3 – HELP HELP, HERO!(2)
Seeing Song Soo-yeon preparing to leave after being told to leave made me feel uncomfortable.
this wasn’t it Solas wouldn’t have done this.
The reason I was given a second chance wasn’t for this.
I was not comfortable thinking that my good deeds would end in failure from the beginning.
I scratched my cheek and finally mumbled.
“…you don’t really have to go just because you want to go.”
But to those words, Song Soo-yeon responds with sharp edges.
“Because you won’t be there even if you beg for it? How can you eat this tasteless food…”
The sorry feeling that I was trying to create disappears.
It was the first time he had done a good deed, so it was the first time he had been cursed at after giving.
Unknowingly, I cried at this contradictory situation and raised my voice.
“Who, who works hard to make it and feed it until they are full-”
“-Ah, then make it delicious!”
“I beg your pardon?!”
“I’m dying, how can I eat!”
“……”
Having said this so clearly, my spirit began to weaken slightly.
I glanced at the jajangmyeon left by Song Soo-yeon.
….. Hey, he must have come all the way here because he was hungry, but he would have endured his shame and sat down.
I’m not complaining, but is it really so bad that I can’t eat it?
“……Isn’t it that tasty?”
Embarrassed again, I asked cautiously.
“…should have known since it was free…”
I added a little vinegar because it said it would take away the greasy feeling…is that a problem?
Come to think of it, doing good deeds that the other person might not like is nothing more than self-satisfaction. It is a proper good deed to do something that the other person will like.
Since it was my first time, there were still things to worry about.
If it was really something I couldn’t eat that much, then I was actually rude.
“…..Is it really that bad?”
She didn’t answer, so I asked again.
Song Soo-yeon stood up without a word, pulling out of her chair. I took my bag and clothes and turned away without answering.
Curious about the taste of jajangmyeon, I lifted the remaining bowl.
Stirring the food, he grabbed a chopstick and lifted it up.
“Ah…what are you doing, really…?”
And right before I put the jajangmyeon in my mouth, I hear a chilly voice in my ears.
Song Soo-yeon turns around and looks at me.
“…uh?”
“Why are you eating what I spit out…? Aren’t you really a pervert…?”
She looks at me with contempt. Combined with its sharp appearance, its destructive power becomes stronger.
“…it’s really messy..”
It was to the extent that I flinched without even realizing it.
It’s a shame because I’m no longer number one in the villain rankings.
“No….they didn’t answer, so I tried to eat it…”
I say it like an excuse.
“I told you many times that it doesn’t taste good.”
“………I see.”
First, I put down the bowl. It felt like she was going to explode if she continued to act.
Song Soo-yeon stared at me intently.
“under.”
He let out a deep sigh and started to leave the store again.
Looking at her back, I was gripped by a strange sensation.
It seemed that if I let her go like this, I would have nothing to do with her anymore.
…..and it gave me a rough feeling.
If I can’t capture even the girl I had a relationship with in my previous life, who the hell will be around me?
What would Solas do?
While thinking about it, Song Soo-yeon leaves the store. He was holding on to his unfilled stomach with one hand.
My actions that followed were caused by anxiety that I felt like I would be alone for the rest of my life.
I shouted at Song Soo-yeon, who had gone outside.
“excuse me! Come again tomorrow! I’ll make it delicious tomorrow!”
Song Soo-yeon hesitated for a moment, then moved on again.
****
The next day, I visited a famous jajangmyeon restaurant in the city center. people are buzzing
If so many people come to my store, will there be more people who look good on me?
Well, I should think about it first with Song Soo-yeon. It’s the first time in a week, a one-sided customer… There is no answer if even she misses.
I sat down with the utmost guidance and ordered jajangmyeon.
“…..Well.”
And while eating the food at this store, I realized how conceited I was.
Maybe I’m not good at cooking.
If I fed this to Song Soo-yeon yesterday, would he have heard such a thing?
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“…It’s delicious.”
Muttering to myself, I chewed my food.
At the same time, I memorized the ingredients I could see while flipping through the jajangmyeon.
The meat, the onion… and what is this again?
After thinking for a while, I put down my chopsticks.
