36. One day, my childhood friend suddenly started to look like a man.
36. One day, my childhood friend suddenly started to look like a man.
First.
When Si-Jun Han told me ‘I have something to say’.
My heart is at peace It was itself.
It’s been a while since I’ve said that I usually have something to say.
Si-jun Han said that he was going to say something important.
‘what? It’s an important word.’
I didn’t understand it at first, but after meeting Si-Jun Han in person, I understood.
There must be something today
And do.
A feeling that our childhood friend relationship will change.
I got that feeling from Sijun Han, who was very nervous.
His appearance was like that of a man who hesitated before confessing.
It was enough action for me to be mistaken.
Maintaining that subtle atmosphere, we walked towards the deserted park.
That moment.
‘Hayeon Yoo.’
Then Si-Jun Han suddenly took my hand and said seriously.
‘Are you trying to confess..?’
Really?
Han Si-jun, who never thought of me as the opposite s*x..?
After Han Si-jun was kidnapped.
I came to realize that the feelings I have for Si-Jun Han are not the feelings of my family.
Han Si-jun as a person of the opposite s*x, not a family.
He hated going somewhere, even more so to go to another woman.
If we become lovers, with Han Si-joon.
If you marry, Si-Jun Han.
The relationship with Han Si-jun that I thought about during the week he was away.
‘I wonder if today is the day to escape from that relationship…!?’
Of course.
It didn’t take long for me to realize that it was an illusion, but for that moment, my heart beat full excel.
Damn Si-Jun Han, who made me mistake my little heart, said things I shouldn’t have said.
‘Introduce a woman.’
‘..under?’
Wasn’t that the moment you wanted to confess?
Rather than that, you want me to introduce you to a woman?
The first is surprise.
The second is shock.
The third is anger.
After going through this series of processes, my feelings and thoughts came to one conclusion.
‘He doesn’t see me as a real woman.’
Middle school days.
Han Si-jun’s first school life, which spent elementary school in a hospital, wasn’t bad.
Natural appearance and atmosphere.
But a bit weird personality.
Still, there were girls who didn’t know the subject and liked Han Si-jun.
Of course, they approached Han Si-jun lightly only by looking at his appearance, so I handled it quietly.
Anyway, I can’t hand over my childhood friend to anyone.
Even though Han Si-jun was like that, I knew better than anyone that he was a good kid, my childhood friend.
So, Si-Jun Han had never talked about dating on the hem of my skirt, and would not even know how to treat other women except me.
‘I realized after being kidnapped. It’s so sad to die without love. I’ll try it at least once.’
That’s right, Si-Jun Han.
A love I’ve never had.
I’ll do it with another woman.
It has been declared
‘Did I train hard for this…’
I trained to get the strength to protect him for the rest of my life.
He wants to date another woman.
Would you like to introduce me
‘How did I raise you? Do you think I’ll send it to another woman…?’
Never let me go
Han Si-jun didn’t think of me as a woman, but he thought of me as a family.
I wasn’t a hogu, enough to give that kind of Han Si-jun to someone else.
‘okay. It must have been like this from the beginning.’
Destiny to instill in Han Si-joon the fact that he is a woman, not a family.
Otherwise, you’ll never see me as a woman.
I decided to use the situation in reverse.
‘you. tell me for sure Do you want to be introduced because you want to fall in love? Or, is there a girl I want around me?’
‘.. just to try dating.’
Han Si-joon’s purpose is just love.
Anyway, Si-Jun Han lives with me and his eyes are high, so he cannot be satisfied with a normal woman.
And I’m Han Si-jun.
I had no intention of sending it to another woman.
‘If dating is something you want to do, I’ll do it for you. What do you think?’
Han Shi-joon replies, ‘We are a family,’ to my words.
Family.
Family.
His family.
Sijun Han never recognizes me as a woman.
If so, I have no choice but to make him aware.
‘Then…then it was practice…! practice..! Because you’ve never done it, and neither have I…! Let’s practice..!! It’s good to use it when dating later..!’
I let go of all my pride.
I didn’t like it when I confessed to Si-Jun Han like this.
But if I don’t approach him, Si-Jun Han will recognize me as a family for the rest of his life.
He will go to another woman.
Fake lover.
Dating practice.
With that, let’s put a leash on Han Si-joon, who seems to be leaving.
With that in mind, my suggestion.
Han Si-jun was in deep trouble.
‘I’ll never see you dating another woman.’
You should always be by my side
We’re childhood friends
If Si-Jun Han is dating another woman, not me.
I can’t predict what will happen after that.
***
“..Okay. Dating practice. Not bad.”
No matter how much I thought about it, there were only positive aspects of dating practice with Yoo Ha-yeon.
You can learn about women, and you can know what they like to do.
‘I only know that women like empathy. not bad.’
Yoo Ha-yeon as a woman, not a family.
If anything she told me, it would be bone and flesh.
I didn’t want to date Yoo Ha-yeon because it was family.
If there is a justification for practice, I wouldn’t be too shy about it.
‘It won’t be awkward after we break up because it’s practice.’
It’s safe to say that Ha-yeon and Yoo Ha-yeon have to see each other for the rest of their lives.
Being awkward wasn’t good for the two of us, so it would be enough to let go of our feelings after practice.
I asked Yoo Ha-yeon, who was staring at me blankly.
“So, how do you practice dating?”
“That.. so.. how do you do it..?”
“..?”
“What..what do you see..! It’s my first time dating..!?”
Thinking about it.
Ha Yeon Yoo was also a single mother like me.
‘Will this be practice..?’
Looking at Yoo Ha-yeon with a suspicious expression, she said to me with an angry expression.
