Became an Academy Spearman chapter 241

241. About Harem & Adelia

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that buck

While walking along the broad avenue of the academy, the atmosphere was calmer than usual.

“…”

Renewing my mindset completely meant a lot to me.

I had to change almost everything, starting with my values. And you have to change everything so that you can do what you need to do without falling into agony like now.

That’s why I had to set the standard right from now on.

It’s not that I’m hesitant about my attitude while making relationships with many people… .

‘I have to set my mindset right from the start.’

that buck

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Now that I am moving while thinking of other purposes on Sunday, when I should be resting comfortably, I inadvertently came up with a guy.

“What the hell… what did he do?”

I just got really weird.

Originally the main character of this world, Leonhard, who is currently spending time in the infirmary.

The biggest reason why I can make the decision I choose now is that Leonhard walked that path in the play.

Like most of the main characters in ‘harem novels’. Even though he made several women his lovers, he did not have much mental anguish.

Unlike my head pounding like this, the guy who appeared in the story often passed the time quickly to get over the crisis that came.

…that made me feel so different.

“When I think about it, it feels like he took it for granted.”

While accepting many women as lovers, Leonhardt took them for granted. It was as if he accepted them as if he had to embrace them.

But now that I think I have to go the same way, it was difficult even for me to accept my thoughts right now.

‘Love is… .’

Can it be done in a one-to-many relationship?

I’ve never actually experienced such a relationship, but I thought of it as something fantasy even while watching harem novels in the first place.

That was natural. The universal values of the reality I lived in were natural, and I thought that love was usually in that form.

‘I’m sure there are countries that allow polygamy even in modern times.’

It was a story that only applies to a small number of countries, so it had nothing to do with me.

And if you look at it that way, I felt anew that this world is a completely different world compared to the countries that correspond to only a small part of it.

There is an imperial authority called an empire.

There are nobility classes, and there are alien powers called characteristics.

In addition, there are monsters and apostles, which are obvious threats.

There are many other things, and even the various forms that appear in society are different because of that.

It was like saying that something that was never allowed in the original world was allowed.

‘It’s a harem… … .’

And what I was thinking of now was Harem.

The percentage of male and female cadets at other academies other than the central one that currently exists within the Empire itself is not very different. However, the gender imbalance on the front lines was clear.

It was a fundamental difference in support rates.

So, in general, the ratio of men standing on the frontlines was much higher, and they were living under the threat of monsters and apostles.

As a result, the proportion of men who died in the war, of course, had to rise.

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Not a lot of women.

The reality is that the number of men is declining.

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Naturally, there was an imbalance in the s*x ratio.

There was a widespread lack of men in this world, and a harem wasn’t really that special. It is because he takes many women as his lover and as his wife, as if it were natural for him to be a highly talented and valuable being.

And besides that, power, class differences, and those with power even have ‘responsibility’ that fits them.

Took.

Even as I stopped walking, my mind changed a little more according to various thoughts.

Thinking about it like that, something… I wondered if I was making a big mistake.

“It’s so very different… … .”

It’s a setting that came out throughout the work, but I didn’t think that much about it.

When I read harem novels, I don’t take into account all the worldviews, values, and social aspects of having multiple heroines.

But now, living in this world and facing a realistic situation.

It’s only now… I felt like things I didn’t consider big came to me intact.

With modern values, I judged the world as myself.

So, I subconsciously thought that there was no way I could do something like a harem, and even if I fell in love with someone, I thought, of course, that I would share love with only one woman.

But in this world, my values were not taken for granted.

…even now I see several cadets passing by.

“I think the cafe will be crowded… .”

“Then, how about spending time in that lounge where there are animals?”

“huh. Then that wouldn’t be too bad.”

Between the cadets passing by, talking in groups of three or five, even the cadet uniforms they were wearing were different. They wear cadet uniforms for each class from A to D, and receive differential living expenses accordingly.

Originally, even that could not happen in real life.

While treating people, they openly express complete discrimination, and even show it to the cadets within an academy.

Even these small details are completely different from modern times… .

“…”

Perhaps I, who tried to live in this world with modern values… .

‘Maybe I was strange.’

At some point, I had thoughts like that. Jeebeok, as I resumed my steps, my mind was strange.

