I Became a Villain’s Hero chapter 6

6 – Villain Luna (1)

I laughed out loud.

“Did you put something strange in it? no? What do you see people as…”

I was dumbfounded and tried to argue, but now that I think about it, I was the villain.

…..You’re pretty sharp, aren’t you?

But he didn’t do anything with Song Soo-yeon’s food.

If you put something in, it’s only sincere.

“…Didn’t you put it in?”

She asked with an innocent look on her face.

“I didn’t put it in. And what do you put in? If you think there will be a problem, call a hero. coming soon I will also open the door.”

I really got up and opened the shop door wide. The cool autumn air came in unhindered.

Let’s get that wind, she says with a guilty look.

“…No, he laughed like a devil…I thought he did something…”

She talks to herself because she is ashamed to admit her fault.

“…..Devil…?”

“……..”

Soon after, she picks up the chopsticks she dropped on the floor and carefully puts them on the table.

I was absurd, but after hearing her excuse, I was dumbfounded and just laughed.

“…hehehe.”

“…don’t laugh badly.”

“……”

“…scared…no…annoyed.”

She gave me another warning, perhaps suppressing the apologetic feelings she expressed earlier.

I calmed down laughing. I’m going to eat it for nothing.

“……Sorry.”

I lightly apologized.

At the same time, it was also embarrassing. How the hell did I live so I can’t trust people like this.

I wasn’t even like that.

Well, because of his distrust of others, he did well even as a villain.

“……”

I looked at Song Soo-yeon as she continued her meal.

Still, being able to talk to someone reduced my boredom.

No matter how much he was suspected of being a pervert or a bad guy, he didn’t care.

It was much better than being alone.

oh How fortunate I am to have a second life. I never thought I would experience such subtle fun in my lifetime.

It is a beautiful world that Solas has told us about.

“……..”

I thought I would laugh, but Song Soo-yeon told me not to laugh, so I forced myself to endure it.

But Song Soo-yeon doesn’t say thank you today.

I made it with real effort.

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home and school.

Song Soo-yeon’s world was just those two things.

That was all for her as a child.

But both were like hell to her.

It’s a disgustingly dirty world.

home once.

Unlike other houses that grow up with parents’ love and attention, to Song Su-yeon, the house was just a place where she could sleep without freezing to death.

It’s been too long since she stopped expecting from her parents.

His father is a gambling addict and his mother is an alcoholic.

I can’t even remember when they were normal. It seems to have always been like that.

I made an effort. to make them normal. I’ve been trying since I was very young.

From around the age of 10, there was a constant sound of something breaking in the house.

When two addicts met, no hell could be made worse than that.

No matter how much she cried and cried and tried to separate her parents, who naively believed that they would be able to get better, her strength was far from enough.

Even if you show them cute acts like singing and dancing to them who don’t respond. Even if you hand over a hard-made gift. Even if you write a sincere letter.

I didn’t know that my parents’ addictions and fights would stop.

One day when I was desperate, I called a hero.

‘Help!! Please help me!!’

The hero who arrived screaming and screaming.

Song Soo-yeon shed tears in front of the hero and asked for it.

‘My parents fight so much… Please stop it…’

But even he could not save Song Soo-yeon.

‘The villain…?’

‘…yes?’

‘Where’s the villain, kid?’

‘There are no non-villains…my parents fight so much…please…help me…’

I still can’t forget the sigh that the hero gave out at that time.

‘….ha….’

A look as if he had done something annoying. Soon, he hid his feelings again, and smiled awkwardly,

‘You know, kid. That’s not a hero’s job. It’s a police job. We only call when a villain appears.’

He said, but Song Soo-yeon could not understand at all.

‘…on TV, if there is any trouble anywhere, a hero will help…’

‘There are people in more danger than you. Why can’t we just try to solve this problem and not be able to help them?’

Then, the hero disappeared in the blink of an eye.

As a child, hearing her parents’ screams still resounding in the background, she had to digest the shock.

I fell into a feeling of helplessness.

Soon after, the hero contacted the police, and the police came to the house, but Song Soo-yeon could not escape the shock and remained in a daze like a doll with a thread cut.

