111 – Overprotection_4
You cannot live without sleep.
What’s more, what we’re doing right now is a considerable ascetic road that requires touring the entire continent. Therefore, the importance of sleep goes up even more.
Since the coordinates of the region were not accurate and there were many places that Solar had never been to before, she could not properly utilize space movement. It seemed that he had no intention of writing anything else.
Anyway, it’s a long journey that will take a few days or weeks. Of course, you should be able to sleep in peace as long as you sleep.
Whenever a project I had done in the past came up, I secretly said, “I’ll do it,” but everyone shook their heads and refused, so I couldn’t do anything I tried.
It’s not that he’s looking at me badly, but that he’s showing that kind of reaction because he’s worried, so it makes it even more ambiguous to say anything.
Still, I must speak. If I keep going like this, I’ll just follow you from behind and everything will end.
I guess I’ll have to do some searching for a campsite.
“there..”
“I found it. I think it’ll be just fine over there.”
Solar, who used the familiar from before, spoke first.
“What are you doing?”
“No. Nothing.”
The place she pointed to was the best place for a campsite, so I stopped what I was about to say and shook my head.
With Lane leading the way, he headed to the place Solar pointed.
And as soon as we got there, as if we had talked about it beforehand, all four of us started working on our own.
After lowering the backpack that Odrox was carrying, they started building a temporary shelter. They dug a hole that covered half of the tent and began to conceal it by collecting twigs and leaves.
Rain is taking care of the monsters around the camp, and Sola and Lian are preparing a meal by taking out some preserved food from their backpacks.
can you help me I asked, but the words to rest came back with a low tone of head jerking. I didn’t even want to push further, so I sat there and bruised myself.
I was in charge of building the shelter, preparing meals, etc., but everyone refused to let me participate in the work.
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No matter how much it is, it doesn’t suit my temper to bruise and rest alone. I tried to force myself to intervene a little, saying that I would help again.
I told Odrox that I would help, but only a firm refusal came back. I tried to force myself into it, but I was pushed away by that gigantic arm.
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Next, he said he would help Lane. The stubborn refusal returned. No matter how I said it, I heard the words ‘Absolutely not’, so I withdrew.
Finally, I approached Solar and Lian. To prepare a meal, it was a simple process of baking and boiling, but I couldn’t do nothing.
“Let me help you.”
“No. It’s okay. I’m resting.”
“What if I rest alone?
“There’s really nothing to do. It’s the first day right? We don’t cook separately, just take out a few preserved foods and heat them up, so please wait.”
“No. I’ll really help you.. I can do it myself..”
I tried to force myself to fit in, but Lian and Solar pushed me away and clearly expressed their intention not to enter this place. His gestures were soft, but his demeanor was firm.
“Get some rest.”
“Please wait. It won’t be long.”
wait. rest
The coercion that comes from goodwill is terrifying. As I was sitting roughly on a fallen log, Lian glanced at me before coming over and grabbing my arm and dragging me along.
“Rest inside. It’s cold. You’ll catch a cold.”
“You guys are outside too. Taking a break alone will only sting your conscience…”
“We are all fine. Just be comfortable. Just be comfortable as if you were on a trip.”
The problem is that it is difficult to do so. But no matter how many times I say it, I feel like I’m walking on a parallel line when I say ‘just rest’.
What plans do you guys have? Is the purpose of turning me into a scarecrow so stupid that I can’t use it? What do you gain from doing that?
Being dragged by Lian, I entered the tent that was set up.
The cozy and warm air instantly warms the body. Even so, the heart continued to feel uncomfortable.
Time flies.
I could have saved a little time if I cooperated, but no one asked me to help.
“The meal is ready. ..Why are you standing? You are lying down.”
I shook my head excitedly at Solar’s words and came out of the tent.
Everyone was seated around an iron pot on top of a bonfire.
I can see an empty seat between them who have roughly thrown flat stones and trees and sat down.
A chair made of hard material that is slightly over my height. It was created by carving a stone, and it looked exceptionally larger.
You don’t mean to sit there, do you? Just looking at it, it doesn’t suit me.
After taking a quick look around, I approached the side of Odrox, where there was still a lot of space left.
“Your place is not here.”
“Ah.. ah~ Is that so? So, is this place..”
I went to Ryan’s side. right. Right now I’m in the last room, so it’s only right that I’m with Lian…
“It’s not here. There’s an empty seat, right?”
Ryan explicitly invites you to sit there. Just looking at it, everyone was looking at me as if the conversation was over.
