Became an Academy Spearman chapter 234

234. Confirmed Affection

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good.

Even as she put down the teacup, her nature was a little bewildered.

At the tea table on the other side of the training room, I am spending time with Carly without realizing it.

The situation itself, where the two of them are drinking tea like this, is unfamiliar, but… more than that, Chun-seong’s heart was greatly shaken.

“… … .”

On the other side, I caught my eye on Carly, who was full of composure.

Even now, she didn’t seem to have the slightest worry or hesitation.

Even though he accepted my words, he didn’t seem to have even the slightest delusion. Since I kept looking at her after entering the training room, the composure she had touched me even more.

‘I didn’t expect it to be accepted so easily.’

I came to think that it was dangerous to have to face a crisis alone in the future, and that made me think of a helper who would help me.

It gives me strength, and I need someone I can rely on when things like yesterday come up. And the being I considered worthy of an assistant was not a cadet like me.

A woman who was already known within the empire as being among the strongest, and who expressed her feelings to me.

The most ideal helper in my opinion is Kali Ishtar. It was her.

But when she accepted my words more openly than I expected, I came up with something a little deeper than that.

good.

Carly, who gently put down the teacup, looked at me curiously.

“How the presence of the apostle feels… It’s hard for even Cadet Han Chun-seong to understand. In other words, that’s why you ask me to help you unconditionally, right?”

“…yes. You can say that. I didn’t have the confidence to explain to others why even I couldn’t understand. There are also stories that are hard to believe… I would rather have the instructor not ask me why.”

And I felt right yesterday.

—-I could feel the presence of the apostle.

And the fact that I could feel the apostle that even the instructor, who had far stronger power than me, could not detect.

It was the same the last time he was with Anastasia, and feeling the apostle’s presence yesterday was also not like a moment of luck.

‘There is something about me that even I don’t know.’

I couldn’t definitively define what that was. It’s a vague sense to simply express it as intuition, but I felt it clearly.

“Even if I said that, I would have fully accepted Cadet Han Chun-seong’s words. Thanks for saying that even now. And I should try to avoid getting involved in various accidents in the past as much as possible, but Cadet Han Chun-seong. At least, there shouldn’t be anything like yesterday where you go to see the apostle yourself. I want you to promise me this much. If you feel the presence of an apostle, come to me right away.”

“Yes… I will.”

“And you don’t have to speak in a very demanding tone. I just do what I have to do.”

Carly still accepted my words with ease.

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No questions, no disagreements. He was expressing his feelings as if he believed in what I was saying.

Seruk.

Even as I touched the warm teacup, my heart tickled again.

‘This was Carly…’

I felt a bit like an idiot for having struggled and tried to overcome it all by myself.

There was no need to go through such hardships and overcome the crisis alone.

Just like Anastasia, who willingly said she would listen to me last time, you can ask Carly for help… .

“… … .”

Seeing Carly staring at me even now, I felt that maybe she would have accepted my words from the beginning.

Even if she doesn’t have affection for me, Carly is an upright and honest person who helped me, saying that it was the right thing to do.

“But there you are. I will listen to what Cadet Han Chun-seong says, but… .”

“yes.”

“Can I ask the cadet Han Chun-seong?”

“If you want anything from me, you can ask for it.”

“I thought you would answer that. In fact, it’s not that great. Looking at the character of Cadet Han Chun-seong, I feel like if I accept it, I’ll be able to bear the burden of my heart alone.”

“Did I… look like that?”

While talking, he inadvertently stroked my face.

I didn’t think I was the type to show my heart that way, but Carly was speaking as if she could see right through my personality.

“Cadet Han Chun-seong, you know my heart now, right? And because I know how Cadet Han Chun-seong feels. I felt it naturally from the way he asked for it with difficulty. Cadet Han Chun-seong would surely find it burdensome to just accept.”

Carly, who spoke calmly to me, smiled softly.

Even as I awkwardly nodded, my heart felt much lighter.

Even if Carly asked me, it couldn’t have been a difficult request. Rather, I felt a great deal of kindness just by saying that, and I felt grateful.

“So by the way. I’ll ask for it right now.”

“Yes. Feel free to speak.”

“When you and I are together, don’t say such harsh words. That is my first request from Cadet Han Chun-seong.”

I blinked my eyes for a moment at the words that followed.

