155 – Infantile Regression
For those who haven’t seen the 19+ episode, I will briefly summarize the contents of the previous episode.
[After making Jessica naked, the protagonist walks through the forest with her, squeezing Jessica’s breasts, then goes to Elaine’s tent and makes her masturbate.]
[Jessica started masturbating her quietly so as not to wake Elaine and went away once. Afterwards, the protagonist made Jessica perform oral s*x on her until daybreak, which forced Jessica to drink her semen all night long.]
[So Jessica is very angry because she feels like her main character is treating her like a prostitute who does all sorts of things for her.]
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It was nothing more than staying up all night, but perhaps because I had been deprived of water all night, I couldn’t help but yawn from fatigue even when I stayed still.
With the appearance of the sun, the dark blue sky was colored with sunset color, and the time had come when rooster would have cried loudly if it were here.
It was soon time for Elaine to wake up, so she looked towards the tent and saw that the tent was trembling and the door was opening.
“Umm….”
Elaine opened her eyes wetly, probably because she couldn’t sleep well because of what happened last night, and slowly walked out of the tent, rubbing her eyes.
“…… Huh?”
No, more accurately, I was trying to come forward. The entire area in front of the tent was wet, so Elaine, who had placed her shoes a little away, was unable to go outside.
“… “It’s wet. Did it rain at dawn?”
“Huh? No, it’s not like that… “I spilled some water.”
Yesterday, Jessica poured so much water that she was worried that she might become dehydrated, but when she even asked if there was a shower, she burst into laughter.
“Do you want to eat? “I think it will happen soon.”
“Yes…. “Carry me on your back.”
Because the wet ground had not yet dried, I had no choice but to move Elaine.
When I picked up Elaine, who stuck her head out from inside the tent, I happened to make eye contact with Jessica, who had just returned from the forest after getting her clothes back.
“You are really… !! Ugh… Ugh… !!”
Jessica, who was enraged by a situation that could be misunderstood by anyone, was about to say something to me, but paused for a moment and suddenly burst into tears.
While we were panicked by the sudden tears, Jessica shouted, pointing her point at us as if she was hitting a player.
“I hate you!! I hate you!! hahahahaha!!!”
We had no choice but to watch as Jessica ran somewhere, forgetting what to say, as her childlike appearance was the complete opposite of her usual self of not losing her dignity at any time.
“…… “Is that person crazy?”
It wasn’t unreasonable for Elaine to say that. Who wouldn’t think he’s crazy when he suddenly appears, bursts into tears and screams like a child?
“Oh, no, it’s not that, something happened yesterday. “It was my fault, so I’ll comfort you and come back.”
“… Huh.”
After dropping Elaine off near the bonfire, I hurriedly ran in the direction Jessica ran.
Fortunately, Jessica didn’t go far and was curled up on the floor, shedding tears.
“Huh… !!”
The sight of him suddenly running and shedding tears before he could get far seemed particularly childish, and I felt remorse.
“Jessica….”
“Oh, don’t come!! I hate people like you!! “I’m going to my parents’ house!!”
“We haven’t even gotten married yet, so what kind of relationship are we having?”
As before, the sight of him shouting and throwing away the polite words he usually used was childish in itself.
There is a saying that when people are too stressed, their minds temporarily regress to infantile form to protect their minds. Is this also a type of that?
Once he showed his childlike appearance, he slowly approached Jessica with the intention of appeasing the child.
“Jessica… “Look at me.”
When I bent down on my knees to make eye contact with Jessica, Jessica suddenly turned her head and hit me in the face with her fist.
While I was squatting, I was suddenly hit in the face and my center of gravity shifted backwards, causing me to fall backwards.
Then Jessica got on top of me and started hitting my chest and face mercilessly.
“You did such a cruel thing to me yesterday, but you treat her well!! Even though you do that, you are still human!! “What did I do wrong and why!!”
I must have been so angry that I kept my d*ck in my mouth all night, but even though my fists were sloppy, they were quite strong and my fists were very painful.
“Am I that funny?! What am I to you!! Are you just a prostitute who provides you with your body?! “Can’t I love you in a more normal way?”
I wonder if he felt relieved to some extent by yelling and hitting me with all his might.
Jessica, who stopped her fist, looked down at me, gasping for breath, and fell from me in shock when she saw my blood-covered face.
“… I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do this… Why so… Ugh… !!”
I slowly woke up and hugged Jessica, who was shedding tears while covering her face.
“I’m sorry…. Jessica’s reaction when she was just being bullied was so cute that I couldn’t help but stop….”
“Wow, this is really trash… !!”
“You’ve been sad all this time, right? I will do better in the future. “Is there anything you want to do?”
When asked what she wanted, Jessica hesitated for a moment and then carefully opened her mouth.
“… Like that ordinary date….”
“Date? And is there anything else you want to do?”
“Well, at least one song would be nice at the winter ball, so dance with me…” .”
“…… “Dance, dance?”
