60 – We can’t do this yet
“Light bulb… ? Should I go to your house?”
“… Huh.”
Soyi nodded slightly.
He seems embarrassed even after saying this, so his eyes wander to various places.
“That’s not difficult…” “
I was speechless.
What is this all of a sudden? This is just an excuse.
Asking to change a light bulb is an excuse to take me to her house.
You know that, but… The problem is how far Soyi is thinking right now.
Are we really going to do it today?
… No, that can’t be possible. Kim So-yi is not that kind of woman.
That kind of thing with a guy you’re not even dating yet… You won’t think about it, right?
“Okay, that’s good! If it’s not difficult, let’s go in first. Huh?”
“Yeah, yeah… “
Even though I didn’t give a definite answer, as soon as Soy finished speaking, she quickly grabbed my hand and dragged me away.
In his head, Gu Min-seop raising his thumb comes to mind…. Get out of here, bastard.
Opening the door lock of the entrance to the studio, Soi quietly whispered the entrance password to me.
“The entrance password is # 1527 #.”
“… “I’ll remember that.”
What did this mean?
I’m not sure, but for now, so as not to embarrass Soyi, I hid my embarrassment and answered in a calm tone.
So-yi, with a blush on her face, added an excuse, saying that she might need it later. She also gave me the password to her own house, using the same excuse.
“Well, welcome to my house…” “
“… Excuse me.”
Soyi must have been nervous about letting me into the house, so she opened the door with a subtle expression.
But I’m also nervous here.
In this life, I am not yet Soyi’s lover, and even including her previous life, it was my first time entering her house.
She often came to my house to hang out, because I had never been invited to her house.
Soyi had never left her own home, and I was a difficult person to be invited to the house where her parents lived. Mainly appearance.
“Huh, what do you think? My house… ?”
“It’s neat. “It was organized very well.”
Honestly, Soyi’s living room was not a good place to live even with empty words.
First of all, it is narrow. Since the entrance was the kitchen floor, as soon as I entered the house, I saw a sink on my left.
And on the right is a sliding door leading to the room, and in front is a bathroom.
Soyi quickly opens the sliding door to show her room, and what she sees is a small room with a bed taking up nearly half of the space.
Other than that, other than the space occupied by the desk or closet, there is not much free space left.
It’s just like a goshiwon room with a bathroom and a kitchen.
“Ha, hahahaha… “My house is a little small, isn’t it?”
I looked at the cockroach medicine stuck to the wall, and Soyi quickly covered my gaze with her body.
There’s nothing to be ashamed of. I’m just a little worried.
“Are the heating and cooling working here?”
“Okay then! There is a separate maintenance fee, so you can run the boiler all winter long! I don’t know because I haven’t experienced summer yet… “
“Is there no water leaking anywhere? Is the sunlight coming in well? “Is the water pressure in the bathroom okay?”
“What kind of mother are you… ?”
When Soi first saw her house, she had a confident look on her face as she said she looked at her room like Kwak Joo-hee, who has experience living alone.
But then again, the roads at night were so dangerous. It looks like there are bugs in there and the room is very narrow.
It’s a little unreliable. Do you think Soi chose this room to reduce her rent?
When I looked at him with suspicion, Soyi avoided my eyes and hurriedly led me to the bathroom.
This is where the lighting problem occurs.
“Here, the light in the bathroom at my house is a little strange? How is it?”
“… “You look fine?”
“Well, I see… ? “Was it my mistake?”
“…… “
The bathroom light that Soyi pointed to was shining brightly.
It doesn’t blink or look dark. If it gets brighter over there, I think I’ll just lose my eyes.
When I turned my head towards Soi, she just smiled awkwardly, as if she was embarrassed. She has a face that says she got caught.
… He really just made up random words and dragged me in.
It was expected, but now it has turned out to be true.
“Well, that’s right. That thing is fine. Uh… First of all, he came to my house on purpose, so I couldn’t just let him go… Hey, should I at least make you some ramen? Want some?”
“I’ll just order chicken. “Let’s eat some chicken.”
I don’t know what they’re planning to bring me into the house, but if they’re going to eat something, I have to feed them something more delicious.
When I saw the house looked like this, I wanted to buy it something.
I opened the delivery app on my phone and immediately ordered chicken.
Soi tried to stop me by flailing her hands, but there was nothing I could do as she raised her hands a little higher.
“No, I invited you, but if you want to do it, I have to do it. Wait… “
“I already ordered it.”
“What if there’s something I can’t eat?”
“… “I ordered soy sauce chicken, but I can’t eat it?”
“… I like you. “You really knew and ordered it?”
“I think I heard the boss talking about it once.”
Of course it’s a lie. If it’s just Soyi’s taste, she remembers it well even after so many years have passed.
Soyi’s favorite chicken is soy sauce chicken, and what she hates is seasoned chicken.
I’m good at eating anything, so when we eat chicken, it’s always soy sauce chicken.
“Then tell me how much the chicken costs. “I will send you money.”
“That’s enough. There is a reward for picking up the wallet for you. “It’s still there.”
“That was a story from some time ago… “Give me your phone!”
Soyi, seeing an opportunity, jumped up and tried to snatch the phone from my hand.
It was a surprise attack that caught me off guard, but I managed to react. When I stretched out my hand a little more, Soi couldn’t reach that height even by jumping.
