219. Fond time
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Warak.
Feeling the strength in Kali’s hand around her waist, her nature instantly panicked.
‘no?’
Even when he held her in his arms, it was a delicate feeling, overflowing with affection.
—-How far can I go?
To be honest, Kali was so defenseless that I felt like there was nothing I couldn’t do if I set my mind to it.
We’re in a space where we’re alone now, and I know she has affection for me.
And I feel affection for her too.
Then, in fact… When a strange atmosphere like now is in place, there is not even a ‘line’ because each other does not brake.
So I asked anyway.
How much Carly has a crush on me.
To know more clearly how far she will accept my actions… .
But instead of answering my whispers, she held me tighter now.
“… .”
The sound of her slightly excited breathing tickled my ears.
Even though I could feel the soft texture of her skin touching my body and pressing it down beyond the light fabric… I felt like my mind was floating.
“… … .”
Even as she blinked blankly, the hand that had been stroking her back had stopped before she knew it.
The warmth of Carly exhaling excitedly while hugging my waist made me hesitate.
‘You won’t reject me.’
Suddenly, a unique feeling came.
My heart shook as I felt the extent of Carly’s affection for me, just her actions.
‘You’re acting like this to me right now… .’
Carly, who had told me from the beginning that she would allow a little bit, was now doing the exact opposite of what she said.
Even holding her in his arms, he knew Carly would show some resistance.
Or, I thought that he would push me away carefully, even though he was shy in my arms, that he would quickly get away from me… … .
However, Carly’s reaction exceeded all of that.
Holding me even stronger… Now she doesn’t want to separate herself from my arms.
It felt completely different from the hug she gave me last week.
gulp.
Even as I inadvertently swallowed my saliva, it felt as if my heart fluttered wildly at the moment when her skin gently rubbed against my body.
‘It’s really dangerous.’
I felt like I was coming back to my senses even as I was aware of the hot heat that was building up in my body.
Now I felt like I was at the crossroads of a big choice.
At the crossroads that can cross the line that shouldn’t be crossed.
“Instructor Carly.”
Carefully calling out to her, I slowly brought my hand around her waist to her shoulder.
As I gently pushed her away, I saw Carly slipping away from my arms at the touch of my hand while hesitating.
“Ah, yes… … .”
Even as I met the two red eyes filled with hot heat… my breath was choking.
Seruk.
I stopped at the sight of her hand caressing my cheek.
The hot heat spreading from that touch seemed to set another fire in my body.
“… … .”
It felt like my heart was shaken by her passionate gaze on my lips.
Each and every action of hers was a sign of affection. Unlike before, when I calmed down by misunderstanding or guessing alone, the gestures and eyes she showed me were clearly meaningful signals.
Ironically, that made me more aware.
Our relationship isn’t going to be ruined because I can’t control my emotions like I feared.
I was making a very big mistake.
“…”
I felt my heart sympathize little by little with her touch and gaze as she blatantly caressed my cheek.
That I hadn’t properly thought of the size of her heart for me. I understood it perfectly because I had a similar mindset in the past.
The love I felt for the first time.
It felt so special to me. I thought it was okay to risk my whole life, and I valued the relationship with my loved one much more than my future.
…It was a love like fire that burns even now when I think about it.
I could feel that color in Carly’s gaze, which was looking at me hotly.
If I get closer to her
‘Cali is definitely… .’
I will not choose fire or water.
She will probably shine her heart on me with all her might, and even cross the line of ‘a little’ that she has set for herself.
Even our relationship as an instructor and a cadet would be easily forgotten, and I also imagined for a moment that the precarious relationship she said would not be maintained, but would become a relationship that would overcome it at once.
So, it’s not that I can’t go the right way because I fell in love with the girl I feared… .
I was strangely certain that Carly would even try to ensnare me.
Because that’s what I did in the past.
“…Cadet Han Chun-seong.”
I was able to regain my reason, unlike my body that spreads with heat at the voice that seemed to drip with love.
So I met her gaze and acted first.
I took her hand caressing my cheek and slowly lowered it… I approached her as it was.
side.
He gently kissed her cheek, not his lips, and separated his face.
“… !”
My heart was filled with affection as I watched Carly, who was very shy even with a light kiss.
And she seemed even more lovable to me.
Compared to before I arrived at the training room, I felt that my emotions had grown rapidly… .