Even though it was a date, I couldn’t easily say goodbye to dancing because it was a matter of my pride, but here I didn’t think I could get over it without nodding.
“Ah, okay…. And is there anything else?”
“And….”
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“I’m here… ?”
When I returned to the tent with Jessica, Elaine froze without speaking.
How could I not be surprised when I went to pick up Jessica and came back with her face covered in blood, and that she was holding Jessica in her arms?
‘Just like you did with Miss Elaine, please pick me up and carry me to the bonfire.’
That was Jessica’s last request to me. As if she was embarrassed even though it was a request she made herself, Jessica could not make eye contact with Elaine and avoided her gaze.
“Shall we eat?”
“…… Huh.”
I prepared a meal by roughly cooking the emergency food I had brought with me, and started eating surrounded by a ringing bonfire.
Elaine must have improved a lot compared to yesterday, so she ate without my help and ate much more than yesterday.
After we finished eating, there was no reason to stay here any longer, so we packed up the tent, loaded it and our luggage into the back of the wagon, and set out.
After finishing cleaning up and getting into the carriage, I tried to sit next to Elaine, but Jessica grabbed my hand and forced me to sit next to her.
“… ….”
Elaine, who was watching this scene in silence, raised her eyebrows as if she was somewhat displeased, and stood up the moment the carriage departed.
Of course, when he stood up just as the carriage was about to leave, he stumbled and pretended to make a mistake and sat on my lap.
For a moment, I was taken aback by Elaine’s behavior, which was something she never did before. I felt hot gaze from the side, so I turned to the side and saw Jessica glaring at me and Elaine with sharp eyes.
“… Elaine, if you do this, the carriage will shake and it’s dangerous.”
Instead of answering that question, Elaine grabbed my arm and wrapped it around her waist.
It looked like a car seat belt, but Elaine looked at me intently, as if telling me to hug her quickly and tightly.
Once he hugged Elaine tightly as requested, Elaine nodded as if satisfied.
“If you do this, there will be no problem.”
I looked to the side to see if Jessica was having an infantile regression again, but Jessica didn’t say anything, just gripped my hand tighter.
I was nervous because it felt like the calm before the storm, but fortunately, Jessica didn’t start screaming and running wild like a child again.
Time passed and a few days later, after spending peaceful but not peaceful days without any attacks from thieves or wild animals, I returned to the academy.
Perhaps because I had been spending quite a long time here, the moment I saw the white walls of the Academy from afar, I felt like I had returned to my hometown.
Well, I now have my own home there, so it would be no exaggeration to say that the Academy is my second home.
‘No, considering my hometown while on Earth, should I call it my third hometown?’
Anyway, I started to feel excited as I returned to the academy, which was like my hometown, after a few weeks.
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However, returning to the academy did not improve the current situation.
After another few days, I got used to it to some extent, but the carriage where Elaine and Jessica were having a silent war of nerves was not a comfortable place to say the least.
When I thought that this would continue even after I returned to the Academy, my nostalgia for returning to my hometown was blown to pieces in the wind.
‘Is this the fate of alpha males?’
Is this precisely the difficulty faced by high-ranking males who say that only those who are skilled in the art of martial arts can achieve it?
It was so frustrating even when it was just the two of them, but just imagining what would happen if there were more women here made her feel suffocated.
‘What will happen in the future….’
However, contrary to my worries, the words that came out of Elaine’s mouth when she got off the carriage were that she was leaving the academy.
I didn’t know about the confrontation in the original because it wasn’t shown in that much detail, but there is still one step left in the confrontation.
As with all marriages between nobles, in addition to the recognition of the next swordsman, the approval of the swordsman of the time was required.
And of course, recognition here meant holding a sword and being recognized for one’s skills.
“Because I lost this time… “First, I challenge my father, and if I lose, Ian has to challenge his father.”
My father is a very impatient person, so when I heard that he would probably come visit me in person, I couldn’t help but smile at the unexpected harvest.
“Then we will leave right away.”
“Yes…. But first, I have to get a new sword….”
During the fight that day, Elaine’s sword was destroyed to the point where restoration was impossible, and she has been without a sword ever since that day.
It would take quite some time to get a sword with similar performance to the one I used before, so it would be a story in the distant future for a sword saint to come to me.
“Now it’s time to say goodbye.”
“…… Huh.”
After packing up her belongings from the mansion, Elaine lowered her head in disappointment, while Jessica, on the other hand, was smiling the best smile she had seen in a while.
“Hey, bow down for a moment.”
“Waist? Like this?”
When I bowed obediently to the sudden, meaningless request, Elaine grabbed me by the collar, pulled me in, and kissed me on the lips.
“W-what…” !!”
Jessica was embarrassed and didn’t care about yelling. Elaine continued to press her lips together. After a while, Elaine opened her mouth, her face turned red, and she spoke in a quieter voice than usual.
“What’s next… “I’ll do it after the confrontation is over.”