125 – Dongmin Lee (60)
Dongmin Lee (60)
I knew one thing for sure.
There are no ‘civilians’ in this building.
Even after being attacked like this, no one reported it to the police, and no one looked forward.
There were no people here in the first place.
“……”
The back of my head still tingled.
The entire back of the head and back were sticky, probably from the dried blood or from the sweat.
“Don’t worry. No matter how hard I hit him, he was not destined to die there.”
It’s a start again.
I was chained to the mattress my sister and I were having s*x on, laid sideways.
In my field of vision, my sister’s face shook.
There was a reason why her face looked like she was lying horizontally, but it didn’t seem to be because of the attack that the outline around her face looked like a haze.
Looking at that made me sick to my stomach.
But what I hated the most was her way of speaking.
Only Kang Hae-rin has the ability to imitate vocal chords, but my sister kept speaking in that tone.
With Kang Hae-rin’s voice and tone that seems to have evaporated from the world, who hasn’t been looking for me for weeks already.
“…Don’t say that.”
I said.
“There is no Kang Hae-rin, uh… Noona…”
“There’s no way Kang Hae-rin isn’t there.”
My older sister squatted down and said, endlessly stroking her sweaty hair.
“No, ‘I’ is always by your side.”
“………”
People of different genders and ages stood behind her, like faithful witnesses.
Of course, that was an incomprehensible scenery.
“… Who, whoa…? Me, people…?”
“Someone who will help me keep my promise to him and her.”
“………”
“Wasn’t the explanation insufficient?”
“……”
“Poor Kanghae Rin couldn’t break a promise she made to the man who abandoned her. Because Kang Haerin was Kang Haerin. Because Kang Haerin was born that way.”
“………”
“Because Kang Hae-rin is also tied to Kang Hae-rin.”
… These were incomprehensible words.
Is Kang Hae-rin tied to Kang Hae-rin?
And why is your sister saying that?
Her eyes blurred.
It blinked vigorously and the shimmer disappeared, but Lee Da-mi was still Lee Da-mi, and she used Kang Hae-rin’s tone.
“He tried to abandon me.”
“Stop, stop!”
I couldn’t stand it, so I shouted.
“Sister, what the hell is wrong with you? Are you really out of your mind?”
“Lee Dong-min abandoned Kang Hae-rin.”
My sister ignored me and continued talking.
“………”
“Lee Dong-min ran to his half-sister. And just like Kang Hae-rin said, I completely conformed to her.”
Since my ankles and wrists were tied, I couldn’t stop my sister from stroking my cheek.
She was eerily kind and persistent, slowly touching my face and looking at me pitifully.
Perhaps it was because his vision kept getting blurry, his consciousness gradually focused on his voice rather than his face.
Lee Da-mi’s face and Kang Hae-rin’s voice.
While the weight was being placed on one side, I was confused about who the opponent was and who the person I knew was right.
“Did I tell you? He’s weak, so if he’s with his sister, he’ll forget me in no time.”
How does your sister know that?
I certainly did say that.
At the time, when I was suffering from the thought that my older sister liked me with incestuous desires, I proposed to Kang Hae-rin to somehow ‘confirm’.
I will come back to you after meeting my sister and discussing everything, so wait for me.
She shook her head.
While saying the same thing as that.
I’m not coming back.
Lee Dong-min is weak and obedient, so he will adapt to whoever is around him.
I used to say that being by Rin’s side now is because she’s by her side, not ‘because I’m strong Rin’.
That was hinted at.
I denied it at the time, but in the end, I was with my sister, and I completely distanced myself from Kang Hae-rin.
… Her prophecy was quite right.
But why would my sister say that?
“She has a very strange hobby because of the things she gave me. Would you like to see it?”
Ida-mi snapped her finger.
A middle-aged woman appeared with a box.
Dami Lee pulled out the syringe and ampoule from inside.
“… What are you doing?”
I twisted and tried to dodge it.
“Sister, what are you doing! What is that!”
“Through her own face I can see the world. Your feelings are also my feelings, and both your joy and pain keep me alive…”
The syringe she held dug into my veins.
“… It’s also fuel.”
