103 – Happy Birthday (7)
If you hold that hand, you can go back.
Even though I understood it in my head, I was afraid to hold his hand.
Can I hold his hand here?
If Ron gets caught up in something dangerous again by holding that hand,
What if you get caught up in something dangerous and can’t wake up forever?
Just thinking about it makes me out of breath and makes me feel like crying.
-Are you planning to go back after coming this far?
-Do you think you can get away with that?
-Give up. You have to hang up here!
I know.
I know, but.
I couldn’t look away and pretend not to notice the hand he was holding out.
I thought I had made a firm resolution, but with just one hand he held out, my heart wavered again.
‘I, I…’ .’
While hesitating, his hand began to reach towards Ron.
But fragments of the past flash through my mind.
The image of Ron lying on the floor like a corpse passed before my eyes.
Even the hand I had reached out to the unforgettable sight came back in horror.
“Who asked for this? I said it. “You are no longer my friend or anything!”
I swallowed bloody tears and spat out harsh words toward Ron.
These words are not even in my heart.
A lie to shake off criticism.
I swallowed bloody tears in my heart and made up my mind.
I have already reached a point of no return.
In the first place, Ron is someone who can live happily without him.
Ron is surrounded by many women who love him,
He even has the ability to create a harem if he wants to.
Yes, even if he is not confident, he has no problem.
When I thought about that, a part of my heart began to ache.
I keep telling myself that I need to get rid of him, but
On the other hand, I was confident that I was complaining that I didn’t want to break up with Ron.
“Get out now. “I can’t forgive you if you interrupt my wedding.”
“… ….”
“If that is what you mean…” .”
Ron doesn’t even have an answer.
I clenched my fist and glared at him.
If he does not leave voluntarily, he will force him to leave.
He bit his teeth hard and swung his fist vigorously at Ron.
The opponent is Ron, so blocking or dodging will not be a problem.
But Ron stopped him, but he didn’t even have the strength to dodge.
He just moves his eyes along the fist he is throwing.
“What, do you think I’ll go back if I do this? “What on earth are you doing!”
I couldn’t hit him.
Even though I swung my fist vigorously, it ended up colliding with a snapping sound.
Why are you doing this to me?
If it were someone else, he would dodge the punch and mock,
They must have provoked him by catching him.
Why do you hit me back when I punch you?
I have no idea.
I don’t even know what Ron is thinking and why he’s doing this to me.
“Go! Go! “Get out of here quickly!”
The weak fist pounded Ron’s chest without stopping.
A fist like a cotton bat.
But Ron accepted it silently and looked at me quietly.
I wish I had not known.
Ever since I realized that I love Ron, my heart starts pounding every time I see him.
He felt happiness welling up in his chest.
I can’t leave Ron’s side like this.
It has become impossible to let go of everything, let go of emotions, and live as a noble.
“Ron, please do me a favor. Just please go. “Please don’t bother me anymore!”
Pushing down the emotions that seem to explode at any moment,
I buried myself in Ron’s chest and pleaded.
I wish you would just forget about me and leave without looking back.
Even if I meet you again someday, I hope you ignore me like I’ve never met you.
That way, without any regrets,
Because I can give up this feeling.
“Or better, swear! What a cowardly woman! Accuse me of being an arrogant woman who ignored you, a commoner!”
“Kana….”
“Don’t call me that! “It’s really driving me crazy.”
The emotions that were gradually building up gradually opened the lid and slowly came out.
Water forms around the eyes,
It feels like my whole body is being burned by the hot breath filled with emotion.
“Kana, do you remember this?”
“This…” .”
Ron carefully showed a small piece of paper from his pocket.
Pink paper the size of two fingers.
It was written in his own handwriting, ‘The right to wish for anything.’
How could I forget?
It was none other than me who gave it to me.
When Ron was forced to fight with Class S due to bullying from the Noble Association,
She was proof that she had promised to grant the wish she had given to support him.
Since it was Ron anyway, I thought he would make a perverted request to let me touch his breasts.
Did I, in the past, know that I would be using it in this way?
“What are you doing? Are you kidding me? “Do you think you can solve it with something like this?”
I am afraid of what he will say.
If you give me that and ask me to come back, will I be able to refuse?
It’s not compulsory, but the moment I receive that, I feel like my resolution will fall apart.
“You’re not asking me to come back for that, are you? “Do you think I’ll listen to something like child’s play like that?”
So don’t let him say anything,
I fired at him like a rapid fire gun without any pause.
“You too are an adult now. Please don’t do this….”
“… “Kana.”
“… ….”
Soft tone.
Never press or scold.
I was unable to continue speaking due to the voice asking me to listen to what I had to say.
Ron slowly placed the wishing ticket in my hand and opened his mouth.
“Tell me how you feel now. “Your sincere heart.”
“…… Under! “Do you want me to know your feelings?”
I wonder if anyone will listen.
