Became an Academy Spearman chapter 252

252. the feeling of love

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“Glesia. I have someone else right now.”

“… … .”

Immediately after hearing that, Glesia didn’t say anything.

Blinking blankly at the heavens, he stared at the heavens, then opened his mouth belatedly.

“… Are you dating someone?”

“That’s right. And we confirmed each other’s feelings.”

Seeing her calm and unhesitating response, Glesia blurted out her eyes.

“…”

And for a moment, silence settled between the two.

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No one opened their mouths, and neither of them left the place.

“… … .”

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Nature opened her mouth to say something, but she shut it again, and Glesia would occasionally frown as if she was deep in thought after giving her a blank look.

As the confrontation continued, Glesia’s eyes sparkled as if she had quickly found the opposite s*x.

And he opened his mouth very carefully.

“You said I had to make a choice about our relationship.”

“It was.”

“In that case, Han Chun-seong. Yet… then still I want us to be friends.”

“If I do that… will it be okay?”

“are you okay. Because I’m still confused. It’s just that you’ve been so honest with me.”

While answering immediately, the delusion that filled Glesia’s heart was slowly diminishing.

saying there is someone else.

I was in great confusion when I said that we confirmed each other’s feelings.

However, the confusion quickly subsided. Thoughts continued, and at the end of the conversation, Glesia’s answer came out simply.

And that’s an answer only Glesia can understand,

It was the same as the answer her heart gave.

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friend.

friend… … .

While thinking blankly, Glesia kept her eyes on the nature sitting next to her.

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Now we spend time together sitting on a bench in the park.

“… … .”

Han Chun-seong’s behavior became unnatural, and I could feel that he kept feeling sorry for me just by looking at him.

So it was a bit strange.

“You don’t have to be so sorry.”

“…No, that is.”

“Don’t be so sorry. I have no intention of blaming you for having a lover.”

He was sincere when he said it.

I don’t know why he felt sorry for me, and he had no intention of blaming Han Chun-seong.

It was I who kissed Han Chun-seong in the first place, not Han Chun-seong.

So just… .

I was just a little surprised.

‘I did think that Han Chun-seong could date someone.’

However, hearing that there was someone I was actually dating was a different feeling. Because I can’t deny that I was shocked more than I thought.

and.

It was clear to me that I was really… thinking of Han Chun-seong as more than a friend.

She could now clearly accept why she had placed so much importance on her meeting with Han Chun-seong and was obsessed with her relationship with him.

‘I don’t like Han Chun-seong as a friend… .’

I was in love.

That’s why I know that the feelings I had were love, not friendship.

However, my answer was the exact opposite.

“Because I’m satisfied with this now.”

I love him, but I felt a little scared to go to the stage of becoming a lover yet.

It felt like my heart wasn’t ready.

“If you are… I get it.”

A smile leaked out at Chunseong Han’s ambiguous answer.

Something really… Everyone found this situation funny.

It’s not something to be sorry for me, but Han Chun-seong is very sorry and cares about me.

And I, who is so aware of my feelings while looking at such a coldness… .

It was all just funny.

I gently turned my head away from the agaric castle and took in the green vegetation of the park.

My heart was just pure. There is no question.

‘If you think… .’

Because my attitude was so strange.

Han Chun-sung told me that he had a crush on me, which made me feel good.

And now I know that I acted a little more distinctly and didn’t come close. If you think about our relationship as friends, it was all ‘me’.

‘therefore… .’

I didn’t have the slightest desire to blame Han Chun-seong.

In addition, I had always sincerely thought that we were close friends with Han Chun-seong, and that we were a little bit special.

I didn’t even realize that I was looking at him with feelings like love or a lover.

“Something… It’s a very strange feeling.”

Even as he spat out words, it felt like a mysterious wave was hitting his clean mind.

In the meantime, I had heard countless rumors about Han Chun-seong, and among them, there were countless rumors about relationships with women.

I didn’t dismiss all the rumors as nonsense, and I didn’t think much of it decisively.

It just felt like a ‘close friend’s female relationship’.

It wasn’t often that another woman was by his side when he met Han Chun-seong, so even after hearing various rumors, he thought that was the only thing Han Chun-seong had to think about.

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No matter what kind of woman he met, I was not the one to interfere and interfere, I just thought of him as a friend.

…what kind of emotions I have.

It was just too late for me to realize that. So, the answer came easily.

“But, Han Chun-seong, I hope we can meet as close friends like before.”

Even though he spat out the words lightly, he naturally took the hand of Han Chun-seong, who was next to him.

snap.

“A close friend relationship?”

