320. Carly’s Jealousy – Endless Love (2)
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“Haa….”
Her hot breath touched me.
…And I, too, exhaled a breath filled with heat, but managed to breathe softly.
Slowly.
The blazing red hair always caught my eye. And at the same time, I felt my heart drawn to Carly again.
‘I wonder if that was the correct answer.’
From the moment she entered the training ground, Carly didn’t seem to be in a good mood.
She felt it from the beginning. So I was more cautious, and even while dealing with her, I also felt that her heart was stabbed.
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Just a few minutes ago, I… Had a loving time with Milia.
So I was worried all the time while working on Dalian.
How can I free her heart, how can I express my affection to Carly, who shows her feelings for me with her actions.
So it was like an impulsive kiss that I committed.
My actions were able to ease Carly’s heart. Because all this time she has always approached me first or expressed her affection.
I took a more direct approach this time, and my heart was filled with great joy now that we had finished kissing.
“……”
While meeting her gaze as she silently stared at me, I gently brought her face to her cheek.
Sug….
The cheeks that touched each other like that were very hot.
I couldn’t tell if it was the hot heat in my body or Kali’s. However, it seemed as if they were fueling each other as if they were making a bigger fire.
Although it was a really simple act, it brought a more bizarre and direct feeling than just thinking.
“Really… Suddenly.”
Then, when Carly opened her mouth small, he laughed casually and gently rubbed her skin against her cheek.
“I know it’s sudden. But since I kept looking at you, I wanted to kiss you.”
When I reflected on her true feelings, I saw her glancing at me while flinching.
Even as I met her gaze strangely, I felt great happiness as if her heart was overflowing.
It is not a passionate kiss with each other’s lips but a simple touch. I feel a deep happiness just by talking to each other like a whisper while touching each other’s cheeks.
Really… Even though we were just touching each other’s cheeks, I felt a deeper affection, so even the feeling of fulfillment rising in my heart was extraordinary.
‘Can I enjoy such great happiness?’
So, without realizing it, I even had that thought.
Because every moment is happy… Maybe I’m enjoying too much happiness.
‘I never thought Carly and I would end up like this….’
Let alone a lover, I even questioned whether I could afford it. But looking back now, all of that was nothing more than groundless rain.
“You really….”
I felt it while staring into her eyes at the little words I heard.
Like the saying that you don’t know a thing until you have it, I was fully aware of the meaning of the words.
The time I hesitated and hesitated was laughable… Being in a relationship full of affection made me feel pure happiness.
“……”
After that, I waited for her words to follow, when I suddenly felt her hand on my shoulder.
Slowly.
And as he slowly pushed me away, his cheeks naturally parted and the hot heat from their contact gradually disappeared.
It seemed like there was a dark mark of Kali on my cheek, and looking at one side of her slightly reddened cheek, I felt that I was not the only one.
“Whoa.”
Her excited breath tickled my throat, and I calmly waited as her dimly narrowed eyes stared at me.
As much as the affection I expressed from her kiss earlier was quite large, I thought it was time for me to listen to what she was about to say.
“What are you so hesitant about? You can speak comfortably.”
When I spoke lightly, as if helping out a little, Carly, who had hesitated on her lips, burst into a strange laugh.
Then he shook his head lightly and finally spoke to me.
“…Just. No big deal. Because I was a little sad for you.”
“Were you very sad?”
I asked back casually, and she slowly nodded her head.
“To be honest, yes. Because your body smelled like another woman.”
I couldn’t face her calmly in what she said.
Hesitantly… She just smiled awkwardly.
‘…That was the reason.’
Maybe I was too careless.
I should have thought about why Carly was a little more aggressive with me and why she was in a bad mood throughout the match, but I didn’t.
I had to enter this training room after properly erasing the traces of Milia that I held in my arms, but I felt sorry for not being considerate of Kali at all.
“I’m sorry.”
Katabuta Rather than saying anything else, I carefully conveyed my apology, and I saw her Carly smile even more.
