Became an Academy Spearman chapter 330

330. A Deeper Relationship

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ㅡA flood of emotions.

Sometimes the emotion that rises like a drum made it possible to see the person’s true face or a different side than usual.

And now I am.

I was looking at a different side of Carly.

Suddenly.

The red hair that is scattered at my touch catches my gaze in a strange way.

With shiny hair and a silky texture, it conveyed a good feeling once again.

Carly was leaning comfortably on my lap sitting on the sofa in the office.

“Are you a little relieved?”

“Not yet….”

Carly, answering my question blankly, leaned her head on her lap and looked up at me.

What she asked me at the end was a surprisingly ‘simple request’.

I thought I might be more angry or hurt, but all of that was just a guess.

“Then you can stay like this for as long as you want. I have quite a bit of time today.”

Speaking softly, he ran her hair through her hair again.

Suddenly.

Sweeping down Carly’s distinctive red hair, as our eyes met, I had that thought involuntarily.

‘Could anyone really have such a good heart?’

On the outside, there was an impression of being cold in terms of expressing Kali, such as her sophisticated appearance, cold atmosphere, and resoluteness that can be seen in the classroom.

However, the inside of her was so fragile and fragile.

Even though it’s okay for her to be mad at me, she’s been asking for something different than being mad at me.

“…Something is strange.”

“What’s wrong?”

“I just… Feel… A little… So, I wonder if it’s okay for me to be like this…”

Kali was staring blankly at me.

Even her tone of voice had become quite light, as if she had completely let go of her usual calm demeanor.

“You don’t feel bad though, do you?”

“Yeah… Not bad at all. Rather, it makes me feel good.”

When I asked with a smile, my heart was shaken even a little while watching Carly answer awkwardly.

I went looking for her with determination, but I even felt that her heart was being healed by looking at her now.

I felt guilty because of the many relationships with women, and my body was exhausted from Arya’s mana, so I felt like I was at my limit.

So contrary to what I thought spending time with Carly would be difficult, it was surprisingly making me feel at ease.

As my mind became at ease, my tired body felt more at ease as if it were also affected.

“I think instructor Kali like this is very good.”

“…Don’t you think that’s a bit silly?”

“Your lover is lovely, why do you think he is stupid?”

“No… Right now I’m just… I don’t look like an instructor at all to a Cadet Han Chun-seong.”

Carly, who answered carefully, seemed very shy.

As if he had been asking me to express his affection and leaned his head on my lap like this, but he couldn’t completely let go of himself.

Even though he had told me that he wanted to receive affection by leaning on me defenselessly like this…

Your position, and even various situations.

“That’s nothing compared to what I’ve shown to Instructor Carly over the years.”

“…That’s possible, I’m not.”

“What isn’t it?”

“Yeah… I’m older than you. And I, an instructor, treat you, a cadet… To be coddled like this… Something… That’s why.”

I came to a realization as I watched Kali carefully reflect her meaning.

What she wants to say to me, and what she wants from me right now.

“Again, I think Instructor Carly like this is really lovely.”

“…”

Flinch.

Seeing Carly hesitate at my words, I calmly continued.

“And Instructor Carly is the same person as me. How can a person be perfect I’m always above me in every moment, and I don’t think that everyone has to do well.”

“Do you really think that Cadet Han Chun-seong is…”

“Yes. So, you can show me a weak side like this… If you want affection, you can tell me without hesitation that you want it. And I and Instructor Carly are now lovers. Then, no matter what you ask for, it won’t be a problem at all, right?”

I sincerely thought so.

Because she’s older than me, and because she’s stronger than me, and because she’s in the position of an instructor and a cadet….

It doesn’t matter how anything else exists anymore.

Of course, I didn’t think it was a standard that I had to show a certain attitude, and that I had to show more forced behavior than I did.

There were times when people wanted to lean on someone.

Because whatever emotion it is, it can be expressed in various ways.

“…I see, then I’m really glad.”

Seeing Carly answer with her face dyed red, I also burst into laughter.

That’s what Carly did now.

It is no exaggeration to say that she is superior to me in every way.

Aristocratic family, personal strength, current position and position, external reputation, etc.

Rather, if I asked what was better than her, she was a woman who was really worthy of me to the point that I couldn’t immediately come to mind.

Even though she is so beautiful, so charming, she still longs for affection from me.

‘How could I not like her.’

