134 – Evangelism (4)
What kind of person does Chaos want? I didn’t understand it at all.
I can understand Jane to some extent. Because he was evaluated as an eccentric with a brain that transcended his time.
Furthermore, I had a foolish side because I didn’t know much about the world. Some standards are too high.
But not Grace. Even though she harbors innocence in a corner of her heart, she is far from chaos.
I couldn’t figure out why Chaos saw her and made her choice.
“I was chosen by Chaos? For what reason?”
“No. Can you tell it’s Ragnarok before that?”
While Grace was confused, Kara sharply pointed out.
She was not chosen by Chaos, but she can hold Ragnarok in her hands.
It may be because they are believers in the Gulag, but it means that it is difficult to completely trust them.
“It’s hard to blindly trust, but you can trust it. Moreover, as long as I’m holding it and not someone else’s, the probability converges to 100.”
“··· ···”
What is the problem if I, a saint, and not anyone else, make the judgment? It is the meaning contained within.
Kara also realized the meaning and closed her mouth as if she had nothing more to say.
But the suspicious expression still remained, and then she spoke again.
“If that’s the case, then why Luna? Why isn’t Luna chosen by Chaos? Her mouth is chaos itself?”
“?”
In response to Kara’s question, Luna looked at her with an expression of not understanding.
It seems like he has no idea what impact his snout has.
If we’re just talking about one thing, it wouldn’t be surprising if Chaos himself gave him favor.
But if you don’t do that, there must be a reason. It’s no one else, it’s Grace.
“Luna student.”
“Yes?”
“Student Luna, have you ever had a firm goal in your life?”
“······?”
Luna was startled by that question, then thought about it carefully. He looks quite cautious.
But even after thinking about it, she seemed to have trouble coming up with a suitable answer, so she smiled bitterly and said,
“······ No. Come to think of it, she never had a goal.”
“As I said before, Chaos wants to prove it. So that when the world says no, you can confidently say yes. But it has to be pure desire.”
It is pure desire. I compared Jane and Lise to each other.
Rize grew her body with the belief that a true priest is what it is, and Jane needs no further explanation.
Perhaps Grace may have attracted Chaos’s attention because she also had a ‘childish heart’. It is difficult for her to find something as pure as childhood.
‘Then what am I?’
I guess you can’t call me pure just because I’m struggling to break the story of this world.
Even when he was in the forest, he was busy cursing the gods. Dripping faith is a bonus.
Befitting a god of chaos, the standards were vague and too vague. There are still too few samples.
“If Student Luna finds her true goal, she may be of interest to Master Chaos. So please try your best.”
“······I will write it down.”
“Okay. Then Sister Grace?”
“Yes?”
Lize called Grace and she smiled and invited her.
“If you have time, could you talk to me privately?”
“Mr. Sivar, can you come with me? He is my escort.”
I don’t really care. It was the same with Jane, and maybe I could have helped Grace.
This seemed to be the same for Rize, who nodded and readily agreed.
“It doesn’t matter. Instead, I will help you only if you reveal what your goal is…”
“Okay, then let’s talk together!”
“Huh?”
Grace shouted urgently when she heard that she had to reveal her goal. At the same time, her face turned slightly red.
It seems difficult to reveal it because it is related to the childhood innocence that the person has kept.
Even if it were me, I would be embarrassed. Even Grace is an aristocrat who exudes an elegant aura.
It would be similar to a grown adult sleeping while hugging a large teddy bear.
“Okay. Are you going to eat separately?”
“It’s not a bad idea to talk while eating.”
Grace glanced at me while saying that. I’m asking you to help me. I’m asking you not to help me.
I believed it was the latter and stayed quiet. There is Rize and she has no one who can harm her.
Soon, the two people left to have a personal talk. As he was leaving, he entrusted Ragnarok to me.
“Every time I see the saint, it feels like a storm has passed.”
“Sure.”
“··· ···”
I completely agreed with Kara’s assessment. She is, quite literally, a person who drives chaos.
I looked at the backs of the two people walking away and then shifted my gaze to Ragnarok.
I couldn’t quite believe that I could confirm the favor of Chaos, the god of chaos, with just this.
Although it contains the will of chaos, isn’t Ragnarok essentially a god of the Gulag?
‘But why can’t Luna work?’
Has another god already predicted this? I slipped Ragnarok out to Luna.
Pajik!
“Kwaak!”
Sparks flew as soon as I touched the arm that seemed to have recently become stronger. Of course Luna was surprised and jumped up and down.
Looking at it, it doesn’t seem to be the case yet. It is a pity that Luna will also have to suffer if she is chosen by Chaos.
“······What are you doing?”
Luna looked at me with a puzzled expression. When I see her rubbing her arm, it seems to be tingling.
I answered bluntly while scratching my head with the hammer part of the axe.
“A joke.”
“······Hey.”
She said it was a joke and she was dumbfounded. In fact, her Luna’s reaction is also funny.
There aren’t many people whose reactions are as sharp as her. I wonder if he has the taste of bullying like the main character.
“Let’s go get something to eat. We’ll leave Ragnarok in the dormitory later. No one will steal it.”
“Yes.”
“Anyway, it’s a little funny that you can determine it with this. Should we try it on Ellie too? She doesn’t seem to be easy either.”
