177 – Scars to Leave
Climb up the wall. Even though I felt disgusting like this, there was nothing I could do anymore.
I open the window and lift myself up with all my might.
I was surprised that I was this athletically good.
Climbed up to the third floor window and entered his room.
“Ha… ha….”
I looked down at him, rubbing my sweaty hands on my robe.
He was sleeping so soundly that I couldn’t even imagine that a stalker like this would cling to him.
Do you know? It’s you who made me like this.
No one has ever made me into such an ugly and disgusting being.
It’s only you.
So shouldn’t you be responsible?
I smiled while taking a deep breath.
I’m sure I’m more gentle now than ever.
Feeling a truly warm feeling without a mask, without fooling yourself.
I want to embrace and hug the person in front of me more than anyone else in this world. I took the medicine in his water bottle.
I came into the room and hugged him.
I whispered my love to him who couldn’t hear or feel.
I can’t tell anyone, but this is my truth.
I like you that much.
My sincerity, which can only be expressed in the early morning when no one is there, is unlikely to reach the sleeping person.
“…… I like you.”
I said.
“I like it…… I like you… ….”
I knelt down and hugged his body.
“Be my reason for living….”
I don’t know how long this will continue.
If I get caught, I will die immediately.
Nevertheless, I buried my face in the crook of his neck.
I was sure to sleep deeper than ever today.
This is because he put medicine in his green tea during lunch time. A larger amount than usual.
He must have had a hard time suppressing the drowsiness that had been coming since late afternoon.
It won’t be easy to open your eyes tonight.
“I’m sorry….”
I did this to you while you were unconscious.
I hoped it would be a commemorative first experience for each other. It was a shame that I was the only one who remembered it.
I carefully lowered the blanket covering his body.
The gown covering my body fell down.
A skirt that was undone suddenly is placed underneath it.
As I climbed on top of him, I unbuttoned his shirt one by one.
I thought about it, but I didn’t prepare a contraceptive device.
There was no need for that. After all, this act itself is a crime.
Even thinking about anyone’s safety was contradictory and a luxury.
In that case, I wanted to feel him with all my might, with my whole body.
Take off your shirt and throw it under the bed.
“A little… “It’s cold.”
Today, I prepared specially tailored black underwear. As expected, it is difficult to endure the cold in this outfit.
On the other hand, his body was warm.
So, let’s warm up quickly.
I accepted his warmth within me.
I tried to fill my feelings for him, which started out as a simple interest but has now become an obsession.
Unfasten the belt of your school uniform pants. He slowly pulled his pants down.
“……… Ah.”
However, the pants did not go down.
Because someone was holding my hand.
When I raised my head, he opened his eyes and was looking down at me.
***
Elena said as she turned her steering wheel.
“There was a very small particle of dirt under the window.”
I didn’t notice it at all. As soon as she entered the house, she saw such unusual signs.
“Other than that, there are five long hairs that do not belong to the boy. “They were found on the bed, window sill and floor respectively.”
Elena came into the house and was chatting casually with me the whole time.
While I was desperately answering, was he even seeing something like that?
“And a very faint scent of perfume. “I assume it was probably ventilated, but even so, I smelled traces of an odor that I couldn’t completely hide.”
It is a ghost.
If the person who would become Elena’s boyfriend even cheats on her, he will be caught right away and pay the price. She provided detailed information that even made me worry.
“So, I went outside and asked Yuuko to look behind the building. “I need to know if there are any signs of an intruder.”
“There was a folding ladder. “We used it at our academy.”
Did Seo-ah also realize that it was an academy material just by looking at the ladder?
Both were terrifying observations.
“Based on the above physical evidence and the feelings I have felt so far, I decided that Kotomi Yanase was her culprit.”
“Does anyone have any other guesses?”
Seo-ah asked.
She shook her head.
I also agree with their opinions.
Yanase found out the door lock number of our house before and broke into it.
I never imagined that he would sneak into my house after that, but I couldn’t deny it any longer once I heard about it.
After going to the hospital and having my cast removed, I sat on a nearby park bench.
“It is presumed that the boy’s recent poor health may have something to do with Kotomi Yanase.”
Seo-ah’s expression became even more grim. I was the one who suffered, but she seemed angry as if she had gone through all of this herself.
“What is it? “Did that stalking b*tch get some sleeping pills and give you some?”
It’s merciless.
Well, if Elena’s opinion is true, Yanase is a stalker who broke into our house.
Besides, if you’re a stalker, even the last day….
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“It may be the medication she takes, not her sleeping pills, but some of them have a strong sleeping effect.”
No, wait a minute.
“Then the stalker Haruna mentioned recently could not be…” .”
They also nodded at my muttering.
“Did he even secretly follow you around?”
She sighed and rubbed her forehead.
Can we say that the level of crime is too high? Her head was pounding.
I suddenly felt their eyes on me, so I raised my head and saw them staring at me.
“Boy. Still, you’re saying you won’t report Yanase?”
