Became an Academy Spearman chapter 218

218. How much does ‘a little’ mean?

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The outstretched white hand and the towel held up clearly showed the purpose of Carly’s approach to me.

Seruk.

So even when the towel touched my body, I didn’t resist.

‘A little’ Carly said. I also vaguely felt that it was gradually appearing between us.

Squeak, squeak.

The soft feeling of the towel gently brushing my skin as if brushing and caressing my cheek. And it was clear that her touch, felt beyond a thin piece of cloth, was dealing with something very precious.

Because I felt her affection more vividly.

So, I was just shy and didn’t accept it.

“… … .”

I looked at her face as she approached me, and I put her figure in my eyes.

My face wasn’t as red as the first time I was rude. And through sparring with me, her breath didn’t pan out or become short.

Even though I had awakened my skills, I knew very well that there was still an incomparable gap between her and me.

So, compared to my shortness of breath even now, her breath was very orderly.

But in a completely different sense… .

“… .”

Carly, who glanced at my gaze and took a careful breath, came into my eyes even more.

While carefully wiping my body, her eyes and hand gestures as she examines my appearance gradually enter.

…And when I felt the strange heat in those eyes, I came to a strange realization.

Unlike me, what can I say about her eyes that are strangely unable to stare into my eyes properly.

Even for a moment, it made me feel a strange illusion that our relationship was reversed.

‘Maybe I’m not mistaken… .’

That strange feeling made me smile a little.

“Instructor Carly.”

I opened my mouth, aware of her hand going down my neckline.

“…Ah, were you a little strong by any chance?”

At my words, he gently shook his head as he cautiously relaxed his hand in the towel.

“Nope. However, I wonder if this is the ‘a little bit’ that Instructor Carly said.”

I just asked for confirmation.

Now, from where her touch touched, strange heat spreads throughout my body.

On my face, neck, and her hand that had just landed on my collarbone, another heat was spreading through my body.

“Ah, yes. This too… yes. This is also a ‘little’.”

Even as I nodded my head at the way she answered steadily while hesitating at my words, my heart was also excited.

When Carly admitted to showering me with affection like this, I honestly couldn’t help but be happy.

But is that ‘little’ love relationship the only relationship she has to give to me?

Such a question arose.

“…Then Instructor Carly. Can I express it in reverse?”

Clearly, before I thought about our relationship, Carly first drew the line to ‘allow a little bit’ of our relationship.

Even if I liked her more than I do now, there were limits to what I could do with Carly.

“What, what do you mean?”

Watching Carly wink blankly at my words, I cautiously raised my hand.

We still understood each other’s situation as instructors and cadets. And to understand her heart, I had no intention of approaching her hastily.

But just ‘receiving’ affection didn’t suit my personality.

So I decided to show it through actions rather than words.

Seruk.

I gently put my hand on hers, which stopped on my collarbone.

“… … !”

He held her hand, which was trembling, and smiled lightly.

“You said a little, so I won’t ask for more. We shouldn’t be like that yet… I understand that it will be a close relationship like what the instructor said. But, I don’t just want to be affectionate.”

Unlike the usual hard answers, I convey my intentions to her while letting go of words.

If Carly will allow me a little. Even if it was a little bit, I also wanted to take the initiative.

I was happy just to receive her expressions of affection like now. To be honest, I felt that my feelings for her grew bigger than I thought, and I was embarrassed.

But love is inherently something you can’t just ‘receive’.

I already knew that I had to express as much as I received.

“… … .”

Her lips trembled and her eyes flinched away from my gaze, and now shaking violently, I answered simply.

‘It’s okay.’

In a love relationship, the answer to not denial is positivity, I thought.

Seruk.

He carefully caressed his stopped hand, and a smile kept leaking out.

“ah… … .”

Even as I caressed her hand, which trembled at my gestures, as if it were mine more, I was just amazed.

“You really have such delicate hands… .”

It was surprising that in Dalian just a moment ago, I felt like a wall I could never cross.

Seruk.

Slowly lowering my head, I put her hand in my eyes, and I saw a clear, soft hand like mine, free from calluses.

Rather than the sense of a wall that I felt while fighting for the first time, the feeling of a wall has become stronger now that I have achieved great growth in evolving my characteristics and awakening my skills.

As if the invisible becomes visible and comes into contact with a larger reality. Kali’s strength came to be felt today.

That her power, which fully manifested her characteristic of vibration, is overwhelming.

