Go to Islands and Be a Beast – 3
I ended my conversation with Lord Ma Jong one-sidedly and got up from my seat. Of course, this is not an appropriate action. In public, the director of the inspection department was rude to the duke, and in private, he was ignoring the woman who loved me.
Still, this method was the best. Even if I stayed there for a long time, I would have lost my mind because I was consumed by emotions. Then all the words would come out of my mouth. I would have spit out words that I couldn’t handle with ignorance.
“I will not dare to show my face to Your Excellency from now on.”
Didn’t you actually make a risky remark? In order to be careful, the moment I got up from my seat to refrain from speaking, my mouth was already congested.
If you say that you won’t show your face in the future, what will you do because it’s awkward when you meet someone like that?
‘Let’s calm down.’
As he moved quickly, he took a deep breath and calmed himself down. Of course, it didn’t have much effect.
I’d be lying if I said I didn’t feel betrayed. If you’re not angry, you probably have no feelings. That’s how shocking was Ma Jong-gong’s behavior.
Still, the reason I ran away without declaring a complete catastrophe was thanks to the very feeble reason remaining in my head.
‘There was no malice.’
Yes, it is true that Prince Ma made a mistake on me. It wasn’t even unintentional, it was intentional.
But it was clearly not malicious. It’s not like that to harm me or write a number. So no matter how angry you are, it is right to think calmly and come to a conclusion.
“Ah, baby. I, I…”
“f*ck.”
When I remembered the image of Jong-gong Ma, who had called me pitifully, he uttered a low-pitched curse.
The opposite sex? No malice? It’s bullsh*t. It’s an excuse I make to myself. Just seeing Ma Jong-gong tremble and fear as if the world had collapsed made my heart weak.
It’s crazy. The opponent in front of me is both resentful and regretful. Even though sympathy went, I didn’t want to understand.
So I ran away. To take some time and organize your thoughts. I thought that continuing a conversation with Ma Jong-gong in a confusing situation would never lead to good results.
‘…I’m not even talking about it.’
I let out a sigh. If, if Lord Mahjong had said something before giving the potion, he would not have been angry even though he was embarrassed. At least it respects my will. You’re giving me a choice, so there’s no reason to be angry.
The problem is that Jong-Gong Ma gave the potion without saying anything. Fortunately, it was far from effective, but if Ma Jong-gong hadn’t said it himself, I would have transcended humans without even knowing why.
“You don’t have to worry about that. My baby’s time will be the same as mine. After 40 years, my baby will be able to live hundreds of years.” I>
And then I remembered Lord Majong, who was talking with his face blushing as if he was proud or asking for a compliment.
It’s complicated. You shouldn’t have hidden it from me from the beginning, and if you did, you should have kept your mouth shut forever.
‘Is it a difference between races?’
If Lord Mahjong had done something wrong to me, he would have thoroughly hidden it.
Increasing lifespan would have been good intentions from Ma Jong-gong’s point of view. It must have been because I thought I would like it.
…Of course, no matter how well-intentioned it is, it’s not something that can be easily passed on. It is an issue that requires further consideration.
It wasn’t long before I arrived at a space where I could organize my thoughts alone.
“Master?”
“It’s been a while, butler.”
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No matter how you think about it, it’s only here. If I returned to the academy in my current state, I would only worry others, and if I went to the office of the inspection department, I would take my anger out on the chiefs.
So it’s a mansion. If you lock yourself in your room and close your eyes for a while, your head will cool. It’s evening, so it’s no problem to return to the academy tomorrow morning.
“Today is a happy day. I thought I would be able to serve my master only at the end of the year.”
The butler, who was surprised by the sudden appearance of the owner, immediately straightened up his expression and welcomed him.
“I’ll prepare the meal right away.”
“Ah, that’s all right. I ate something simple.”
Actually, I’m hungry, but I’m not in the mood to eat anything right now.
“Okay.”
The butler put on a sad expression for a while, but immediately nodded in agreement. Isn’t it the duty of a butler to forcefully feed someone you don’t like?
