Became an Academy Spearman chapter 239

239. two confused hearts

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Glesia returns to her dormitory. She leaned against the door and covered her face.

Between the two white hands, a slightly reddened face and trembling blue eyes were raging with confusion.

“I did it.”

Took.

Even as he spoke, his hair was still white.

I really… committed and threw it away.

An act called kissing or kissing.

Squeak, squeak.

Even as he blankly stroked his face as if washing his face dry, there was no sign of the heat that had risen.

Even so, I couldn’t forget Han Chun-seong’s eyes wide open, and the first reaction he had when he blankly looked at me.

at the same time… … .

“…”

I gently touch my lips and keep recalling the feeling of that moment.

In terms of time, it was only a few seconds. However, there was a special feeling that I felt for the first time in my life when my lips met.

pounding, pounding.

Even now, my heart was beating abnormally fast, and every action I made felt unnatural due to the heat that filled my entire body.

“ha… … .”

I took a deep breath and rubbed my lips for no reason. No matter how much I rubbed my softly pressed lips, it seemed like it couldn’t be erased.

‘Han Chun-seong’s lips… … .’

that it was clearly different from me.

Malkan… .

It hit my lips, and the heat still remained on my lips as they were crushed.

Even holding hands with Han Chun-seong or hugging each other until now… I couldn’t even compare it.

Still, I tried hard to shake off that feeling.

…it seemed like something was going to go wrong.

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No, I already felt strange.

“I…why did I do that?”

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Now, while spouting out meaningless words, I collapsed into my seat.

…Even though the strength of the whole body was drained, only a thin breath leaked out. I wasn’t kissed by Han Chun-seong.

Because I kissed Han Chun-seong.

Yeah, I did it… but it felt like I wasn’t. The feeling of being possessed by something.

In the mood of the moment, he couldn’t act as usual in response to Han Chun-seong’s strange appearance.

Did he even go out of his mind?

Or have I been swept away by the atmosphere?

Squeak!

I shook my head and tousled my hair roughly. It was spilled water.

Even as I frowned… my soggy heart filled up.

“Han Chun-seong and I are friends. Then… I shouldn’t have done that… .”

As I mumbled stupid things, I felt like I couldn’t figure out what was what.

How did the conversation flow like that, and why did I do such an outrageous thing? Even I don’t know myself anymore.

What is clear is that at that moment I… .

“…”

My heart was in a hurry.

The fear that my relationship with Han Chun-seong might create a sense of distance. And I felt that Han Chun-seong was showing a strange attitude to me, and a sense of crisis seemed to overtake me.

And the thought grew stronger and took full possession of my mind.

So, crucially… it made me do something nonsensical.

‘A kiss… .’

Besides, at that time, I thought it was strange that Han Chun-sung wanted me to do that.

…So that’s what I did.

Because Han Chun-seong wants that from me. And I wondered if I should do that too, and by the time I thought about it, I had already acted.

“What… … .”

I didn’t have the strength to speak.

what should i do in the future

Afterwards, how should I face Han Chun-seong, talk, and spend time like before?

I don’t even know that anymore.

I must have done it… I feel like I just acted without thinking about what to do next.

It’s the first time I’ve ever had anything like this, so I didn’t know what to do.

…Swept away by emotion, I acted on my own.

“We’re close friends… I thought so.”

The relationship between us that has to be… .

My actions made me feel completely strange.

“… … .”

I couldn’t do anything even though the disheveled blue hair cluttered my vision.

Just staring blankly at the curtained interior of the dormitory, the more I thought about it, the more I felt like I was going to lose my mind.

And even so… it kept coming to mind.

The moment my lips met Han Chun-seong’s lips, the gaze of Han Chun-seong, who looked at me in a daze, more surprised than I was.

And even the attitude of Han Chun-seong, who accepted me as I am… … .

It continued to flicker before my eyes.

It was as if my body was trying to recall it over and over again.

“…hate.”

tight. Biting his lip… he shook his head.

I hated being reminded of that.

I wanted Han Chun-seong to be careful and vigilant, but I did such an outrageous thing to Han Chun-seong.

‘Should I see Han Chun-seong’s face in the future? .’

Even as I thought about it, my heart continued to tremble.

And like me who is so confused. Han Chun-seong thought it would be confusing.

So I went crazy thinking that I had to listen to Han Chun-seong’s thoughts.

“…Yes, I’m going to listen to you directly.”

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No matter how I decided to think, it didn’t seem like that would be the right answer.

Seruk!

He nodded blankly as he brushed his hair roughly.

“After hearing Han Chun-seong’s answer… I’ll decide too.”

Even though I committed it, it’s more important to be able to respond to my actions.

‘…and maybe.’

Expression of affection between friends… wouldn’t it be possible to go over?

Even if I think about it, I know it’s a stupid idea… but that’s how I came to think it.

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Now that time is passing and the sunset is fading.

Unlike Glesia, Cheonseong was spending time at the C-class training ground.

