“ So, Soyeon… ?”
His eyes fluttering as he lost his way .
A look of embarrassment hangs over his face, which is red as if he’s drunk .
I struggled to wake up to Yoo Ji-hwan’s body odor mixed with the pungent smell of alcohol, and I spoke as casually as possible .
“… Have you been drinking ?”
Then, Yoo Ji-hwan, who was holding the door, twitched and pulled the doorknob slightly .
Kiik –
When I frowned slightly at the sound of rusty hinges, Yoo Ji-hwan made a face that seemed even more bewildered and spoke to me in a hurry .
“ He, come on… . for a moment… !”
Then, as if he was about to close the door, I put my head in , and my
chin and
I quickly put my foot in, preventing the door from closing .
“ Ugh… .”
Yoo Ji-hwan is confused .
“… I want to go in too .”
I gently pulled the door open and spoke to him, and he gave me strength and stopped me .
“… Oh, no. Not now !”
The door
closes little by little as the struggle continues .
I can’t seem to win with strength .
But you can’t go back like this .
Without hesitation, I raised my magic and strengthened my physical strength .
Whoo …
_ . Squeak-squeak
–
squeak- the door began to open little by little .
“ Uh, huh ?”
Yoo Ji-hwan’s bewildered voice is heard through the door .
As I clenched the doorknob and pulled it tight, the door swung open with the sound of something thumping .
“ Ah… .”
Yoo Ji-hwan, who fell, sat down on the porch, moaning, and was showing some empty eyes ,
“… Are you okay ?”
I walked into the house feeling an unknown emotion to see Yoo Ji-hwan like that .
*
The smell of alcohol deep in the room .
And the green bottles roaming the floor at will .
As if he hadn’t even made snacks, there were no signs of cooking or eating anything in his room .
Bumping –
I tried to open the refrigerator just in case, but the refrigerator is empty .
“… .”
As I clenched my fists in the miserable living room environment, Yoo Ji-hwan, who was restless next to me, cautiously spoke to me .
“ Soyeon-ah… . that… .”
Recognizing that Yoo Ji-hwan was going to make excuses, I grabbed his arm and cut him off, and led him straight to the blanket lying in the corner .
“ Ugh… .” Yoo Ji
–
hwan, who had been pretending to be fine until now, was dragged helplessly and collapsed on
the duvet .
“… … ha… … .”
Yoo Ji-hwan lets out a deep, heavy sigh .
“… .”
It is a weak appearance that is not usually seen .
So is it ?
… gulp…
Seeing the defenseless figure of Yoo Ji-hwan, I inadvertently swallowed my saliva .
The T-shirt that was slightly raised, the flesh that could be seen through them, and the lips
that let out a sweet breath like they were about to break a drink .
All of his elements shook my firm heart .
If I attack Yoo Ji-hwan here, will he be able to resist ?
No matter how strong Yoo Ji-hwan is, he’s so drunk that he can’t even control his body properly . Did you
not fall over by force just when you came home ?
Maybe the film broke and you don’t remember what happened .
A golden opportunity to create a factual fact .
only once .
Just once… .
“… no .”
I shook my head and quietly calmed the evil spirit that was rising up .
… If I attack Ji-hwan here, I’m no different from my mother .
I pushed myself out of temptation and sat next to him, looking at the bottles of wine rolling around the room .
“… .”
What the hell happened, why are you having a hard time drinking like this ?
It was fine until I followed my mom last night .
Also… . What happened to your mother ?
When I was thinking about it for a while with my hair tied up like that ,
“… Ah .”
I could come up with a pretty plausible way .
Drunk jokes .
If it’s Yoo Ji-hwan who is so drunk that he can’t even control his body, maybe he can answer that .
… great… .
Finally, having made up my mind, I slowly turned my head and looked at Jihwan, who was still lying around, and said ,
“… Jihwan-ah .”
When I called him, Yoo Ji-hwan flinched, then slowly turned his head and met eyes without a word .
“… .”
Affectionate eyes filled with some regret .
I thought it was a good thing that I didn’t forcefully attack her in her eyes, which was different from her usual weakness, and asked a question .
“… What happened to your mother ?”
that moment .
A painful expression flashed across Yoo Ji-hwan’s face .
He barely opened his mouth, and even though he wanted to say it, as if he could not speak, he could not continue the story, and said ,
“ That’s… .”
… no way… .
From his appearance like that, the full story of the incident slowly began to appear .
It is certain that something happened after Jihwan went home with his mother ,
but at that time, my mother must have felt anxious, and even pretended to be drunk to keep me in check .
In other words… .
… It’s clear that she was harmed by her mother… !
If you look closely, it doesn’t look like you’ve done anything physically .
He probably harassed Jihwan by telling nonsense to keep his distance from me .
As Jihwan, who already had his nose properly sewn in the name of ‘Swordsman’, he would have had no choice but to accept it calmly , and at the same time , it would have
been a big ordeal for Jihwan, who wanted to protect his relationship with me .
“… ha… .”
A sigh flows from the heart of sorrow .
How hard would it have been to hide and drink alcohol while cutting off contact with me ? After
realizing the truth, I put my hand on Jihwan, who was still hesitating, and said
,
“… done. You can’t speak .”
“… huh ?”
Then he looked at me with a guilty expression on his face, and I held his hand tight .
“ … .”
Yoo Ji-hwan flinched to get the hand that was caught .
But because I was drunk, I couldn’t use my strength properly .
… I also have to protect Jihwan .
Having hardened my heart, I let go of his hand, then took off my school uniform jacket neatly, pulled out a braid, and tied my hair tightly .
“ So, Soyeon-ah ?”
