119 – Episode 119 Seo-ah
When my family asked me if I was pregnant for the first time, I was more happy than embarrassed.
Am I Jihoon’s child?
Most people of my age would be serious or embarrassed when they hear this kind of story.
I waited for this moment for 10 years
From the moment I met him and gave him my heart for the first time
After marriage, we reunited again after an accident, and until this very moment, I have lived solely as his wife.
Others may say that you are too hasty or that you will regret it later, but when you live as a wife for 10 years and experience not being able to have a child even if you want to, you can say that you regret it or you will never do it.
“Are you going to be okay?”
But, seeing Jihoon still worried about me, I felt like I made a really good choice to have his child.
“Of course”
Jihoon was worried about my career and my life. I laughed every time I heard that. I didn’t need it in my life or my career. Because I am the wife of my husband Jihoon
I don’t know what others think of living a life of dedication, but I am satisfied with this kind of life. A new month passed quickly as I woke up and thought about who I would lean on, what kind of food I would cook today to surprise him, and what kind of time I would spend with him on the weekend.
From Noble mtl dot com
“It’s really… Stupid.”
“..What?”
“No, I love you~”
“Yes! Me too”
So, we have to raise our children well too.
I wanted to take a pregnancy test and go to the OB/GYN, but my grandfather took me straight to the OB/GYN.
His grandfather took him to the obstetrics and gynecology clinic run by his friend.
“Go quickly”
When I first met you, I thought you were a scary person, but now I know very well that you are there for me.
“Yes!”
Jihoon and I listened to the test results nervously.
“Yes, congratulations, you are pregnant.”
“Seoya!!!”
“Jihoon!!!”
We are so excited
Since then, we have become quite busy. In fact, Jihoon has become busier than me.
“You have to wait and I’ll warm you up first.”
When taking a shower, check until warm water comes out.
“Come here”
He always did this, but he hugged me more often and was considerate of my feelings.
In addition, Jihoon brought me all my favorite foods, snacks, and song books.
When Jihoon seemed bored, I played with him, and sometimes when Jihoon was late from college, I sent my friend Seohyun home.
“Welcome, Seohyun”
“It’s been a long time since I met your boyfriend… No, he was my husband. You didn’t let me meet him.”
“hahahaha…”
To protect me and the child, Jihoon didn’t let me see him, including my parents, for almost a month.
“The house has become more of a newlywed’s house rather than a single-living house, huh?”
“Well, that’s right”
Looking around, we can see various dishes, photos we took, and other items. As Seohyun said, it was just a newlywed house. Of course, there were some things we bought just like we used when we were newlyweds.
“Now that you think about it, it’s amazing that you’re pregnant.. It’s okay, right?”
When I expressed my doubts, Seohyun looked embarrassed and said,
“No, of course you would like it too, but still.. Wouldn’t it be too early to do it at this age.. No, of course not..”
“Kkkkk! Ha ha ha!”
I laughed at that sight
“I..I’m worried about you!”
“It’s okay, there was nothing strange about Jihoon or me no matter when it happened.”
“Okay… just a moment then”
“What’s wrong?”
I shrugged my shoulders, but Seohyun’s face turned red.
“Ha..Ha.. Well.. Oh my god.. Well, I knew it from the beginning.”
“Would you like to hear it?”
“…What!?”
“Why~ aren’t you going to do it later too? Or did you do it first?”
“..Ugh.. What do you mean!”
Afterwards, Seohyun was embarrassed by me, but listened to me until the end.
Afterwards I was having a good time.
Jihoon played with me every day so that I wouldn’t get bored, and he did it without causing any inconvenience to me.
“Then I’ll come back.”
But after her husband left, the house seemed to suddenly become cold.
“…”
It’s been three months now and I can move it, but it hasn’t moved much.
Except for the occasional walk with Jihoon, I stayed at home.
Anyway, I didn’t feel like going out as much as I thought, so I just stayed home.
“Happy, is your mom staying at home too much?”
We decided to name our child Happy.
I thought about what name it should be, but I chose Happiness to mean that my whole family will be happy.
“Mom is very happy, so let’s come out quickly and be happy with her mom.”
It was said that many things become difficult when you become pregnant, and one of them is
“…The clothes don’t fit”
As my stomach grew, I couldn’t wear clothes that fit well.
In the beginning, it was only a little protruding, so Jihoon and I touched it with curiosity, but as it gradually grew bigger, it seemed like it was getting fatter.
“A little fat.. Ah.. No”
Of course, there were times when Jihoon teased me for being fat, but I scolded him every time.
No matter how much I love my husband, I can’t stand this.
Outside, my body gradually became heavier, the soles of my feet hurt, and even my skin developed problems.
