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64. Summer Vacation (6)
It was a pretty vivid experience, but it was so dreamy that I thought I had been asleep for a long time.
Actually, it wasn’t a dream.
The fact that there are people who have gone back in time tens of thousands of times and ran to save the world is only in the novel itself.
Wouldn’t that be a story that would appear?
Every time you turn back time, you have to sacrifice the memories.
All the lives and memories I have built up so far are crumbling down like a sand castle, how can I repeat the process tens of thousands of times, not just once or twice?
If it is me, can I do it?
‘It’s impossible.’
Even this once life is precious and desperate, to repeat it twice, ten times, a hundred times, a thousand times, ten thousand times.
If so… All my emotions and souls will wear out and disappear.
“.ah”
Eisel opened her puffy eyes.
The red sky that fills the field of vision. The horizon dyed in the sunset is truly beautiful.
All three moons in the sky were not full moons.
It also meant that the night had passed and evening had come again.
Eisel, who struggled to raise her upper body, trembled with the energy of her body, and then stood right next to her.
Found the collapsed Hong Bi-yeon.
She was emaciated from not being able to replenish her nutrition for a day, but even when she fainted, she was noble and elegant.
“ Hmm•••••••
Hong Bi-yeon, who raised her eyebrows one beat later, raised her eyelids as if she had regained consciousness.
When our eyes met, she lay blankly for a moment, then quickly got up from her seat.
Eisel turned her head and looked at the ponytail of the altar. There, the full frame that had just arisen dragged his knees
He sat squatting with his eyes closed.
“… … did you wake up?”
It was hard to see his expression because of the shadows on half of his face, but he could guess that it was a very dark expression.
Eisel forcibly tightened her shaky legs and sat down next to her. Then he laughed and asked jokingly.
“Why so… … You are dead.”
“Just, a little… That’s right.”
After a moment’s hesitation, she pursed her lips.
“… … Because I saw it.”
Full Frame took a deep breath.
Looking at Baek Yu-seol’s past in the Star Library, I felt the pain as if my heart was blocked, but at the same time, I felt a mysterious feeling that I was refreshed because most of the questions I had been holding were resolved at the same time.
Why was his memory and knowledge so tightly intertwined?
What was the reason that you seemed to know something, but you didn’t know it well?
It was because they had been living in the same time over and over again for so many years.
At first, I thought ‘I returned for Azel’ about Baek Yu-seol, and secondly I thought, ‘Maybe it was for me’.
Maybe all of them are correct.
In the tens of thousands of relapses, Baek Yu-seol must have shared love, affection, and emotions with so many people.
But they were all wrong.
he… … Because he was moving for everything, including them all.
what a deep sense of duty
Savage, can you drive yourself to the edge of hell and fight a lonely battle alone?
“… … It’s you, isn’t it?”
suddenly.
As the full frame opened their mouths, Azel and Hongbi Yeon looked at her without saying a word.
Unlike usual, always playful and lively, it had a subdued and heavy atmosphere, so no one intercepted the horse in the middle.
“Before… … . I’ve seriously asked the old man. what is your wish What is your purpose?”
Then, he said.
‘I just want to live. Ordinarily.’
At that time, Full Frame seems to have had confidence in the return of Baek Yu-seol. However, until now, I did not realize the weight.
Because I thought anyone could say that they want to live.
However… … .
The ‘I want to live’ that comes out of the mouth of a person who bears such a harsh fate,
How much weight do you mean?
It felt so far and far away that I couldn’t even respond.
“You don’t have to be so rude.”
The person who opened his mouth this time was Hong Bi-yeon. She leaned her back against the pillar and said, facing the sunset light.
“Now that I know about him… … It’s enough to prevent Baek Yu-seol from turning back time again.”
“… … How is that possible?”
“Simple.”
Her tone of voice was very dull.
“You saw the end of the world. You just have to let it happen.”
“ah••••••
To never again be drenched in the sorrow of losing everything.
So that we will never try to forget our memories by force in a world where no one remembers them again.
never… … so as not to turn back time.
Just, these three we live in now
All you have to do is to save everything by making an effort so that the world does not perish.
The current Baek Yu-seol is not alone.
After struggling tens of thousands of lives alone, now I know the truth about three young wizards who claim to have the most outstanding talents in the world.
Hong Bi-yeon slowly made eye contact with Azel’s full frame and Azel one by one, and said.
“Until then, I’m sorry… … I may need a little bit of your help, which even a cat’s paws can’t use.”
At those words, Full Frame and Azel’s expressions softened to some extent.
“Shouldn’t I just be able to stop asking for help like that?”
“Right. It tastes bad.”
“… … what?”
Hong Bi-yeon frowned at her red eyes terribly, but Full Lame jumped up from her seat and straightened her waist.
“Well then. I’ve decided what I’m going to do, I’m tired from going to sleep all day starving, do you want to go get something to eat?”
“like!”
When Azel followed suit, Hong Bi-yeon followed them reluctantly.