Yoo Ji-hwan called me as if he was uneasy, but I ignored his words and started to sort out the bottles that were rolling on the floor one by one .
then .
“ Soyeon-ah… . I’ll do it !”
Yoo Ji-hwan, who was lying down, staggered, got up and tried to take the bottle away, saying that he would help me .
“… no .”
I quickly put the bottle down, stopped him, and led him back to the bed .
“… What do you do when you’re drunk like that ?”
“ I’m not drunk !”
There are people who say they’re not drunk, and there’s no one who isn’t really drunk .
After laying him down several times, I started tidying up the room, remembering the cleaning method he had taught me before .
Once the bottles and the accumulated garbage are separated and collected .
Deulgeurreung-dulgeurreong-get rid of
unorganized luggage and clothes ,
Chuck- Chuck-
Finally, I finished the room by lightly cleaning the room .
“… Whew .”
A much cleaner bedroom .
It’s not a place to stay for a long time, but even if it’s for a short time, it’s better to be clean .
So while I finished cleaning .
Saeak – Saeak – As
if he was drunk, Jihwan, who was restless and watching me, fell asleep all of a sudden .
“… .”
I sat at his bedside, held my breath and watched him sleep .
“… uh… .”
Yoo Ji-hwan licks his lips while talking about sleep .
… cute .
My friend ‘Raernik’ said that he hates seeing his boyfriend the most when he’s drunk… .
Maybe that sister would have been different if her boyfriend was Jihwan .
Ik – I
inadvertently painted a smile on the corner of my mouth, and after putting my lips to Jihwan’s lips briefly-, I grabbed my wallet and headed straight for the front door .
*
I had a dream .
At first I had hopes that it might be a reality, but it was nothing but a
dream that could not come true .
“ Dad !”
When I looked back at the call of my beloved daughter, I saw Soyeon wearing an academy uniform, not Soyeon when she was young .
“ My daughter, how have you been ?”
As soon as I greeted them with a smile, Soyeon ran up to me and hugged me, and started to be silly at me .
“ No… . Today, I was training with Hye-sun, and a kid named Jang Su-won kept flirting .”
“ What? Jang Su-won? The son of the married man ?”
“ Yeah !”
When I got angry and told the story of the past that Jang Su-won’s mother had confessed to, Soyeon laughed .
“ Really? Their mom is so pretty, did your dad kick it ?”
“ Well then! If he bothers you again, tell him, ‘Like your mom did… .”
that moment .
“… What are you teaching him now ?”
My wife, who was holding Soyul, the second child, appeared with her back on her back, and clasped her head tightly , and
I quickly announced the news by stroking Soyeon in her arms .
“ No… . Honey. Now, the son of a married man is saying that he is paying attention to our Soyeon! How can you stay still ?!”
Then the wife gently stroked Soyeon’s hair as if she couldn’t help it, and sighed as if she couldn’t help it .
“… Are you handsome ?”
“ No ?”
“ Wait a minute… . excuse me. Jooyeon-hee Mr. Our Soyeon can’t date until she’s 20. Do you know ?”
“… pugh. He was seventeen… .”
“ Huh? Smile? I’m very serious A man weaker than my wife cannot meet Soyeon !”
Soyeon, who was watching my wife and me quietly, put her head on my chest and spoke .
“ I can’t help it… . I should just marry my dad .”
“… Yes? Is your father your mother ?”
“ Give me some concessions to my daughter !”
So my wife and Soyeon. And ‘I’ smiled and continued the conversation, and when
I realized that this happy time was just a dream .
Flashing –
I woke up from my dream and opened my eyes .
“… uh… .”
Between the slightly less awake drunkenness and the dazed mind, I felt something flowing around my eyes .
It was envy for a dream that could not be achieved now .
“… .”
Taking a deep breath and raising my creaking body, I suddenly lifted my head at the savory smell passing through my nose .
… what… ?
On top of the electric stove in the corner of the room, there was a pot that I couldn’t remember, and in
the sink next to it was a bottle of the famous hangover cure .
… Soyeon… .
Realizing that Soyeon had prepared, I hurriedly got up and checked the top of the sink .
“… This… .”
A bottle of bukeot-guk and a hangover reliever that warms up as if it had just been boiled .
And instant rice and a small post-it note caught my eye .
[ Get a good rest today and call me tomorrow. – girlfriend ]
girlfriend .
“ Ha… .”
At those short words, the tears I had been holding back began to leak out .
The tip of the nose is wrinkled, and the eyes are blurred .
“… Suck… .”
Beyond the tears that filled my eyes, I could see my sweet wife, Soyeon, and ‘I’ that I had seen in my dreams .
And the moment when tears could not bear the weight and flowed down .
As if waking up from a dream, the image of a harmonious family disappeared .
After I wiped away my tears .
Tick –
Turning on the electric stove and starting to heat up the soup .
Then, I opened the hangover reliever and pill that Soyeon had bought me, and put it in my mouth at once .
gulp – gulp –
bitterness and sweetness in the mouth .
“… .”
Who would have known that a child who could not even eat his own food would grow up to be such a caring child ? Bubbles and Bubbles
– All of a sudden, Soyeon’s table
bukeot soup was boiling, and instant rice was warming up . Instead of
tak-tak-table ,
place it on the desk in moderation ,
“… after… after… .”
Let’s take a bite of Bukeotguk with a blow ,
“… Delicious .”
Soyeon’s warm heart began to seep into her dry chest .
The whole time we ate like that, the word ‘Girlfriend’ kept running around in my head for some reason .
The short word written on the post-it was .
I still felt guilty and disgusted with myself to the point that I wanted to die .
This table Soyeon made for me was so delicious that I couldn’t think of anything for a moment .