“Go.. stay still! I’m thinking…”
Ha-yeon Yoo started muttering, ‘How are you dating..?’
Seeing something like this, I think it’s good, but my body doesn’t like it.
The idea of dating practice was definitely good, but Yoo Ha-yeon didn’t seem to know how to use it.
“Why don’t you just do it?”
“Everything..Shut up! Once a contract is an everlasting contract..!”
Yoo Ha-yeon shouts that there is nothing to bite.
I guess this is just for nothing.
Yoo Ha-yeon pondered for a moment.
She suddenly opened her cat-like eyes and came up to me.
“So… give me your hand.”
“..?”
Without any doubt, I handed over to Yoo Ha-yeon.
Then she took my hand and came to my side.
“Perhaps, holding hands between lovers. What is it?”
“…”
Nod.
Yoo Ha-yeon, who nodded, took my hand and glanced at me.
Unspoken pressure to hear your impressions.
Reluctantly, I decided to tell Yoo Ha-yeon the truth.
“What’s different about this from what you usually do..?”
“ah.”
Yoo Ha-yeon shook her head as if she only realized it at that time.
She had good grades in school, but there were some silliness.
In such a situation, I had a question for Fenryl.
‘Dong. Do you treat fake love as lovers?’
ㅡ fake. Couple. But. mind. Couple. same. kiss. kiss. do it. human.
‘Don’t look. dog.’
Fenryl says that even if it’s a fake lover, he’ll admit it just by kissing him because his heart is like a lover.
After all, do family and lover have similar feelings?
It was the heart of a childhood friend that Fenryl also recognized.
ㅡ female. poor. c*ck. love. sense. nastily. none.
‘Are you sorry? what?’
ㅡ no stupid. c*ck.
What.
Why are you suddenly insulting me?
I couldn’t understand Fenryl’s words and actions.
First, I decided to let go of the hand I was holding.
“Ah…”
“This is what you usually do. Let’s do something more like a lover.”
“..what is lover like?”
Well..
It’s like a lover.
“Back hug?”
“…that’s what I usually do.”
“Then, will you hold the princess?”
“Can you hear me?”
“It will be a little difficult, but it can be done.”
“…”
I thought about acting like a lover, but no matter how much I tried, I couldn’t find an answer.
However, as if unable to get off the train that had already departed, Yoo Ha-yeon’s cat-like eyes were staring at me fiercely.
In such a situation.
I came up with a good idea to fill my qualifications.
“How about a kiss? You’ve never done this before, have you?”
“Key.. Kiss..!? Isn’t it too fast..?”
I had a kiss with Yoo Ha-yeon in an accident when I was young.
While lying in the hospital room.
The moment you wake up from a bad dream while sleeping.
For some reason, Yoo Ha-yeon and Kwang on top of me!
And since there was an incident where my lips touched my cheek, I suggested a kiss I had never had with Yoo Ha-yeon.
Not such a bad suggestion.
Contrary to what I thought, Yoo Ha-yeon’s reaction was not very good.
She turned away from me and started muttering evil words towards me.
“Hey.. Kiss..? Crazy.. Perverted.. Poor.. Die..”
“To die. That’s harsh.”
When I answered, Yoo Ha-yeon looked back and glared at me with a piercing smirk.
“You. Do I look like such an easy woman…? You look like a woman who becomes a couple and gives out her lips in one day..?”
“No. It’s not like that…”
“I can’t kiss you. You pervert. I’ve been trying to get out of the way since the first day…! Is a woman’s body the goal…!?”
Ha-yeon Yoo begins to fall into strange delusions on her own.
Her delusions continued to stick to bone and flesh.
“Are you trying to treat me with a light heart when you ask me to introduce you? It’s obscene. I can’t do it, Si-Jun Han. You can never make a girlfriend without my permission. Okay..!?”
“Why me. I hate it.”
“I have no choice. You are weaker than me, I will protect you. Be it a villain or a woman. To anyone.”
Yoo Ha-yeon, who didn’t know about Fenryl’s contract with me, was calling me to die at the end of her lifespan.
No, I have to make a woman, so lifespan is increased?
Of course, if you say that to Ha-yeon Yoo, it will make her even more fussy.
As a woman who is usually obsessed with my health, she wouldn’t be happy to hear that I am nearing the end of my life.
And he didn’t even know that he would ignore the saying that the solution was a woman.
‘no. Lifespan never increases by kissing a woman. It’s clear that Sijun is crazy when it’s time to die. Let’s find a new treatment with me.’
A future you can’t even see.
For me, who had lived with her for a long time, Yoo Ha-yeon’s behavior seemed obvious.
Let’s fall into that delusion.
Hayeon Yoo suddenly put her finger on my lips and whispered softly.
“My lips are more expensive than anything else. Do you understand? It’s not easy to give to others.”
So.
“That..but, if it were you… if I… could look good on me… could you do it…?
Yoo Ha-yeon, avoiding her gaze, mutters a little.
Her voice grew quieter, but she could tell what she was saying.
He’s always clumsy in the end.
I whispered to Yoo Ha-yeon’s back as she ran away.
“I’ll try.”
“Try a lot. My first kiss is very expensive..!”
Unlike before, Yoo Ha-yeon seemed to be in a good mood.
It seemed to be the joy that came when things went according to Yoo Ha-yeon’s will.
‘..Am I deceived?’
There were also moments when I felt like I was deceived by Ha-yeon Yoo’s intentions.
If it was Yoo Ha-yeon, I could have been deceived to that extent.
Because they were childhood friends like family.
Because that’s what fate is.