‘Hard words.’

The difference between when I showed affection to her and what I am now is the attitude I take on purpose to be polite to her.

I didn’t intend to treat her lightly just because I knew her heart.

“If it’s a hard word… .”

“I’m not asking you to speak ill of me. But you don’t have to treat me with such high regard… Now we all know each other, right? How do you feel about spending time with each other? .”

When Carly, who glanced away from me, carefully expressed her feelings, a smile leaked out.

Although he seems to be able to afford it, he hesitates and hesitates when entering into a love relationship. Even though it seemed lovely to me… I nodded lightly.

“I will do that. Will this be enough?”

He answered in a slightly softer voice, while clearing up his tone.

“huh. That’s enough… I think it’ll be fine.”

Seeing her reply as if she liked my voice, I thought again… our relationship was strange.

Both she and I have feelings for each other now. And we know each other

However, if we were to say that they were lovers, it wasn’t a relationship that would reveal it externally.

In addition, Carly is asking me to keep the line by saying ‘a little’. And I also had a lot of thoughts to keep that line.

Before expressing greater affection for each other… It was a very strange relationship as if each other put restrictions on their actions.

Thinking, I gently reached out my hand on the table.

Seruk.

I grabbed Carly’s hand on the table as I felt Carly’s eyes momentarily look at my hand.

“…why?”

Carly, who asked me while holding my hand, really didn’t resist at all.

Making eye contact with her, I ate my heart lightly.

“I think I can stop talking about heavy things now.”

He responded softly and touched her hand.

…Sureuk, sureuk.

I was a little embarrassed about my hand tying the back of her hand, but I wanted to express my affection to her.

“Oh, I see.”

“Because I will keep the line of a little bit. You don’t have to be so nervous.”

“Someone said he was nervous… Ha, Cadet Han Chun-seong seems to say strange things sometimes.”

Seeing Carly react awkwardly to my gestures, I felt a huge difference.

If only a little while ago, he seemed more trustworthy than anyone else and someone I could rely on.

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Now, there was a woman who hesitated and reacted clumsily to a single touch of mine.

Just the difference… it looked lovely.

‘Is this Kali’s charm?’

Beyond the beauty of her appearance, Kali’s reaction to me seemed to color my heart little by little with affection.

The time when he expressed affection by stroking the back of Carly’s hand.

snap.

took her hand As I made eye contact with her, Carly smiled awkwardly.

“It’s a bit ticklish… .”

When she even stopped talking, a laugh leaked out.

“is it so?”

Then, gently moving the hand held by her, he put on the pod as it was.

When Carly accepted it as it was, we felt the warmth of each other’s hands.

Seruk.

And when she softly took hold of my hand, my heart tickled again.

Maybe that’s why, I thought impulsively.

“I will try to graduate from the academy as soon as possible.”

Took. I threw out a word as it came to mind.

“…huh?”

“Because we can’t keep this relationship going forever.”

Why she puts the line a little.

And why I can’t cross that line and reach out to Carly.

That was our position.

Although the age difference is really minor. I couldn’t ignore the immediate surroundings or even the gaze.

In this world, I am a commoner, Kali is the eldest daughter of an aristocratic family, and even the family is the Ishtar family.

In addition, she has a high reputation as an axis of the empire, and is such an amazing woman that she was even given the nickname of ‘bloody dawn’ by the imperial family.

“…a relationship like this.”

When she blankly muttered my words and met my eyes, I nodded slowly.

“Because I also want to become a man suitable for Instructor Carly.”

It was a really impulsive idea, but originally, I had no intention of graduating from the academy quickly.

What should I do at the academy? Because I thought I had to move on.

But now there was a clear reason for that.

There was no longer any fear of being on the front line, and I needed to greatly increase my position.

Right now, there is a person in front of me who likes me so much, and I wanted to be a person who suits her.

‘Don’t be ashamed of Carly… .’

And so that I can confidently approach her.

“… … .”

I could clearly see Carly’s eyes shaking wide.

Then, when she shook her head slightly, I inadvertently wondered why she would react that way.

′′ don’t be too hard… you don’t have to. I think that the current cadet Han Chun-seong is… well suited to me.”

Then, when Carly answered carefully, I stopped laughing.

“Then I won’t keep you waiting too long.”

Even while giving the answer, I hardened my heart.