The illusion of a hero on TV, which had been shining, was shattered.

‘Only this problem.’ He said.

It’s just this problem.

This was the most serious problem for her.

I was afraid of losing my family in two, more than anything else.

Even heroes don’t help, so how can we escape this reality?

Was it 12 or 13?

At that time, when she couldn’t even remember her exact age, Song Soo-yeon accepted this inescapable reality and abandoned two things in her heart.

Love for parents and longing for heroes.

My parents couldn’t do anything anymore. I tried my best. Even at her age, she was already exhausted.

That day, Song Soo-yeon’s parents died in her heart.

And the hero…

Heroes don’t exist in this world.

Contrary to the claim that they throw themselves to rescue others, they are a tribe that just wants to beat the villain and gain honor.

In other words, he became nothing more than a thug recognized by the state.

If he was really a hero, he would have saved himself then. The crying father would have helped himself.

But instead, all she got was an annoyed sigh.

Still she couldn’t understand. How did a person called a hero leave the crying self behind?

her second world. School was more than home.

School was a world full of malice.

After abandoning her parents in her heart, she began to focus on her studies in order to get out of there more surely, but she was swept away by the coming malice.

The jealousy of the women came first.

Song Soo-yeon, who is getting more and more beautiful, was not left unattended by women.

After the eyes gather and become notice, those who give notice gather and become whispers, and whispers gather and become gossip, after that it became bullying.

Tearing books, soaking them, scribbling them.

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Dirty desks, hiding them, destroying them.

She was helpless because of the blatant bullying and incompetence.

The teacher didn’t help either. Female teachers were also busy being jealous of their beautiful appearance.

Because she was that beautiful.

However, the bullying of the women was relatively tolerable.

What was hard to bear was the men’s lustful eyes.

In front of her, she rolls her eyes and scans her appearance and body.

Behind the scenes, they talk dirty and take themselves lightly.

Even so, when I saw them pretending to be nice and trying to do something, I felt like vomiting.

How is it so contradictory? How you treat yourself like a trophy.

I’ve been confessed to hundreds of times, and all the men were the same.

The desire to do something to oneself always wavered in the eyes.

Juniors, classmates, seniors, teachers… As for men, this fact was unshakable.

Numerous men with strong psychic powers approached her at school, and even handsome ones constantly challenged her.

However, when Song Soo-yeon saw their eyes, she was always disgusted.

To the point where I don’t even want to be friends.

There were many times when Song Su-yeon wondered if she had the ability, it might have been from the mental system.

Because sometimes I felt like I was looking into their heads.

I’m going to try something, I’m going to touch it, I’m going to make it my own and show off… I heard these kinds of thoughts.

Of course, he wasn’t sure if he really heard it or if he was going insane.

If it was the ability, you should be able to look into the other person’s heart whenever you want, but you didn’t.

But even so, these voices may have made her not want to get close to anyone. regardless of gender.

Even if he had gone mad, those voices were clearly audible, so it was hard to ignore them.

In a way, it was inevitable for her to become a loner in this situation.

Her second world was also like hell.

Even so, it was so funny that I couldn’t get out of the two places.

I needed a place to sleep, so I couldn’t leave the house. I couldn’t leave school because I needed something to eat.

There was also the fact that I still wanted to live like a human being and couldn’t give up my diploma.

If you want to get a diploma through the GED, that’s all money.

She wanted to live a normal life.

So I persisted.

Being alone was tolerable. Loneliness was no stranger to her.

Even at home, I was always alone, so being alone wasn’t hard.

She was the one who always thought the world was this way.

That’s how she was waiting for the day she became an adult.

I looked forward to the day when I would be freed from both school and family.

I vaguely thought that if I left this place, something would change.

There are only 5 months left.

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While working part-time jobs, Song Soo-yeon saved money.

As soon as she became an adult, she was collecting deposits to rent a monthly rent.

The goal is 5 million won.

Almost everything was getting close.

There were not only a couple of things that made me uncomfortable because I couldn’t become an adult.

I couldn’t get it right from Alba.