But that’s why I had to put the brakes on our relationship first.
Our relationship has yet to cross the line. It shouldn’t have been.
Even though I made up my mind, I felt deep regret.
‘if… .’
If I could have lived my life without any worries, I would have made her my own now.
But still, she and I longed for each other, so I didn’t have the confidence to handle it.
When she puts everything aside and puts me first, I’m not sure if I can fix her… .
“Instructor Carly. How far is a little bit… aren’t you telling me properly?”
“little…? Oh, that’s…”
Carly paused and blinked. I smiled and gently raised my hand to caress her cheek.
I didn’t want to hug her anymore, I just caressed the cheek of the girl I kissed.
flinch.
Whenever I touched her, Carly avoided my gaze with a flushed face, and a feeling of unparalleled satisfaction filled her heart.
‘This is the first time.’
With such an innocent reaction, I naturally felt that it was her first time.
It was the first time that she had such affection and made love to her. Even the traces I left on her a little while ago must be felt greatly.
That’s why Carly felt more lovable to me.
“If I don’t say really little… I can’t even get a feel for how far I should go.”
Even though I’ve made up my mind, I end up making remarks that give room for nothing.
“That, that’s… A cadet of Hancheonseong. So that’s it, I won’t allow any more than this, okay?”
Carly, who responded in bewilderment at my words, finally drew a little line, but I felt that only laughter leaked out.
Squeak.
‘Even now, while not rejecting my hand that caresses my cheek.’
Even so, the way she said that she drew the line of ‘a little bit’ just looked cute.
Even if I tried to hold her in my arms again, I would accept it… .
But I tried hard to suppress it.
I felt like I would cross the line if I held her in my arms again.
“I will act according to what the instructor said. It’s really unfortunate… but Instructor Carly said so.”
“Ah, uh… Agar Cadet… that’s… uh, but…”
When I accepted it as if I agreed, laughter kept leaking out at Carly’s embarrassed appearance.
Seruk.
By slowly removing my hand from her cheek, I erased even the slightest regret.
I had to cut it off here.
Even if we could develop our relationship little by little in the future, we couldn’t cross the line now.
“… … .”
I was convinced as I watched the eyes full of heat watching my hands fall away.
Callie, more than I was in the past, is someone who will give her all to love, and if you try to get a little closer to her, she will cross the line herself.
And when that moment comes… I won’t be able to refuse her either.
Unlike now that I’m giving her this space… .
On the contrary, I was even more afraid that I would be able to reject her when she showed me great affection.
she is now
It was because it was so lovable just with those kind eyes.
***
clap.
Kali blinked blankly at the sight of nature disappearing after closing the door.
“… … .”
He licked his lips, but no words escaped.
The time I spent with the Cadet Han Chun-seong a little while ago.
It was a short time, but it felt very long, and it colored his heart with a great aftertaste.
pounding.
pounding… !
My beating heart didn’t seem to calm down, and I was raising my hand without even realizing it.
Seruk.
Even as he stroked the cheek that Cadet Han Chun-seong’s lips had touched, a breath full of heat leaked out.
“Sigh… .”
dump.
He sat down weakly on the nearby ground, but his whole body was not strong.
Like an idiot, I just looked back a little while ago. My heart was filled with joy even though the accident stopped dripping just by thinking about the time we had together.
I was so happy that I wondered if I could do this.
“…really.”
I couldn’t deny anything now.
Loving someone is such a big thing.
“…”
I couldn’t straighten my expression even though I felt a loose expression that wasn’t like me. I didn’t even feel like it.
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Just when I was held in the arms of Cadet Han Chun-seong, and when I received various affections from him.
Every time I thought of the moment I was with him, my heart melted away.
Seruk.
Even though I was caressing my cheek blankly, I was happy, but on the other hand, I was filled with deep regret.
“Did I catch the bit too easily… .”
I accidentally said a little bit and drew a line.
When I remembered the image of Cadet Han Chun-seong trying to keep my word while expressing regret, I felt regret without knowing it.
I couldn’t erase the regret that I could have allowed a little more.
swish
Then he stopped shaking his head.
“Stop… let’s calm down.”
When I recalled how far I would have allowed it at the moment, I was not confident again.
“Because there is still plenty of time.”
He muttered and nodded his head. It was exactly what I said.
Cadet Han Chun-seong and I were just the beginning.
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