Became an Academy Spearman chapter 190

190. It Might Be Close

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Squeak, squeak.

The sound of presents being unwrapped echoes faintly in the space.

Carly’s white hands delicately grabbed the wrapping paper and moved it to one side of the table.

‘Do you really like this… .’

Before knocking on the office, and even now facing Carly like this, my heart continued to shake. Carly still had a strange attitude toward me. You seem to care about what I said yesterday, but honestly… I wasn’t confident.

Will this cheap bracelet be able to free Carly’s heart… .

Took.

Carly, who opened the red box, hesitated.

“This… ?”

Carly lifts her head slightly and walks toward me, with the brightest smile I can put on.

“It’s an insignificant bracelet from the instructor’s point of view, but I think I’ve been receiving too much from the instructor. I hope you will accept it as a small expression of sincerity.”

Somehow, he pretended to be calm and spoke.

“A bracelet… that’s it.”

When Carly took out the bracelet and looked closely at it, it seemed like cold sweat was leaking from my hands.

It’s cheap, only 5 silver, so I didn’t want to take a closer look.

“Yes. I thought it was a bracelet suitable for Instructor Carly. Of course, the material isn’t that good, but…”

Even I hated myself for being hesitant while repeating my words over and over again.

Even if it’s cheap, if you’re handing out a gift in sincerity, you have to be confident, but since my current position isn’t like that, I felt like I kept shrinking without even realizing it.

Seruk.

As if recognizing my appearance, Carly gave me a strange look while fiddling with the bracelet, alternating between mine and the bracelet.

Still… it wasn’t such a bad feeling.

“It’s really pretty.”

Then, when I spit out a word on the bracelet, my heart was really relieved.

“Thank you so much for watching. Sometimes… if you think of me, I would really appreciate it if you would wear a bracelet or just accept my heart.”

“…no. If nothing else happens, I’ll keep it on too. Actually, this is the first time for an academy instructor, so it’s the first time I’ve ever received a gift from a cadet like this. But for sure… I’m glad.”

Then, when I tried to wear the bracelet on my right hand naturally, I was surprised without knowing it.

‘Aren’t you feeling bad for me?’

I thought she must have been offended by what I said yesterday, but Carly seemed to have brushed it off already. Something… It felt like I had misunderstood her feelings like an idiot.

swish

A bracelet with a pattern of red flames was placed on the white skin. And when Carly even wore the sleeves of conquest to show off to me, my gaze naturally went.

Certainly… pretty.

It’s not that the cheap bracelet I gave you was pretty, but Kali’s pure white arms and hands that were revealed as she lost her conquest. It looked so pretty.

“how? Cadet Han Chun-seong looks a little on you?”

As she smiled softly, I unconsciously nodded my head.

“Yes. Instructor Carly is beautiful… I think it looks good even though it’s a normal bracelet.”

“Really, even a cadet of Han Chun-seong… You don’t have to say that.”

Seeing her nodding her head as if she was happy with my words, my heart was even more relieved.

Even though the gift was given due to a misunderstanding, if Carly liked it as a result, I wanted something.

“Oh, and the agar star cadet.”

Then she called me, and I could now look at her with a confident smile.

“Yes. Instructor Carly.”

“Hey. That… I wonder if we’ll be okay for a little bit.”

“A little… you mean?”

While answering, it was difficult to understand what a little bit of a moment meant.

“yes. A little… It might be risky, but I, Cadet Han Chun-seong, have been expressing my feelings to me this far… I don’t want to vaguely reject that feeling.”

She gave me a look while stroking the bracelet she gave me, and the gestures and eyes were really… profound.

‘It’s dangerous…?’

Why are you saying such strange things?

Carly had strange eyes and words that could be misunderstood depending on what he heard.

Still, when I said that I would not reject my heart, that sounded good to me too.

“Not a little… I’m fine. The instructor said I expressed my feelings… but in fact, I haven’t even properly expressed my feelings yet. So I will express this heart more… more in the future.”

The amount of gratitude I expressed to her was nothing compared to the kindness she had shown me so far.

The comparison itself was laughable.

So I’m more I really thought I had to do something more to make Carly happy.

“…”

flinch.

When Carly pauses visibly, I look at Carly with a light smile.

It’s the first gift you receive from a cadet. He probably accepted my actions in many ways, but Carly didn’t feel like a scary instructor.

I saw her again because of her overwhelming presence in the first lecture, but now Carly in front of me just looked like a beautiful woman for her age.

‘Anyway, the age difference between me and me is only 5 years… .’

