”
“it! That’s it! These days, I keep getting upset because of it… .”
Renee smiled at the words that followed, and nodded her head broadly.
A very lively reaction. As Teresa burst into laughter at him, René continued the question with a feeling of being ‘open’.
“Wow, how did you know that all at once? I didn’t even tell you… .”
“It’s about age. Also, I am not teaching children of your age.”
“ah… .”
Rene then remembered that Teresa’s dispatched station was the Telon Academy and nodded her head.
“It is a common problem for children in their dreamy age. There are still many immature and unfamiliar things, so I don’t know myself well. That’s why there are many cases where we don’t know what emotions are coming to our mind, so I fully understand what you are saying.”
“Boo, I’m embarrassed… .”
Head falling down in embarrassment.
As Renee lowered her head like that, she suddenly let out a deep sigh and continued.
“It’s getting really bad these days. Is there something wrong with your body? Maybe it’s because the place you live has changed? Because of that thought, he said that there was no problem even if he received treatment from the priests.”
As my mind became more comfortable, words that were close to fighting began pouring out.
Thinking that Teresa might know how to resolve this unstable condition, René poured out her words without shame.
Theresa nodded her head and listened to Renee’s grumblings, and then answered with a smile on her face.
“Oh, I know. Even among my students, it is not uncommon to see people suffering from such symptoms.”
“is that so?”
“Usually it is. Among them, there were children who came to me for counseling.”
the next word. Renee drooled as he listened to him, and then added a question.
“So, why am I doing this?”
Why is my body like this now? When asked a question about him, Theresa said in a slightly playful tone.
“I don’t think that’s something the saint should find out.”
“yes?”
“Isn’t that the feeling of a saint? Even if I define what it is, I’m not sure that it is the right answer for the saint, so I’m going to be a little cautious.”
Renee’s expression turned a little fuzzy when he suddenly avoided an answer after a while.
Theresa smiled and continued.
“If you dare to give me a hint, isn’t there something that comes to mind when you feel that way?”
“What comes to mind?”
“I don’t care what it is, a thing, a place, or anything else… .”
a momentary pause.
Theresa, seeing that Renee’s body was leaning forward little by little, finished her speech with a sly smile.
“… or a person.”
rattle. Renee shook her body.
His face began to fill with embarrassment and shame.
what comes to mind. rising person.
“There is no such word. To find the cause of a problem, you need to find the common denominator of the problems. My judgment is that the ‘thing’ that the saint is thinking of right now is the cause of the discomfort in the stomach.”
Vera.
Rene, hearing those words, immediately recalled the name of those two letters.
thud. thud. My heart started beating heavily.
The reaction that had been tormenting him the whole time had begun again.
It must have been just a name, but as soon as I remembered the name, it was there.
His face began to turn red as never before. His body continued to tremble and he could hardly stand still.
Renee felt a surge of embarrassment at the subsequent reactions, and then clenched her fists and stuttered.
“That, that… There is, but… .”
The words didn’t come out.
Renee didn’t have the courage to say, ‘Thinking of Vera makes me sick.’
Theresa felt a sense of joy fill up in her stomach as she looked at Renee’s hesitant look, and continued her words.
“The next thing to do is… . right. Now that I figure out the cause, why does it make me so strange? That’s what you have to worry about.”
“why… .”
“The students I saw had a lot of different reasons. Some said it was curiosity, some said it was longing, and some said it was unpleasant.”
the next word.
Renee’s mouth shut tight. This was done to bring up the question of ‘why’.
“Well, there is something surprising.”
“Is it surprising?”
“The answer that those who talk about such troubles end up getting is that they take a similar form in the end.”
“What is the answer?”
It was a question that popped up like a urge.
Theresa looked at René who asked a question with a face of some impatience and tension, and then continued with a smile.
“I won’t tell you the answer. I know that this ideal is an area that one has to realize.”
“then!”
was cowardly At least Renee felt that way.
Theresa pretended to solve the problem, and in the end didn’t it only make the curiosity stronger?
Rene, who made the wrinkled look on her face even deeper at the thought that came to her, immediately murmured those words.
“Then any hints… .”
It was a particularly uncomfortable moment to not be able to see ahead.
I don’t know what kind of expression Teresa is making right now, so I need to understand him by his tone, but the tone he hears is very meaningful.
The moment when the dry saliva passes over the tension.
Shortly thereafter, theresa continued to speak.
“Hmm… . Okay, then I’ll give you a quiz.”
“A quiz?”
“exactly. I don’t know if the answer to this quiz is convincing to you, but from my judgment, the answer to this quiz is probably similar to that of the saint.”
Theresa said so, took a moment to catch her breath, and then continued.
“It’s the emotion with the most faces in the world. When there are a hundred people, it is an emotion that brings up a hundred images. It’s a feeling that makes the world’s most courageous general into a coward, and a feeling that makes the world’s weakest servant a true servant.”
Renee’s head tilted.
“The person to whom that emotion is directed also varies. Sometimes it’s a friend, sometimes an enemy, sometimes it’s an emotion that comes to mind when you see someone you’ve never met for the first time. It is a feeling that rarely chooses the other and the situation, and also goes well with any emotion. That’s why it’s an easy feeling to misunderstand.”
Teresa burst into laughter as she saw René making a face full of doubts.
“It’s a very proud feeling, and it’s also a feeling of sublime. It’s a feeling that comes to you for no reason and makes you stick to the reason behind it.”
Theresa said that and then, in a tone full of laughter, asked a question.
“Now, this is the quiz. Well, the next class is in three days, so can I get an answer then?”
“Oh, I’ll do it!”
Rene nodded in surprise after listening blankly, remembering her belated regrets right after she answered.
I started feeling ‘Ahaha’ inside.
I have no idea what you mean.
I answered confidently, but I wasn’t confident.
head stuck down Eyes were tightly shut.
Theresa’s quiz was too difficult for Renee.