Became an Academy Spearman chapter 200

200. Resolution

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Seruk.

He turned his head toward the window, clutching his still weak left hand.

“… … .”

The warm sunlight coming through the window and the blue sky are visible in my field of vision.

I look at reality while keeping my gaze blankly.

When I came to my senses, most of the wounds on my body had healed.

The left shoulder was heavily pierced, and the waist was marked with a large stab wound.

Because everything has been restored. The pain was only minimal and made my movement uncomfortable.

That’s why…it didn’t matter now. No, it wasn’t even something I would think about.

Whoa. Even though his breath leaked out, his heart continued to be stained with confusion.

With Anastasia’s miraculous appearance, he managed to escape the danger of death. It was said that it was not unreasonable to save my life.

And… that was the problem.

Only I was ‘saved’.

‘It’s just me… .’

“Agar Cadet?”

“…Yes. Instructor Adelia.”

I turn my head in a daze at the voice I heard and face the woman who healed me.

Eyes full of worry. Even so, my heart was heavy while facing Adelia, who had tenderness.

“Right now, I just think about taking it easy. I don’t know why such a terrible accident came to Cadet Han Chun-seong… but at times like this, I have to be more determined.”

A faint smile leaked out from that heartfelt voice.

“I am okay.”

As he said that, he looked away.

The space right next to my hospital bed.

There he saw a man who was breathing hard and asleep. He is the main character of this world, and a being who must save the world by overcoming all the crises and adversities to come.

ㅡLeonhard Lorient.

When I finally arrived.

The boy’s condition was very serious. It is said that his life is not in danger now, but… .

tight.

Even as I bite my lip, the sharp pain awakens my mind.

It didn’t matter even though the fishy blood filled his mouth from between his swollen lips.

“Cadets of Han Chun-seong. I told you not to bite your lip. Really… it will make the wound worse.”

Adelia’s voice, which seemed to be a bit cautious, seemed to weigh down my heart with guilt.

“sorry. Instructor.”

“This… was just an unfortunate accident. It’s never Cadet Han Chun-seong’s fault, and there’s no need to regret it and blame yourself. I don’t know why Cadet Han Chun-seong feels that way… I think as I say. Rather, this time, even though there were so many instructors in the academy… no one could cope with it. The fact that the two cadets are in danger… In the end, it can be said that it is the fault of the instructors. So…”

Even though Adelia’s voice carefully continued, my heart didn’t accept it that way.

…From the outside, this was an accident of force majeure that could not be dealt with.

‘But is it really possible to see it that way?’

The information that appeared only on my status window had a warning of danger, like a kind of foreknowledge.

So if I had thought a little deeper and been more careful. If only I had considered not only my safety, but also the existence of others who could have been caught up in me… .

If so, maybe I could have prevented this disaster.

Even though I know it’s a very slim possibility, I keep opening my way of thinking in that direction.

Even Leonhardt’s skin, now in my field of vision, was no longer stained black, but all recovered. But there was something more serious than that.

snap.

As soon as my hand was caught, my gaze went blankly.

“I really told you not to beat yourself up like that. Why do you keep making that face? Cadet Han Chun-seong can’t regret that much and blame himself. don’t put yourself down It just… makes you think worse.”

“… … .”

I didn’t say anything even in that voice that continued to softly admonish me.

“……”

I know Adelia is right.

In fact, the power of the two apostles who were scheduled to visit me was too strong.

Even a single apostle was so absurdly strong that if I had to face it alone, I would have faced death.

In fact, even though I had fully awakened my skills after reaching the 5th level, I couldn’t stand against him alone. There was no way Leonhardt could stand up to him.

Even as he realized how dangerous the apostles were, he felt his weakness.

‘I am weak.’

It was also really, really weak.

Even though I have acquired the absolute power of skill, I cannot overcome it alone. The time when the spearhead was caught by the last apostle. I felt my limits.

I also felt that the apostle concentrated the power of the placenta in the hand holding the spear blade.

If I had been a little stronger, I might have pierced it with force. If I could fire a bigger and more powerful spiral, if my body could hold on a little longer… … .

But all those assumptions were meaningless in the end.

The past cannot be undone no matter what you do. My eyes went to the young light of the recording carefully caressing my hand while slowly erasing my mind.

A light that infuses a sense of gentle stability.

It even healed all of Leonhardt’s wounds, and even gave them vitality.

By the way… .

“Instructor Adelia. Is Leonhard really… really hopeless?”

I asked again what I had already asked several times.

“… … .”

I spoke again, knowing that Adelia’s expression hardened. Even facing this reality, I couldn’t believe it.

“Cadets of Han Chun-seong. The traces of the Apostle I felt while treating Cadet Leonhardt… I was able to realize that it was a terribly powerful being. I was able to feel the power at the source just by intentionally erasing the power of the talent. It’s not a decent apostle, but it’s probably an absolute existence that leads a group of apostles. And now… even the fact that Cadet Leonhard survived is a miracle.”

…Adelia explained to me in more detail.

It informs me of the current situation by giving me a little more information that I did not know.

—-For Leonhardt, surviving itself is a miracle.

The hope, the optimistic words about restoring the power of the trait due to the apostle… she still didn’t say it.

