After I Stopped Sponsoring, the Female Leads Began Obsessing Over Me chapter 104

104 – Sharon Pierce (2)

After offering the Danjeon to Richard.

In the endless darkness, Sharon Pierce looked at herself.

When she thought about it, she realized that she was nothing.

She just blindly followed one wish.

The wish was not something great like growth. She did not have noble or noble values such as chivalry. It’s so obvious. And to Sharon, it was more precious than anything else.

So Sharon Pierce is straight.

Because the path she has walked and the path she will take in the future are straight.

Every straight line has a beginning and an end.

Her starting point was one night.

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It’s red.

The snow should be pure white, but everything is red.

“Uh, Mom!”

The little girl, even though she was swept away by the snow, got back up and knelt down next to her mother.

— Snap.

The girl’s knees were stained red with her mother’s blood.

“Is your daughter here?”

“Why, why are you like this? Blood, blood, blood, Mom.”

Sasha Asilia smiled.

“Mom is okay.”

“Uh, uh… How are you okay?”

“Daughter.”

Asilia smoothed Sharon’s cheek with her bloody hand.

“Mom has to go a little farther this time.”

“Oh, it hurts? You can’t go…”

“Sharon. Be careful of the bad people called Shaleam Bridge.”

Asilia could not bear to speak.

If her daughter goes against Richard, she will die quickly.

She taught us to hate the Shaleites.

If we find out that Richard is a Shale Cultist, then we will have to resist.

That was the best she could do.

“Listen to the matriarch’s words carefully.”

“Ah… Yes. Yes. Then, will you come back?”

Asilia smiled weakly.

“Sharon… We made a promise, right?”

“Hey, promise?”

“She said mommy would come after a few counts?”

“Uh…Ah… 10,000 Times.”

“Okay. Ten thousand times. She has to keep a good count, right?”

“Yes. I’ll make sure to count them, Mom.”

So.

There is blood in her eyes.

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Why do I remember that time when she lost her mind?

It is a nightmare, and the only moment she can see her mother.

Now that my memory is gone, it is darkness again.

… It must be dark.

The surroundings are noisy.

— “Sharon Pierce!”

A voice that Sharon did not want to hear comes into her ears.

This is Ian’s voice.

The one who held her ankle in every situation.

It seemed like he came here.

‘Be quiet. ‘Because I don’t want to hear your voice.’

Even though she thinks so, she keeps listening to that voice. I don’t know why. But she has always been like that.

That might be it.

Yes.

It may have been because he was afraid of deviating from the straight line that Sharon was walking.

Because he keeps making me reflect on myself for some reason.

My vision returns, albeit blurry.

Sharon stared outside blankly.

Someone’s swordsmanship movements caught my eye blurry.

‘…Mom?’

In Sharon’s memory, the image of her mother training, her every move, was unfolding before her eyes.

— Mom is having a hard time right now, but she will be able to bloom someday. Please keep an eye on Sharon too.

The movement of the sword is as if a flower will bloom.

It was clearly my mother.

Otherwise, there was no way anyone would have done that move.

I want to open my eyes.

I want to see that in more detail.

The blurry vision begins to brighten little by little.

Finally, my mother… ….

But what is in sight is not the mother.

‘… Ian.’

Ian. That’s him.

Why does that person use his mother’s swordsmanship?

— It is a trick of deception. Don’t fall for it.

I heard the voice of the head of the family.

Yes. It must be the head of the family.

My mother was like that too. She told me to follow the matriarch.

Ian caught Sharon as she was about to sink into the darkness again.

His movements were captured.

It was definitely her mother’s swordsmanship that Sharon tried to recreate.

So.

A snowflake falls in front of Sharon’s eyes.

Bright.

It’s so bright and white that it opens my eyes.

Sharon opened her eyes.

Ian was standing there, his whole body stained red with blood.

“Sharon. Did you sleep well?”

A boy carrying all of her own doubts and hatred, smiling brightly in his blood.

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Ian smiled.

If Sharon walks out from this place, Richard will lose his Dantian once again.

Richard’s shaking eyes made me guess that fact.

So Ian focused on Sharon.

As long as Richard blocked him, he couldn’t cut her down, so he concentrated on getting her up.

‘You just have to stop me from harming Sharon?’

What a stupid thing to say.

I can make Sharon walk on her own feet.

Ian smiled as he watched Sharon open her eyes.

‘It will be your defeat, Richard.’

Humans are not food.

Emotions exist in humans.

Hwalam believers do not recognize that fact.

That is why mistakes are made.

Richard’s mistake was Sharon.

Sharon, who at first glance appears to be emotionless and seems to only be looking at the sword, is actually not like that.

There was something else she was watching.

She only looked like that because the sword was in her path.

Ian looked at Sharon and smiled.

It does not mean forgiveness for Sharon, who has been harassing him until now.

— Don’t just look ahead, you have to feel. Around. The environment that surrounds you.

I am simply satisfied with realizing the teachings of my teacher Asilia.

It is a feeling of satisfaction that the eyes of Sharon Pierce, who would have been running in a straight line, are shaking.

It must have been a feeling of satisfaction at the situation where the proud and noble knight asked her to teach him with her lips quivering.

“…Ian.”

Sharon’s mouth, which had been opened with difficulty, was immediately closed.

Purrr.

Her lips trembled.

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“Ah.”

Only meaningless sounds without meaning flowed out.

Something must be said.

At the same time, I didn’t know what to say.

What has Sharon lived by until now?

Mother.

Sasha Asilia. My mother.

It was only her.

But.

But why?

Ian Nega.

You know your mother’s swordsmanship, right?

“…Ah.”

You have to ask.

Why are you learning your mother’s swordsmanship?

