176 – Rain and Teacher
It was raining.
Thunder struck and the wind was blowing so strong that the umbrella flipped over.
I entered the building and climbed the stairs, dripping rainwater.
I opened the door lock that was now familiar to me as if I were going in and out of my own home.
“…… Ah.”
It did not open.
I couldn’t believe it, so I dialed the same number again, but the door was still locked.
Of course, I will be able to enjoy him today as well. I was taken aback for a moment because it had become as natural a routine as coming home, washing my body, eating, and then sleeping.
“…… Under… hahahaha.”
Of course, it’s natural.
Once you get caught by someone else, it would be better to change your number.
I would have done that even if I were a landlord.
In this case, it was rather careless of him to change so late.
That’s why we allowed this strange man to invade.
“Okay. Thank god.”
I pulled the door handle once, but it didn’t open, so I smiled bitterly and was relieved.
Now I can finally stop doing this.
Somewhere deep inside, there was an awareness that this behavior had to end. However, even when reason tried to stop him, instinct always took precedence.
It is too harsh to place a lollipop in front of a child and tell him not to lick it.
If no one sees it… The child quickly licks the candy and puts it back in its place.
However, the candy was already in the box.
And then I put a lock on it so it couldn’t be opened.
Now I have no choice but to give up.
Because he is not candy.
Because it is not an object that anyone can handle and taste as they wish.
I was resigned as I slowly walked down the stairs.
Even as I approached the parked car in the pouring rain.
As I sat down, put my car keys in my car, and headed home, I was thinking about a sports day one day.
It was a fun festival for students that turned into a contest to select Sakuraba Academy’s beautiful girls.
The candidates happen to be Minsu’s friends who gather on the rooftop to eat.
Young, beautiful children that no one can help but recognize.
You can’t even compare to me.
So even though they all like Minsu, they were able to fully understand him without even paying attention to me.
Miss Kato… If such a pretty girl were your girlfriend, of course you wouldn’t be impressed even if an older woman flirted with you.
Shiraishi, Takase, Yuuki… All of them.
They were younger and prettier than me, enjoying the youth they deserved for their age.
And I….
“I have never been.”
When I was young, my parents died in an accident.
“I was always bullied.”
I was always bullied in juvenile detention and at school, saying that I was in a bad mood, that I had seduced someone else’s man, and that I was ignoring others.
I had no friends.
Pretending to be an adult or a teacher is just a mask.
In my original mind, I always envied them.
I despised and was jealous of young children who were able to enjoy those times while talking about trivial concerns.
“I…” I am….”
She thought of them and him.
“I have never been loved.”
In an instant, the car skidded in the rain.
It was because I turned the steering wheel roughly.
I heard horns honking everywhere, but I didn’t pay any attention.
I headed to school.
There must be some way.
Whether it’s picking the doorknob or breaking the door lock, there must be a way to get what I want.
I also just wanted to be loved.
But since no one gave me true feelings, I wanted to die.
If that fails too, there is nothing we can do now.
I fully deserve this.
I deserve to love him too… Deserves to be loved….
I parked my car in front of the school and before I knew it, I had stolen the key and was opening the door to the gym storage room.
As I entered, I unexpectedly came up with many ways to avoid detection.
He would be sleeping as if he were dead at this hour anyway.
I took out a folding ladder and tried to put it in the trunk.
I struggled to fit the ladder into the trunk, drenched in rain, and only managed to fit it in after folding the back seat, and then I got behind the wheel.
My hair and clothes were soaked, I felt bad, and my body was heavy, but considering I was on my way to meet him, it wasn’t difficult at all.
In fact, I was confident that he would be waiting for me.
Of course, he would have laid down and fallen asleep.
As he sleeps, he is waiting in anticipation for his destined opponent.
When my thoughts reached that point, I even burst into laughter.
He returns to his house and takes out the ladder.
He went behind the building next to the window of his house and unfolded the ladder.
“hahahaha… Under….”
Of course, the length did not reach his house.
