104 – Sparring Test for Secondary Weapons (1)
The disease is called ‘PTSD’.
Post-traumatic stress disorder (or PTSD, Post-traumatic Stress Disorder) is a psychological and physical reaction that occurs after experiencing life-threatening extreme stress (mental trauma).
Hyeryeong was s*xually assaulted by her coach, and it became a trauma, making it difficult for her to deal with people.
Especially when dealing with men, the trauma comes to mind and unfolds a defense mechanism,
Hiding your emotions and treating them coldly.
“If I only take psychiatric medications, my memory is poor and my hands shake when handling the bow…… ! I really want to stop eating it! Just looking at it makes me feel like my stomach is going to reflux..”
“Hyeryeong. You know how I feel, but you know you have to eat until you get better, right?”
“I am fed up with the side effects of psychiatric drugs. I’m fed up!”
“When the drug is stopped, all somatic side effects return to normal.”
“Recovery? Really! I don’t think so? All doctors say so. If you stop taking the medicine, all the side effects will go away, so don’t worry and take it. Do you really think so? Do you really think that if you take such a strong medicine every day, everything will disappear completely if you stop?”
It was a common phrase from psychiatrists.
Psychiatric drugs.
Someone claims that if you keep eating you will end up stupid,
In the medical world, it is said that if you take it for a certain period of time and stop taking it, you can achieve treatment results without side effects.
Usually in these positions, doctors say:
They say that if you stop taking the medicine, all side effects will go away.
Whether I was right or wrong, I had to say that.
That way, patients will be able to take medicine and receive treatment with peace of mind.
“There is no other way now. Hye-ryeong Mr. It’s going to be hard, but be strong. Try a little harder. Until the wound is washed away.”
“……….”
Hye-ryeong looked at her in-ae with her eyes of resentment for no reason.
And Hye-ryeong kept her mouth shut for a while.
“Hyeryeong. How is the hunter life? Do you still feel that people are your enemies?”
“Almost.”
“Almost? So you’re saying it’s not entirely true? Let’s talk in detail.”
Inae’s eyes shone. In response to this question that is always asked, Hye-ryeong replied, “Everyone feels that way!” She exclaimed. But today the answer is a bit different.
“That… ….”
Hyeryeong told the story.
A man’s story.
“You said that the man was comforting you, and there were tears and something in his heart that you hadn’t felt before?”
Inae asked.
Hye-ryeong nodded her head while biting her lower lip as if she didn’t want to admit it.
“I felt that way towards a child who was a few years younger than me. I don’t even know what the feeling was.”
In-ae listened to her Hye-ryeong and quickly entered something into her chart.
“Hyeryeong. Have you always felt like everyone hated you? But are you saying that only that person felt that way?”
“Yes, funny to a kid who is a lot younger than me.”
“Age doesn’t matter. Maybe we can help Hye-ryeong get better.”
“What do you mean?”
Hye-ryeong’s eyes widened as she questioned her words of kindness.
“That person. She was the person who brought out something inside Hye-ryeong for a while. She talks to him often.”
“So, are you saying that I have feelings for that little boy?! Now?”
Hyeryeong threatened. It was something I could neither admit nor understand.
‘I’m like that to that bloody lump! Nonsense bullsh*t!’
In-ae shook her head and stretched out her hands to hold Hye-ryeong’s arms tightly. She
She and she said in a strong tone.
“It doesn’t matter how old or young he is. He’s all the same. The important thing is that Hye-ryeong felt that feeling after a long time. Hye-ryeong Mr. Listen carefully to what I have to say. That person. She should be friendly with him.”
“Getting closer?”
I couldn’t help myself.
Everyone feels like a bug. And if you’re a man, even more… !
To approach a man like that.
My head suddenly snaps, and I feel dizzy as if it is clogged.
In-ae, who caught the feeling of many emotions passing by her Hye-ryeong’s expression, said with more emphasis.
“Now Hye-ryeong is going to open her heart first. She’s not necessarily her mind as a member of the opposite s*x. Person. Person-to-person emotions. That’s it.”
“……….”
Hye-ryeong’s expression became disturbed after hearing her words of in-ae.
She told her of her fate that she would have to live like this for the rest of her life, and maybe that guy could be the key to change her destiny.
‘Lee Si-woon.’
* * *
“Suck.”
With a short breath!
The string of her bow catches on Hye-ryeong’s lips and makes her lips droop.
Poof – Let go of her hand, and her arrow, which flew all the way while drawing her trajectory, landed on the target.