“All right.”
The eyes staring at me with cool answers were not as hostile as I thought.
…Even if you get angry with me, even if you say it a little stronger, I have to accept it humbly. Strangely, she seemed to forgive me.
“Yes.”
And as I slowly felt the strength from the hand holding my shoulder, I naturally leaned over.
Warak.
…And this time I was embraced as if I was being buried in her arms.
“Because I think so too.”
“…What if you said so?”
“Like now, I hugged you and kissed you again… and in the meantime, my body odor wouldn’t have remained on your body.”
I raised my head in a daze at the words without hesitation, and I saw the subtle, distinctive red eyes.
…Is the emotion in those eyes greed or lust?
The heat in Carly’s eyes seemed even bigger than before, and I felt like my eyes would be sucked in for a moment.
Intense eyes that make me feel even obsessed with longing for me.
“So. I think I should accept it too. All the other women who occupy a part of your heart must have reacted this way to my body odor.”
And when I heard the words beyond my imagination, I just opened my mouth.
‘How….’
Can I think like this?
That was an idea I couldn’t do. Carly said she was offended by the smell of another woman on me. But now she was saying something completely different.
I think it’s okay because my own body odor remains on me….
The voice sounded alluring, as if he was satisfied that he had left a big mark on me.
Suddenly.
… And as she gently brushed my hair, I had no choice but to hold her hand while holding her in her arms.
It was very strange.
That a woman who can embrace me like this can be so attractive.
Although this world allows relationships like ours, she thought that even if she accepted me, she wouldn’t be completely at ease.
The more I thought about it, the more I thought that they were losing their relationship with me.
So I thought that only me was in a selfish relationship.
“…Instructor Carly.”
“Why?”
“Don’t you hate me?”
I was asking without even realizing it.
As she was held in her arms like this, as she embraced her touch, I wondered if she really felt that way.
Until now, I couldn’t bear to ask about it.
To those who accepted me even while allowing me to have this kind of relationship. Because I thought I couldn’t say anything like that.
“Why do you think I hate you?”
“No. That’s… I wonder if I’m being too selfish.”
I thought I was cowardly even as I spoke.
I’ve already made a relationship, but I’m asking the woman I’m having a relationship with if it’s okay.
ㅡIs a country like this okay?
I definitely thought I should have them with confidence.
If I passively accepted the relationship, it would only hurt them.
So rather than continue to worry and agonize, I thought I should raise my own value a little more and get to a position where I can have them.
Even so, my heart would suddenly become very weak.
Like this… It was even more so when I felt their sincerity.
How much they love me, love me, and care for me. I feel with my body and mind that all of them are not lighthearted.
So no matter how brazenly or selfishly I made up my mind, there were times when it just didn’t work out.
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Just like now….
“Cadet Han Chun-seong can be selfish.”
Nevertheless, Carly’s voice was infinitely soft.
In spite of the fact that he told me to criticize me and to speak harsh words to me….
“…Why?”
“Because I love you that much. So, if I can be with you even like this, then my heart is happy. More than any other moment.”
As if whispering love, I couldn’t reply to Carly’s figure hugging me even more.
…That made no sense.
But she’s been telling me things that don’t make sense.
I sensed inadvertently that now she was trying to show me more affection.
“Cadet Chunseong Han seems to be misunderstanding something. So if I have to say… I’ve always never lowered myself. Even when I was a cadet, when I was serving on the frontline as an officer, and even now as an instructor, I never once thought that I would cling to someone and form a tangled relationship.”
“……”
The ensuing voice went through my ears and began pounding my heart intensely.
“Then why do you think I allowed this kind of relationship with Cadet Han Chun-seong?”
“That… ….’
The moment her head floated in an instant.
“Because I like it.”
A brilliant tone was heard.
As if he was trying to shake my heart. Suddenly, her beating became stronger.
“That much… Because I like you, it’s okay to say this is a relationship. Cadet Han Chun-seong would be so happy to just look at me like he is now.”