As I was about to go to my room, leaving behind the butler who was bending over like that, I added a word just in case.
“If there are guests looking for me, I decline. I have to return soon anyway.”
“Yes, I will.”
After hearing the butler’s answer, I moved on again. Let’s close our eyes and decide what to do.
There was a time when I thought that.
“Master, Master.”
“Master, you should go to sleep now.”
The Yuris I met on the way to her room was an unexpected ambush. Sophia, whom she always went with, couldn’t see where she had left her.
Anyhow, Yuris, who was dusting her window with her duster, saw me and immediately ran and chattered. What happened to her all of a sudden, two yolks came out of the egg today, it was a sign that the master was coming, if you told her before you came, you would have prepared a cake, and so on.
She would have answered back and played with me a bit, but she was tired now and just nodded her head appropriately.
Usually, if this is the case, Julis will also step back on its own. Even though she is young, she is quick-witted and a good-natured lover.
“But you didn’t even change your clothes.”
But today, she clings to me and doesn’t think about falling.
‘What is it?’
I turned my gaze to Julis.
Yuris looks up with her bright eyes. Outwardly, she looked the same as usual, but her behavior was different. Does she have something she’d like to say?
“Why, do you have a favor?”
She said softly, stroking Julis’ head. From a maid’s point of view, the most difficult person for her is the master. He said, no matter how much I am not a bully to the employee, the difference in social status in itself gives a sense of intimidation.
Still, if you see them hovering around here, you must have something to ask of them. Unless it’s a difficult request, there’s nothing I won’t listen to.
“Master, do you have any concerns?”
“Huh?”
She did not know that she rather heard the reverse question.
She spoke with a twinkle in her eyes. In the first place, she wondered if there was any reason for him to mention me.
She was a little taken aback by the out-of-the-box question anyway.
“…Is it obvious?”
“Awesome.”
I smiled bitterly at her firm answer. She thought that even from a young child’s point of view, she must be in poor spirits.
She must have noticed the butler long ago if he knew. I probably didn’t say anything just to give myself time to sort things out, but Julis opened her mouth just as it seemed she was still a kid.
I kept stroking Julis’s hair to organize her thoughts. It’s nothing, I’m going to go over it, or I’m going to say it simply.
‘Looks like you’re already curious.’
While her head swayed back and forth according to my touch, Julis stared at her mouth. How to last a long time when a young child gets stuck on something. It’s not going to do much good here.
“Someone made a mistake with me. I was wondering what to do.”
In the end, I decided to speak in moderation. I think it’ll be fine if I don’t tell you in detail, and honestly, I was frustrated enough to want to tell someone.
Besides, if you talk to an ordinary maid, it doesn’t seem like she’s going to leak anything out of the ordinary.
“Was it a big mistake?”
“It’s pretty big.”
“Did you do that on purpose?”
“That’s right.”
“That’s too much.”
“Isn’t it?”
I smiled slightly at Yuris’ words.
Yes, too much. It’s true that I did it knowing what I was going through.
“But if you’re worried, wouldn’t Master want to forgive that person too?”
At her words, the hand that was stroking it stopped for a moment. It was a very short while, so I stroked it again casually.
Actually, I was stabbed a little. It’s crazy, so calm down and decide. That in itself means that I don’t want to waste my relationship with Majonggong.
If you were really angry, if you truly hated Lord Majong, you would have been sincere and nabal and overthrew him on the spot.
“You think so?”
“The owner said that. Anyone can make mistakes. If there are circumstances, there is nothing that cannot be forgiven if you sincerely apologize.”
“…Me?”
“Yes!”
Seeing Yuris shouting brightly, she seems to be really like that.
What is it? Did I say that while sitting a child who wasn’t even an adult yet? No, I can’t remember.
Juris smiled awkwardly and continued her words as if he had read my confused expression.
“That, that’s when the master brought me and Sophia…”
“Ah.”
I just remembered.
“Give it all away… Yo! Otherwise, I’ll stab you with this!”