Origin of Leonhardt. growth going forward. The fact that the source of the strongest power to support him has disappeared… .

She just reminded me again.

“… … okay.”

Still, I couldn’t say anything else. Because I know that everything she says to me is the truth.

The strength drains from the hand that was barely clenched.

reality is heavy

The heart is even more terribly heavy than that.

I have made up my mind and changed my mind several times about my actions. I thought that I had a new awareness of myself recently and that I had made up my mind even more.

If I gain greater strength and grow rapidly, I also believe that my strength must be used properly… .

Still, on the other hand, I didn’t know that I was relying on Leonhardt. There was a firm belief that if he was the main character of this world, he would be able to overcome the crisis as if it were natural.

But in reality, it wasn’t like that.

“Still, many beings, including me, will devise a method that can revive the characteristics of Cadet Leonhardt. So, I’m not going to say that there’s absolutely no way…”

While nodding blankly at Adelia’s voice full of determination… she inadvertently looked out the window again.

Unlike how heavy my heart was, there was still a blue sky without a single cloud outside the window.

“… … .”

And the blue sky was originally like a huge hope that symbolized Leonhardt. An expression that appears frequently in the work, such as a word symbolizing Leonhardt.

ㅡChangcheon (蒼天).

The blue sky itself meant hope, and by putting that blue sky into his sword, Leonhardt overcame all the crises to come.

In the midst of any crisis and terrible adversity that seemed insurmountable, he had a stronger will and did not lose hope.

In the works I know, ‘Leonhard’ was a very ideal protagonist.

It was like a symbol of hope, leading with his own strength and brightening up a dark world. There were also times when my heart was filled with excitement while reading a novel.

He’s the true protagonist… that’s what I thought.

However, an unfortunate accident like this happened.

The heart of the guy who shouldn’t have been broken was broken as it was, and that meant that the most powerful being who would save this world had disappeared.

In endless thoughts.

Seruk.

He slowly lowered his head from the sky outside the window at the touch of his hand.

“And maybe… if Cadet Han Chun-seong hadn’t headed there with Anastasia, something even more terrible would have happened.”

“…Is it like that?”

“Yes. Because that’s it. Cadet Han Chun-seong, don’t think of blaming yourself or blaming yourself. Because this is all our fault as instructors. There is no reason for you, a cadet, to feel so much regret and heartache. In addition, the instructors will thoroughly prepare themselves from now on. So that this never happens again… we will prepare properly.”

He nodded his head as if bewitched by Adelia’s resolute speech.

…her eyes were completely different from before. Are these the eyes of the beings preparing for the exhibition? Even though she didn’t show any power, her presence was overwhelming to me.

However, my heart was not at all relieved.

A danger that could not happen originally came to the academy like this.

Even I couldn’t understand.

‘Why… did such a great crisis come?’

Even Anastasia, who was with me, did not react to Sado’s entry into the academy from the beginning.

It was only after heading to the source of the crisis that he tore through space and found the apostle. It was paradoxical that she, one of the strongest in this world, could only find the apostle if she approached like that.

…The apostle who came to the academy had to assume that he possessed powers outside of the standard.

‘Nine apostles… .’

Even thinking about the mentioned keywords, my heart was terrified.

It was an unknown danger. Originally, the crisis should have grown as the sequence progressed, but it feels like the middle stage has completely disappeared.

“Then I’ll make some tea for you. Cadet of Hancheonseong. Don’t think of anything else or blame yourself. OK?”

The slightly determined voice slowly emptied his mind.

“…Yes. All right.”

It was funny to make Adelia worry. I’m not the hardest one, but there’s a guy who’s even tougher than me right next to me… .

I couldn’t continue to show such a strange attitude.

Seruk.

As I stood up and looked at Adelia, who was moving away, my gaze naturally moved to the side.

“… … .”

Under the disheveled blonde hair, I could see the face of the guy who was breathing lightly.

At first glance, the face looks like a peaceful sleep.

However, the face he saw the moment he regained consciousness was not forgotten in his eyes. The empty eyes that seem to have lost everything of themselves.

…Nevertheless, the face of the guy who tried to pretend to be calm.

And his screams seemed to echo in my ears, albeit faintly.

“…”

While hesitating his lips… he swallowed a sigh that was about to burst out.

The existence of the apostle who made him this way. I know that Anastasia has done it. And even that it’s nothing more than an apostle’s alter ego… .

one of the nine apostles.

That being was what made him like this.

I clasped my hands… I held on tightly to my heart.

“I… .”

I have to do it.

Erasing all self-blame and regret, eat your heart anew.

I no longer thought about the reality that happened negatively.

Even if I don’t see a way right now, if it’s him, he will definitely regain his power sooner or later.

‘Because Leonhardt will surely do it.’

He had a stronger and firmer will than anyone else in the world, and he was the one who never lost hope until the end… I had to believe in him too.

And that’s why… … .

i do what i have to do

—-A gap in the time when Leonhardt couldn’t find his strength.

In the meantime, I will face the crisis that will come instead of him… I will fill Leonhard’s void.

“I will definitely overcome it.”

He said it like a promise to himself, and made a clearer resolution than ever before.