I know very well that I shouldn’t be honest here.
“I am, I am!”
So anything is fine.
If you can drive him out, any harsh words or dirty lies will do.
So, I am!
“I want to go back….”
“… ….”
“Let’s play card games with everyone! Let’s go eat something delicious together! “It’s not special, but I want to go back to the time when we were happy just by being together!”
“Kana….”
“I don’t want to get married! I don’t even want to become an adult! “I don’t even want to see my father!”
Once the emotions broke out, they flowed out uncontrollably.
As if words could not resolve the situation, the tears flowed endlessly and soaked the floor.
Ron listened to my inner thoughts and hugged me kindly.
He soothed my tired heart in his warm embrace.
Every time I touched his hand, my tears subsided.
When I finally stopped crying and raised my head, I made eye contact with him.
The kind eyes that I could not have imagined when I first met him.
I was already aware of it, but after seeing the look in his eyes, I could no longer deny it.
I love Ron. She is a woman.
***
‘This still has a status abnormality.’
Although Shinigami is powerful, it is rare for abnormal conditions to last more than a week.
So, even if a status abnormality occurs,
I thought I would be completely cured and back within a week.
Who would have thought that it wasn’t solved yet?
“Kana, try drinking this first.”
“This?”
Let’s hand over the water in a transparent glass bottle from the bag.
From Noble mtl dot com
Cana perked her ears, then opened the lid and drank its contents.
What Kana just drank was holy water.
It is a healing medicine item that commonly cures abnormal conditions.
It is an expensive medicine that costs 5 gold each.
It’s not easy to get, it’s not cheap, and you don’t have to buy it in the beginning.
Just one.
Holy water is absolutely necessary to cure status abnormalities of Shinigami or other 12 sins.
“Whoa.”
“How are you feeling? Are you feeling better?”
“Hmm? “Have you felt refreshed?”
Fortunately, Kana’s condition seems to have been cured.
Then all that remains is,
There is only Crown, who is foolishly lost in her soul, and Ethan, who is crazy with desire and tries to sell her child.
“Then there will be an important announcement here.”
Take out a small scroll from within your arms,
I unfolded it in front of everyone and cleared my throat.
“Hmm! The Kingdom of Bell admits defeat, and the wedding of Cana Persian and Crown Bell will be treated as if it never happened.”
“What, what?”
The crown looked at me in disbelief,
When she turned her scroll and showed it to him, she was astonished.
This is the official title written by the King of the Kingdom of Bel.
No matter how much of a prince Crown is, it cannot be disobeyed or ignored.
“That’s ridiculous. My kingdom, to that bastard….”
‘Wow, you just said it was my kingdom, right?’
For a moment, I almost couldn’t believe my ears.
Her succession rank was lower than that of her younger sister,
This is a statement that leaves no doubt that the Kingdom of Bell will one day become his.
If a guy like that really becomes the king of the Kingdom of Bell,
How many countries, including the Iris Kingdom, will be affected?
Just thinking about it made his head pound, and he realized once again that his choice was right.
“Not yet! “If I just kill you, if I just kill you, everything will be solved!”
You fool.
I narrowed my eyes at the ugly situation of struggling and not being able to acknowledge reality.
The crown loses its temper and throws out the candlestick.
But the blood-red trail cut through the candlestick, and the crown lost its balance and fell.
“Whoa! Do you know who I am? Do you know who it is? “I am Crown Belle, the second prince of the Belle Kingdom!”
“What is a prince? “On the topic of an immoral person trying to kill his own father.”
“Ugh!”
I know.
When attempting to attack the protagonist using the forces of the Bell Kingdom.
A future in which he kills the king who blocked him.
Or maybe it was already planned a long time ago, but Crown was speechless after hearing my remarks.
Honestly, Crown is a person I am not interested in.
He made a promise to the king, so he can’t be killed.
“Ron, Ron.”
At a time when I was wondering how to return the crown,
Kana clung to me and motioned for me to lend her an ear.
Let’s bend down so that we can whisper to him.
“That human. They say that if you are a good woman, you will hit her regardless of whether she owns her or not.”
“Ho….”
I heard a more interesting story than I expected.
I already knew that the crown was trash, but
He had no idea that it was waste that could not be recycled.
A rotten N*TR bug.
“I’ll show you something good. Since this is your first time seeing it, you can go somewhere and brag about it.”
With this war, Dainslife evolved to the next level.
Now it has been changed to a normal straight sword form that does not require strengthening the blade.
And among the skills I gained while evolving, I also acquired something useful to this guy.
Wheee!
“Hey, hey!”
Suddenly, dozens of blades protruded from Dainslife.
Like a chainsaw.
Dozens of blood-red blades rotated and made strange sounds.
‘Magical Pure Love Chain Soda!’
Aiming Dainslife at Crown,
He hurled it straight at Gogan.
Then the blood gushing out from between the crotch splattered everywhere.