Parrr – The tail of an arrow stuck right in the center of the target, the shaft trembles.
“Wow…. It’s all plugged in.”
“Kyaa, as expected, gold medalist Kang Hye-ryeong!”
Those watching from the side burst into admiration. Their eyes are focused on the target.
Fifteen arrows all shot right in the center of the target.
They were arrows that had fallen off Hye-ryeong’s bow.
“You are amazing, Kang Hye-ryeong.”
“Hey, can you tell me how to handle each bow?”
Hye-ryeong, ignoring the people’s exclamation, puts down her gak-gung and frowns.
‘Drugs can’t concentrate, damn it.’
Even though he got 15 hits out of 15 shots, it was a bad look. She was to spend two weeks in the present world.
‘I can’t neglect bow practice even for a single day.’
This is an archery range.
She from Ranger Hunter shoots her bow every day in order not to lose her super-sensibility.
Being a ranger class that acts nimbly, avoids enemy attacks, and shoots an arrow with super concentration in that short gap, her high level of concentration and this sense were very important.
‘If I lose my senses even just a little bit.’
A ranger with no durability passive and low defense can be thrown off balance by the enemy’s blow.
After changing her clothes and leaving the archery range in plain clothes, she kept picking up her cell phone and putting it down repeatedly.
It was his phone number.
At the time of the meeting already called by the Association. At the order of the woman, whether it was an assistant or an officer, the numbers of the hunters who were there were stored in the phone.
His name written on the screen of the phone turned on. Siwoon Lee.
Should I press the call button or not? The index finger continues to tap the button, but then it comes off.
‘It’s difficult. It’s difficult.’
It is unfamiliar to me to contact you first.
Especially men are animals.
-Everyone has pain, and they live by burying it in their heart.
The words of a guy much younger than me came to mind vividly in a soft voice.
“Oh!”
The call button that I unknowingly touched with my index finger.
Shortly, his name appeared on the screen and a connection sound poured out through the receiver.
‘Oh, you pressed it, what are you doing! Ah-oh! Really.’
Shaking hands.
But I couldn’t press the end call button. Because I really wanted him to get it.
Lee Si-woon. What are you doing?
Right at that time.
Lee Si-woon walked towards the subway station on the other side.
The green pedestrian signal at the crosswalk to cross blinked.
‘Let’s cross.’
Siwoon hurriedly ran toward the crosswalk.
Baaang!
The sound of Kraction tearing your ears.
An Audi car was rushing toward him at high speed.
In Siwoon’s eyes, he could see the car slowly approaching.
The moment you look to the other side to avoid it.
The distance was too far.
‘No way!’
A moment when you think you will not be able to avoid a collision.
Siwoon’s right shoulder shook.
That was when I was close to 20 cm from the oncoming Audi.
The deltoid muscle on his shaky shoulder moved strangely, and his right hand naturally gained strength.
And with his right hand, he touched the bonnet of the running Audi.
Hwi-ying.
Putting on the bonnet, Siwoon jumped onto the Audi chassis using the rebound.
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Siwoon’s vision completely turned around.
Arch-
Siwoon, who jumped up like a man and avoided the vehicle, landed in the middle of the sidewalk again.
“Huh?”
When he came to his senses, the Audi that had rushed at him was in front of him.
Kikiiik!
I heard the sound of the Audi’s brakes.
Then the car door opened and the driver ran out.
“Gwa, it’s okay…… ?”
The owner’s voice trembled endlessly.
In the blink of an eye, Shiwoon moved to the back of the car, so his expression wondered what happened to this.
“Oh, that’s fine.”
“No, what if the signal changes to red, but what if I blindly run into the crosswalk?”
The driver got nervous with a contemplative face.
“Sorry.”
Siwoon bowed his head and apologized.
“Are you really not hurt?”
Siwoon calmly looked over her body and nodded.
“Let’s proceed with caution. But what happened? He instinctively closed his eyes, but when he opened them, he was behind the car…….”
“Looks like you narrowly avoided it. Anyway, I’m sorry.”
“I will give you my business card, so if you have any problems later, please contact me.”
Siwoon, who received the business card the man handed him, greeted him and turned around.
“Ugh, it’s the heart. I thought I was hit by a car.”
“Ba, did you just see it?”
“Looks like you ran over a car?”
“Ah, no way, I must have missed it.”
People are crowding around and watching.
Out of embarrassment, I quickly walked to the nearby subway station.
At any rate, he almost regressed once more.
Anyway, I soon got over the mentality I was surprised by.