On the contrary, looking at him like this, I could say he was really pure, and there was no sense of reality that he was an officer who made an outstanding performance on the battlefield.

I felt that if I approached her person-to-person, I would be able to receive great help from her in the future.

“…That’s right.”

“Yes. So, by the way, Instructor. If it’s not rude, can I also know the instructor’s taste?”

“My taste… ?”

I wondered if my words sounded strange when Carly suddenly replied in a daze.

So I just added the words.

“It’s nothing else, if I knew more about the instructor in the future… I wondered if I could do more things. Oh, of course I won’t cross the line.”

If I recognized my relationship with her, I had to know what I liked in advance. Moreover, there was never anything like Kali’s preference or taste in the story, as she wasn’t even a heroine.

It would be nice to know her preference at a time like now when the atmosphere is good.

We just made eye contact like that.

“… … .”

For some reason Carly didn’t give me a clear answer.

For example, hesitating his lips or carefully touching his cheeks. Since I’m not acting like the Carly I know… I wondered if I said something strange.

“Still, a cadet of Han Chun-seong. That, I think it would be better after a little more time has passed… .”

“sorry. I guess I was too hasty…”

While answering… I was just wondering in my heart.

‘Isn’t our relationship not even that close?’

I thought I was quite connected to Carly by now, but I felt she was trying to distance herself from me.

Talking about your tastes and preferences… I don’t think it’s particularly difficult.

“yes. I felt a bit too hasty. That… I guess it’s because there are stages in getting to know each other.”

But when Carly added awkwardly, it dawned on me that maybe I was the only one who considered her friendly.

I felt that Carly treated me without hesitation, but Carly seemed to be the type to make a thorough distinction between public and private life.

“All right. Then… Thank you for taking the time to do this today. Thank you so much for accepting the presents and wearing them as they are now.”

Since I had to stop by the studio right away to talk further, I was about to leave.

It ended much better than what I had originally aimed for, so it was a very satisfying time for me.

I really wanted to go somewhere just by doing this, so I smiled and looked at her.

“Cadets of Han Chun-seong. Go already… ?”

“Yes. Do you have anything more to say?”

“Oh, no. I’m a little sorry.”

At the end, when she said a little embarrassed, I was a little surprised.

‘I’m saying things that will misunderstand a real person.’

Carly in the past was not like that, but Carly’s appearance now was very… full of feminine charm.

Strangely, the way he looks at me and even his gestures have all changed.

However, as I tried to shake off that feeling and got up, the seat seemed to be over.

“Then see you tomorrow. Thank you, Instructor Carly.”

When I said it politely, Carly nodded slowly. The car was about to turn around and leave the office.

snap.

…In an instant, the arm was seized.

“Now, wait a minute. Cadets of Han Chun-seong.”

“…Yes. Please tell me.”

Even though I was surprised by the sudden skinship, I calmly turned my head to face her.

I wonder if it came to me like this before I knew it, and I was a little shaken by the appearance of Carly looking at me from close.

‘…because it’s really pretty when you look at it like this.’

I sometimes feel it when I’m sparring, but when I look at it really close, there are times when I feel Kali’s beauty even more.

Even if she doesn’t dress up much, it’s obvious that a really pretty person is a pretty person from birth.

“That… I also said that it was okay for a little bit.”

…little?

What the hell is a little bit, I was embarrassed by the way of speaking that I couldn’t understand for a while.

The accident happened so suddenly.

Seruk.

When my arm was pulled, I was dragged so naturally.

I had no choice but to approach her defenselessly because I hadn’t even prepared for anything.

“… … .”

I couldn’t do anything… really, nothing at the special sensation that hit me in an instant.

Kali’s unique fresh scent that can be felt throughout the body.

Her hand clasps me awkwardly.

Then, as it touches my upper body and gently crushes me, I can never deny… even the softness of my chest.

Took.

But that ecstatic moment was extremely short-lived.

“…Hey, that’s it. You can go now.”

When Carly, who quickly pushed me away, spoke in a voice that was not at all like hers, the accident stopped for a moment and I had no choice but to leave in a daze.

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Even after closing the door and leaving the office… … .

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Just like that, my steps stopped.

Seruk. Leaning blankly against the door of the office. I just blinked my eyes.

“…Wait, wait.”

As I opened my mouth belatedly, I felt the heat welling up in my face.

Without realizing it, I held my face in a daze and gasped for breath.

“…”

And belatedly, I realized the meaning of Carly’s words to me.

‘little?’

that this is a little… ?

And a little… that’s what you meant?