Became an Academy Spearman chapter 240

240. *The way forward [Currently mana awakening in progress]

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The day passed and Sunday dawned.

While staring blankly at the sunlight that lit up the interior of the dormitory, Cheon was extremely tired.

“…”

Obviously, I stayed up all night from Friday to Saturday, and I managed to fall asleep yesterday, but even then I couldn’t get a good night’s sleep.

As I loosened up my stiff body a bit, I even felt as if my bones were rotting when I raised my upper body.

“This is why you have to be mentally comfortable.”

A feeble sigh leaked out as they all spat out words like old people. When I checked the time, it was already 9:00 in the morning.

“About 5 hours…slept.”

I was lost in agony until 4:00 in the morning, so I could say I barely slept for 5 hours. And even though I was so tired, I didn’t really want to sleep anymore.

He shook his head while blankly touching his face.

“…because I’ve already decided on the answer.”

More than anything else, it was important to decide on the answer.

I now know Carly’s affection for me.

And Glesia’s attitude, which could have been thought to have affection for me, along with Adelia’s feelings vaguely came to mind, and they all bothered me.

…It was definitely a good thing to be loved by someone.

However, if it was given out of context, it felt like it was excessive, so the thought wrapped around me fiercely.

It was like a contradiction.

What attitude can I take in the meantime? Even if I tried to think easily, reality didn’t let me do that.

“…”

When I thought so, a smile naturally lingered on my lips.

Seruk!

Even though he brushed his messy hair once, it was very different in a way.

And even those thoughts were now fading.

I found an answer in an unexpected place. It was a little funny now that I had been so troubled and engulfed in anguish.

“It’s futile.”

…There was a ‘keyword’ that came to mind even while spitting out self-help monologues.

That’s the key word for this world.

And it was also something certain given only to me.

Checking the status window belatedly now, to the point where it felt really futile.

Because the status window gave me a clear answer.

How should I live in this world

status window. So, this ‘world’ was no different from giving me the answer.

“… … status window.”

As I recalled it, I spoke calmly, and a familiar hologram soon took over my field of view.

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Name: Han Cheonseong

Gender: Male (20)

Title: One who advances.

Height · Weight: 179 cm 70 kg

Current Continent Influence: 2719

*[The information in the status window is displayed with additional information!]

*The way forward [Currently mana awakening in progress]

ㅡExpand the detailed conditions.

* Abilities.

[Strength 30]

[Agility 43]

[HP 40]

[mana 26]

[Lucky 5]

*Possessed Attribute [1]

[Spike Lv.5 growth rate – 9%]

(Attribute level 6 reached keyword: 36% of indomitable fighting spirit has been met.)

*Skill [1]

[Surana Line 7 Sik(修羅螺LINE七式) lv.1 growth rate – 5%]

-Type 1. Surana spearhead proficiency – 7%.

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The status window that I checked after a long time changed a lot more than I thought.

Light change theory There were changes such as physical height and weight, and besides that, the continental influence also rose significantly. Even his stats rose all over the place, and the growth of his attributes and skills was noticeable because he had gone through a big crisis yesterday.

However, among the changed numbers, the thing that caught my eye the most was not those things, but the ‘way forward’.

The most special thing that only appeared in my status window.

And the purpose was not ‘execution of the first apostle’, but ‘mana awakening’ was presented as a new purpose.

“Mana Awakening… .”

I checked it dozens or hundreds of times over the past night, and even now, when I look at it again, my heart trembles strangely.

The detailed conditions were telling me more clearly what actions I had to take.

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*[Mana Awakening]

You were able to be recognized for your worth by the Mage Master of the Empire’s central Mage Tower, Arya Suppelent.

—-Thereby, a way to [Mana Awakening] is presented.

Open Information 1: Physical mana incompatibility can be changed with mana awakening.

-Special information is open!

[By gaining the affection of Arya Spellent, you can resolve her ‘fundamental distrust’ of humans.]

Unlocked Information 2: Unlocked by achieving Unlocked Information 1!

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The status window I checked later.

The way to go was now teaching me the direction to move in more detail than before.

“Get Arya’s affection… … .”

Saying it as it is, I, who had been so worried about Glesia and Carly yesterday, was now in vain.

And that empty mind was really… I couldn’t explain it.