I denied my previous values and thought that I had to change my attitude in the future, and that was considered very difficult.

But now I really didn’t have a choice about it.

ㅡIt should be done.

I had to accept that and change my mind.

‘…if this is right.’

Even so, I can’t help but feel negative thoughts.

Even if I can’t help it, the values of whether my actions are really just and reasonable and whether I can do that hold me back.

Any woman I can think of right now.

Callie, Glesia or… Adelia.

There were three women I could be completely ‘sure of’ that they had a heart for me. Even if I didn’t know what I did to them implicitly, I was aware of my situation.

“… … .”

If I told them that I would have a relationship with another woman, would they really accept it?

‘I’m not very confident.’

In fact, he wasn’t even handsome enough to say that right in front of him. I feel like I’m going to be hated by all of them.

Rather, I am afraid that they will despise and loathe me.

And the easiest way to think about whether or not to accept the words to be passed on to the other person was ‘reverse knowledge’.

If you think about what I’m going to say from their point of view… … .

“…crazy.”

At the same time as I thought briefly, I shook my head without realizing it.

Extremely negative emotions rose at once.

If Carly suddenly tells me that I have another man, I will deny her at once.

I can’t accept a relationship like that.

If she loved me, she had to love only me. And, of course, I would ask her to do so, and I would like her to do so.

…therefore.

From now on, I couldn’t fully establish my thoughts.

I made a decision after thinking about the harem. Although you have to build a relationship like that. It’s because it’s hard for me to fully accept my thoughts like that.

that buck

…I was disturbed even as I walked.

‘No matter how different the world we live in, each other’s values are different… even the environment we live in is different… .’

Can I really think of a harem?

Is my decision right now… .

Took.

I stopped walking in a daze and saw the infirmary, which was familiar to me now. That is the infirmary where Adelia and Leonhard are staying.

“Whoa… … .”

Even though he exhaled lightly, his mind calmed down.

Leonhard and Adelia should be in this. And I promised to see Adelia regularly, and now I have arrived at the infirmary to fulfill it.

…already my heart felt different.

Originally, after accepting Kali’s heart and contacting her, I secretly thought of carefully rejecting Adelia.

I know how she feels, but I can’t accept it, but now the situation has completely changed.

gulp.

While swallowing saliva, he carefully knocked on the door. I don’t know if I’m really okay with it, but I had to bump into it.

…Because I have to face reality and establish my attitude.

smart.

“It is agar. Are you inside Instructor Adelia?”

***

There were times when I felt it with my body even if I didn’t intend it.

Even when I’m with someone, I feel different,

think differently,

Even what they accept is different.

Adelia subconsciously realized that everything was different.

Glance.

“… … .”

His eyes focused on the seat where the cadet Leonhardt had been, which seemed to be empty now.

I tried to encourage the cadet’s mind by staying with him in the infirmary for the past week. And the time we spent together like that… As an instructor, I know that shouldn’t be the case, but honestly, it felt so different.

I’ve never treated a cadet in the infirmary for a long time. Maybe it was after spending time with Cadet Han Chun-seong, but I felt it more.

Clearly, Cadet Leonhardt was also objectively very handsome, and he was an excellent student in many ways, such as his personality.

Even though he lost his characteristics due to a disturbing accident, he was a person who could be evaluated as great regardless of each other’s position just because he did not lose his will.

Even so, he was unaware that he was an instructor and a cadet without wavering.

good.

But when I faced Cadet Han Chun-seong, who was setting the teacup down in front of me, I realized that I reacted differently than I did when dealing with him.

“…I heard from Instructor Carly.”

Even as I spoke, I felt it even louder.

“The words you heard from Instructor Carly… .”

“About the words that cadet Han Chun-seong faced the apostle on Friday.”

“ah… .”

Looking at the hesitant Cadet Han Chun-seong, his eyes naturally narrowed.

I was very worried after hearing about it from Carly yesterday, but now, when I saw it with my own eyes, Cadet Han Chun-seong definitely seemed to have no problems.

It was fortunate, but it also made me feel a bit sad.

“Why didn’t you come to see me?”

Even though I said it a little strongly… I felt my heart shake greatly.

‘I really… … .’

He was now more aware that he felt Cadet Han Chun-seong as a man.