I don’t remember exactly when, but I met Julis while looking through the post-war recovery area.
In a situation where I was starving, even when Sophia was on the verge of starvation, I appeared in an alley with bread. Juris, who saw that, said she had tried to plunder with a stone ax or something like that.
At first, I wanted something like this. She thought it was an assassination attempt for a second, but she was a girl holding a stone that was embarrassing to even say a fist axe. No matter how you look at it, it was far from an assassination.
After that, she was robbed as if to save the poor child. In the meantime, she wept with her heart when she saw Sofia fed first. They thought that the damage from the war was so great that such a good kid would try to plunder.
“Sorry, sorry! Sorry! I must be crazy! Sophia is innocent!”
And after filling her stomach, Yuris, who came to her senses, cried and swelled up.
“It’s okay because I’m reflecting. Everyone makes mistakes.”
Then she said so as she comforted Julis. She apologized, so she didn’t care.
“Did you remember that?”
“It was a life-changing word for me.”
Hihi I felt a little embarrassed when I saw him smiling and talking.
If it wasn’t me but someone else, it would have been the same. The condition of Julis and Sophia at that time was truly pitiful.
“Thanks for the advice.”
She thought for a moment and then patted Julis on the head.
Yes, forgiveness is also a way. Let’s keep that in mind.
Of course, it’s impossible to forgive right away. I can barely contain my anger now.
***
The owner said that they do not eat, but she told the kitchen ahead of time in case you could find a quick snack for the night. Let’s make something light to eat right away.
In addition to that, I checked the garden seen from the master’s room again, and checked for any abnormalities in other amenities. Master’s return to the academy tomorrow is not a consideration. It is the employer’s duty to do his best for his master.
While inspecting the mansion, an unbelievable report came from the guard guarding the front gate.
“Who’s here?”
“Prince Majong has arrived.”
An unexpected guest. In the first place, this mansion is a place where guests are rare because there are more cases where the owner is not present. Even though the owner is staying today, how could there be a guest who would notice that he was staying for a day?
Even the guest is Ma Jong-gong. The main character who has recently heated up the system. A woman who loves her master.
“…The master has refused the guest, so please return it politely.”
Instinctively, I thought about how to treat them, but the owner had already ordered no guests. If so, I have no choice but to return it.
“Hey, butler.”
But despite my words, the guard hesitated.
“I’m sorry… But I think you’ll have to see it for yourself.”
These words made me feel uneasy.
I couldn’t believe the sight in front of my eyes.
‘Oh my God.’
I could see why the guards were so embarrassed. It was also great that he rather sanely came to report.
The closer you get to the front door, the clearer the woman in white becomes. A woman who looks incredible as she gets clearer.
“Ji, butler!”
The guard who remained at the front gate hurriedly opened his mouth as if he had seen me approaching. Then, following the gaze of the guard, the woman who looked at me, Ma Jong-gong.
And as soon as her eyes met Lord Majong’s, she almost closed her eyes.
‘What is this?’
Majonggong’s condition was miserable. Red-stained eyes, constantly flowing tears, face flushed red from the cold wind.
Moreover, her hair down to the floor was dirty with all sorts of dirt and dust, and her clothes were in poor condition, as if she had fallen over.
‘…Bare feet.’
In the meantime, barefoot. Did she lose her shoe in the fall?
It’s miserable. To the extent that if I hadn’t heard the report that Majong-gong had arrived, I would never have thought it was Majong-gong.
“Home, buy…?”
“Yes. My name is Wallace, the butler who manages this mansion.”
I instinctively lowered my head at the trembling voice of Jong-Gong Ma.
And when he lowered his head, he saw the object that Ma Jong-gong was holding dearly.
Even though her whole body was dirty, she was holding a comb that was clean by itself, as if it couldn’t be dirty.
“Butler…”
“Yes, sir.”
“Is the baby, is the baby here…?”
I couldn’t bear to shout out to customers at that bleak appearance.
Master, what are you doing outside?