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I thought I was going to die because I was anxious to lie down. There’s a lot to do, my body doesn’t move.
After lying down and thinking about various things, I finally got up and listened to the arrangement, but the cursing flew away.
“You crazy bastard.”
I grumbled and asked again.
“How about the song?”
“great. I’d love to use it as an intro.”
Ju-won Ahn’s response, I don’t know if it’s okay or not. I’m afraid I’ll forget what I just did, so I played it again and recorded it.
In the studio, the sound of rain, the sound of the last verse of RUSH played by Hwang Sae-byeok, and the sound of the piano overlapped.
When I finished recording, cheering songs were playing just in time.
[The fact that I ran after enduring thirst and pain]
[I know, you know]
[Where is the failure since we started]
[As long as we know the direction, we are (travelers)]
Seeing that the broadcast has already passed, it seems like he slept for a long time. I asked.
“How long have I slept?”
To that, Joo-won Ahn measured the time and answered.
“About three days?”
“Crazy… … .”
I thought in my head that there was a lot of work, but I avoided everything and went to sleep. I guess I was crazy
“I had a lot to do.”
“Everything has been canceled or postponed. don’t worry.”
“Can a person sleep that long? No hibernation.”
Then the Stork Dawn said.
“I think I can sleep like that, but it was strange not to eat. Oh, Joo-won’s mother cooked porridge. Eat that.”
“What about my parents?”
“I haven’t done it yet. You must be still nervous because of Suyeon noona. Still, I was going to sleep today.”
“Thank you so much.”
I rested on my chair with confidence.
Anyway, my sister’s birth date was soon, my parents went to England, and if I found out that I was only sleeping, one of them would come back to Korea, and then I would go to England and come home without seeing my daughter giving birth safely. … … Just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable.
* * *
I slept for a long time and my body was weak.
Still, seeing that he was reluctant to arrange for the intro, he seemed to have recovered quite a bit mentally after taking a three-day break.
Still, I didn’t have the strength to laugh and talk, so I sat still, Ahn Joo-won stood up and said.
“My mother cooked porridge. feed you.”
“Oh, sorry.”
“Yeah, I’m really sorry about this. My mother almost fell, I was surprised. If your parents heard it, they would tell you to come home right away.”
“… … okay. I won’t.”
I shrugged and answered that, and Joo-won An went to the induction wall on the side of the wall and started to boil the frozen porridge.
After a while, I started eating the porridge that Joo-Won An had warmed. It was a porridge with a lot of sincerity.
“delicious.”
I said and immediately sent a thank-you text to Ahn Joo-won’s mother. And the reply came.
[Mother Zu: Haewon-ah, the health of the mind is just as important as the health of the body. Always take both of them, and my house is close to your dormitory, so if you’re tired, come and eat whenever you want. I’ll give you anything you want to eat. Haewon welcomes you even if you suddenly come at dawn.]
He is a person who seems to have humanized the word “kindness” in case someone is Joo-won Ahn’s mother.
When I checked my cell phone, I saw a huge pile of greeting messages from people.
[Kylum Cha Woo-seok: Brother Logan cried yesterday because he was sick ㅠㅠ]
[Kylum Cha Woo-seok: But it looks like you will have to get a little sick to work on Kyle’s next album]
[New Days Jinyoung Kang: Hyung, I heard from our producer that he was ill, so I say hi. If hyung is sick, we are worried about not only Sunyang, but also our Futures (New Days fan club), so I think you should get well with a sense of duty]
[Yangyi hyung: Hey crazy man, there are so many things to do, call me when you see this]
[Juni-hyung: Haewon-ah, this is Junhee-hyung, but our leader heard you were sick, so I left a message. Hyung, I’ll see you soon since filming is over. I’ll buy you something delicious]
And the members’ group chats were piled up without words.
Min Ji-ho, who was raging every day to tell me to wake up because I was bored, was 80% of the time.
When I saw it, I was laughing a little bit, and then Hwang Sae-byeok said, feeling pathetic.
“Are you laughing?”
“Hey, after all, without me, you know how important it is.”
“I don’t know, ma’am.”
At those words, Ahn Joo-won and I looked at Hwang Sae-byeok at the same time. Hwang Sae-byeok cursed, and Ahn Joo-won said to me.
“We couldn’t record it, but it’s okay because we are witnesses.”
“Is not it? Did you hear what I heard? How can Hwang Sae-byeok say things like that without drinking?”
“Shut up… … .”
Stork said in distress, but we did not give up and made fun of Stork. Perhaps he wanted us to talk about something else, Stork Dawn brought a thick wad of paper.
“this.”
“what is that?”
“I pulled out all the contents of the group chat room without you so far.”
“Did you print them all?”
Ahn Joo-won laughed at my words, terrified by the excessive analog, and Hwang Sae-byeok said with embarrassment.
“No, it can’t be stored and leaked.”
“Hey, that’s great. Who said to pick this up? Just by looking at it, it’s you.”
“… … How did you know?”
“It’s just a bummer to think such nonsense.”
I listened to the first chapter as I spoke, then paused. After that, after flipping through a few more pages, I sighed and closed it again.
[Han Hyo-seok: Hae-won hyung is really joining the First Light? it’s okay? Shouldn’t it be forbidden?]
[Park Seon-jae: In my opinion, if you want to live long, you have to be an idol]
[Stork Dawn: That’s right]
“What, did I create a group chat room because I thought I might die?”
Both had no answer. I muttered, absurd.
“You are really special, too.”
When I heard the story of the two, it seemed that the first dantalk was made in the early days of Kuk Seon-ah. He must have been worried about where I might jump and die.
