10 – Haerin Kang (10)
Haerin Kang (10)
that was strong
“… what the hell are you thinking?”
I was nervous about waiting for the traffic light to change, so I screamed as hard as I could, but it didn’t seem to reach me.
“Haerin, strong Haerin!”
It was embarrassing to meet the person who misunderstood me as a con artist, but I didn’t think of anything else.
You are in danger now!
Song Yeon-woo wasn’t even wearing a hat, unlike when he came out to the station to buy a used laptop.
White shoes, a dark blue coat, a brown muffler, and round glasses on the face are adorned to the fullest.
Seeing that her face was pale, it seemed that she had applied a BB cream.
Kang Hae-rin innocently flipped her hair.
After she laughed silently a few times, Song Yeon-woo smirked excitedly as if he had the whole world.
that’s not his ability.
Haerin Kang knows how to win people’s hearts.
A positive sign isn’t that she likes you, it’s that she intentionally puts it out to be liked.
It’s just camouflage to stick a dagger into.
Think about it.
If that is not the purpose of a psychopath completely deprived of human emotions, why give it room?
“Heh, heo-eok, hee-huh… Strong Haerin!”
I took her hand and pulled.
“… Dongmin?”
She looked like a cat startled.
Song Yeon-woo frowned at the appearance of the intruder.
“who are you…?”
he remembered me
“Oh, you? Where have you seen them?”
A sneer crept across his lips.
“Aren’t you a scammer at the Cabbage Market then?”
“I am not a cheater. It obviously worked.”
I spit it out in anger.
“I apologize for the laptop problem, so please be careful with your words.”
I ignored him and told Haerin Kang.
“Haerin, why didn’t you come to the lecture today?”
“excuse me.”
Song Yeon-woo pushed me on the shoulder.
“What are you doing with Harin? that one. Seeing that it’s called a lecture, I think it’s the same course…”
“He’s my boyfriend.”
He was dumbfounded by my words.
“… boyfriend?”
“That’s right, boyfriend. senior.”
Kang Hae-rin said in a light tone, as if she had nothing to hide, and leaned her face in my arms.
“… Ha, really.”
Song Yeon-woo put his hand on his waist and looked at Kang Hae-rin.
Especially the scene where she puts my arm between her breasts, biting her lips in envy.
You dirty bastard, scavenge.
Kang Hae-rin did not avoid Song Yeon-woo’s eyes, and then Song Yeon-woo glared at me this time.
what the f*ck
I didn’t dodge either.
“Ha, really. I am stunned.”
Song Yeon-woo left as if he was full of energy.
I could sense Hwang Ji-yeong and Kim Yoon-a staring at us from across the road, but I took Kang Hae-rin and silently and recklessly walked wherever we could.
I wanted to hide her right now.
where no one can see.
#
[… It’s already been 4 months. To relieve the urge, you have to kill someone or go to the next step with Lee Dong-min.]
[… “Murder would be easier, too.” Kang Hae-rin sat in the driver’s seat of Mercedes and muttered.]
[… “Three strikes.” Target’s ‘sin’ has been on the minor side among the sacrifices so far. But I made three mistakes. It’s been a long time since I’ve been hunting.]
I read the piled up text
It was my mistake not to open the laptop for a while.
Even while preparing for the completion of 『Journal』 and living his daily life, his laptop was faithfully writing an anecdote for 『Journal』.
The time of writing was the day I met Baek Yoo-ram and Park Se-young and Kang Hae-rin appeared at a bar with friends.
She didn’t show it on the outside, but she was curious about the people I met, and tested me by pretending to be Park Se-young using her special skill, vocal cord ‘mimicking’.
It was proof that she was watching me.
Kang Hae-rin’s actions described in the article seem to have occurred on her way home.
And her target is Song Yeon-woo.
If she was aware of my every move, she would also know the ‘disgrace’ I suffered from Song Yeon-woo.
I didn’t know that he was a student at our school.
[… Song Yeon-woo walked in on his own. Just by making eye contact a few times, he was mistaken, misunderstood, and spoke to Kang Hae-rin first.]
“What is this, bastard…”
I clenched my fist and read on.
[… Kang Hae-rin accepted his greeting.]
[…he deserves to die.]
[… If I had to pick three reasons why Song Yeon-woo had to die, the first was verbal abuse at Lee Dong-min, and the second was violence against his girlfriend. The third was then to work on another woman.]
