184 – Teacher’s consultation
Take a deep breath. Anyway, something won’t happen. Worries about whether I should have brought a stun gun in my arms were meaningless now.
Because I came bare-body.
The only thing inside the bag was a notebook, textbook, and writing utensil.
I wasn’t specifically going to see imprisoned wild animals, but the reason I was so nervous was because the person I was about to face was such a scary person.
No way… Still, I wouldn’t come to the hospital and do something like that.
The fact that you are quietly in this hospital room means that you listened to me kindly.
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So there might not be a problem.
A rare stalker. When I came to meet Kotomi Yanase, a woman who was scarier than any evil villain, I stood in front of the hospital room and hesitated to knock.
For some reason, the only time I could visit the patient was in the early afternoon, so I even skipped lunch time.
Will I be able to return completely? Worries are probably not groundless.
“… Teacher. “It’s me.”
He knocked and said.
“Come in~”
It was definitely her voice.
For a moment, I felt a sense of déjà vu, as if I was standing in front of the door of the consulting room and knocking.
But this is a hospital.
No one needs her help.
Rather, the one who needs help is her, Kotomi Yanase.
What would she be thinking in such an environment?
Perhaps he hates me?
As I opened the door and entered the hospital room, I swallowed my nerves.
Spacious single room.
This and that were all possible thanks to Elena’s support.
“…… Teacher?”
Look around.
No one was seen in the spacious hospital room.
I could clearly hear the voice.
There was a trace of a disheveled blanket on the bed.
The curtains were fluttering next to the open window.
No way….
“Teacher!”
I ran and looked out the window.
Fortunately, there was no scene underneath that I didn’t want to see.
Flower beds and pavilions. Patients taking a walk.
“Then what….”
While I was taking a step back and wondering
“Wow!”
Someone grabbed my shoulder right behind me.
It’s not a joke…
“Oh my.”
I really thought I was going to faint.
I sat there, lowered my head and took a deep sigh.
“Sorry, were you very surprised?”
“Yes. “Really.”
It was a prank that made my heart tremble, incomparable to Haruna.
I thought that Yanase Ramen might push my back.
He raised her body and looked back at her.
“Minsu. Long time no see.”
Yanase Kotomi smiled and waved her hand.
I couldn’t return her greeting and just stared at her blankly.
“…… Huh? Why?”
He was wearing a patient gown.
Her usual white gown and shirt and her short skirt always made her look professional.
But now she was a patient.
Seeing that gap and the teacher smiling and greeting me just like before, I fell into a strange, inexplicable emotion.
“What? “Did you miss me that much, teacher?”
“…… “I’m sorry for only coming now.”
The person who almost forced me into the hospital has finally come to visit.
I felt sorry for him.
As she lowered her head, Yanase was slightly embarrassed and waved her hand.
“No. It’s a very busy time. I understand.”
Still….
Yanase took a step forward and stretched out both her hands.
“I missed you.”
I looked at her as she crossed her arms, grabbing her arm.
“Huh? “What are those eyes?”
“……… ….”
What should I say? I don’t know how to deal with her.
Sorry and rejection. The exact mixture of her fear and sympathy left me unable to push her away or do anything about it.
“Do you still hate me?”
“……….”
Yanase loosened her grip on her arm and sat down on the bed.
“I can’t help it. Because things like that happened.”
“Teacher….”
“But I understand everything.”
Do you really understand?
Or is it pretending like that?
The woman whose true feelings are most unknown.
“Even if you hate me, I will like you.”
“Yes?”
Yanase looked straight into my eyes and said.
“Minsu, you told me that day. “Live for you.”
To be honest, my head was hot that day, so my memory of what I said was vague.
So she had completely forgotten that she had said those embarrassing words.
“If you really like me, listen to me. “I still remember the strong words you spoke to me.”
“Strong stance….”
Did you do it?
“So, I realized. Minsu, I will live for you.”
“……… ….”
I didn’t know whether that meant continuing his life or giving everything to me.
Maybe it’s both.
“So it doesn’t matter if you hate me or push me away. “I will continue to picture you in my heart.”
She lowered her head and rubbed her forehead.
Somehow… I think this is the first time I’ve received a direct approach like this.
If I think back, it seems like it happened before.
Back then, I probably couldn’t raise my head like I do now.
“Think of it as being caught by a troublesome woman. Because it’s all your fault.”