‘I can’t just rest in the present world. So that’s where I’m headed. There’s one more thing to test.’
I didn’t even notice that the phone vibrated during Siwoon’s pants dance.
He headed there.
***
I saw a signboard in front of Siwoon.
– The Max Mixed Martial Arts
‘Is this here?’
A building with an impressive gothic exterior and interior.
The Max Mixed Martial Arts.
A prestigious gym that has produced many active mixed martial arts fighters.
‘Shall I go in?’
Goed inside.
As I climbed the cleanly cleaned stairs one by one, I first heard the heavy shouts of men, the ringing of bells, and the sound of strong tapping on something.
As soon as I entered the gym, the fishy smell of men’s sweat stung my sense of smell.
Someone approached Siwoon among many officials who were concentrating on training with a strong physique and a body full of solid muscles.
“How are you?”
“I came to see some friends for a while. My friend is working out here. My name is Lee Hyun-chan….”
“Ah, Hyunchan? Go to the locker room. There.”
The man pointed to a place with his hand gesture.
Siwoon entered there.
When I opened the door and entered, several men were changing clothes.
Among them, I saw a familiar face with bulging cheekbones and a particularly tall height.
My friend was Hyunchan.
“Hyunchan.”
Hyeon-chan didn’t even look back at Si-woon’s call and started talking to a man.
Siwoon sneaked closer to Hyunchan.
“Hey…. Age doesn’t matter here. Your skills are your older brother and you are the best. Got it?”
A young man laughed and said to Hyunchan.
“Don’t talk nonsense, right? I’m two years older than you Where do you call me ya?”
“If you twist it, you can spar once on the ring.”
“……….”
Unusual atmosphere.
Right away, Hyunchan’s body signal was full of anger.
Siwoon asked Hyunchan.
“Why is that?”
“Ha ha. No, this bastard is talking nonsense to me. He said that a guy who is only 20 years old is an older brother in terms of skill here.”
Siwoon turned his attention to the man Hyunchan had been arguing with.
An expression full of arrogance. Looking at his body, he appeared to be quite athletic.
“That’s why here, skill is the older brother…. You skinny bastard like an anchovy.”
“What, what? Anchovy? Say it again.”
Siwoon stopped the two of them in a fierce quarrel.
“Now, stop it…. Hey.”
Siwoon stopped men.
“What is it? You are?”
“Hyeonchan is my friend. Just don’t fight….”
“Do you go to this gym? It’s the first face I’ve ever seen.”
It’s the first time I’ve seen it, but Siwoon’s eyebrows were furrowed at the man’s attitude of squeaking from the top of his short tongue.
I wonder if I have to be 20 at the latest.
“It’s the first time I’m seeing you, so don’t speak rudely. I think I’m having trouble with my friend, so let’s do this….”
“hahahaha…. So what are you, why are you giving a f*ck by suddenly interfering?”
Siwoon let out a sigh.
He took Hyun-chan out of the locker room with the thought of being patient.
Then he took me to the bathroom.
“Hyeonchan. Did you fight with him earlier?”
“Yes. Ah, as soon as the young kid sees it for the first time, he squeaks from the top of his tongue. I was pissed off and said something, and out of the blue he said he was going to spar. You bastard dog!”
“You look like an immature child…. Just be patient But you should have told the director here to intervene.”
“Do you know what something like? That bastard is the guy you’re managing here at the gym? The director favors him because he will soon debut in martial arts as an active soldier.”
“What….”
“Ha ha! I want to spar and beat him, but honestly, I’m not good at it.”
Hyeonchan felt ashamed and hit the bathroom wall with his fist.
Siwoon suddenly thought.
‘Shall we try it? With that guy earlier.’
Hyeonchan gasped and took a deep breath, then looked at Siwoon and asked.
“But isn’t the hunter busy? Why did you suddenly say you were coming to our gym?”
“Hunters have to constantly develop their senses. I came here to exercise.”
Exercising in the real world does not work on the database in the other world.
However.
If you exercise even in the real world, you can bring out reflexes and a sense of battle independently of your status.
I was looking for it so as not to lose that sense.
Siwoon said.
“I’d rather do some sparring than that.”
“What kind of sparring is sparring? You’ve never learned martial arts before. Don’t you think sparring is easy? Even wearing headgear and being hit hurts. No matter how much you are a hunter, sparring is different, man.”
Those who exercise must be humble.
I had the idea that a young guy wanted to give his soul to Hyeon-chan without any concept, but
I definitely had something to try.
Siwoon said.
“Try sparring with him.”