[… Kang Hae-rin decided to kill him.]
“… this is a bit…”
I also have no crush on Song Yeon-woo.
I don’t like the fact that Song Yeon-woo hit his girlfriend and that he messed with Kang Hae-rin while he had a girlfriend, but even so, it’s not to the point of dying.
When I closed my laptop and entered the room, Kang Hae-rin quietly sat on my bed and smiled.
“I’m here?”
I was suddenly very annoyed.
I don’t know why.
I hated Kang Hae-rin killing people, and it made me nervous that he didn’t take my words seriously.
All of that was ultimately caused by me.
This demon was made by me.
“Are you jealous?”
… jealousy?
Haerin Kang looked up at me with expectant eyes.
I could tell.
‘Be jealous.’
she says so
Those feelings are real.
For others, Kang Hae-rin fakes and disguises her emotions, but her feelings toward me are always true.
It was because of that fateful link I had set up.
The affection, desire, maternal love, and curiosity she felt while looking at me were all given to me by the pain in my heart.
‘I wanted someone like you to pay attention to me.’
So what you feel is not ‘real’.
That’s what I gave you.
‘Your feelings are actually what I begged from you.’
But I can’t convince you to say that.
But it was because of me that she lost her emotions and only felt the intent to kill, so I have to take responsibility.
“… okay. Jealous.”
I said.
“……..”
The smile disappeared from her face a little.
As if it was an unexpected answer.
I hugged her tightly.
“I hate it when my girlfriend goes for a walk with another guy. No matter how senior you are in the department, I want you to refuse even if you talked to me first.”
“… Dongmin?”
Kang Hae-rin seemed taken aback by my sudden rash, but slowly brushed the back of my head and back.
“It’s okay, Dongmin… you know I’m the only one.”
Patting her languid voice.
At first I liked her, and the idea was to take advantage of her feelings for me.
“I’m not fine! I want Harin to see only me and not do anything behind my back.”
However, he became more and more bitter and resentful.
I wanted to complain.
“……..”
yes, everything.
You must never leave my hand.
The moment he gets out of my hands, out of my arms, Kang Hae-rin will become a murderer again.
He would pick people up in his Mercedes and hack, torture, and destroy people in his workshop.
‘Sorry, it’s all my fault.’
‘So please stop now.’
I was going crazy because I couldn’t bear to say that.
I can only whisper love under the guise of love.
It was painful because of the guilt of deceiving her, but it wouldn’t be as bad as her fate set as a murderer.
“Please don’t pay attention to other people…”
I appealed to her again.
“……..”
It seems that it has been such a long time.
Haerin Kang whispered softly in my ear.
“… Happy.”
removed the body
Her expression was relaxed.
Her eyes were wet and her face muscles were all languid as she looked at me and bit her lip.
“… It’s the first time I’ve felt like this. that someone wants me It was such a joy. Even a country like this…”
“… that, yes…”
A sudden change of mood.
Until I returned to my room, Kang Hae-rin just followed me with a relaxed smile on my face, as if I was having fun with my angry and furious reaction.
Unlike me, she was a bit playful.
But now his face even came to mind.
“Can you promise me too?”
she said abruptly.
“I promise you from now on. I won’t betray you unless you betray me.”
I hesitated for a moment.
I couldn’t adapt because of the sudden change of atmosphere, but I couldn’t say no here.
“… of course.”
“… Hearing that from you makes my heart race. And my head is white. I don’t feel anything. Because I’m so happy. I feel like I have become a person.”
she said in a dreamy voice.
“……..”
Kang Hae-rin was overcome with a passion that even I couldn’t understand, so she stroked my cheek and kissed me lightly on the lips.
She held me in my arms for a while.
When she hugged me to the point where I didn’t know where that strength came from, her strength was frighteningly strong.
Even the sand seemed unable to escape.
#
The next day, I overslept.
I didn’t do anything, but I was terribly tired.
“……..”
As I came to my senses, I remembered that Kang Hae-rin had slept with me last night, hugging me.
thump, thump.
And the side was white.
did you go back?
The thought caught my eye, but my imagination took root and reached my laptop last night.
damn, f*ck it
I jumped out and went out into the living room.
Kang Hae-rin was sitting on the sofa, looking at my red wine-colored laptop on her lap.
dead end