“Is it my fault?”
“Okay. So, you shouldn’t care that much about me.”
“……… ….”
“You end up liking it.”
Yes. So she almost died.
My worry is that more similar incidents will occur in the future.
“I will continue to like you as long as you live.”
“I understand. So stop now….”
“If you die, I will die too.”
“Ugh….”
This is definitely not normal.
“Once I’m discharged from the hospital, I won’t hide it anymore.”
“Please be considerate in front of other students… Even for my own sake.”
“Umm… “If Minsu really asks, I guess I’ll try my best.”
This woman, I hope she never leaves the hospital in her life.
She is sitting on the bed wearing a hospital gown and smiling, but she is clearly not normal yet.
“…… “Am I the first person to visit?”
To change the subject, I asked.
Of course I thought that would be the case.
“Huh? No.”
“Yes? Who else is there?”
The only people involved in the case know that she was hospitalized.
A relative or family member?
“Mr. Elena.”
“Ah….”
“I brought flowers and a drink set. “I was quite impressed.”
When did something like that happen…? .
But is it still an adult?
“After just briefly saying hello, she left right away. Still, I was quite impressed.”
“…… Is that so.”
I thought I should have brought a visitation gift, but I was in a hurry so I didn’t bring anything.
Just as she was about to become embarrassed, Yanase stretched out her hand.
“Yes?”
As if asking for something. Looking at his outstretched palm, I felt embarrassed, wondering if he was asking for a gift for visiting the hospital.
“I’m sorry, but I didn’t bring anything because I was in a hurry. I still have to go back before lunch time ends….”
As he mumbled while scratching his cheek, Yanase stretched out her outstretched hand.
“You said you didn’t bring anything?”
He grabbed my arm and pulled it straight.
“Wow!”
I was frozen in Yanase’s arms.
“Minsu, you came. “That’s all I need.”
“……… ….”
If you resist, a blade might come out of your sleeve.
Now that I had some idea of her character, I stiffened and was stroked by her.
“hehehe… good kid… He’s an overly sweet and kind kid….”
While stroking my head, Yanase muttered as if comforting a baby.
“Teacher, I need to go back to that school.”
“Would you like to have a class with me here?”
“You are a teacher now…” .”
Without a chance to say no, Yanase lay down on the bed while holding me.
She said while facing me.
“s*x education. “Do you want to touch it?”
“………… “
Another old joke….
Even though my heart was pounding, I pushed her shoulder away and said,
“I didn’t come here for this. Besides, as I’ve said several times, I don’t have a girlfriend….”
“Then why did you save me?”
“Yes?”
She said, blushing just like me.
“I have a girlfriend…” Why did you save another woman? “I’ll fall in love with you.”
“I… “I just saved someone.”
“Ordinary people don’t go that far. Even giving up her life.”
I didn’t throw it away.
I almost got thrown away.
“Did you save other women like that too?”
“……….”
“Then wouldn’t it be right for you to take responsibility?”
“What do you mean?”
Yanase stretched out her arms and hugged me again.
However, we were lying down and covered with a blanket.
“You know.”
“……….”
Damn it again.
It’s a harem again.
But I….
“Are you lacking courage?”
“It’s not like that…” Jeon….”
In no time, her voice had become the same as when she spoke to students in the counseling room with a kind and friendly voice.
No one could resist her in that state.
Voices that are about to rise and protests that are about to burst out naturally disappear.
That was the way she treated her students.
“So you hate those kids?”
“That can’t be possible…” ! I am….”
I’m doing this because I like it in the first place.
“Then how about honestly revealing your feelings?”
“……….”
Honestly.
She had no intention of receiving counseling from Yanase.
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Before I knew it, I was being treated like a child, being held deepest in her arms.
“I… I like everyone. “I mean it.”
“Yes. Good.”
Yanase patted my head as if he had finally given me the right answer.
“Of course there is me in all of them, right? Yes?”
“……….”
“Why aren’t you talking? Hey, Minsu.”
Even though I was stroking her head as if it were a joke, I was in trouble because of her honest feelings and what I should do.
I like everyone. So, it connects with everyone.
She took those words so needlessly and pondered over their deep meaning, but now she felt like a fool.
After that, I returned to school, although I’m not sure if I could say it was safe.
There was a text message on my cell phone from a senior asking me to come to the track and field team because he had something to say after school.