I came home alone, threw myself on the bed without changing clothes, and stared blankly at the ceiling .
“… .”
Don’t think about anything, just stand still .
So that the hard-pressed sense of inferiority does not re-emerge .
However… .
I don’t know why life doesn’t always go as planned . Woo-Woo
–
Woo-Woong- “… .”
Awakened by the sudden, brief vibration, I reflexively got up, took out my cell phone from the scattered bag, and checked it .
[ Good luck to my mother ‘s house . ]
[ Sorry for sending you home alone. See you tomorrow . ]
Two messages popped up on the screen .
It was a message from Jihwan .
But… .
“… See… .”
Despite Jihwan’s message, instead of feeling better, the negative emotions that he had struggled to suppress began to boil .
Throughout the meal, I had to be trampled on by my mother’s invisible attack, and I had to be ridiculed to the end by breaking up with Jihwan on the excuse that I was drunk
.
No matter how hungry a man is .
I knew my mom was crazy, but I never dreamed she would be this crazy .
“… .”
A terrible sense of inferiority rises .
When will I be able to drop my mother and save Jihwan ?
No, can it be saved ?
When I cut down only a few hundred horned rabbits, Jihwan is the man who managed to save a huge avalanche and a herd of yeti alone .
Even Ji-hwan like that couldn’t get over him, but at what age does he win over ‘Swordsman’ ?
Not only strength, but the ability to attract men, and the ability to check opponents, I couldn’t overcome anything .
You probably won’t be able to win even if you go for the rest of your life .
I have to struggle forever watching Jihwan play with my mother, and in the
meantime, I might have two children .
They act like beasts like that, and it’s not strange at any time .
envious _
I envy you like crazy .
I also want to receive a lot of love in Jihwan’s arms .
I want to conceive Jihwan’s child and build a harmonious family just like the old mothers and fathers did .
“… … .”
That time when I was eating my heart like that and biting my pitiful nails .
Flashing –
A ‘ message’ appeared in front of my eyes .
[ It is too early to give up . ]
I don’t want to give up yet either .
But no matter how much I think about it, I can’t think of a way to overcome my mother .
“… … .”
As I fell into despair again and shook my head, the ‘message’ reflected a different content .
[ Isn’t there still a trump card ? ]
… A trump card… ?
[ Yoo Ji-hwan is not a hard-hearted person to abandon his own child . ]
I didn’t understand it at first, but I soon understood what the ‘message’ was trying to say .
“… Jihwan will hate it… .”
Even if it used to be, I have no intention of forcing myself to have children anymore .
Because I want Jihwan’s love, not hate .
When I shook my head and refused, the ‘message’ began to persuade me as if it was frustrating .
[ When the body is close, the mind also gets closer. Breaking down the walls of his heart comes first ! ]
“… heart wall… .”
There is definitely a wall in Jihwan’s heart that he can’t understand .
I thought it was simply because I didn’t want to betray my mother, but it’s subtly different .
There is something I don’t know about .
“… what… .”
For a moment, while I was in trouble, ‘Message’ quickly showed another content .
[ If Yoo Ji-hwan’s taste is ‘swordsman’, there is a chance for you to win too . ]
“… me ?”
I unintentionally shifted my gaze and looked at the full-length mirror in the corner .
my reflection in the mirror .
He resembles his mother very much, except for the black hair that resembles his father .
“… Will Jihwan like it? ?”
Mulkeng – As I was rubbing my
body while looking in the mirror for nothing, a ‘message’ appeared in front of my eyes and continued to persuade me .
[ Once you break the wall of your heart, and if it doesn’t work out, what is the direction you use your strength ? ]
Seriously try seducing Jihwan, and if that doesn’t work, try to force it .
He is a man who has been ignoring even when he is tempted openly, how on earth do you mean seducing him ?
[ What you’ve done so far has been like a child’s prank . ]
“… what ?”
When the ‘message’ suddenly frowned, the ‘message’ quickly added an explanation .
[ You’re not excited about Yoo Ji-hwan every day… ]
… Are you excited every day ?
‘ Message’ hastily deleted the contents as if embarrassed, and then came up with new contents .
[ I will save the atmosphere . ]
“… Atmosphere .”
Only then did I understand what the ‘message’ meant .
It’s not just about pushing yourself, it’s about creating a situation where you can’t help but get excited !
“… .”
Along with the thought of plausibility, we are pondering how to break Yoo Ji-hwan’s reason .
