Became an Academy Spearman chapter 263

263. where the storm passed

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What will be left in the place where the storm has passed?

The answer was simple.

Only the wreckage was left in the place where the strong wind swept away. If you are swept away by irresistible nature, only traces of destruction remain.

And now I… That’s how it felt.

that buck that buck… .

“…”

My mind wanders even as I move.

Even as I kept my eyes on the interior of the academy, the moment before didn’t leave my mind.

“…Karite.”

As I muttered a name that could be called a storm, I immediately felt how great the traces of her that swept through my heart were.

It was obviously a sudden encounter.

Feeling her amazing achievements that followed, I had to think about Karite again.

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Not just having a relationship with her through regular meetings, but how much Karite can shine. And at the end of that thought, I tried to resolve the misunderstanding that might have been between her and me.

I thought it was my karma for making sure I gave her room and making Karite accept it that way.

‘Yes, that was karma.’

It’s funny how I thought that Karite approached me without hesitation and treated me without hesitation.

The causal relationship before that was clear, and when asked who approached the other person first, I could say ‘me’ without worrying.

our relationship.

In the first relationship, I first… .

‘Because I approached her.’

So, that’s what Karite is doing to me now.

Having regained her original form, she behaves towards me even more without hesitation.

She is trying to express a greater heart to me than I approached her.

…Feeling it, I realized.

By the time we tried to unravel the tangled thread between us, it was already too late.

Karite’s heart was already out of control for me.

To the point where she grabbed my hand first before I could find a clue to the tangled thread… .

that buck

Even as I took another step, her traces remained strong not only in my mind but also in my body.

“… … .”

Even as he hesitated, the sense of the moment came to mind clearly.

Karite’s soft body hugged me from behind. Even the deep affection of Karite, who hugged me for several minutes even though he said it was only for a moment.

Since then. There was nothing to say between us.

To clear up the misunderstanding with Karite, I couldn’t say anything at that moment. So it shouldn’t have been.

Karite, who has had a difficult and twisted heart for years.

She was passive and cautious in dealing with anyone, and her mind was unstable enough to suffer from hallucinations.

I know how painful and difficult Karite was.

‘Because I understand.’

That moment that conveyed deep feelings to me. I couldn’t push her away.

So… it won’t work.

I felt it instinctively.

At that moment, if I rejected Karite, how much Karite would be hurt, more than I thought. I felt that Karite had a big heart when she hugged me.

Don’t try to untie the tangled thread.

If you try to unravel it, the tangled skein will break as it is, and it will surely break more… … .

“ha… … .”

He took a deep breath and did not stop walking.

The more I recalled the traces of Karite, like a gigantic storm, the more I laughed for no reason.

And the answer was already decided.

‘I have to be different.’

I really had to.

previous relationship.

I had to change the mindset I had established about relationships with many women.

It was not enough to simply make up my mind and tell them honestly about my feelings.

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No matter what choice the girls made in response to my words, they would not readily accept it, but Karite thought completely differently.

gulp.

He nodded while swallowing saliva.

“…that’s how it should be.”

I knew I was going to be more selfish than I’d ever been in a harem relationship. But it seemed I had to do that.

‘There’s no turning back.’

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Now I couldn’t tell Karite that I had another woman, so it was better to give up on me.

Like I sincerely said to Glesia before, I couldn’t treat her like that now.

…yes. Because it’s different.

“Karite is…”

You won’t be able to accept that. No, like Glesia, she would not be able to speak to the extent of being surprised or displaying a different attitude.

One of the things that is often easily overlooked is that different people can accept it differently.

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That’s what I was most concerned about.

Some people can fully accept relatively strong words, while others cannot properly accept even weaker words.

The degree of difficulty is different.

This is inevitable because each person’s environment, thoughts, values, and attitudes are different.

And Karite had to be seen as being in a really special environment.

After suffering from the terrible thoughts of Leteia for the past few years, she is now finally freed and regaining her true self.

‘How can she accept my words like Glesia?’

It wasn’t simply a matter of whether she rejected me or not.

After hearing my desire to clear up the misunderstanding, I wasn’t sure that Karite would be able to face reality properly.

Rather, the more I thought about it, the more I felt a great fear.

“… .”

My mind became tense.

In the meantime, I have supported Karite and helped her stand upright. He saved her life from Leteia’s alter ego, and freed her from her fate, where she should have died.

I knew too. Karite, you really think about it.

However, Karite is now making progress on her own.

I was able to devote myself to training alone, and as a result, I achieved an achievement that others would never achieve easily. And to the extent that she proudly told me about it, it was no different than showing her dazzling growth.

‘however… .’

Even that she showed me and said she was ‘thinking of me’.

I don’t think I’ll support her anymore, but even so, Karite was looking for the purpose of her growth and the reason for her actions all from me.

That is to say, fundamentally, that I wasn’t supporting her… didn’t make much of a difference.

‘A support for one’s mind to advance.’

That kind of heart turned into a huge affection, and she expressed her heart to me like today.

“…”

The more I thought about it, the more I felt my heart hardened.

I can no longer expect a friendship from Karite, the same relationship as before.

I was afraid of how Karite would react after I told her that.

‘How much will her heart be shaken?’

So far, I’ve been through many crises and overcame them all.

However, each situation was not good enough to be called ‘worst’. It was to the point where I got into the habit of assuming the worst without even realizing it.

And the worst thing Karite could see… was too easy to predict.

Previously, the worst happened even though it was considered unlikely. And Karite didn’t even think that possibility was low.

Karite’s heart… looks like it’s about to collapse.

If she listened to me and showed the slightest hint of rejecting her, there was a good chance she would return to the person I first encountered.

apostle of sacrifice. Even if she’s freed from Leteia’s influence to some extent… the wounds and traumas she carries don’t go away that easily.

Maybe that’s what Karite will have to carry with her for the rest of her life.

“…therefore.”

i must change

To her… I allowed the distance first, and made her feel that way. This was the result.

Karite obviously has affection for me.

Because I was complacent in my mind trying to maintain it as a good friend.

that buck

…I could see my destination slowly and gently brushed my face.

‘Let’s not have too much guilt…’

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Now that I’ve made up my mind, I had to act accordingly.

But it was clear that if I already felt guilty, it would come out.

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So I decided to think more selfishly while walking.

You will become entangled with Karite in a completely different form than before.

‘Because I made up my mind.’

And Karite won’t reject me first. Because of the heart she reflected today, we will surely become closer in the future.

I didn’t even think about unraveling our relationship, which was like a tangled ball of misunderstanding.

From now on… I will not let go of Karite.

I’ll make the tangled threads even bigger… and Karite won’t be able to escape me at all.

I’m not going to let her listen to me and choose. No matter what I say, I will force her so that she cannot refuse me.

The idea of making her completely mine.

“And, I’m going to… like her too.”

And he spat out the words as if he had promised me again.

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Now, not as a friend to Karite… as my lover, I will try to make her like me too.

And I thought that this was the price to pay for twisting the future of the world that was predestined.

Yes, this is the future I chose, and this is reality.

I wasn’t content with Karite simply escaping from the fate of death, but I had to take full responsibility so that she could be happier in the future.

Took.

As I stopped walking, my heart sank even louder.

Even as I made up my mind again, a false smile lingered on my lips again.

All of a sudden, I realized how unrealistic and yet strange the concept of ‘harem’ made me feel.

And now… I was there to see Carly.

smart.

He knocked on the door, clearing his voice.

“…It’s agar. Instructor Carly.”

Resolving my shaken heart… I decided to be more greedy than guilty.

So that I can handle all the girls who will have a relationship with me in the future.