I’m not sure what’s so difficult about it, but I’m negative.
Unlike Jane and Grace, Ellie does not have a firm goal. This is certain.
In Soul World, she was in charge of supplying potions that caused the balance to collapse, and did not have any significant impact on the story.
‘There is a big difference between having it and not having it.’
If it does exist, it only indirectly affects the roots, not the stem.
As the story progresses, you will need various items, and among them, potions are by far the number one item.
It is extremely comfortable for the user as all such items are taken care of and transported by air. This is the same even if you have a lot of money.
No matter how much money you have, the places to purchase rare potions are limited. However, Ellie just needs to give her some herbs and that’s it.
‘I guess Chaos hates her because she keeps dying so ridiculously.’
As she consistently mentioned, Ellie is so frequent that she is included in her death squadron.
First of all, you should never send someone somewhere alone. Especially in places like forests or mountains.
Furthermore, the most shocking part was that he fell down the stairs and died.
It’s a shame that I’m staying at the academy right now, but the moment I go out, I always have to worry about Ellie.
“Shivar!”
“Hmm?”
They say even tigers will come if you tell them. As I was heading to the restaurant, a familiar voice caught my ear.
Now, it would be obvious, but it would be Ellie. She was running brightly, waving her hand.
It looks like he came out to grab lunch and happened to see us.
It is a combination that stands out even from a distance, so it won’t be difficult to spot it.
“It’s Ellie. Are you here to eat?”
“Yeah. You and me too?”
“Yes.”
Ellie looked around at us and suddenly tilted her head. She has a face that says something is missing.
“And what about Grace? Weren’t you eating together with Grace?”
“The saintess took you away earlier. I heard you have something else to say?”
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“Really? Then I can join in here?”
“Do whatever you want.”
We always hung out together anyway, so joining wasn’t difficult.
Ellie thanked Kara for her permission, and she naturally snuggled up next to me.
Luna and I were on either side of Kara, so there was no need to squeeze in.
Tuk-
“Huh? Ah, now that I think about it, why did you bring this? Are you planning to go to the forest after eating?”
“Ah. That’s it… Huh?”
Kara was at a loss as she tried to explain. No, it had to be that way.
Because Ellie was touching Ragnarok so naturally.
It was so natural that even I didn’t notice it. I just left it alone because he wanted to touch it.
“W-what is it? Can you touch that?”
“What do you mean? Wasn’t it something you could touch originally?”
“··· ···”
Could it be that you don’t know the effects of Ragnarok? Ellie seemed genuinely unaware and moved to the side.
The one that was moved was Luna’s arm. I put Ragnarok on Luna’s arm again.
Pajik!
“Ahh!”
That’s strange. Sparks fly just fine.
I grabbed Luna’s arm and brought it back to Ellie, whether she was screaming or not.
However, Ragnarok did not react at all when it touched Ellie’s arm.
When I saw this, there was only one cause.
‘What on earth are the standards?’
Eli was also chosen by Chaos. I don’t know why.
Above all…
“Why do you really hate me… Chaos?”
Luna, the main character, why was she not chosen by Chaos?
After thinking deeply about a standard that I could hardly grasp, I came up with a hypothesis.
‘Could it be that he just chooses what he likes?’
It didn’t make any sense other than this. But I don’t know why Luna doesn’t like her.
I’m trying hard, even though I sometimes shake my muzzle incorrectly.
Moreover, aren’t we trying to prevent the devil’s schemes?
‘I don’t know.’
Let’s eat now. Sooner or later, I will have to let you know that Ellie was chosen by Chaos.
It was around the time I was eating that I stopped caring about Ragnarok for a moment.
[Faith rises!]
This is the first time I have seen my faith increase while eating.
No. There was a time before that when I was quiet, but my faith increased.
‘I don’t even know the standard for increasing faith.’
I think it would be easier to give up.
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Meanwhile, similar time.
“So, Chaos is supporting me? So that I can achieve my goal?”
“Of course. I am the one who represents that will. I will do my best to help you.”
“Thank you! Thank you so much! I was reluctant because he was the god of chaos, but it was all my mistake!”
Grace was properly proselytized. Just like with Jane.
She was the one who had her doubts at first, but she was fooled by Rize’s clever speaking skills.
In particular, the destruction of the desire held in one’s heart, that is, ‘childlike innocence’, played a decisive role.
But Rize did not laugh at her and instead cheered her on passionately. This is the decisive reason why Grace fell(?).
“You must not act hastily. Brother Sivar is just now adjusting to civilization. If you blindly teach him the etiquette of nobles, he may feel rejected.”
“I’ll read it carefully. Then, we should hurry up and get married. We can connect with each other before teaching etiquette and move forward slowly.”
“Wouldn’t there be opposition from the family?”
Lize asked carefully. In fact, she was closer to the idea.
If it were Grace before the incident, she would have been tied to the family. But it’s different now.
“You mean the family? They say f*ck it.”
It was not a statement that would come from the mouth of a noble noble, especially the daughter of a duke.
Grace snorted as if it was absurd and spoke in a haughty voice.
“Dreams are not broken when faced with limitations, not reality. I can only truly achieve my dreams when I overcome my family. Isn’t that right?”
“Hmm. Hmm.”
Rize nodded his head as if he was very satisfied.
“Very good.”
Run Shivar