“……”
In fact, I think the quickest way would be to just buy this jajangmyeon for Song Soo-yeon.
But something… that’s not so much.
You have to eat my food to feel my sincerity.
And, if I try to fill something with money instead of cooking, I’m afraid that my intentions will be dramatized and delivered.
Already marked me as a pervert. It’s not like I’m trying to coax her out of money.
I just really want to eat my fill.
I looked around.
People laugh and talk.
“……..”
In an instant, a sudden loneliness found me.
Wanting to get rid of this loneliness, I started doing good deeds in my previous life, and I am trying hard to do good deeds in this life as well.
But it’s been about a month since I came back. Still no change for me.
still alone
I looked around the store, but I was the only one who came alone.
It’s not that I’m noticing this, it’s just that I get depressed looking at the difference between them and me.
“…..It will be fine.”
I sniffed once and calmed myself by telling myself.
If I had only one friend, I wouldn’t be so lonely.
In fact, this is the advantage of being alone. I can be honest about my heart. Not looking into anyone’s eyes.
Especially after removing the cumbersome title of #1 villain ranking, I was able to be more honest.
In the meantime, laughter erupts from nearby tables.
And as I looked at them, I burned my will again.
****
“… Write. Do you think they have become similar?”
Inside the smoky kitchen, I praised myself while eating my finished product.
In fact, it didn’t resemble the jjajangmyeon at that famous restaurant for lunch, but it’s much better compared to what I fed Song Soo-yeon the day before.
This should be fine.
No, there is no lie in the heart that wants to feed something delicious, but there is a limit.
I am a person who can acknowledge my limitations.
Besides, isn’t this good enough for free? and rationalize itself.
“……”
……. To be honest, I don’t like peeling onions anymore.
my eyes are so hot I shed too many tears.
No matter how many times I’m ranked #1 in the villain rankings, something like this can’t happen.
I started cleaning out the messy kitchen.
After putting countless failed works in the food waste bin, they go out through the back door of the kitchen.
The cool late evening air of autumn greeted me.
In fact, the reason I work so hard is not because I want to be close to Song Soo-yeon.
It doesn’t matter if it’s not her. I want someone to be by my side.
I wondered if it was necessary to do this all of a sudden.
If I thought that the effort was not limited to her anyway, I was able to regain my strength.
“…….Well?”
And at that moment, a strange feeling caught in my senses.
I don’t carelessly ignore these feelings.
“……”
I carefully set down the food waste bin and move on as my senses lead me.
Between the shrugged and damp alleys, I continued to walk.
It was late in the evening, and since there were no lights anywhere, it was getting darker and darker.
Another fact that I’m sure the closer I get.
Someone is activating their abilities over and over again.
Was there a fight between the powerful?
Before long, I stick my face out into the alley where the person using the ability is.
“Hey, are you chewing?”
And one sight to see.
Song Soo-yeon was there.
She was being bullied by three female students who seemed as bad as her.
It was an amazing sight.
It looks so impressive, and in reality Song Soo-yeon, who will become stronger in the future, is suffering.
…..Why isn’t he resisting? Are you afraid your partner will get hurt?
If that’s the case, it’s far from the sharp look I’ve been seeing lately.
Because she also has her own goodness inside.
Before I regressed, I couldn’t put up with situations like that.
I really regret acting the way I feel.
In that respect, Song Soo-yeon seemed to have many advantages over me.
“Didn’t I say that if I didn’t bring the money by today, I would burn your head?”
Every time one snapped his fingers, his hand caught fire.
“…..Soo-Yeon-ah…We gave you a lot of opportunities…”
As if to soothe Song Soo-yeon, one strokes Song Soo-yeon’s cheek with her pointed fingertips.
“A fox year. I’m afraid you can’t say anything.”
The last student laughed and just watched from behind.
Song Soo-yeon looks at them coldly with an insensitive expression and replies.
“I have no money.”
“If you don’t have it, you should have made it, you crazy bitch.”
A female student who was handling the fireworks grabbed Song Soo-yeon by her hair.
And I couldn’t stand it any longer and screamed.
“hey! What are you doing dangerously!”
Their attention was drawn.
He’s number 2 on the list of future villains.