When my hand was taken, I nodded my head calmly, seeing the hesitant face.

“Yeah, good friends. I don’t really know how my heart will change in the future… I think that’s what our relationship is like right now. I may change my mind after more time, but I hope it’s like that for now.”

“You can change your mind… .”

“It’s because it’s hard for me to conclude with certainty what my heart is like. I don’t know if I’ll like you a lot more with someone I’m dating, but if that moment comes, then I’ll make sure I express my feelings to you properly. So don’t worry.”

While answering, my heart was calm.

Han Chun-seong, who talked to me, was still the Han Chun-seong I knew, and compared to what I had been suffering from until I met today. I didn’t think this situation was bad either.

‘Because I was able to do that.’

Since some time ago, there were many women around Han Chunseong.

That’s even more than I thought. According to various rumors, he is dating more than double digits. It was not strange when and with whom it developed into a romantic relationship.

“… … .”

Even facing Chunseong Han, who was staring blankly at me, I felt awkward inside. In fact, the fact that I could change my mind was a bit funny.

That’s an obvious… lie.

I have already.

He was in love with Han Chun-seong.

It was only now that I realized what my feelings were like… I was afraid of drastically changing my relationship with Han Chun-seong.

Seruk.

Even as I caressed Han Chun-seong’s clumsy hand that I gently held, I came to ask carefully.

“Then, are you okay as friends?”

“Uh… I’m fine.”

Was it surprising that I said to keep it as a friend, or did Han Chun-sung want something different?

“Or you. Do you want more?”

“huh? Oh no. I was going to accept whatever choice you made.”

As Han Chun-seong awkwardly shook his head and answered, I suddenly became curious.

My heart was clear from the conversation a little while ago. Also, I personally liked the fact that Han Chun-seong had a crush on me.

“My choice is to remain friends. Han Chun-seong, then what choice did you want me to make?”

“…no. If you say so, I’m fine too.”

“Don’t say that I like my choice, I want you to answer your feelings a little more properly.”

Took.

I felt strangely Han Chun-seong avoiding my gaze while conveying his words in a slightly serious way.

It’s like hiding your heart… .

“…”

Gulp at my gaze. Agar was seen swallowing saliva.

Still, I just stared blankly.

Because I was really curious.

‘What kind of answer did he want me to give?’

I thought it was more important than I thought. our relationship going forward. And even though I am friends with Han Chun-seong, my attitude will change a lot.

“I know I’m… selfish when I say this. Glesia, do you want my honest heart?”

When I finally put the words I wanted into my mouth, I nodded my head obediently.

“huh. Because I’m curious about your sincerity.”

“Okay then… I’ll say it again, I know it’s my greed, but I wanted you to accept me… like me. I know you have absurd greed, but… I wanted to have you like that.”

His words, which are careful yet plain, are transmitted to my heart as if they permeate.

“… … .”

As if recollecting the words little by little, while savoring the meaning, something.

Really something… It felt like my heart was suddenly floating.

‘Is this the feeling of longing for love?’

The words that Han Chun-seong wants me. The words that he said he wanted me to have seemed to knock on my heart as loudly as it was strange.

Like a huge ripple in a lake, my heart was shaken a lot right now.

“…Ah, of course, if we stay friends in the future, I’ll control my feelings. I want you to think that what I said earlier was sincere. I won’t cross the line or anything like that in dealing with you from now on.”

Then, with his face dyed red, he talked nonsense, and laughter leaked out at the sight of Han Chun-seong.

“Put… .”

I felt strange as the laughter kept leaking out.

It was nice and confusing, but I didn’t hate it.

I heard the shocking truth, and even though I knew there was another woman beside him, I just… Strangely, I didn’t feel anything else while looking at Han Chun-seong.

‘Could this be love?’

that he wants me

If it’s just that one fact… Anything else doesn’t matter.

“Han Chun-seong, I told you that my mind can change. Because you were honest with me too. think it’s okay And… that’s why I asked you to remain friends.”

As I continued to speak, I thought deeply.

In a word, Han Chun-seong definitely has feelings for me right now, but isn’t it more apologetic than that?

Being careful with me because there is another woman besides me.

then… .

‘Wouldn’t it be okay?’

“Is it okay for me to cross the line with you?”

“…Crossing the line? What are you talking about?”

“From now on, we’ll keep our friendship as we have now. I want to act like before.”

Even as I spoke, my heart fluttered a little.

Seruk.

I gently let go of the hand I was holding and leaned my body as it was.

As she leaned her head on his shoulder, she looked up at him softly.

“Is this much okay between us?”