Episode 61 [All I need is me](11)
“Leave it.”
“No.”
“Oh, let me go.”
“Oh no.”
“Don’t give me the f*ck right now!!!?”
“Ain’t the f*ck off right now!!!?”
A tense battle that never backs down.
If you feel like this is a scene you’ve seen somewhere, you’re probably right. It’s deja vu.
Dante hugs Nagi tightly in his arms and growls as if he’ll never be taken away, and Olivia sighs, saying, “That bastard is f*cking again.”
Those who want to kill and those who want to protect.
Placing her index finger between her eyebrows, Olivia tried to purse her lips in a kind voice, as if not to repeat the same mistakes as before.
“Now, listen to me, Dante. That hoe you’re holding right now is just as cute as it looks. You’re a monster. You’re a monster.”
They intentionally approached the innocent you with a pretty face.
I wonder if you know the true identity of that guy.
“네 눈에는 내가 고양이 한 마리 가지고 지랄하는 미친년으로 보이겠지만, 이게 다 너를 위해서 하는 소리야. 그 새끼, 아주 위험한 새끼다. 단테야.”
“…Who is looking at who now—”
“Listen to me.”
Olivia’s red eyes shone viciously as she let out a cry that contained the meaning of her warning, as if to shut up.
“He’s the same as me.”
“…….What?”
What are you really talking about, you crazy lizard.
Why is the cute Nagi the same as a personality buster like you!
“Haa…The kind of idiot who doesn’t feel guilty about killing people.”
“Oh.”
“f*ck you nimmy, do I really have to say that with my own mouth?!”
Hyeonta is coming to you, Sibul…
Shaking her head to clear her thoughts, Olivia flicked her hand.
“No, he’s worse than me on the other side. Aside from not having any hesitation in killing people, he doesn’t feel emotions at all.”
“…What do you want to say?”
“Empty. Neither.”
Olivia patted her head and chest alternately, and replied sullenly.
A lion eating her deer and her rabbit grazing.
In this way, just as life harms another life and lives, an intelligent person can also choose the option of killing the same person.
However, as long as reason exists, people feel numerous emotions in the entire process of killing.
If it’s revenge, sometimes it’s anger and relief, if it’s a mistake, it’s sometimes fear and horror, and depending on your intention, those hundreds or thousands of emotions.
For example, when Olivia, the dragon, kills an insignificant human who has invaded Zerere, she feels annoying or boring.
But all through her bloody battle with her nagi, Olivia couldn’t feel any emotion from her.
Really, nothing.
The claws she threw out to trample on her own heart were neither anger nor coolness.
I didn’t even feel like living.
As if it were a mere mechanical part, as if it were something without a heart.
Yes, it should be said that it is a tool for murder, similar to a knife or an axe.
It was for this reason that Olivia described it as empty.
She possesses that alien feeling that only those who have fought in person can feel.
Instinct,
──She was wary of the unspeakable dangerous potential.
“That’s a creature that shouldn’t exist in this world. It’s like a ticking time bomb. It’s better to get rid of it now.”
“…Jaga diss boomerang—”
“Don’t say that!
……Is that a sane thing to say?
Have you given your conscience to the dog next door? This crazy lizard
Olivia screamed as if she was unfair, raging at Dante’s reaction as if he couldn’t trust her.
“More than anything, I don’t like taking your attention away!”
“Damn, that’s what I mean after all!! The previous explanation was all additive!!”
“Noisy! Shut up and put it out quickly!! If you are a slave, you should listen to your master like a slave. Where are you talking back!!”
“…..The old-fashioned b*tch.”
“Hey!!!!!”
Ahh, I can’t really hit this one!!
Grabbing her hair, Olivia gritted her teeth.
He lamented that he was spilling some kind of pheromone, and how he could be so easily entangled with beasts.
I want to take it by force, but I can’t even touch it because I’m worried that I might get scratched in the process.
My pride won’t allow me to step back like this.
A situation where I can’t even do this.
Olivia swallowed her drool, toughly wiping her blood-soaked eyes with her sleeve.
Looking at her quietly, Dante licked her lips with her plain tone.
“Okay, then I’ll tell you why Olivia-sama shouldn’t kill this tiger. If you can’t find a consensus, please listen and judge.”
“……Recite it.”
Huh, Dante let out a small sigh and tightened the arms holding Nagi.
“First, it saved my life.”
He explained the whole story of the wandering black dragon attack incident in Olivia’s Lair.
As she was stunned by the news that she was almost dead, Dante calmly murmured at her.
“If it wasn’t for this child, I’d already be half-melted in the stomach of a nameless black dragon. I’d be dead in some form or another.”
Honestly, even this alone is a great grace.
Didn’t you save my precious life?
Dante pouted, sticking out his lips, and nailed it.
“It helped me in many other ways. You wouldn’t know how much comfort these soft hair bundles give me when I’m having a hard time.”
“The mental consolation is a piece of sh*t! And I have a mane too!?”
It’s so damn soft to the touch!!
Olivia said dumbfounded, holding onto her tail.
Dante sneered at this and said.
“Don’t talk about fur, just a reptile.”
“There’s all these chews in the world ….”
Anyway, I wonder if it’s too much talk.
Muttering dejectedly, Olivia felt her heart ache.
It was a simple feeling of love and hate.
“And what if I can’t feel any emotions? It’s not like I’m harming others.”
Saying it insignificantly, Dante gently stroked Nagi’s head as he was straining to close his eyes.
I didn’t know if he was awake or passed out, but I hope it will be conveyed nonetheless.
“Wherever you look at me, you’re saying that Nagi is a dangerous monster.”
How cute and calm my child(?) Is.
“Then let me take him. I will be responsible for taking care of him.”
Could it be that she meant to leave her child alone like this?
Don’t even dream of touching it.
“…..I’m going crazy because of you. Really…”
It’s very tightly covered with bean pods.
Taking a deep breath, Olivia sighed as if she had both her hands and feet lifted.
Ever since she heard that she had saved Dante’s life, in fact, she was shaking a little bit.
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To Olivia, Dante was an irreplaceable and precious person.
Didn’t she save him like that?
Wouldn’t it be okay to give her some room for extenuating circumstances at this level? For her, a dull thought suddenly flashed by.
Benevolence is also a virtue of a good master.
Because she wasn’t even a ‘woman’, much less a hoe.
I didn’t really like getting one shot in the fight, but I heard that the wound was a big deal for saving my baby.
After thinking for a while, Olivia slowly approached Dante.
She deflected his ferocious stare, Olivia said curtly.
“…… Once it’s all healed, we’ll release it right away.”
“Is it possible?”
The red-eyed black dragon still couldn’t defeat the boy he loved.
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‘—You were a monster that shouldn’t have been born.’
My father always said this to me.
My mother was afraid to look me in the eyes.
Monster, monster.
I have a different name, but why is everyone calling me that?
When she was young, she thought she was no different from others.
I thought he didn’t fit in because his speech was slow compared to other thunder tigers.
So with a little more time, she believed, she could be with them.
I trusted her to call me by name.
‘Dedicate your life for the clan.’
Shortly after her coming-of-age ceremony, her long-standing curiosity of her childhood was soon resolved.
‘──Determine yourself.’
A cursed thunderbolt with green eyes.
A symbol of disaster.
An evil that must be destroyed.
──That was me.