Nevertheless, she was jealous of the fact that I was having a relationship with another woman, and she suffered mentally.

And in return, he demanded affection from me.

More affection than usual.

…It was strange when I thought about it.

I’m just happy to be able to ask for more affection from me than to get angry.

“Rather than saying thank you… I hope Instructor Carly will ask for me a little more in the future.”

“A little more.”

“It would be better if you asked for me like this. I feel more that Instructor Carly loves me, and I like it when I think of other forms of expression of affection, and like this, I can see a different side of Instructor Carly.”

Suddenly.

Her

I stared blankly at her as I gently brushed her bangs.

Even now, her eyes are so beautiful that she doesn’t take her eyes off me even though she’s ashamed. So this moment was good.

…I don’t want to be hated by her. As much as she hoped her Kali would never get away from her me, she became a reality.

No, it’s not an exaggeration to say that it actually served as an opportunity to get closer to her.

“I think I know… now.”

“Which one?”

“The reason Cadet Han Chun-seong keeps getting other girls.”

He hesitated.

… Then, when Carly first spoke about her relationship with a woman, I had to be careful this time.

“Put… ….”

Carly gave a small laugh and gently rubbed her head on my lap, and I spoke cautiously.

“From now on… I will be a little more careful. I will think a little more properly and act prudently.”

“Hmm…. Aren’t you just going to promise not to add more women?”

“…Even if it increases, I will love Instructor Carly more than I do now.”

He gently caressed her cheek while giving another answer.

…That couldn’t be promised.

So naturally, I couldn’t even lie.

My goal was to win Arya’s heart right now in the status window. I have to win her heart to greatly increase my growth.

I can make up for my weakness in Mana, which is considered my biggest flaw, and I couldn’t turn a blind eye to reality because I knew the crisis that was about to come.

So I wanted to choose to be honest rather than making a promise I couldn’t keep.

“You said you would love me more… Do you? Well, that’s not bad either.”

“…Sorry.”

“Okay. Don’t be sorry, I know because I’ve seen Cadet Han Chun-seong a lot, and I’ve spent time with him. What kind of person you are… It’s not like Cadet Han Chun-seong deliberately flirted with women. Because I was so devoted to training and always tried to grow.”

Sureuk.

After saying that, when Carly put her hand on top of mine that was caressing my cheek, I involuntarily asked.

“Are you… looking at me like that?”

I knew she looked at me well, but I didn’t expect her to look at me this well.

Even if I didn’t deliberately flirt with another woman… I didn’t know if I should consider that I did.

Because a trivial act can look like seduction to other women.

“Even if not, I will look at Cadet Han Chun-seong that way.”

I inadvertently blinked at the words that I didn’t care.

“……”

I felt really strange.

‘How can she understand and accept me?’

And I couldn’t understand how he could whisper love to me while expressing endless affection like this.

“If we are together, everyone will feel it. Everyone should have realized naturally how charming Cadet Han Chun-seong is and why I can’t help but like you.”

“…I don’t think everyone will.”

“For something like that. Cadet Han Chun-seong, tell me honestly. Aren’t all the women and cadets I met relatively often fall for Chun-seong Han?”

I couldn’t help but laugh awkwardly at the way he asked me playfully.

Something she couldn’t deny.

‘If you think about it….’

Glesia, the first person I met, Milia, whom I met frequently, Karite in the first ordeal, Instructor Adelia, whom I often took care of after being injured…

And even Carly, who I trained with.

What she said was right.

Though I think Luna didn’t have feelings for me. That might have been a bit strange as it was.

Sureuk!

Then, when I pinched her hand, I involuntarily let out a moan in pain.

“Ouch….”

“You were thinking of another woman right now, right?”

“…Sorry.”

“Haa… I know I said something stupid and made you think of another woman, but I hope you don’t think so. Now just look at me and only think of me got it?”

As I gently caressed the pinched hand and asked, a smile leaked out involuntarily.

“I will do that. And… I really like the instructor who is so jealous.”

“I don’t do it because I want to be jealous.”

“…I just said I like that look.”

My eyes went strangely as I answered the following words again.

To be honest, I was surprised. I had no idea that such a calm woman would pamper me like this.

“I really don’t mind saying that…”

“I’m serious.”

“Every single word like that is a problem.”

After saying that, Carly began to gently wrap her neck around me.

…And I, too, slowly began to kiss her lips as if being guided by her touch.