“aaah… !”
“Wow!”
Soyi jumped so vigorously that her body lost balance and fell in front of her.
Suddenly her body touched the front of my upper body. My body, embarrassed by the sudden physical contact, was unable to keep its balance and fell backwards.
“I’m sorry… are you okay?”
“It’s okay, but…” No, I don’t think it’s okay.”
“It’s heavy, right? Wait for a sec. It will happen right away… “
It wasn’t heavy at all. I fell down on the bed and had no shock at all.
The problem is… Our upper bodies are now perfectly touching.
Soyi’s soft upper body, writhing on top of me as I fell, and my hard upper body, which was still and rigid, kept coming and going.
This situation evokes nostalgia. In those days, she often played pranks with her, putting her body next to each other.
… It won’t work. If I continue this physical contact, I think natural physiological phenomena will occur in my body.
I stretched my hands upward and pulled my lower body back as much as possible to avoid contact with Soi as much as possible.
“Oh, that won’t work…” “Lee Hansol, can you do something with my legs?”
“…… “
“Lee Hansol? Can’t you hear me… ?”
Soyi tried to get up somehow but couldn’t do it as she wanted. Her legs are tangled in the cage, so it seems like she’s having a hard time doing it on her own.
So I also have to remove my leg somehow… My nerves were all focused on memorizing the national anthem to distract myself from the soft sensations I felt all over my body.
“Ugh, sh*t! Ha… Hey, I need some help.”
“No, I’m not in a situation to do that.”
“What do you mean by that? Oh, I don’t know. It’s hard for me… “
She eventually managed to untangle her legs on her own and fell away from me, collapsing next to me in exhaustion.
We both lay sideways on the bed, facing each other.
When two men and women who care about each other end up in the same bed, a mysterious atmosphere is naturally formed.
“…… “
“…… “
We became speechless to each other.
Soi and I facing each other in bed. Soyi’s eyes are deep, as if she is hoping for something.
If we had been lovers, we would have made love without needing to say anything, but now we are not lovers.
It became difficult to take any action, so I decided to lighten the mood.
“Hey, what should I do if I suddenly jump like that? “What if you get hurt?”
“There is a bed.”
“Still. I should have been careful. “If I had fallen over by mistake, my bones would have broken.”
“… What do you think? “The results are good.”
“You say it’s good?”
“You don’t like it? “You’re doing this to me.”
… There’s no way I wouldn’t like it.
We squabbled like cats, then fell on the bed and faced each other.
It reminds me of the happiest times in my past life.
“Ah… “
Is it because I heard things like that? Without realizing it, I placed my hand on Soyi’s cheek, as was my old habit.
I feel her touch for the first time in a very long time. I know nothing softer in this world.
Soyi’s eyes widened at the blatant skinship on my part, something she had never seen before.
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“Well, Hansol… ?”
She calls my name. A little anxiety and excitement were conveyed in her eyes and her trembling voice.
I silently brushed away her fire and lowered my hand down to the thin nape of her neck.
“Ugh… !”
Soyi trembled her body. My slightly teary eyes trembled. Am I afraid?
On the other hand, my mind was filled with excitement. Was it because it had been so long since I touched her body?
When my hand reached her waist in a familiar position…
“Stop it! “We can’t do this yet!”
Soyi suddenly stood up, making a loud noise.
As soon as her body left her grasp, I also came to my senses.
What was I trying to do?
I apologized to her as I lifted her body up and sat down on her bed.
“Sorry. I was a little excited… “
“Oh, no, I think I may have misunderstood what you said. Well, I was just saying that I like lying side by side with you like this… “
“I understood that too. Without even realizing it, my hands… “
I couldn’t raise my head.
What if you are disappointed in me? What if they misunderstand that I’m a guy who does this to a woman I’m not even dating?
No, it’s not a misunderstanding… If Soyi hadn’t stopped her, she might have gone all the way.
Sseukseu-
“…… ?”
I raised my head when I felt the feeling disturbing the top of my head.
Soyi was stroking my head with a faint smile. Does this mean forgiveness?
“Sol.”
“Sol… ?”
“Can I call you Sol too? … “Isn’t it okay for only certain people to call me that?”
“… “It’s not like that.”
Thank goodness. While saying that, Soyi sat down next to me.
A nickname used only by Soi in the past. How long has it been since I heard it from her mouth?
I was immersed in sentimentality when a strong sensation in my hands woke me up.
Soi joined my hand.
These days, she often holds her hand subtly, but this was the first time she held it so openly.
“Don’t bow your head like that. That’s because I don’t think bad of you. Just a little… “I was just embarrassed.”
“… “Was I too sudden?”
“No, Sol, you deserved to misunderstand. I deliberately lied to you, invited you into my house, and said such things to you in bed… I think I was a little greedy. “I was a little impatient today.”
I think the reason Soyi was impatient was probably because of me.
Because of what happened with Ara yesterday, I was distracted all day today.
Soy held her hand and leaned her head on my shoulder.
I adjusted her sitting position so that she was comfortable leaning on her.
“Can I stay like this for a moment?”
“… Yes, as much as you want.”
“Am I not worthy? “I won’t let you do anything, but I just invite you to my house, lean on me, and hold your hand.”
“Okay. “Kim So-yi is a pathetic woman.”
A woman who can be as cruel to me as she wants.