I Became a Villain’s Hero

Noble Lady says:

DAMN I REALLY WISHED THIS NOVEL DIDNT GO THE HAREM ROUTE AND JUST GO FOR MC AND Soo yeon

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I really love how suyeon’s character developed a lonely, bullied, abused, and cautious girl. throughout reading the novel it felt like i was really forced to symphatize/understand her she was really so beautiful and ugly at the same time a girl that is hardworking and strongly enduring the hardships that came to her but as with no one to depend on or either a reason to live just to gain money just cause she wants to get out of her hellhole of being bullied and abused, sexually harrased by boys, with all the pressure it makes her emotions very unstable with some suicide tendencies but that changes when she met the mc as interacting with him discoveres diffrent emotions(companionship,reliable,understanding additionally recieving platonic love which she misunderstand etc.) she shoulve normally gained through friends and families were all gained from the mc as time goes on she understood that this person was different from every person she met in her life no malicious internt and is able to accept her vulnerabilities(mc found out she was being bullied) also needlessly helping her.

as such becomming attatched but that attachment becomes a problem as a person that was unknowingly feeling love for the first time feel like she wanted to feel that emotion making her a always needing reassurance that he would continue loving her no matter what… so what does she do? She would always test the mc and pushing him away as anything she throws at the mc such as verbal abuse and rejecting he would always brush it off like it was nothing but comes a point in time where the rejection she gives becomes too much and hurt the mc realizing she pushed him too much she wanted to reconcile she didnt mean it really.. she as for forgiveness but realizes what she had done was bigger than she thought and experiences consequences at that point solas comforted the mc, suyeon felt something inside her and it was jealousy so and this is where she starts to become ugly at heart the attachment she felt soon turns into obsession as she felt like solas was stealing the mc from her she developed different tendencies becoming more agressive,possesive and bold asking mc to hug her, carry her, trying to cross that line however she was still lacking compare to solas who was aiming for mc too solas was the complete opposite of suyeon beautiful, loved by everyone, rich, powerful, not only that solas was also much more better at expressing her emotions asking favors, going to date, creating subtle romantic atmosphere, and making the mc concious that solas was a woman of potential romantic partner unlike suyeon who was seen as like a younger sister
Suyeon felt fear from that her instinct told her she wont be able to compete with something like that and only a matter of time before the mc is stolen. she again was forced to change not wanting to lose the mc the only bright light in her life her obsession grows deeper she would demand more affection from the mc but has’nt been able to cross that line she would start looking at the mc with sexual urges, and imagines planning on putting every picture she has of him in her walls, at night whenever they were drunk and suyeon would kiss the mc while hes asleep even knowing what she done she would even admit that it was rape and she was enjoying that feeling eventually she would look at the mirror and see that she herself has become what she hated the people that sexually harrased and molested her at school however she just didnt care as the instinct of immorality overcomes her guilt

Suyeon becomes a creep and horrable character throughout the novel but even so i didnt really hate her cause reading her POV’s u understand that she didnt really change but also changed she was still the suyeon who was vulnerable has no one else but the mc.. the one that wholeheartedly makes gift for the mc, puts efforts into planning sweet dates and helping the mc with his financial problems,

looking for the only love she recieved that kept being stolen she was still that lovable person like in the early chapters she learns that just saying ” i wont do it again” doesnt return everything to the way it was but she also turned into a creepy yandere that fantasizing about raping the mc theres no denying that what she did was wrong but damn the novel still made me want to root for suyeon through the POV’s and make her rewarded through all of this just even accepting that she can move on without the mc is even good for me letting go of that obsession and becoming strong by yourself.

Anyway not only suyeon but every girl did felt creepy at some point solas at one chapter or more said that “Mc would definitely would not have an appointment cause he’s just a loner” which screams red flag to me for some reason just unlike suyeon this solas i have no symphaty for this uh creature she was the root of all evil

Stella felt like an unessary character in the end(as of 120 chapters) was at the wrong place and the wrong time she was basically the suyeon replacement in the first life of mc who acted as someone that will not make him feel lonely was loving and also has a sad backstory but the relationship with the mc just did not developed and i felt unpleasant in the order of her story where her backstory suddenly was being told after mc left suyeon which was about to reconcile after kissing i think that was peak part of suyeon’s story that needed the conclusion immediately but nope it didnt happen cause she was part of the harem and soo-yeon needed to be away from the mc for stella and mc needed some time alone to develop their relationship so felt

MC/Jeong-gyeom a damn dense frustrating mc for real with so many misunderstandings with suyeon that he does not understand but immediately notices that solas was crushing on him, i think mc is pretty much reasonable in his actions he take whether it was finding about the truth about something or reacting to gifts but just felt annoying really sometimes.

alas it headed the harem route and fuck solas tbh she was the better girl materialistic but suyeon was the true sweetheart. I like harems polygamy and stuff im fine with it but i think this type of cultivated love like suyeon that went through hardships are infinitely much better than harems just my opinion though and theres only 1 route that bitch solas should go and that is the route to the trashcan of unrecyclable materials and be burned to oblivion.

I encourage to read this novel for suyeon
I LOVE THIS NOVEL WOULD HOPE FOR MORE UPDATES IF POSSIBLE

An 8/10 novel bias from soo-yeon