324. A tryst in a secret place
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Awkward….
What should I say?
Although I’ve been with Millia, I’ve rarely thought of it like this… But now we’re in a very mysterious atmosphere with each other.
“Hey….”
“Hey….”
And when the voices overlapped like a coincidence, they turned their heads and faced each other.
“…”
Milia, as surprised as I was, looked hesitant, her eyes wide open.
As I looked at her like that, a smile leaked out without me knowing. And it wasn’t much different from Millia.
As if my laughter had been contagious, she let out a little laugh of her own, strangely lightening her heart.
“Put…”
“Ha… Sorry.”
“No, Millia.”
When we laughed at each other, the awkward atmosphere was relieved at once.
Then, a naturally blocked conversation continued.
Milia, who gently brushed her own hair sideways over her ear, looked at me without any more awkwardness.
“I just thought I should apologize to you first. I think I did it too suddenly. I wondered if I might have kissed without thinking too much back. No matter how many times I think about it, I’m really sorry. You were too sudden… ?”
Unlike the bold kissing in the academy, the girl who brought me to a place where there were fewer people afterwards was always shy.
Looking at Milia who calmed down after a while, she gently shook her head.
“No. Are you okay.”
“Are you really okay? I think I’ve caused you a lot of trouble.”
Even when she said it was okay, the concern in her eyes as she carefully looked at me could not be erased.
So I inadvertently felt relieved.
‘It’s fortunate.’
This is the original Millia I knew.
I can feel her unique charm because she is kind and gentle, and has the unique kindness that I wanted.
It’s cute, but even the loveliness that makes you want to hold it in your arms….
“Milia.”
“Ugh, yes….”
As I called her with her sincere voice, I could see Milia getting nervous as she slowly erased her smile.
It seems that kissing me bothered her deeply, but she thought it didn’t matter what happened now, even though there were several things she felt about her behavior.
Things have already happened, and everyone saw us like that.
It was irreversible now.
I had no intention of hurting her feelings by blaming Milia for it.
“……”
Seeing her staring at her as if I were waiting for her words to come out of her, she softly spoke her words.
“I think that’s good enough.”
I spoke softly with her and naturally led her into my arms.
Slowly.
I caressed her hair as I gently hugged her as she leaned into my arms without any strength.
“It’s really okay… ?”
“I think there must be a lot of words going around, so it could be quite annoying.”
I had many thoughts while talking.
‘If you go deeper….’
I had some thoughts about how big the aftermath of a public kiss would be in the academy. However, rather than focusing on those things and thinking about the future, I just ate my heart in a simple way.
For now, just focus on Millia.
“But enough to act like that to me, Milia. It means your heart is broken.”
“That….”
A small smile leaked out as he hugged the hesitant Milia a little harder.
Unexpectedly, he ran into Glesia and exchanged glances and conversations between them. I was really perplexed.
I couldn’t deal with it properly enough to feel stupid.
I left the conversation I was supposed to lead to them, and just stood by.
‘That shouldn’t be the case.’
I had to take the initiative, and I had to end the situation gently so that they wouldn’t get hurt.
Because it’s ridiculous to think of having multiple women if you’re not going to act that much.
So now I was clearly aware that all of that was my fault.
Sureuk.
“……”
Without saying a word, I felt her hand wrapped around her waist and gently caressed her black hair.
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Just holding her hair gently falling from her hand and her relatively small body in my arms like this filled my heart with obvious happiness.
‘Yes.’
I had already chosen this path.
Even though I knew this would happen, I couldn’t give up on Milia.
So yesterday I acted like that. Everything, even what made her and her relationship.
Then I had to deal with it.
“Milia.”
“…Yes.”
Though I thought her whispering voice was cute compared to before, I gently removed her from her arms.
“Ah….”
As if feeling regretful, I felt her hand slowly release from my waist, and I gently wrapped my hand around Milia’s face, which I had removed from her arms.
And she lifted her head so that she could only see me.
“…”
Then, I was able to see Milia, who no longer had an angry look or a sign of sadness at me.
At my beckoning, I just raise my head and look at me
I spoke cautiously, seeing that I was fully contained in her beautiful eyes.