Still, I couldn’t help but feel that way.
With the combination of these three people who don’t match at all, how far can Baek Yu-seol be helped?
that… … I probably don’t even know about the white yew.
There has never been such a combination in any history.
To be honest, at first, when a girl who looked like a middle school student approached me and asked for my autograph, I was embarrassed, but I was also happy that I couldn’t.
Anyway, the fact that I managed to get popular in the present life is not a bad sign, is it? It is because such a simple yet foolish thought came to life.
Stupid thought was right.
This is because the skill was activated the moment she made eye contact with a girl named ‘Anella’.
[The attribute ‘Blessings of Yeonhongchun and March’ has been activated and the attribute ‘The Second Coming of Nightmare’ has been detected.]
[The Second Coming of Nightmares burrows into your mind. Are you sure you want to reject it?]
At first I thought this was something.
Like some firewall antivirus program, Yeonhongchun and March appeared in the air and asked me to choose Yes or No.
Of course, it would be normal only if you chose ‘No’. But I like the special
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Caught[Even if you do not deny, there is a 0% chance that the target will penetrate your mind.]
In other words, it means that even I, who knows the original game, can’t do anything even if I dig into my mind with a characteristic I’m hearing for the first time… … .
There, my curiosity was activated, and when I came to my senses, I pressed ‘No’ and threw it away.
and.
get to the present situation.
‘Ahh! Save me, save me! Save me oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh !!’
A girl’s scream echoes loudly in her head. I was sitting on the floor, watching Anella cry vividly.
‘This is in my mind… … ?’
My image world seemed to resemble the sea. There, Anella caused ‘the most horrific trauma’ I have ever experienced through her character.
However, the most terrible trauma for me, who has lived a flat life in the modern world, is the sudden power cut off when I try to defeat a boss monster after three days of re-challenge.
To be honest, even after coming to this world, I haven’t experienced anything that could be called a terrible thing.
By the way.
Strangely.
I also had trauma.
But, they… … .
‘Wow!’
Whoops!
‘Ugh!’
hard!
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Countless, really, countless deaths were my trauma.The deaths were so terrible that even me who was watching made my mind wander and made me nauseous. Anella was experiencing the pain vividly there.
‘What is that, crazy… …
I’ve never been through such a trauma. That’s not my trauma.
Thinking like that, I turned my head away and turned away, but this is undoubtedly my imaginary world. The blessings of Yeonhongchun and March are proof of that.
so that… … .
I had no choice but to face ‘my trauma’ again.
Awesome!!
The ‘I’ that was ripped out alive by the mouth of a giant monster with bright red teeth.
thud!!
‘I’, who fails to control the blinking and dies by hitting a wall.
Whoops!
The ‘I’ who was caught in flames and died.
Pugh!!
‘I’, whose body explodes from the goblin’s bat and dies.
However, even at any moment of death, ‘I’ did not scream or utter a cry for life.
Just accepting death with an emotionless face and humility.
It was then that I realized that those deaths were familiar.
‘Aither World Online.’
There, even if you die once, you can respawn with a small penalty, or return to a designated save point and play the game again.
Those countless deaths… … .
It was the death of the ‘character Baek Yu-seol’ that I, who was living in modern times, played.
‘By the way, why is that trauma?’
It was an incomprehensible phenomenon.
Aren’t those deaths just in-game deaths? Even the bloodstains are completely removed as the whole age is a game.
It’s never been described as such.
By the way, those deaths that are so vivid that we are afraid to even face them… … What the hell
‘Sa, save me, save me… …
Anella screamed and eventually passed out, and I too had a throbbing pain in my head that I couldn’t stand any longer.
‘••• Stop it now.’
Then, like a lie, all the traumas disappear as they reconcile with smoke. Only then could I finally calm my heart and learn how to get out of the world of images.
I was trying to think about it.
‘..uh.’
made eye contact with someone
It was ‘I’.
I have a different atmosphere from Earth, and a subtly different me from Aiter.
…the kind of ‘me’ that I think would be like that if I had suffered for 10 years or so.
He looked at me silently, then turned around and started walking somewhere.
‘Hey, what are you? Wait, are you me?’
But even when I called, he didn’t even think to stop and kept walking.
It was a vast sea here, and no matter how much I ran, I could only feel like I was running and running, but strangely, he moved away from me at a very high speed.
‘Wait, what are you? hey! Answer me!’
I sprinted towards him with all my might, and ‘I’ was far away without even being heard.
further.
like a mirage.
suddenly disappeared.
“hey! … … uh?”
And come to your senses
I was back in the cafe.
slur… dump!
And the girl who fell unconscious and fell towards me, Anella. I suddenly took her and stared into the air with blank eyes.
‘how… what… … ?’
There was nothing to know.