[ Subdue the D-class gate. *Successful Reward ]
└ Success Reward *Strength +5, Magical Power +5, Sword of the Unknown King (S)
A new mission has been created .
By the way… .
“… The Sword of the Unknown King ?”
As I questioned the unfamiliar reward, a new window appeared and I added an explanation .
[ Sword of the Unknown King (S): A sword used by an ancient nameless king. Resembling the owner, the substance does not exist . ]
“… What is this ?”
[ This is insurance . ]
Insurance .
In the end, if Yoo Ji-hwan’s reason is not broken, it means that it is an insurance that must be used inevitably .
*
“… … Go !”
A familiar voice pierces my ears .
“… Calm down… . huh? please… .”
I barely woke up to the sound of my wife’s voice, and soon realized that I was in her arms .
“… Are you awake ?”
My wife was very anxious and anxious, stroking my face and talking constantly, and I
opened my mouth slowly with faint nausea .
“… uh… .”
Then my wife was startled, and he made quick eye contact and cautiously spoke to me .
“… Okay, are you okay? huh ?”
Eyes trembling anxiously and expression not knowing what to do .
He seems to be trying to hide his anxiety .
I nodded my head to reassure my wife, instead of answering, I looked around and began to understand the situation .
… Why am I lying here ?
“… uh… .”
The moment I slowly went back to my memory and tried to dig up the circumstances of my collapse .
“… Eh, Elixir… . no… . Su-yeon, will Su-yeon call you? Can you do that?”
In the end, I was distracted by the behavior of my wife, who was uncommonly agitated, without hiding her anxiety .
“ Huh? Oh no… . I’m fine… .”
It’s a little nauseous, but tolerable .
But perhaps it wasn’t in her eyes, she began to shake even more, shaking even her hands .
“… Oh, no… . I can’t lose again… . Sorry… . I drank stupidly… . stupid year… . Sorry… . I, I was wrong… . Please don’t take it away… .”
As if recalling a trauma, she constantly accuses herself and spit out apologies like a broken machine .
“ Come on, honey. I’m fine. huh? look at this… .”
I hurriedly grabbed my wife’s hand tightly and said she was fine, but… .
“… Sorry… It’s my fault… . … sorry… . I’ll never do that again… .”
As if she had already lost her mind, she was constantly repeating apologies .
“ Hey, Yeonhee… .”
I was shocked to see my wife like that, and I was able to re-imagine what kind of life my wife lived after I died .
Holding the masses of corpses, just waiting for the day to die… .
The life of her who was indifferent to being the strongest .
“ … .”
Impressed by the feeling of guilt weighing down on my chest for a moment, I got up from my nausea and got out of my wife’s arms .
“… sorry… I’m sorry… , sorry… … .”
As if she didn’t even notice that I was gone, she knelt on the floor and spied an apple, and I left
her behind and hurriedly headed for the drawer in the corner .
Drooling –
And after taking out a small bottle from inside .
He went back to his wife and showed her the bottle .
“ It’s Yeonhee. do you see this These are the tears of a mermaid .”
mermaid tears .
A rare item that was saved for later .
Mulberry –
After I opened the lid without hesitation .
He said hurriedly, matching the height with his wife’s hazy eyes .
“ Look. do I drink ?”
Then he picked up the bottle so she could see it, and slowly poured it into her mouth .
Sprinkle – A
sparkling liquid flows into your mouth .
A faint freshness that touches the tip of the tongue .
The last drop fell immediately , and I slowly closed my mouth
and
swallowed the liquid that entered my mouth .
gulp –
“… Whoo… .”
Then, after putting down the bottle, he gently stroked his wife’s face and said casually .
” You’ve drank the mermaid’s tears, so you’ll be fine now .” At
that time, my wife stopped apologizing and was looking at me with unfocused eyes, waiting
for such a wife to calm down, and trying to put a smile on her lips .
Smully…
Black smoke began to rise from my body .
“… This… .”
It is detoxifying and detoxifying .
… No, when… ?
The detoxification and detoxification action means that the mermaid’s tears have started to flow ,
which means that there is really something in my body .
… So you fell… ?
I was a little horrified to think that I was threatened without knowing it .
All those harmful things are gone .
Suddenly –
As if it was real, my wife grabbed my hand .
“ Are you calming down ?”
I grabbed her hand and gave her a grin ,
and
swept her bangs away ,
“… .”
He met his wife’s wet eyes .
that moment .
“… huh ?”
Soyeon .
And the things I had done with Soyeon came to mind .