“Think about the damage you have suffered so far!”
I had nothing to say.
She might do something worse if I leave her like this.
I couldn’t think of anything more serious than secretly giving someone drugs and coming into the house.
It was clear that she had to be restrained and taken away from her cage.
– What do you think love is? –
At that moment, she remembered what happened when she hid in Yanase’s room on her school trip.
When I found out her intention, I asked even though I was shocked.
– It will remain in his heart forever. As an unforgettable being. –
Did Yanase say that at that time?
A bitter laugh came out.
No matter what the outcome of this may be, I felt like I wouldn’t be able to forget her for a while.
No matter what definition of love each person thinks.
“……… Ha.”
And what happened after that came to mind.
Yuuki was taken aback but answered my question with embarrassment.
– What… If you feel like you want to do anything for that person… Isn’t that what it is? –
Do you want to do anything?
What have I been doing in this world?
I literally did anything.
“…… Boy.”
I woke up at Elena’s call.
“I have decided.”
“What?”
Seo-ah asked back.
And I told you what I had decided.
***
Embarrassed, Yanase fell down behind her in shock.
“How…” Obviously medicine….”
I barely recognized that as Elena’s signal.
I swallowed my rice and almost picked up a paper cup to drink, but I barely managed to spit it out and pretended to quench my thirst.
Yanase Kotomi… Although I thought she was a truly scary woman, I wondered why there were only women around me who were not normal.
The reason is because they are heroines.
Haruna, Eri, Shiraishi.
As expected, it is outside the category of ordinary. The same goes for Haruna.
“Teacher. “Wouldn’t it be better to wear clothes?”
I almost turned my head when I saw the s*xy black lace underwear, but I barely managed to look at her and said.
Now was not the time to be embarrassed.
“Ah… I am… ….”
Elena said that if her conversation doesn’t work, she should tie her up for now.
But is that easy?
This is something that only Elena, who has a lot of combat experience, can do, but I kept it in mind for now.
Pick up the belt that fell under the bed.
I slowly stood up, pretending to put my pants back on.
Don’t get her excited.
“Teacher, calm down. “I’m not particularly angry or trying to catch you and hand you over to the police.”
Reach out one hand and speak slowly, as if calming a vicious wild animal.
Yanase opened her eyes wide and looked at me blankly.
At this time, she must speak.
You have to persuade her as calmly as possible….
“Did you know everything?”
“Yes?”
“I did this… Entire… ?”
Then she said.
I found out only yesterday.
How should I answer?
“hahahaha… Of course. Still, I never thought it would end so soon… Ahahahaha….”
However, that was a question with a fixed answer that did not need to be answered.
Okay, because at this moment, I have opened my eyes.
Having convinced herself, she began to burst out laughing, as if she couldn’t hold back her laughter.
“Ahahahaha… Ahahahahaha… !”
No matter how you look at it, it’s not a good laugh.
I was quietly listening to her laughter, like a dark cloud before a storm.
After this laughter, I planned to sit her down and persuade her.
She is a patient.
Those were her words, either in the sense of sarcasm or blaming her, or in the dictionary sense.
I remembered the first time I was possessed in this world.
My goal was to prevent their bad ending. I did anything for it.
Anything I can do.
Then there was no reason to hesitate in this case either.
If I can, I do it.
Because that is my heart toward them.
I will work hard both materially and spiritually until the patient named Kotomi Yanase is cured.
I decided to do that.
Elena and Seo-ah eventually agreed to my opinion, and we agreed to first stop and stop the current situation.
“hahahaha… Under….”
Her laughter stops.
Then I took a deep breath and took a step.
“Don’t come…” !”
It stopped at that cry.
“Please don’t come. Please don’t get close to me right now.”
“…… All right. Then I’ll keep my distance… “Please remain calm.”
Yanase hesitated and took a step back.
Behind that was the entrance, but she couldn’t escape anyway.
Because Elena and Seo-ah were outside the door.
“It’s over… So soon….”
“It’s not over. “Teacher, please listen to me.”
“No, I’m already done.”
Yanase smiled.
It was the same warm and kind face he had when dealing with other students in the counseling room.
“Minsu, I’m sorry. “I didn’t want to do it this way.”
Nod your head.
You can receive as many apologies as you want.
“You may not believe it, but you weren’t originally like this? I’ve never been this obsessed with anyone before. Really.”
Are you saying I am the only man?
I don’t know whether to like it or be horrified.
Yanase gradually stepped back.
I wish she had at least run away. If so, we will be able to have a conversation in a controlled state, unlike the current tense state.
“I’m sorry, Minsu. “I’m sorry for hurting you like this.”
He stretched out his hands and said it was okay.
She followed suit and nodded her head with her awkward smile.
“And… I did this until the end… I’m sorry for hurting you again… ?”
“Yes?”
I asked back, not understanding what she was saying about hurting me again.
At that moment she pulled out her kitchen knife from under the kitchen cabinet.
The moment the tip of the knife reached her neck, I threw my whole body into it.