Why do you know your mother’s laughter?

What kind of relationship do you have?

— Are you my mother’s disciple?

One question is enough.

The reason he can’t ask that easy question is because he’s afraid of the consequences of his answer.

Fear.

Sharon Pierce felt fear for the first time.

She’s afraid that Ian will say ‘yes’.

I was afraid of all the facts that came to mind as a result of that answer.

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I am afraid that people assumed that Ian was a villain.

She was afraid that he had mistakenly thought he was cursing her.

Because he thought so, he was afraid of the things that had been done to him.

I am afraid of the price of my actions that I will never be able to repay even in my lifetime.

In the end, it was fear of one’s own stupidity.

It was a fear of having taken the wrong path.

It was the fear of admitting that everything was wrong.

“…….”

My mouth feels dry.

Focus keeps wandering.

I can’t see Ian right away.

But still.

Sharon had to face that fear.

She had to tie the knot because it was the result of her actions.

This question is not intended to doubt Ian.

It was a question to convince oneself of one’s mistake.

“Have you… Ever placed a curse on me?”

“That can’t be right.”

“Was it my illusion that hindered my path?”

“I was busy walking the path ahead of me.”

“Then Ian… Aren’t you also a Shale Cultist?”

“Of course.”

Cracked—.

Her blood flowed from Sharon’s lips.

“Are you my mother’s disciple?”

“Yes.”

“…….”

Her eyes, which had always been expressionless and sharp, collapsed.

“I…What on earth did I do?”

Sharon, who was sinking deeply, was stopped by her Ian.

“Listen carefully, Sharon.”

“…….?”

“You are not strong. You are a stupid, trash woman. That means you are sloppy.”

“…….”

“I just pretended to have grown up early.”

His words pierced Sharon like a dagger.

“You still need a mother. Get more education and come back.”

“……?”

“Go and find your mother. She is in the snowy field.”

“Mother…?”

“Wasn’t she everything in your life? Your mother.”

That’s right.

He is right.

The reason Sharon Pierce is always able to walk while looking straight ahead.

Because she had only one goal in her life.

Mother. Sasha Asilia.

Squeak. Her body moved.

Sharon instinctively took her steps.

Richard blocked those steps.

“Sharon Pierce.”

His cold voice stopped me.

“Isn’t your father calling you?”

It was a voice that Sharon could never resist.

“If you continue like this, you will not be able to overcome your internal wounds.”

But that was only because of what my mother said.

Now that she has realized her reality, now that she knows where she is, nothing has reached her ears.

Sharon’s eyes completely lost their shine.

Since she already knew which way to go, sight didn’t mean much.

Sharon just took her steps.

— Patter patter

It sounded like something in her was breaking.

Sharon, who was walking, vomited her blood.

Richard’s expression crumples.

It was the sound of the power supply being disconnected.

— Crackle!

With an eerie sound.

Sharon walked away leaving a long trail of blood.

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Sharon’s back moving away.

Richard asked.

“Why did you send it? Even if I told you to deal with me, you would have listened.”

“I’m really going when I say I’m going.”

Ian grins.

“Usually, people say things like, ‘You are being truthful. I will help you.’ “I’m trying to help him. Tsk. He’s looking too far ahead. He shouldn’t be like that.”

“This is ridiculous.”

“I should have educated my daughter better. Then I would have received some help.”

“Khahahahaha!”

Richard laughed like a madman.

“Actually, there might be other ways for you to steal other people’s Danjeon. How on earth are you swallowing Danjeon like that?”

“Are you curious?”

“Yes.”

“Then I’ll tell you.”

“How?”

“I will take your Danjeon as mine. Come on. There is only one last move left.”

The corners of Ian’s mouth quirked up once again.

“Ah. I asked to be able to attack seven times.”

“Yes.”

“That was just a plan to get Sharon out. What does that mean now?”

“…?”

“All of their Danjeon has already been blown away and only the shell remains.”

Richard’s face crumpled.

— Kwaaa!

A huge explosion of alcohol covered the surroundings.

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Snow is pouring down from the sky.

Explosive sound heard from far away.

— Yiaaa!

Someone’s screams are heard through my eyes.

Sharon, who was walking out in a daze, stopped.

“It was 10,000 times.”

10,000 Times, her mother definitely wanted to meet after 10,000 nights.

Suddenly Sharon realized something.

I have counted five thousand nights today.

The five thousand starlights that she counted while wishing only for her mother’s embrace.

Surely, if you look through her eyes spread out in front of her, you will meet her mother in half of her promise.

But.

Her feet did not fall.

“…Why?”

Tears began to flow from Sharon’s eyes.

“…Why can’t I go?”

Puck. Puck.

She stopped and hit her own leg.

I hit her and hit her, but her legs don’t move.

The bridge that had been walking upright while wishing for her mother for so long did not listen to her words just now.

She didn’t even lose her direction when she was abused by Hermann.

At a distance that seemed to reach her mother, Sharon’s legs stopped.

“I heard my mom is over there. Why can’t I go?”

Once she wanted to meet her mother.

She wanted to be trash one more time.

She pushed all her emotions to the back of her mind and tried to walk.

But she couldn’t push it away. All her own impurities were never washed away.

If she was human, she shouldn’t have been like that.

Tuk, tuuk…. Tuk.

Sharon’s hand that had been hitting her leg went numb.

She lowered her head and muttered.

“…Mom.”

It must be a straight line.

It must have been her straight path towards her.

Sharon retraced her steps.

“… I’m sorry, Mom.”

Sharon’s eyes, which had lost their shine, returned.

There were still stars to count before she met her mother.

Sharon ran back, following the footsteps imprinted in her eyes.