It felt like my feet would slip in the falling rain at any moment, and even the ladder was shaking in the wind.
“I’ll go now…” Now….”
I hung it on the wall and slowly took steps.
Thunder struck.
I stepped on the first floor window frame from the ladder and stretched out my hand toward the second floor window.
Everything I touched was slippery.
Wet hair covered my eyes, and the night sky was still crying noisily.
“If I fall wrong here….”
No. I don’t even want to imagine. Such a pathetic ending.
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It clung to the window on the second floor, placed its hand on the protruding space in the outer wall, and slowly climbed upward.
“Ha…… Ha….”
What am I doing?
I burst out laughing.
I laughed heartily and put one foot up, but then slipped and almost fell down.
“hahahaha… Lol….”
Nevertheless, I trembled and climbed up the wall.
Reach out your hand and grab the window frame on the third floor.
“Now… I’ll go.”
Thunder struck again and something crashed down under my feet.
I glanced at the fallen ladder and strengthened my hand again.
“Ugh… !”
The window opens wide.
I thrust myself in with joy.
The half-covered body fell hurriedly into the room.
I fell onto my back and looked at the familiar ceiling.
“Ha…… Ha….”
The curtains fluttered wildly and the pouring rain cooled my hot body.
I was being hit by wind and rain with my whole body, but the moment I climbed the wall, my whole body felt hot.
I woke up feeling a pleasant coldness.
I closed the window and looked down at him in the quiet house.
“Minsu…… I’m here.”
You waited a long time, right?
Stretch out your hand.
His cheeks were warm.
“Ha…… Ha…… hehehehe.”
I unbuttoned my wet shirt one by one.
I became half-naked and caressed his entire body, from his face to his shoulders, chest, and stomach.
After all this hard work, I decided to taste him today.
While hugging him tightly, I put my hand inside his t-shirt and enjoyed the feel of it.
“Ugh…… Eww….”
A groaning sound was heard overhead.
“Minsu… ?”
I raised my head and saw him.
He had a frown on his face and was groaning with his head turned.
“W-what’s going on?”
Raise your hand and measure your forehead. I don’t have a fever.
Side effects of medicine? No, that can’t be….
I looked at him with concern as he moaned, and then hugged him tightly again.
It’s okay. Because I will hug you.
No matter what happens, I will protect you.
I tried to take off his clothes, but I stopped because I was afraid he might catch a cold.
I wanted to eat him right away, but I didn’t want to do that when he wasn’t feeling well.
“It’s okay…” … Rest assured…….”
I stroked his head as he groaned in my arms with a frown on his face.
His appearance, which looked like he was having a nightmare, was frowning, but he soon became quiet.
***
I thought I was already crazy, but there was nothing I could do about it.
Once you do it, from then on, guilt and fear will disappear like melting snow.
Did you change the door lock number? In that case, you can come in through the window from now on.
What if you lock the window? At that time, I can only think of the next method.
While listening to a student’s concerns in the counseling room, that was all I could think of.
To the point where I don’t even care about anyone else.
That’s why my mask has become stronger.
“Teacher. “You seem to be in a good mood lately.”
“Huh? “Do you see that?”
“Yes. “Aren’t you going to have a boyfriend?”
The female students we met while walking on campus asked.
“Hey, how dare I do that?”
“I don’t know. No matter how busy you are, you still have time to date.”
He waved his hand and smiled at the female students who were giggling among themselves.
There was no way to stop the feeling that was slowly leaking out through the mask.
“There really isn’t~ Really.”
I didn’t lie.
“Eh~ It’s a lie. “If you were a teacher, there would be a line of men following you around.”
“There is a fan club at school.”
There is a man I have a crush on, though.
He was seen over the shoulders of the female students.
Beside him is Miss Kato.
I muttered as I watched him go downstairs without looking this way.
I will go today as well.
“Yes? “Teacher, what did you just say?”
“No. Never mind.”
I shook my head and turned around.
Today I decided to eat him up.