Could this be the reason why women in the future will not get married and have children?
I thought about that and tried to have a hard time, but
“You have to stop for a moment! “I brought lotion!”
“Do your feet hurt? “I’ll massage it for you.”
I don’t think so. It’s definitely hard work, but I think we feel this experience and happiness because it was our family.
“I want to go outside for a while”
“Is that so?”
When I was in a stable period, I went out with Jihoon.
“How are you?”
“What?”
“Well.. You’re not alone anymore, like studying this and that, aren’t you?”
Jihoon was most worried about my career.
I felt like my dream of becoming a teacher was postponed because of myself.
“I heard it’s okay”
Jihoon and I both know that I rely on Jihoon a lot and listen to everything he says.
So, this time too, you might think I’m catering to Jihoon’s mood rather than my own.
“I’m not really worried. What if the teacher is late? Otherwise, I can be a kindergarten teacher.”
“..Really?”
“Of course, who am I? If I were me, I could do it even if it was a little late.”
I said with confidence, not only to reassure Jihoon, but also because I can really do that.
“Okay, I’ll trust Seo-ah.”
After that, I continued this life and it was quite an interesting experience.
It felt strange to know that there was a child inside me.
When I went to the festival, I experienced the experience even more.
“Wow..”
“I think she’s pregnant?”
People looked at me every time I passed by.
I got a lot of attention from people because I was a well-known face at this school and also because I was pregnant.
Of course, there were people who looked at me unfavorably, but maybe it was my part-time job or I was happy.
“Seo… Seo Ah is so pretty!”
Of course, I also saw my fans often.
We met occasionally, but every time we met, it was awkward. I was an ordinary office worker, but before I knew it, I was pregnant and became an idol-like person.
“Puh-huh”
“Is it fun?”
“Yes, that’s right”
“Senior!!”
And now the fantastic members I used to go to, whose names have changed, came to visit.
“Ah..Hello!?”
“Poetry.. Amazing”
The youngest person who came in when I was there suddenly became the leader of the team.
“Do you want to touch it?”
“Really?”
“Then”
My juniors carefully touched my stomach.
“..Wak?! “It’s full!”
“hehehe, I guess it’s good that the aunts came.”
“Really?”
“Are we aunts?!”
“Daebak..Daebak. What is your name?”
“The name is… well, still, and the birth name is happiness.”
“Wow! I love it so much, I’m so happy! Be happy~”
“Be happy~”
The juniors sang a song for Happy and we enjoyed the festival afterwards.
Time passed and before I knew it, I had already entered the postpartum care center.
I heard that the baby is coming soon, so I came here to prepare in advance.
“How are you feeling, mother?”
“It’s okay”
I was a VIP here, so I was treated pretty well, but what I liked best was
“Jihoon!”
“Seoya~”
The point was that I could meet Jihoon at any time.
“Hey, you came early today too?”
“Then you never know when our Happy will say that he’s sick of Seo-ah’s stomach.”
“hahahahaha what is that~”
We joked and talked, and sometimes Jihoon slept and stayed in the hospital.
“I’ll be back”
“Yes!”
Jihoon almost lives with me now.
I tried to stop him at first, but Jihoon stayed by my side if he liked it.
And the day Jihoon went to university
“..Ugh..Happy?”
“Go…Nurse”
“…Call the doctor!”
It was finally time for happiness to come out.
“Turn off !!!”
“Please give strength to the mother! “You can’t relax now!”
I had no idea that giving birth to a child was this difficult.
She said that both her grandmother and her mother were having a hard time, but she could not sympathize because she had never experienced that pain.
“Kwaaa!!!!”
I didn’t know it hurt this much. It felt like my organs were falling out…
“uuu…..Doctor…Doctor.
“..Your mother”
“Honey… Please call my husband Jihoon.”
“…”
“I think it would be okay if Jihoon were next to me.”
I found Jihoon again
That was my life
Jihoon is there and not there
These were two things.
“I understand.”
“Ouch!!”
“Mother, stay strong!!”
And when Jihoon came in
“Everything will be okay”
Jihoon said he gave me a name and prepared seaweed soup.
“Kwaaa!!!!”
And I met happiness
“Ugh.. Mite! Mite!!”
Although our child was very small and scrawny,
“hehehe..Happiness…”
To me more than anyone else, he was our lovely, cute, and pretty child.
“My baby…”
I will make sure you will never be unhappy in the future…
She was still a new mom, so I didn’t know much and it was hard, and maybe I wasn’t a proper mom.
“You worked hard… You worked hard, Seo-ya”
If Jihoon and I are together, I think we can overcome any hardship.