29 – Episode 29
“Umm..”
I woke up scratching my head.
I look at the time and it’s almost 11 o’clock
“Ha..School!?”
I hurriedly prepared my clothes and was about to leave the room to wash up.
“Oh, that’s right, it’s vacation, right?”
I nodded and lay down on the bed again.
“Haaam.. I’m tired.”
Today is a weekday, but for students, it is a weekend for about a month.
That’s right, it’s a vacation that can be said to be God’s domain.
“Okay then let’s play games in the morning..”
“Come out and eat”
“Oh okay baby”
I was trying to use the computer, but when I heard my wife’s voice, I released the power button again.
“Wait, wife?”
When I opened the door and went out, my wife, that is, my girlfriend, was preparing food.
“???”
“Why are you here, Seo?”
Actually, everything was a dream and I was getting along well with my wife, Seo-ah?
What is this dream!?
To say that, this is the house where I live with my parents, and I had a school uniform.
“Why are you here? I told you to look forward to it yesterday.”
While I was shaking her head like that, Seo-ah said
Yesterday..?
Now that I think about it, I remembered that Seo-ah said she was coming to my house yesterday.
“Ah.. So”
“Yes, I made breakfast according to the time you wake up. Let’s eat together.”
“Ah.. That must be difficult, thank you”
“I’ve been doing it for you for a long time.”
Even when Seo-ah started living with me, she always cooked meals on the weekends.
“That’s right.”
Since we usually ate at work and went out after work, we didn’t have time to eat at home other than on weekends.
“Still, I should have prepared it for you.”
“What’s going on? I’m doing it because I want to. If you were me, you would definitely start thinking about having fun without eating.”
“…”
She didn’t specifically deny it.
The food that Seo-ah cooked for her was food that she could easily eat in the morning.
“Let’s eat”
“Yes”
As I sat and ate with Seo-ah, I thought a lot about the past.
Some time after I first met Seo-ah, I went into her house.
It must have been about a year since we met at that time.
She was extremely reluctant to approach her, so she said it was the first time I had come into her house.
“Didn’t you do this for me back then?”
I pointed to a small, yellow egg roll.
“Huh? When?”
“Ah.. The first time I went to your house”
“…Ah”
Seo-ah avoided my eyes and her face turned red.
“Forget it!!”
I laughed while looking at Seo-ah like that.
Now I feel relieved to see that he looks happy.
It was a day long after I met Seo-ah.
“Thank you for listening to me.”
“No, when you’re having a hard time, you need someone to listen to you.”
Seo-ah suddenly called late at night and she called, slightly crying.
From what I heard, she didn’t say much. She met people, talked, and handled things as usual.
But there was some loneliness left inside.
Even when I returned home and went back to work, I said that something was missing.
After hearing that, I left work the next day and went straight to Seoul.
“Why did you come all the way here?”
“I came to see you”
So I came to see Seo-ah, and she was a little embarrassed.
She was still awkward with each other, no, to be exact, only she was awkward.
“Wait a minute.”
Seo Ah packed her luggage and guided her to her car.
“Did you come by train again?”
“Yes, of course”
Although my family is wealthy, my father always said that we should live frugally, so even if we had a private car, we took the train to save on gas costs.
“Ugh… “You’re having a hard time, so I’m telling you to only meet me when I come to visit you?”
“But.. I missed you.”
When I said that, she paused for a moment and her face turned red.
“…Okay then, I’ll play with you for a little while like last time.”
So, I came out from a company I knew and parked her car in her neighborhood.
“Now get off, there’s a bar near here.”
She and I know well, baby, she gets off here and she always goes home after her drink
But every time she refused to go home with me, I didn’t know the location of Seo-ah’s house.
“Yes, I understand.”
We were in a relationship, but we didn’t know each other very well.
We loved each other, but it felt like we were blocked by a wall.
“… It is delicious?”
“Yes? Oh, this is it.”
I asked while looking at my favorite fried shrimp.
“Would you like to try my delicious food?”
“…Um, no, not yet… I like fried chicken better.”
We spent time eating each other’s snacks and talking to each other.
“..Aren’t you eating too much?”
When I asked that question, she shook her head.
“I can drink more at this much..”
I think I’m already out of my mind.
After that, she seemed to like talking to me, and she talked about this and that.
“As expected.. I need you.”
“..Me?”
“Yes, the reason I came this time is because of me.. Because I said that.”
[I feel a little empty. It feels like I received something and then lost it.]
“…”
Seo-ah looked straight at me.
“Is this… That loneliness?”