Encountering me with close-range weapons made me feel a huge wall, to the extent that I felt the absolute power gap.

When he throws his spear, the atmosphere shudders and twists its trajectory even before it encounters the sword. Only by exerting greater strength can you encounter the sword in the proper path and compete with each other.

…The previous couplets, how much Carly cared for me and matched the sum, her strength was on a different level to the point where I could feel it again.

It felt like I was still a long way from manifesting the skill called Suranaseonsevensik.

But now.

I was stroking her hand as if it were mine. Let’s put my hand between her fingers even more blatantly… … ,

Took.

In the end, she couldn’t even properly hold the towel she was holding.

The hand that didn’t resist even while watching the towel falling down the sky felt strangely strange.

Seruk.

He slowly raised his head and looked at Carly. My heart was satisfied even when I saw her completely red face.

The gap that she seemed so strong until a moment ago, and how she reacted so differently to my gestures, seemed so attractive to me.

“Instructor Carly.”

“…uh?”

Even the voice that answered was powerless, so I couldn’t control the laughter that leaked out.

Such a strong woman did not know what to do with my light gesture and call.

I reacted like a lovely girl to the point that even the slightest expression of affection from me overshadowed her strength.

I felt it even more, so I unknowingly put it in my mouth.

“How far is it?”

How far is the line of ‘a little bit’ that she allowed?

…As I was asking about it, before I knew it, I felt that my fearful heart was crumbling.

The fear that if I accept her heart expressed affection, my determination will be blunted.

The fears that I might not be able to move forward properly… … .

Now it felt like nothing much.

‘Maybe it wasn’t an empty fear.’

I thought about it and put it in my eyes.

The red eyes shaking wildly were so lovely. Even the slightly parted red lips could be seen trembling slightly.

Each of her candid reactions evoked a different feeling in me.

‘really… .’

Carly didn’t seem to have the slightest idea what kind of feelings those reactions aroused in me.

Seruk.

Before I knew it, I didn’t even apply much force, conscious of each other’s hands.

Through my hands that just touched, I gently pulled him towards me with strength.

Warak.

…Without any resistance, I took Kali, who was drawn to me, into my arms without hesitation.

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Warak.

Carly did not understand what had happened unconsciously.

“… … !”

When I opened my eyes wide, the incident had already happened, and it seemed as if the accident had stopped in the arms that carefully embraced me.

‘Something… .’

Compared to my careful approach with affection, Cadet Han Chun-seong’s attitude toward me was… very different from before.

It felt strangely skillful.

And it was so sudden… I didn’t know how to react.

The sudden overlapping of my hands.

A strange gaze staring at me while gently caressing my hand… .

And even the fact that he didn’t erase the strange smile on his lips… .

Besides that, other actions were as if they were looking at someone else.

He didn’t even think of anything to say at the bold appearance of asking where he allowed himself to be.

…and then.

I was in his arms before I knew it.

Slightly taller than me. It was so different even though the feeling was different when I was held in a slightly wider arms.

Squeak.

I even felt a soft hand caressing my back.

“…”

I involuntarily bit my lip, thinking that a strange sound would leak out without my knowledge.

Even the hands of Cadet Han Chun-seong were strange. I could feel the difference because the hand that caressed my back was also cautious.

In a way, to the point where I feel like I’m just holding myself with just that much strength so that my body won’t fall from the arms of Cadet Han Chun-seong… .

“… … .”

I carefully lifted my arm and wrapped it around his waist.

‘Why… so different.’

I was aware of what had happened.

That he hugged me, and it wasn’t the first time this situation happened.

Last week, since I held Cadet Han in my arms, maybe the other way around was just what happened.

But even though it was different, it was so different.

The feeling of accepting that Cadet Han Chun-seong embraced me to the extent that I wondered if it could be this different was incomparable even to that time.

“… .”

Along with the faint sound of breathing, one side of his chest continued to tickle.

At the same time as each other’s bodies touching each other, I felt a slight body odor.

Even though I felt that it was the attitude of a cadet Han Chun-seong, my heart pounded even more.

Over and over… it feels like my body is floating, and it seems like the heat is circling around my body so that I can’t continue thinking properly.

“Instructor Carly. How far is it?”

And I inadvertently acted at the voice whispering in my ear.

Wow!

By strengthening my hand around Cadet Han Chun-seong’s waist and hugging him… .

That’s very different from what I thought about that word.

It was a pure bodily reaction.