There was no other way.
If you express your dissatisfaction here, you will become a bad guy who refuses favors head-on.
sat down
It was the right size for my body to sit comfortably in.
There are armrests, but they were uncomfortable and I couldn’t put my arms on them. He gently put his hands on his knees.
It was because of the appearance of the first warriors who made their names across the continent crouched down.
People who will open the way for me no matter where I go, even if I say their name, care about me.
Some people will genuinely enjoy and be happy with this situation, but I’m not one of those people.
This is not an equal relationship. Isn’t it a one-sided relationship no matter who sees it?
“Come on. Eat.”
That Sola held the plate herself and handed over the food.
Roughly speaking, the amount of food allotted to them was far more than they had.
Even though he is blatantly discriminating in food distribution, which can react sensitively, there is no word pointing out him.
as if this were normal.
“I think this is a bit strange…”
In the end, I, the favored party, brought this up first.
As soon as I spoke, everyone’s eyes were fixed on me.
Surprised at the sight of them returning at the same time without an inch of error, saliva spread across the entrance of the prayer. I almost got caught up in it.
“What’s wrong?”
“So… the thing I eat the most when I’m not doing anything is…”
“Ron hasn’t had a hearty meal in a long time, hasn’t he? You should eat a lot.”
“What are you doing eating? I’m not moving.”
“We are not borrowing your strength because we are an enemy that can be defeated enough at our level.”
If it’s an enemy you can’t defeat enough at your level, you won’t even need me.
It was our basic pattern that I used my strength in life and that they used their strength in battle, but it seemed to deny that from the front.
“Then what if you guys are having a hard time later?
“It’s okay. I’m doing that much distribution of stamina.”
Rain’s calm voice leaves no room for refutation every time he hears it.
I couldn’t even say anything. Sit on a well-made stone chair with your mouth shut and watch the crackling bonfire.
“Just leave it to us and rest. We’re satisfied enough with that.”
Solar lightly held my hand and said. I couldn’t understand why he was giving me such blatant favors.
Are you satisfied enough? It can’t be. Sleeping together and living together, but seeing that one person isn’t visibly working, there’s no way anyone would be okay with it.
It gets complicated. I stared blankly at the blazing flames and the burnt-out firewood.
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What contributed most to his self-loathing and insensitivity?
‘Perhaps it’s overwork.’ That’s what they all guessed.
don’t sleep deeply Don’t eat too many meals.
It moves a lot though.
I also only chose the times when I didn’t want to wake up.
They turned their eyes to the comfort right in front of them and ignored his sacrifice. that in the past
Bondi, when you work hard, you don’t know where and how you went wrong. The moment you stop and catch your breath, everything is bound to come, and Ron thought it was the same.
The mana itself was low. It was a good environment for Magi to invade.
He took on the dark act of killing people.
There were also mentally exhausting tasks such as peeling the monster’s fur and dismembering its internal organs.
Even when we fought, we always fought hard.
Even though I had to move more because my body was weak, I did not shy away from life and took the lead.
It wasn’t strange even when fatigue and abnormalities came rushing in. It wouldn’t be strange if the dam burst.
They were a little puzzled when Ron offered them the trip again. I thought I would avoid such a long expedition, but I suggested it first.
But after a while, I decided that it was a rather good situation. I thought that I would cut off the series of pain that remained in his head with this adventure.
Let’s try to make the trip as comfortable as possible for him. Make up for what he lacks so that he doesn’t have to pay attention.
Fortunately, everyone was aware of their weaknesses, and everyone made up for them. Everyone, big or small, had been favored by him, so he had trained himself to the point of not bowing down to anyone.
I did not convey this intention to him. It’s just a way of showing off that they care for him while conveying all their intentions.
That’s how each of them tried their best to make his mind and body comfortable.
But his expression was not good. As if thinking deeply about something, he kept his mouth shut and stared at one spot.
It’s like, ‘I still have something uncomfortable.’ It seemed to say with a look on his face. At least they felt that way.
A few doubts arose in Solar’s mind. A question about his attitude, which is invisible to them even though he is hiding something.
The ‘missing devil’ should also be mentioned. You need to calculate which ones are your priority and act quickly accordingly. It’s only the first day, but it’s complicated in my head.
The sun has completely set and darkness covers the ground, whether or not they know how Solar feels. All that was left was to set a night watch and go to sleep.
And they decided to endure for him this time too. Because in order to travel with peace of mind, you need to sleep well and eat well.