“You were very sad, right?”
“No, that’s not it….”
Her faint smile leaked out even as I watched her blankly shaking her head at her words.
‘Even though I was sad.’
She said she felt bad with her own mouth, but her reaction, as if all emotions had been released now… Strangely, I felt more loving to me.
Milia’s reaction a while ago was probably natural.
Yesterday, I caught her like that, and confirmed our relationship by conveying her feelings.
But the next day, today….
I showed a strange air with Glesia in front of her. It was an action that made her angry enough and made her feel sad.
“You can properly express that you feel sorry for me, like today. I’m really okay with what you told me directly a moment ago.”
“You know that… It was just because I was too emotionally charged at the moment. Is that something that bothers you?”
Looking at her still cautious, I gently shook my head.
“I just wanted to tell you that it’s okay rather than worrying about it.”
“No, I won’t say that from now on. Sorry, you felt bad too… ?”
I inadvertently let out a blank laugh while watching Millia ask how I feel.
‘Really….’
Why are people so kind?
Strictly speaking, even if she was angry with me, I had nothing to say.
No matter how much we knew and accepted that our relationship would be like this from the beginning. Thinking rationally and accepting people’s emotions were not that simple.
Still, Milia is now. On the contrary, she was sorry for me.
As if I had eased her mind just by hugging her like this and patting her briefly, to the extent that she made me think of my feelings….
“Milia. Why should I feel bad?”
Speaking softly, he carefully caressed Millia’s cheek.
Sureuk.
Her cheeks were so soft that they softened at my touch.
“…”
Her lips trembled, looking at her still cautious.
“The reason you acted like that and expressed your feelings is because everyone likes me. Is that so?”
When I spoke more directly, Milia momentarily avoided my gaze.
“…”
It was as if each of her reactions lit a bigger fire in my heart.
‘If Milia had kissed me just a moment ago….’
To the extent that I want to do that to her now.
But at this moment, I thought that such an action shouldn’t take precedence.
By having a little more proper conversation with her, I opened my heart a little more to her….
Sureuk.
When Millia, who avoided her gaze for a moment, covered my hand as if wrapping it around me, her continuous thoughts were cut off.
“Already well known….”
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And it was hard to control my rising heart at the strange voice he spat out.
Sureuk!
But at that time, I felt strength from Millia’s hand holding mine.
“It’s exactly what you said. I was very sad. And strangely, my lust for you grew even more. You’re mine, but you’re my man… I hate the reality of having to share you with another woman. So I acted like that without even knowing it. I told you yesterday that I would accept that… I’m sorry.”
I felt as if I was overwhelmed at the moment when she stared at me and reflected her sincerity.
Contrary to the constant embarrassment she felt after entering a secluded space with no one around, she felt like a completely different person now.
“I see.”
“Yes. But from now on… I’ll make sure you don’t get into an embarrassing situation like before. It was the first time I had such feelings too, so I kissed you unintentionally. And saying that I was in a bad mood… I’ll put it a little differently.”
When Millia, who smiled naturally, gently ran her hand over my hand, my emotions were greatly shaken in an instant.
‘… She likes her.’
More than that, my heart was shaking even more.
He is infinitely cute and has a soft affection. So, unlike what she considered her ideal type, she seemed to show me another side of herself now.
With a clear assertiveness, he expresses his heart to me without hesitation.
Embarrassed, but now staring at me, as if expressing provocatively… ….
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“Milia?”
Her repeated thoughts were interrupted, and she had no choice but to call her in a daze.
“Why?”
She answered casually, and before I knew it, she was rubbing her lips against my hand.
That too, I wrapped my hand around her cheek and gently led her to her own lips….
“…”
The way she gently looked up at me with her raised eyes and kissed her as if she was carving her mark on my hand was so provocative.
“…No, that’s it.”
I couldn’t even think of anything to say for a moment at that behavior so outrageous.
Before, she was extremely shy and cautious, but she was acting very differently.
To the extent that it far exceeded expectations.
Slowly….
And then, Milia gently removed my hand and smiled so brightly.
“Kiss me now.”
And then… He asked me as if it was natural.