As far as possible, Han Chun-seong slowly raised the spear while the other cadets were away.

good!

And as soon as he took the unique radiating ceremony, a haze rose around the blade and began to create a clear spiral airflow.

Chi Chi Chi!

As the spiral airflow created as if it were being compressed gave off an eerie presence, even causing a rupture, the attention of the people around him was immediately focused on him.

As the colorless spiral airflow passed through the body and spread throughout the body, the flying black hair and golden eyes created a mysterious scene, further highlighting its presence.

“…”

“That’s…”

Some of the cadets in the same training center stopped their training altogether and were looking at the nature with eyes full of wonder.

Even so, the nature that developed the skill did not take any action as if it were nailed to the spot.

Spiral air currents raging intensely. While staring at the scarecrow placed at the end of it, he does not fire a spear or show any other movements.

It’s just holding onto its place.

“what. Is it like a new training?”

“That’s Han Chun-seong’s skill… .”

“I saw the skill for the first time.”

Looking at such a nature, even though the voices of the students whispered and reached their ears, the eyes of the nature were only facing the front.

“… … .”

From the outside, it seemed that he was completely immersed with his natural skills. In reality, it was nothing that many cadets felt.

‘I thought it was natural.’

He thought Glesia didn’t know his heart. I thought it was right to let go of what she said and did to me.

however. That was not it.

Glessia suddenly came to me and kissed me. The suddenness and surprise of that moment was not something I could cope with.

“… … .”

As the splendidly rushing spiral airflow became unstable, her gaze was unfocused even though she tried to stabilize the airflow.

I continued to maintain the spiral airflow and developed my skills, but my heart continued to waver.

Even though he was at the training ground to erase his thoughts about her, even now that he was forcibly displaying his skills, there was no sign of the confusion going away.

…

Then, as the mana was gradually depleted as if it were at the limit, even the right hand holding the spear began to tremble.

When I couldn’t maintain my skills like that, I naturally lowered the spearhead.

Took.

As if supporting me with a spear whose spiral air flow had disappeared, I put down the spear, but there was no strength.

As I slumped down on the ground, my body was covered in sweat before I knew it. But I didn’t even feel tired.

It was as if the mind and body were playing separately.

The feeling that things don’t go the way I want, even though I’ve worked so hard on my body to somehow correct my disordered mind.

my heart… .

It was as if my thoughts were betraying my will.

Seruk.

Even leaning my head against the window sill erected vertically, it was even dizzy to think of it.

‘We have to fix this relationship.’

It wasn’t anyone else, it was I who had to correct it.

When I was talking to Carly today and sharing my heart, I actually thought my mind was made up.

I also vaguely thought about what I should aim for in my future life.

I will become a man suitable for Carly. I will be proud to approach her… .

“… … .”

But the reality was driving me into a terrible confusion.

Simply put, since Kali and I exchanged hearts, it was right for me to reject Glesia.

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Now that I am vaguely aware of her heart, I know that I shouldn’t even give her a chance for something like today to happen, resolutely rejecting her.

However, I already felt that I couldn’t do that.

If it was a question that could be answered so clearly, I wouldn’t have been engulfed in such anguish.

The specificity of the situation I am going through, the specificity of my relationship with her… .

And because I know all the things I will gain from being entangled with Glesia.

ㅡThe future I know.

And countless accidents that will happen in this world.

Obviously, I know that this world is very far from the future I know. I also knew that the accident that happened in the middle of the day was happening as it was.

Just like the apostle in the form of the black lion I encountered yesterday, the danger I expected is manifesting itself and becoming a reality.

It was a risk I accepted, determined to take his place in Leonhard’s absence.

“…”

And the stage where many accidents will happen in the future was centered on the A1 class. As a C-Class cadet, I can’t cope with everything that will happen in A-Class.

Because it’s practically impossible.

Then I had to borrow the power of someone from the class A cadets. It tells me how to deal with the crisis that will come, and I have to present the right answer.

That was separate from what Carly said today that she would help me unconditionally.

And I thought… the existence that best suited him was ‘Glesia’.

A growth rate close to that of Leonhardt.

Moreover, there was no one more qualified than her when he said that he had obtained a clue about his skill today.

I thought of Yumia as the target, but… .

‘Because that’s too dangerous.’

It wasn’t that Yumia was weak, the level of the impending crisis was too high.

Yesterday’s crisis alone was more dangerous than in the play. However, asking Yumia to confront her was too harsh.

To reject and turn a blind eye to Glesia, who has shown growth beyond my expectations… .

“… … .”

When I thought about it, it seemed to me that the answer had already come out.

‘I can’t refuse Glesia.’

she needed me

He clearly knows how I feel, but it’s next to impossible to refuse it and ask Glesia to do this or that.

Seruk.

As I raised my head from the window I was leaning against, a hollow laugh leaked out.

“…I’m really going crazy.”

Even as I spoke, I wondered if they would understand me.

Because I have no intention of approaching lies.