“Ha…”
It was a yellowish liquid.
As soon as the piston of the syringe was pushed in, a first-of-its-kind haze was pumped from the heart to the brain.
The outlines in front of my eyes blurred even more violently.
The older sister’s face, which had always been wobbly, now looked like a smudged watercolor, and her sound, touch, and smell were all overlapped and disturbed, shaking.
Like a candle in front of the wind, I felt like a flabby semi-solid, and soon it got worse.
My whole body became languid, and my presence disappeared.
My sister’s face spilled.
Eye and snow together, but at the same time scattering in different directions, they collided with each other with the sound of a bell.
The nose was crushed and tasted like sugar.
My tongue melted and melted with her tongue.
Everyone else melted like a liquid, mingling with each other and being completely indistinguishable from the landscape.
The voice sounded like a chatter.
After a while, no, maybe more time has passed than I thought, but Lee Da-mi said.
“Which is stronger, drugs or laptops?”
“………”
“Do I still look like Lee Da-mi?”
“… What the hell are you talking about, f*ck…”
“It’s a nice expression.”
Ida Mi trembled with her body.
My skin seemed to be dry, and it was uncomfortable, especially when I had dry eyes from working on the computer for a long time.
She opened and closed her eyelids over and over again.
“I am now reborn.”
Dami Lee said.
“………”
“You are now inside me.”
Ida Mi held my cheek and gave her a kiss.
Again, she pulled out her syringe.
And then I pressed it against my skin again.
“I’ll make you feel better.”
“Stop, stop, sister, why are you doing this-“
Her hazy mood wasn’t bad, but there was no way she wouldn’t know what it was just by looking at its efficacy.
I resisted desperately.
“I don’t want to become a drug addict!”
“There is nothing to be addicted to. I just get a little comfortable, my thoughts go away, and I just become an idiot.”
“… Stop, stop, that…”
“Do you know who used the drug?”
Her syringe needle pierced her skin.
At the same time, Idami said.
“It was distributed by Park Sang-woo. It was also used by Ban Yi-jae and Jung Sung-min when they committed s*xual assault. It was also Jang Hye-ok’s murder tool if used excessively… It’s something like that, remember?”
My vision was greatly shaken.
It’s like seeing her face reflected on her water surface. Mi’s face swayed wildly along with her ripples.
The voice came in layers of cacophony through her strangely small-looking mouth.
“As a writer, it’s very easy. You can create someone, give them something, create a world, just by writing a few thoughtless sentences…”
My heart started beating fast.
Her face flushed and the nape of her neck tickled.
I twisted my body greatly.
“Liver, tickle, hot, ugh…”
It felt like bugs were crawling.
However, because her hands and feet were tied, she couldn’t scratch the place and she jumped in sweat.
Strengthen the jaw and teeth.
Soon after, something bit into her mouth.
“Enough.”
Dami, no, someone I don’t seem to know anymore whispered in my ear.
In an instant, all symptoms disappeared.
Her voice gave me a sense of liberation.
I was still tired, but now I felt moderately drowsy without any stimulating imagination.
“I can do anything to myself. Because you broke your three strikes.”
“… What, want… Is…”
A dying sound came out of her mouth.
Of course she can do anything to me.
What the hell was the plan, how did she get this drug, she couldn’t get her way, but anyway, I gave her away her physical freedom.
She could kill me.
I don’t know the reason for this malice.
I don’t even need to mention that stupid rule.
How far is that rule-
“The fool is you. You will be more stupid in the future, but you will be the smartest now.”
“……”
“You think I’m going to kill you right now?”
Haerin Kang said with a smile.
… How the hell is this even possible?
It seemed like he was reading my thoughts.
I saw Haerin Kang’s face.
… It wasn’t Idami.
She nodded at the people.
“Take him.”
Immediately, a black hood covered my face.
“You were right.”
“……”
“She should know better why I became like this. As she worried, maybe we shouldn’t have been together. But I was made to be that way, and she seduced me…”
Now undeniably, Kang Hae-rin’s voice whispered in my ear.
“I was born this way, I made myself… To act this way.”
“………”
My body was carried on someone’s wide back.