Episode 1
“You have achieved great success as an idol as well as a producer.”
At the counselor’s words, Jung Hae-won, who had been figuring out the next schedule in his head the whole time, lifted his head.
“Oh, I didn’t hear it. sorry.”
“I have no regrets. What I just said, um. Haewon has achieved great success not only as an idol but also as a producer. It is currently in progress. But where do you think that anxiety comes from?”
Counseling continued to diverge.
The client was a very picky person. It wasn’t usually difficult to get the insides out of this client who had achieved an unmanageable success.
Even the schedule was delayed, so there was not much time given to the counselor.
The client thought for a moment before answering.
“I am not anxious. It’s just good to be busy. I think you just need to prescribe sleeping pills.”
“Well. If you usually say that, you must have received a prescription right away?”
“no. After a lot of scolding, I got a prescription.”
After that, without much time to receive information, the client stood up. said the counselor.
“If you keep doing this, you’re just wasting your time.”
“Well.”
“The people around you are very worried.”
“I mean.”
Jung Hae-won took a deep breath and continued.
“I still do this regularly because people around me are so worried. Everyone is overly concerned.”
He said so, and thought about how to make him believe that he was in a good mental state.
After a while, the client asked the counselor.
“This is a bit of a weird question.”
“What?”
“Do you think there is an unchanging love?”
The counselor looked puzzled at the question, but answered immediately.
“no. All emotions change.”
“I think there is.”
My colleague laughed softly. The smile had no intention of enchanting anyone, but had the power to create a human attraction on its own. he continued
“It wasn’t when I was young, but now I believe. That is a very important change in my life.”
He said that and left the counseling room.
Despite the secret personal schedule, I could see paparazzi waiting across the hospital. In the middle of the big city, on a large billboard that you can see if you turn your head a little, fans’ privately paid concert advertisements were passing by.
You can see his face everywhere, and everyone knows him.
* * *
I had a long dream. I thought my life had already been ruined, but in addition to that, a dream that ruins other people’s lives as well.
In my dream, I knew I wanted to be on stage, but I pretended not to know about it. Why was I so afraid back then to try again on the stage that once coldly kicked me out?
I couldn’t even leave the entertainment industry completely on such a topic. If I had started a new life in a place other than the entertainment industry, it might not have been this bad.
In my dream, I set up an entertainment company, and I was attached to a girl group called Square, which did not succeed there. I, and the children, suffered for many years and died of overwork.
Ugh, really.
It was a dream without a dream or hope. Had I known this ending in advance, I would have overcame my fear and went on stage again.
But that… … Is your dream right?
It’s so vivid that I’m confused.
“iced coffee! Ugly!”
I barely escaped the nightmare by the sound of thumping music.
The dream was so real, and when I woke up, I was drunk, so I was very confused about which one was a dream and which one was real.
For the past two months, I’ve been drinking twice a day during the day and night, drinking alcohol instead of blood in my veins, so I can’t understand the situation properly.
I couldn’t raise my head because of alcohol and being sober, but I could hear him talking next to me as if he thought I was still sleeping.
“Idol chosen by the people? The survival that went up in the last year?”
“Yeah, there. There, it was said that he was firmly stamped by the viewers as a very human garbage, and it was said that he raked in malicious comments. Director Kwak was working there at the time. I put it in because of that guilt, huh?”
“ah. Somehow, what a 20-year-old… … .”
“If I drop out of high school because of malicious comments and enlist the guy who’s been locked up in my room for two years right away, I’m afraid I’ll get into an accident, so I’m going to try to make some people here.”
“Jeongtae is great too. I would never let Hickey in the corner of a 20-year-old drive the car.”
“You are such a nice person.”
I raised my head somewhat when my story was over. Hey, you give a wonderful summary of my life… … Not a single word is wrong. hahahaaha.
By the way, I don’t know how my real celebrity leaves the steering wheel to a 20-year-old who has been a Hickey for two years. I don’t know what happened because I drank too much because I didn’t like people… … .
Anyway, the dream is so vivid that reality is still indistinguishable. It was too vivid to be a dream, and above all, detailed. It felt very strange because I wasn’t that creative or smart.
What if… … Is it like a premonition?
No, wait.
So am I being spoiled for ruining my life?
As my brain was getting more and more complicated, in my dream, a woman who had died of a myocardial infarction five years before I died grabbed the microphone and shouted.
“If you can’t do a one-shot, you can’t get married, ah! Ugly!”