Among the recent contents, there were quite a few contents about personal activities. I read a bit and covered it.
“I should read it when I recover a little mentally. This is not easy either.”
Ahn Joo-won replied to my words.
“Sorry. I thought you’d be stressed out… … .”
“Now I understand why they made it separately. You don’t have to explain it.”
I can’t even get mad at this. Talking about individual activities It’s a bit disappointing that they didn’t talk to each other first, but anyway, it seems like they had a separate meeting for fear that telling me right away would crack my fragile mentality.
I thought for a moment and said.
“Okay, then it’s settled. Is not it?”
“What will happen?”
Hwang Sae-byeok was taken aback and continued.
“You slept three days. That’s not normal.”
“I’m going to the hospital. I also do some exercise. Then it will be fixed soon.”
“If it was going to be like that, it was in the past. It probably won’t be like this.”
Hwang Sae-byeok looked at me with a serious face and continued.
“I’ve been in contact with the members and the company right now. You should stop your schedule and take a break.”
I thought it was a joke and I laughed. But Stork Sae-byeok spoke firmly.
“I’m not kidding.”
“… … Are you crazy?”
“I watch the Olympics and go to different places to heal myself. Hyojun hyung contacted me, and he said that he can take a break because he will postpone the Kylom album schedule.”
Stork said in a serious voice.
“If you can turn on the X-app by yourself and say hello to your fans, then start working again.”
“… … .”
Have you slept less? Is it an extension of the nightmare?
I thought I would meet many obstacles in my life, but I never imagined that it would become our members.
I picked up my phone and paused to show that I could turn on this app. and said
“I can turn it on next week or so.”
“Oh, say success.”
“Hey, does this make sense? I have a lot of work to do.”
“Come to think of it, you just kept working after you left your room. There was no time for mental recovery.”
“… … .”
“I rest at the dorm and have other hobbies besides music. Or will you reach your parents?”
“… … I knew.”
Every member is intimidating. These are… …
I sighed and watched Hwang Sae-byeok and Ahn Ju-won roughly packing my belongings, then pushed them away and started packing again from the beginning.
Joo-won Ahn, who watched me pack my luggage, said to Hwang Sae-byeok.
“For the time being, the accommodation will be really clean.”
“… … Even a single drop of coffee would be disgusting.”
“You can’t spill it.”
After arguing for nothing, I packed up my luggage.
* * *
I don’t understand it, but the members are so tough, I finally decided to take a break without doing anything for about a week and check the status.
I changed the password for the studio without my knowledge, and Joo-Won Ahn took the MacBook.
RUSH’s response was good, so I get a lot of inquiries about schedules from the company, but it was unfair to take a break without being able to do anything. I have to paddle when the water comes in… … .
The members warmly welcomed me back to my dorm, bothered me, and then left the dorm. Min Ji-ho pretended to cry and said to me.
“Brother, don’t be so bored without me.”
“What are you bored with when you are alone in the studio every day?”
“I’m not bored with my work in the studio. It’s boring to be alone in the dorm!”
After the noisy members left, the dorm was as quiet as a mouse.
As I listened to the members, the cause of all this was Hyojun Kang A&R.
Seeing all of their schedules being delayed, my members seemed to have decided that they should not let me work.
Ha, why is there such a useless conglomerate? It really doesn’t suit me.
[You are playing because of hyung, now]
[Hyojun Kang A&R: It’s not a game, it’s a recuperation]
[What kind of recuperation do you do at the age of twenty-one]
[Kang Hyo-jun A&R: I was bored, so I read a text message, but I went to sleep at a time like this]
… … How did you know I was calling you out of boredom?
I hate to prove the members’ words, but the only thing I would do was clean up, so I turned the whole house upside down and cleaned it once. Even after cleaning the dust in the corners, a day did not go by.
I want to see the sunshine… … I want to see you like this, but I don’t understand why X can’t turn on this app.
I thought while fiddling with my phone.
“… … Shall we make an Instagram?”
If RUSH’s reaction was so good, even if he made an Instagram, there might be less malicious comments.
If I can start Instagram, there seems to be nothing I can’t do, and above all, I’m sorry that I can’t communicate with the sunbursts these days, so I wanted to show you something.
It would be nice if you could take pictures of your work that can be made public or take pictures of your daily life. To be honest, I wanted to be interested.
It’s because I’m not good at internet. It’s a miracle that there are sunshine who like me, heh heh.
Anyway, in order to ask about Instagram, I called my older sister, who was due to give birth. As soon as my sister answered the phone, she said.
– Hey, Mom, take Dad. I’m bored to death ‘Cause I’ve been nagging all day Why don’t you believe the doctor is healthy?
Hearing you lament as soon as you make the phone call, your health seems to be improving. I said with a laugh.
“I was going to ask you how you are, but I’m not going to ask.”
– Well thought out. ask something else
“Oh, I’m going to start Instagram. But how do you do this?”
– What do you do? Just sign up, tag and post pictures. Make your ID idol.
“I have to think about the ID first.”
-If you make an Instagram, tag me… … .
My sister paused for a moment to see if labor was coming, and then spoke again.
-Tag me. Thanks to having an idol younger brother… … . oh, what
“Sister, are you okay? Aren’t you supposed to go to the hospital?”
– It’s okay if it’s this distance… … Did you not see it?
“uh?”
Then, after calling my brother-in-law, he said:
– Hey, I’ll call you again after I have a baby. hang up
“What… … uh?”
What does this sister say? Is this right?
After the phone was cut off by accident, I stood there blankly, then started looking for a flight to England in a hurry.
As for the moment when my heart was pounding, I thought I was really lucky to have taken a vacation.