As a minor, she needed a consent form from her parent or guardian to work part-time, but she didn’t want to ask her parents who didn’t even talk to her. I wouldn’t have done it anyway.

Therefore, I could only do things that did not write an employment contract.

It was mainly a flyer part-time job. Sometimes I did a part-time job as a traffic assistant.

It was also nice to be able to receive money in cash when it was over.

Most of the work was done after school or on weekends.

…..Of course, collecting money wasn’t as easy as it sounds.

Since she couldn’t live under the protection of her parents, she had to solve everything herself.

I had to buy everything I needed to go to school with my own money.

School uniforms, bags, writing instruments…and so on.

There are also bad-looking tracksuit jumpers that I once bought to avoid being ignored. It’s out of fashion now, but I couldn’t throw it away.

In addition, I had to buy dinner with my own money, and I had to go to the beauty salon with my own money.

As smartphones are essential for modern life, I paid all bills with my own money.

…..As a result, there were times when I had to starve once in a while after subtracting the money I had to save.

like that day

Song Soo-yeon starved all weekend, but now the end of her suffering was approaching.

Monday’s lunchtime is approaching.

‘Hey Song Soo-yeon, you come here.’

However, women who were jealous of her did not leave Song Soo-yeon alone.

As if trying to loosen her itchy hands and mouth over the weekend, she naturally led Song Soo-yeon to the back of the school.

After the bullying was so severe that her emotionless hands trembled at the end, and after cutting off the flirtation of the men who approached her like a hyena, when she entered the lunch room, the meal time was already announcing the end.

If she prayed to the teacher who was in charge of the meal service, saying that she was sorry for coming late and that she would eat and leave quickly, she might be able to receive the meal, but… Song Su-yeon couldn’t do that.

Pride was her last fortune. Other than this, she had nothing.

That is why she has not yet succumbed to the ill-wishers and has not been passed over by men.

The fact that he did not fall into a strange path was all because of his petty pride.

I didn’t want to admit defeat to anyone.

Besides, the school lunch instructor was a male math teacher. When he looked at himself, he was a teacher who sometimes rolled his eyes and wet his lips.

Sometimes I felt as if I could hear his thoughts in my head.

‘I fell well.’ whether Like ‘I want to touch your thighs’.

He heard it clearly, but he still couldn’t get rid of the suspicion that he had gone mad.

Anyway, I can’t beg such an awkward teacher to just feed me. Pride never allowed it.

Song Soo-yeon had no choice but to turn her foot, which did not fall.

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After school, Song Soo-yeon wandered the streets aimlessly.

I didn’t want to go home.

I checked my phone dozens of times to see if there was a place to hand out flyers, but there was no place to get a job. My cell phone battery is also dead.

The stomach made endless noises, to the point where it was starting to hurt.

The water vessel was filled endlessly. But now it was to the point of nausea.

Then, the place I was led to was in front of a Korean soup restaurant.

It was as if he had been attracted to him by the smell.

From the dark street, Song Soo-yeon looked at the brightly shining interior of a soup restaurant.

Everyone is laughing and eating with their close friends.

…….For some reason, Song Soo-yeon felt a pain in her heart when she saw it.

I never intended to admit that I was lonely and having a hard time, but… sometimes.

….Sometimes I had strange thoughts. It was difficult to describe anything.

What would it be like if I lived a normal life among them?

As I was staring blankly at them, salivating, someone walked out of the restaurant.

He too was alone.

like yourself.

He was a man, and had an ordinary impression. A little taller with black hair. A face that doesn’t look worried.

After finishing the meal, he couldn’t look so envious.

As I was concentrating because I was distracted by him, I heard his thoughts.

“…..ah.”

Warm thoughts that no one had ever heard of.

‘The world is beautiful.’ whether ‘I should also feed the starving people for free.’ whether

He wasn’t sure if this was his idea, or if it was just a fantasy she conjured up like a match girl in her starvation.

But her hungry stomach made her act first.

If he really thought so. If you really want to feed others.

Song Soo-yeon approached him who was alone like herself and said.

“……Mister, I’m hungry, but please buy me a meal.”

Unexpected how this would change her life.