Alchemist After Possessing chapter 40

40. Realization after loss (6)

40. Realization after loss (6)

Back at the dormitory, Denas Yeseul sat by the window and waited for the sun to set. She wanted to open the lid of the music box right away, but Woros warned her to open it after sunset, so she had no choice but to wait.

“Is it far before the sun sets?”

An hour has passed. The sun has not yet set. Two hours and three hours. Four hours. The sun begins to set. The sun had completely set and the room was filled with darkness.

“Can I open it now?”

A music box left behind by her beloved sister. During her vacation, before returning to her hometown. Her sister once told her about her gift. Perhaps right before the accident, she entrusted the production of the music box, but since Kaishi passed away in an accident, no one could find it and it was stuck in a warehouse.

It’s quite late, but I succeeded in obtaining Kaishi’s gift. From the day Kaishi left. There wasn’t a single day that she didn’t think about this gift. What did her sister really want to give me?

Maybe her sister hates me, which was a mystery until now. Her question as to whether she was not bothered might be dispelled. I tried to calm her beating heart with her deep breath and opened her music box.

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When you open the lid, you can see gears spinning with a friendly melody and a clicking sound. A music box that is nothing special. No, it was a music box that was below average in that it had no decorations.

What the hell is this? What did Kaishi want to give me? Could this be an incomplete product?

“Wow!”

It was time to think so. A tremendous light emanated from the music box, and I covered my eyes with my hand. Then, a familiar voice is heard.

ㅡ 『Hello? Sister! Are you watching?”

Nostalgic voice. It’s okay even once, the voice I wanted to hear. I could hear the voice of my younger sister, Kaishi Yeseul. The sudden thing happened, she jumped up from her seat and covered her mouth with her hand.

Because the little sister who had passed away by accident was reflected on the wall with a bright smile on her face. Kaishi said that this music box was an object with ancient magic. Apparently, it was a device that recorded the scene.

ㅡ 『Um… I had something I wanted to say to my sister, so I thought of making this… It’s embarrassing to take a picture.”

“Kaishi… “

ㅡ『What is my sister thinking while watching this… Ugh, I’m afraid I won’t be able to see her sister because I’m ashamed after giving this. I still have to tell you!”

Denas nodded his head as he watched the video of Kaishi smiling brightly.

ㅡ 『First of all… Hello sister?』

“Yes… hi.”

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—-『Actually, I couldn’t record this for a long time. So, I want to say only what I want to say quickly!”

“Yes… “

In the video, Yeseul, Kaisi, clears his throat while laughing. Then, as he crossed her arms, he stiffened her expression.

ㅡ『To be honest, do I feel very sad about my older sister?』

“Yes… uh?”

ㅡ 『She heard everything from her mother, but her sister… Ha. That I’m bothering her sister. She said she would hate her sister? Why did she say that?』

“That… sorry, sorry.”

ㅡ 『I mean? In fact, she wanted to be like her sister. Do you still remember me When I was 4 years old, my older sister cut her stone and made her a toy.”

“That… “

No big deal. Just. I just cut her as far as she could and gave it as a gift. Why the hell are you talking about all that crap?

ㅡ『I’m so happy. I used to play with it every day. Remember?”

“Yes… remember. I couldn’t understand what it was like and why she wore it like that.”

—-『At that time, I… You asked your sister to make a lot of other things. Sorry. My sister didn’t go out much after that, and she only cut stones at home. Maybe it’s because of me. She said that her sister is struggling with her depression.”

“No. No!”

Because Kaishi was so happy when he received the stone I cut. From that day on, she studied sculpture in her room every day. I did it because I like it, not because of you, Kaishi.

It’s not because of you that I locked myself in my room. I. It’s what I chose.

ㅡ『Sorry. You said you wanted to be like your sister. Actually, I also wanted to try sculpting… It didn’t go well. My sister is aiming to be an artist. Her magic talent is also outstanding. In fact, she was jealous.”

“…… “

ㅡ 『I respect you! However… I’m so sorry that I was jealous, so I want to apologize, but I don’t have the courage to tell my sister about it. I made this… Sister. Sorry. And, there is something else I want to say!”

Kaishi in the video says that, then smiles.

—-『A while ago, it was said that it didn’t matter what happened to a dream. You said so weakly that you just wanted to lock yourself in your room.”

“Yes… I remember. Sorry. Sorry. But I-“

—-『Sister is lively, just like before. I want to see her working hard for her dream once again. I am a horse That is my wish.”

Wish. Kaishi’s wish. Come to think of it, she once talked about it when she was little. I… If her older sister makes a name for herself as an artist, make sure she decorates her house too. If you do, she’ll show off to the neighborhood.

My older sister. My older sister, a famous artist. That she decorated her house. She said she would go. Saying that, Kaishi gave me courage.

She used to motivate me. However. Years before Kaishi left. She says she shuts herself in her room and hates people. Anything like a dream is fine. Even forgetting his promise to Kaishi. She had been somber.

In order to change me, my family sent me to Arisha Academy despite the difficult situation. Still, I haven’t changed. I was afraid to change.

