253 – Final Chapter (6)
The bitter taste of blood.
It was bitter and deeply filled my mouth, like well-roasted coffee.
The bitterness is endlessly decadent.
— Sigh……
Lips separated for a moment.
Her breath passes through me harshly.
The blood girl’s eyes, with her drool hanging down, shine redder than any blood. Eyes that look like they’re about to be eaten at any moment. Even with those endlessly predatory eyes, I no longer feel fear.
She will feel it too.
The fact that I don’t care about her anymore.
The blood girl’s eyes, curved like a crescent moon, prove that fact.
“You’ve grown a lot.”
Eyes as if looking at something lovely.
While I was contemplating the type of affection that filled those eyes, her lips overlapped once again.
He is more skilled than anyone else.
She overlapped her lips as if she was squeezing me.
Even the movement of the tongue melts the opponent like melting candy.
Blink, blink.
A blood girl who makes eye contact a few times and then smiles in the shape of a crescent moon.
The more excited you are, the faster oxygen is depleted.
I grabbed her shoulder and pulled her away from me.
“Ha…”
Our breaths mingled for a long time.
I asked.
“I don’t know what we’re going to do.”
“Well, as far as I know, this won’t be your first kiss.”
“I don’t know what that has to do with it.”
“It’s just that you and the main girl spoke to each other.”
As she said that, the blood girl smiled faintly.
On the one hand, that laugh is teasing, but on the other hand, it is fatal.
Perhaps no matter how much I grow, I will never be able to stand on the head of this enchantress.
I had that thought.
The blood woman continues her words.
Her red-hot lips opened leisurely.
“Didn’t you say you were curious?”
“…?”
“What happens when two opposites mix?”
Her question clearly has a sharp side.
What I needed was enlightenment.
Mixing together the life force I learned through the vision of Shale Bridge and my earth element.
I don’t know how long it has been since she watched me.
However, the obsession shown by the blood girl is by no means small.
This girl knows me.
Her smile, seen with her head half-broken, is the reason I can’t escape.
Her lips parted.
“I’ll let you know.”
Inside it, the long tongue twisted and moved like a snake.
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Originally, training should be done in a completely stable state.
It is not common to practice while the body is hot or excited. No, it would be more appropriate to say there is none.
Any other part of the body other than the head being stimulated is just a useless distraction that interferes with concentration.
I thought so.
The blood girl clearly guided me steadily.
I followed along.
And then I realized.
Even excitement is a perfectly natural thing.
Rather, excitement follows a nobler value than growth.
If growth is related to the need for survival, excitement is related to the need for reproduction. Reproduction is the act of leaving behind future generations. This in itself is noble and meaningful.
Then, is it right to exclude the feeling of excitement for training?
Isn’t it rather wrong to grow up and not be able to accept such fundamental emotions?
‘This desire is also mine.’
Accept.
The moment I made that decision, many things changed.
I accepted the heat of the blood woman.
Feel the touch and taste of the tongue.
The gentle energy she gives off is her vitality. Vitality obtained by absorbing vital energy.
I layer my magical power on top of that.
— Tsurreup, Tsurreup
The blood girl led me more actively.
As she wraps around me, I too follow her lead.
To mix something.
Is this what mixing vitality and magic feels like?
I realize that in order to merge, there must also be a desire.
The passion for unity that started with desire causes us to mix and eventually become one. The process will have to be infinitely close, hot, and sticky, just like the blood girl did to me. That way it will mix.
Her forehead, tongue, hair, chest, stomach, and legs.
It’s like it’s coming against me.
It is not straight but curved.
It is warm and hot rather than cold.
Rather than being considerate of each other, we covet others to fulfill our own desires.
Yes.
A little more intensely.
A little more instinctively.
Empty your thoughts and walk along the path led by your instincts.
Okay, this is it.
“Puh-ha-“
The blood girl looks up at me as she puts her clothes on.
She also felt that I had reached a certain realization.
Those red eyes are full of regret.
She is an extremely instinctive person. She moves based on desire and judges based on emotions. That’s why I was amazed at her suppressing her own desires and looking up at me.