Belkide mc önceki hayatlarının hepsini oyun gibi hatırlıyordur. 11.ayın geri dönüşünde tüm anıları kaybetme koşulu vardı bu yüzden mc her seferinde anıları kaybedip garip şekillerde öldü(flashı yanlış kullanarak ölmesi anılarını hatırladığı bir senaryoda imkansız) son olarak ejderhayı öldürdüğünde üçüncü bir taraf ona anıları hatırlaması için oyunu yarattı
mc loads the previous save game.
the girls with tears falling in their eyes, he’s trying to save the world again 😭😭😭
MrPoj’s second theory is, well interesting, but the difference of 1140(original novel) vs 1141(game) is the presence of Full frame herself that got inserted into that world, she even used that number to determine that there is in fact Baek Yu Seol in the original in the first place, just that he never got mentioned by the novel, meaning that his presence isn’t famous because he never got mentioned, unlike MC back then and that’s why she’s cautious.
That’s also why he isn’t a villain in the original, Full frame, who’ve actually read the novel, said that there wasn’t any mention of any Baek Yu Seol anywhere on the original novel.
I’m so glad I stuck with this story now. The beginning of the story was headache inducing with the MTL but it’s worth it for the plot development so far. At least now there’s actual translations going pretty far, probably around 60-70 chapters at the time of this comment and I know they’ve stockpiled to at least 100, so newer readers might actually be able to get into the story without needing to destroy brain cells in the process. No theories from me, I’m pretty in line with the things that have already been mentioned.
He accidentally mindbroke her lol
its funny that hes giving a live reaction at his deaths lol
Btw, the second theory can lead to “What if mc was a main villian in original novel?” but frankly aside the question what if his constitution can synergize with demon energy I have nothing. If only they revealed more from original novel… certainly I did NOT steal idea from I’m not a Regressor, absolutly!
Did I really just wrote a theory that “mc is not a Flashing genius”? Lmao
I have another theory that can break first theory and is even more crazy if answer on question is yes:
So… there do exist world of the novel Full Frame read. There was 1140 students. What if in that timeline female lead was at academy(maybe without blessing only with plant magic idk).
Then who was missing, you ask? Original mc. Cause he never mastered Flashing. So Game Mc mastered Flashing cause Game imitation allowed him to try until he succeeded. And when Game character with Earth guy possesed Original, Earth guy got memory of flashing from Game character.
But in original novel Original mc just died cause he did not mastered Flashing.
Pro for this theory is that like I said in first theory mc got memory only of flashing, that means he got memories from Game mc not Original.
But this is just a theory, I don’t like to disparage Original efforts to master some suicide magic cause it’s the only thing he can master.
So I will say that Game character did not master it, he only copied efforts from Original.
I have even more crazy theory. What if the Game character is real now, but never was in original world. We know that Constelation Project is also a game system (it tried to show Eizel status), but what if game world and real world are separate, where game world is only imitation. What if simultaniously possesion was done by mc from Earth and his game character into real paralel world. So we have original from this world, guy from Earth, and Game character as separate entities. It will explain why mc did not got a lot of memory from og, because he got memories from Game character!
The best way to check this theory is to ask library the most important question: DID HE TRAINED FLASHING TILL BEING ABLE TO CONTROL DIRECTION?
Game character did not technically. Only original did… or did he?
I think that in the aither world it’s impossible that all the characters in this world from the start are real people and the game world is the place to choose candidates for the savior of the world and yes, the baek earth is the only person who manages to survive until the end of the world is chosen to be the savior and baek aither has all the save point memories and deaths in the game that baek earth did
I’m taking it on face value that the game character Baek only has surface knowledge of the game lives/death cycle. They don’t have the knowledge that the Earth Baek does until he crosses over. The game/novel characters can’t see the real Earth Baek (Which is why he’s a blank slate to them), his system powers (Couldn’t detect his system powers from the game glasses), or even hear this knowledge as he’s being prevented from doing so by the system.
While the Earth Baek sees it as a game, the game Baek sees it as a repeat of life and death.
It’s like that Rick and Morty vat of acid episode.
Technically, Edna also came from Earth just not the original Earth that is the exact copy of the original Earth for the game setting. I’ve read this a lot in Korean novels, where the “Game” world is actually sort of an “alternate world” except it appeared on Earth as a simulation device that chooses the best “host” to suck into the alternate world.
What if this was a red herring? The MC got sucked into the game, died, and regressed a long time ago, but the MC from the start of the story is just “duplicating” his memories from his “Earth” life after dying, regressing, and forgetting everything from his past life save for the fact that he got sucked into the “game” causing him to remember his “Earth” life, due to how the “Regression Magic” that Edna keeps talking about. Because if you think about it, the alternate timelines can also be the MC getting unlucky and dying in Dark Souls fashion despite knowing a catastrophic event ahead of time.
Of course this is me overthinking it.
Interesting, well now everyone is probably thinking that MC isn’t actually a reincarnation but the actual character. Which I can agree with because of the idea of the deaths being vividly displayed in a video game format could be a sort of coping mechanism, but this theory is ruined by the basis that he knew things about earth.