If it was a big worry that made me feel that the weight of the work I was worried about was about 100, I felt like I was suddenly given a difficult task with an absurd weight of 1000 in front of me.

So, my worries up until now were futile.

Even as I subconsciously frowned, my heart was confused.

“I’m not playing with my heart… really f*cking…”

I hated myself trying to understand the meaning of the comment written on the status window while spitting out curse words.

A comment to get Arya’s affection.

If you thought really well, and thought sanely, you could have accepted the appendix that followed it as an explanation.

—-Resolving Arya’s distrust of humans.

If that was possible, perhaps Ariya’s love could have a different meaning.

But I was realizing that it was a denial of reality.

That’s not what it meant… .

“……”

While exhaling lightly, I put the words in the air into my eyes again.

[…] … It can resolve her ‘fundamental distrust’ of humans.]

The explanation of the fundamental distrust as the reason why I need to win Arya’s affection felt so terrifying.

“What if I don’t go ahead with this?”

It felt like I was facing a chronic disease even though I was muttering in a daze.

Compared to the people of this world, I definitely have a big difference in mana. It was the fact that, as I heard directly from Arya the other day, my body really had no talent for mana.

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No, I could say that I was ‘lack’ compared to others before my talent.

‘That’s because I’m not originally from this world.’

From the beginning, it was that I couldn’t be the same as ordinary people who were born in this world and had an affinity for mana.

Magical power was the only ability that could not be raised by anything other than evolution of characteristics. innate talent. If you express it in terms of ability, the most obvious ability is magic.

“… … .”

So I figured it out after a little thought.

The ‘answer’ is fixed for me.

The path of my growth suggested by the way forward, the direction I should aim for was clear.

And it’s like pointing me to a shortcut. It’s a path that someone can’t realize even if they think about it for the rest of their lives, and it was also a part that I didn’t think of.

The status window only tells me that.

That’s the way I can grow the most right now, and if I change my constitution through mana awakening, there will be an advantage that can greatly relieve my growth.

“…”

however. I didn’t like that in the slightest.

The way forward that has been given to me so far.

I have practiced without any delusion or doubt while looking at the future that predicted my death or the status window that informed me of what I had to do.

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No, on the contrary, I tried to do it with all my might, to the extent that I felt I had to do it.

However, it seemed that the road ahead this time was driving me even more severely than that.

“…Even when I think of Carly and Glesia, I’m in a state of confusion.”

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Now the status window that tells me the answer is that I need to win the heart of another woman… .

How should I accept it?

The ground calmed down as he sighed.

I knew the answer, but there was no way I could do anything about this heart that didn’t want to choose that answer.

As I ran through my head, where I felt a throbbing headache, my heart suddenly felt empty.

Even when empty laughter leaks out… I want to turn away from the answer.

“…”

But even that wasn’t that simple.

If I turned away from this answer, it wasn’t just that I would give up the mana awakening I could get.

The chronic problem with my mana reminded me of one of the concepts of the spiral, the concept of circulation, and I thought it was not something that could not be replaced at all.

‘The problem is that the way forward is blocked, so I won’t suggest the next way.’

That was the problem.

The crises I’ve overcome so far.

The fact that the alter egos of the nine apostles came to the academy was literally like a death sentence to me.

Even the name of the way forward was ‘escape from death’.

If I hadn’t asked for help from Anastasia at that time, I would have died without even knowing the reason for the apostle.

And then, I was convinced that the way to go, ‘the execution of the first apostle’, was to face the apostle instead of Leonhardt.

It wasn’t an unclear future, but it was like a clear direction that I had to take instead.

Even though the two paths were different, it was definitely the information I needed.

Literally, it was the way I would go and suggested the way I could live.

“I have no choice but to…”

It’s not that I turn away and don’t get it, but I must do it if I want to exist in this world in order to live.

So, the answer was fixed.

The answer was simple, considering why only me was given the path to go that was only given to me.

If I don’t have it, I can’t even resist the fate that will come to me in the future.

And now that I’ve decided to do it… … .

I had to eat my heart completely differently.

“…”

I couldn’t fully hold Kaliman in my heart, and my decision to reveal the truth to Glesia was all in vain due to my strange feelings about Glesia.

‘If the way forward would lead me to such an inevitable path in the future… … .’

While blankly covering my face,

My feelings were like dying.