The blood girl is holding back despite her hot breath and sticky saliva.
And then I realized why she was holding back.
Expectation engraved deeper than regret.
I just looked at her and said.
“I have to go.”
“Now you’ve found the clue.”
“Maybe.”
I immediately turned my back.
It was the exit leading out of the cave.
“There are no distractions and there is a place to meditate. Just go out and walk straight.”
I bowed my head to her.
Whether it was an enemy or a predator who tried to eat me, she was of great help to me. You can nod your head at least once.
It was still dawn outside the cave.
The sun has not risen yet.
The early morning air, when all kinds of life begins to awaken, welcomes me after the closing ceremony, which may be long, but if short, it may be short.
I just kept walking.
I wasn’t necessarily obsessed with enlightenment.
Even playing with your feet like this, looking around and feeling nature is a form of training.
As the blood woman said, a good place for meditation has been found.
Wherever you go, it is the home of Shale Bridge, which is full of artificial aspects. However, this place felt comfortable, as if nature had been left alone.
It was a forest full of tall trees. I could hear the chirping of birds that had just woken up.
As I was walking, there were some things that looked like low hills, and I found a place that could be called the summit.
At best, it was only one or two floors above the other trees, but I think this was enough.
“Phew….”
I took a long breath.
Deep breathing stabilizes the body and mind.
I can focus on myself a little more.
With my eyes closed, I drew on the elements I had.
Earth element.
I feel it now, but the nature of the land is warmer than anything else. Just like the goddess Gaia, the symbol of the elements, she embraces everyone warmly.
It seems far from my personality, but…….
At least I understand the other features.
In the end, everything comes from the earth and returns to the earth.
So naturally this thought comes to me.
I also come out of the earth and return to the earth.
Then I think the land could also become me.
In the end, it is an insight that I am the earth, and the earth is me.
It is the same principle that allows one to embody the power of the goddess. She is also the earth, and the earth is me, so it does not make sense.
I slowly awakened the earth that was sleeping inside my body.
The earth is the source.
It is the starting point of everything.
It felt like a warm light filled my insides.
And extract it as is.
The moment the earth-colored energy fills my surroundings, it forms into a single form.
Semi-transparent earth-colored sphere.
I held it in my left hand.
“… Huh.”
This time it is the opposite hand.
The enlightenment I gained after coming to Shaleam Bridge. My blood, my body, and my life force.
Bring it up.
An endless dark red energy fills the surroundings.
It is also held in the right hand.
One is the earth and this world.
The other is me and my life.
I mixed it all together.
It seems like different elements meet and mix together…….
– Let’s go!
They push each other away violently.
It was a failure.
It’s probably because I held it too tightly.
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They repel each other and explode.
The intensity was as strong as any other destructive magic.
‘How do I gently combine things that don’t want to mix?’
Thoughts flowed through my head like electricity.
As before, the elements and vitality were drawn out in a sphere shape.
However, if you look inside, it is waves of mana that vibrate small line by line. Vibrating string-shaped elements create a sphere, as if a skein of thread has come together.
I put it together.
– Wow!
It’s different from before.
The opposing elements that were in contact with each other vibrated as if trying to push each other away, and soon began to coordinate their movements.
I quietly pushed them a little further.
And no.
— … ….
A long silence came.
There are no brightly shining lights or vibrating noises. I quietly looked down at my palms.
“…….”
To say it’s brilliant – a completely black sphere.
“… Ah.”
It was the first time I had seen it and it was shaking in my hands. Like a living creature slowly exhaling.
I realized.
What kind of level have I reached?
And.
As I have reached this level, the religious leader has also reached the next level.
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The top of a mountain.
She is sitting cross-legged wearing a white robe.
His hair was as white as the white coat, but if you look closely, you can see the gray color at first glance.
— Gooooo.
One moment.
The man’s gray hair instantly became colored.
White hair becomes even whiter.
The man opened his eyes.
My eyes were red.
Following that gaze, the sky turned red.
The whole world was under that red.
I couldn’t tell if it was caused by the man or the sunset.