In my room, even in broad daylight. Even in the dark night. Even with the lamps on bright. It was always dark. Because it’s so dark If I blended in outside, the darkness seemed to be contagious to the outside. It wasn’t. It wasn’t a room that was dark.

I was myself.

—-『Sister saw this. If you think of the past, it will be difficult, but give me courage again.”

“Yes. I will.”

ㅡ 『This is all I want to say! Hee hee, then sister. The time is up now. Let’s talk about the back story in the room! If you see this, will you come to my room?”

Kaishi smiled and waved her palm. At the same time, her music box stops. Her music box stopped, and so did I. In the desolate room where everything stopped, only my tears flowed endlessly.

Why didn’t I know? There’s no way a younger sister like this could hate me, but why didn’t she know? That day, I ran to her mother and said that I was afraid that her sister would hate me. Did you say something like that?

Why didn’t I realize it before I lost it? Why.

Why…

My heart hurts. Even now, I will run to Kaishi and work hard for her dream like before. I wanted to say that. However, Kaishi has already left.

I am also a human being. One day, I too will leave for Kaishi. When that time comes, I will proudly open her chest and say.

This older sister said she was one of the artists who made the world beautiful.

The best masterpiece among them is Kaisi Yeseul. A statue modeled after her sister.

Let’s show off while saying that.

“Kaishi… sister now. I will not hesitate.”

I wiped my tears thinking that.

My room, even in broad daylight. Even in the dark night. Even with the lamps on bright. It was always dark. Because it’s so dark If I blended in outside, the darkness seemed to be contagious to the outside. But it’s not dark anymore.

Even at night. Even if you don’t turn on the light. As the sun rises, the room… I feel like the world has brightened up. Now, even if you blend in outside, the darkness will not spread to the outside world. No, even if

I will shine brightly. With my work. Will light up the world

Even if it’s night, even if the lights are off. The sun seemed to rise. It was refreshing. I held the music box with both hands.

Woros. Without Woros, what her sister would have thought of me. I almost had no idea what I was supposed to be doing with my life.

“Thank you. Woros, thank you so much for finding the music box.”

The darkness within me. He would continue to inflict more wounds on his wrists, eventually ending himself. Thanks to Woros. It’s because of Woros. If it hadn’t been for him, the assailant used my terrible darkness in the last incident, and it would have caused great damage to the academy.

Then the darkness would have grown and consumed me.

Without Waros, he would have been dragged into Telkan and killed by the terrifying undead.

In that case, I wouldn’t have been able to see Kaishi’s message.

Woros broke the darkness within me and saved me from the undead. Benefactor

I once said harsh words to such a benefactor. I will not forgive you. Woros only healed my owl. He couldn’t believe him As a result.

I spoke harshly to him.

“Woros… “

When I think of Worros, the inside of his chest starts beating. When he thought of him, his eyes were dazzling as if the sun had risen, even though it was a dark room.

I missed Woros. He apologized for his past mistakes. He wanted to thank me for giving me a future.

I wanted to see him right away. Saying thanks is something you can do when you wake up early tomorrow. Even so. I wanted to see him right away. Otherwise.

His chest felt like it was about to explode.

When I came to my senses, I came out of the dormitory and was looking around. Where can I go to meet him?

“Sha, Sharon?”

Sharon the Owl, riding on my shoulder, flaps her wings. Okay. Woros has met several times since last year. He was always there.

“A stone statue of Mr. Shayza.”

A stone statue of Mr. Shaiza in District 6. For some reason, if I went to see Shaiza-nim, I felt like I would be able to see him. It felt like Shaiza-nim would lead me to Woros.

“Woros… “

I missed him so much. My heart evolved from beating to pounding, and it was so painful.

I felt like my heart would calm down only when I met him. For that reason, I headed to the forest, a shortcut to reduce travel time. The forest, as always, was terribly dark. I don’t think it’s scary though.

Rather. Because I think it’s the way to meet Woros. I even had the illusion that I was running on polished marble. At that time, Sharon, riding on her shoulder, flaps her wings and starts to fly away.

“Sha, Sharon? Sharon! Where!”

Could Sharon have found Woros? That’s also true, because Sharon flew to Woros last time too.

Yes.

I’m sure it will.

I ran after Sharon. Her heart beat so fast I couldn’t stand it any longer.

I missed Woros so much. Seeing if he is nearby, Sharon is flying round and round in one place. Okay. Looks like Woros is over there.

With that thought in mind, I squeezed through the trees. His heart beat so fast. I want to see him soon Soon you will see him.

At that thought, my heart was pounding.

“Woro… “

The horrors in front of me made me feel cold. The thump-thump-thump, the heart that had been crying noisily became quiet at once.

Woros is here. The problem is that he is lying face down on the floor with a knife stuck in his body. And the culprit who made Woros like that.

I can see Irina Blood. When she came to her senses, she had just used her magic on Irina.

Irina is Woros’ younger sister. But why?

Does the reason matter? No it doesn’t matter

The important thing. That woman my worros. That she was stabbed.

Yes. That’s what matters. That woman

You stabbed my Woros.

“What are you doing?”

I whispered that in a surprisingly cold tone.