“Hmm… it’s probably more longing than loneliness.”
“Longing?”
“Yes”
Seo-ah drank again.
“…That’s right, I miss you.. When I think about it, I think the only thing I’ve been thinking about these days is you.”
“Yes!? Go..Suddenly”
“That’s why I wanted to meet you, but… I don’t have time… There’s more work… But everyone is looking for me… So… I want to meet you… I want to meet you and talk.”
Seo-ah started talking more and more and now she started crying.
“Now, just wait a moment, Seo-ah.”
“Why do you call me so stiff..? Am I real..? “Am I the only one who likes it?”
“Oh…No, that’s not it”
“Then speak informally!! I did it too back then! Was it just me who liked it? “I’m responsible!!”
People looked at us because we said something that would be misunderstood by anyone, and I was embarrassed and told them to lower their voice.
“I took my first one too!!”
No, why are you saying that!!! It’s just a kiss!!
“Oh…No, it’s a misunderstanding!!”
I quickly packed up Seo-ah and my luggage and went outside, giving an explanation that wasn’t an explanation to the others.
“Here.. Where are we..?”
I helped Seo-ah into the nearby park and sat her down.
“Now, Seo-ah, you’re very drunk. Can you tell me where your house is?”
“It’s not Seo-ah, it’s Seo-ah.. I call you that all the time.”
“Yes, Seo-ah…No, Seo-ya.”
“And polite words!! “Why do you keep speaking politely?”
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“That..That”
Honestly, when I look at her face, I wonder if polite words naturally come out?
I think it’s because it’s so pretty.
“… “Is it because I’m pretty?”
As I was avoiding my eyes because I was embarrassed, Seo-ah approached me.
“hehehe.. You like it because I’m pretty?”
“More than that, do you know where home is?”
“Hmph!”
Then I wondered why Seo-ah turned her head.
“Ah.. Do you know where that house is?”
“Yes! Know!!”
As expected, I thought it was because I used the honorific language.
“Well.. Then you can go in alone?”
If we wait a little longer, the traffic will stop and it could be dangerous. Of course, I came on Friday considering other variables, but I still had to go quickly because there was no place to sleep here.
“..I don’t like it, follow me.”
“Uh…? Yes?! Seo..Seoah, oh Seoya!?”
Seo-ah was quite strong and dragged me to her house.
Cheolkkeun
“Uh, excuse me.”
“Relax!! “You’re my boyfriend, huh!?”
If she drinks too much, she becomes like that.
I looked around thinking she was like a child.
There was nothing special in the studio. There was a small desk, a few books, and nothing else.
“Why is this your first time seeing my house?”
“Huh? Uh, right.”
Seo-ah smiled and sat on the sofa.
Pangpang
“Sit here?”
“Yes”
I sat on the sofa next to her.
“I’m so lonely”
And then he leaned on me
“It’s the same everyday life, but something feels empty… and I feel lonely, and the longing you mentioned has become more common.”
“…”
“I don’t have parents”
!!!
“No, there are scumbags”
Then, she told me about her life.
Due to her parents’ indifference and assault, she ran away and started from scratch with nothing.
She studies and lives stubbornly, not trusting others and with the sole intention of being happier than those bastards.
“But.. Now that I think about it, it’s not that big of a deal.”
Now it’s attached to me
“I’m not happy.. I’ve got everything, but I also have hundreds of times more money than those bastards.. Why am I not happy?”
I patted Seo-ah’s head.
“Huh.. But why does everyone say they are jealous when they see me? Why!? “I’m lonely, lonely, have nothing, and suffer every day?”
“What more should I do here? I want to be happy!!” Why can’t I still get out of that damn house!!!”
Then I started crying sadly.
“It’s okay.. It’s okay Seo-ya”
I comforted Seo-ah, wiped her tears and gave her water.
“I.. I’m so glad I met you.”
And Seo-ah said that
“Because I’m with you, I feel like I really have it all.”
“Even if everything I own, including my house and car, is gone, as long as I have you, I feel like I have everything.”
“..What kind of feeling is this?”
Seo-ah looked up at me and asked, and I said shyly.
“Maybe that’s love?”
“Is this..?”
Then she turned her head.
“Ugh.. I’m not sure haaam..”
Then he closed his eyes while hugging me… Close your eyes for a moment?
“Should I stand?”
…
“Should I stand up? Stand!!”
Even if she shakes or screams a little, Seo-ah becomes quiet.
“…Ugh”
When I moved a little, Seo-ah hugged me tightly and prevented me from escaping.
“Oh..No”
So I woke up the next morning to her screaming.