37. Between Reason and Instinct
37. Between Reason and Instinct
After the case is over.
Yoo Ha-yeon said on the way back to the training room and I was going back to the dormitory.
“Anyway, you and I are dating from today. Is it okay to tell other people that we’re dating?”
“Are you talking around?”
“Why don’t you like it?”
“Ummm…”
What kind of effect would it have if you revealed the fact of your relationship to those around you?
I thought for a moment.
‘Hey, they say they’re dating.’
‘What? really? I feel a bit sorry for the female side…’
‘Even though a man is handsome, he doesn’t have the ability, right?’
Memories of the past.
When I was in middle school, I remember my school days when I was compared to Yoo Ha-yeon a lot.
I decided that it would be better not to reveal the facts of the relationship.
After all, it was a fake love story.
“Isn’t it better not to reveal it. It’s just practice anyway.”
“..practice. That’s right. It’s practice.”
Yoo Ha-yeon repeats herself with a sad expression.
After thinking for a while, she also seemed to have decided that speaking in all directions was not good.
“Then, can I tell my really close friends?”
“If that’s enough… is it possible?”
If it’s friends who can keep secrets, I might as well tell them.
I thought it wasn’t that bad.
Ha-yeon Yoo also tried to practice the gaze of the people around her through this practice relationship, so rumors won’t spread if that’s the case.
I decided that it was okay for Yoo Ha-yeon to tell a small number of people about it.
‘It’s not like anything big is going to happen.’
It’s just a love affair between a man and a woman in high school.
A love affair that is conducted almost in secret.
It was clear that this was not going to be a major event.
‘If I told everyone, I wouldn’t be able to prolong my life.’
Who would ever think of touching someone who owns it?
I don’t know if it’s a classmate who doesn’t have a moral idea or knowledge.
Even if you had a fake love story, if you had a lover, you wouldn’t be courting that person.
It was not good for me to know this fact widely.
“I could have made a wish for people…”
“what?”
“Ah.. no…!”
What is it not?
I missed Yoo Ha-yeon’s muttering words.
In such a situation.
We were dating fake, but we walked as usual.
“I’m gone, are you bored?”
“No. I was fine alone. You idiot.”
“…I don’t think so.”
Playing pranks as usual.
While walking our separate ways, we talked a lot.
The daily life of school while I was away.
The students who only thought I was dead put white chrysanthemums on my desk.
Little things like that.
“These bastards really… I even thought about killing them. No, how do you think they died with something kidnapped? I don’t understand the real head structure.”
“Well, they must be the ones I didn’t like normally.”
“Still, the children who have been misunderstood say they want to apologize to you.
“Ahn Ji-ho.”
A person who belonged to the same group in the group assignment and had not bad tanking ability.
Ahn Ji-ho told Yoo Ha-yeon that he wanted to apologize for misunderstanding and judging me.
“I think it’s me who should apologize…”
“Why? Did you do something wrong?”
“I was wrong. I did..”
Declaring that he would take his girlfriend in a hurry.
It was obviously my fault, so it seemed like it was me who should apologize.
No, I really didn’t mean to steal it.
Even in the chaotic situation of being kidnapped, I could not forget Ahn Ji-ho’s expression when he announced that he would take his girlfriend.
As we walked while talking about such a story, we arrived at our destination at some point.
“..have arrived.”
“Yeah, it’s faster than I thought.”
I didn’t care about the time while we were talking, so the time during the arrival seemed to be short in terms of feeling.
I said goodbye to such Yoo Ha-yeon.
“Then, I’ll go in. See you next time.”
Farewell as usual.
But today, Yoo Ha-yeon’s voice came from behind.
“Now… wait! Wait! You idiot!”
Who is an idiot
I turned around and tried to say that.
Side.
But because of the touch on the cheek.
I couldn’t tell.
“You…you…what are you doing…”
“..Lovers say goodbye like this?
Sweet deeds and pungent tones in contrast to them.
Ha-yeon Yoo was running away from me, fluttering her black hair.
“Hey, where are you going!”
“Huh.. I’m going to training!”
After the sudden action, Yoo Ha-yeon quickly disappeared from my sight.
What the hell
It was an incomprehensible action, but the texture of Yoo Ha-yeon’s feeble lips remained on my cheek.
Moist and soft lips.
I was instantly curious.
“..What does lips taste like? No. What are you talking about.. Hayeon Yoo is a family member..”
Oh
Anyway, I have no taste.
In no time, those questions disappeared from my mind.
But the touch and indescribable emotion on my cheek did not subside easily.
“I’ve done it before. Why is it so different..?”
Is Yoo Ha-yeon a woman, not a family?
The seeds of doubts that I did not want to admit sprouted in me.
I organized my emotions with a unique willpower.
“It’s kind of annoying that Yoo Ha-yeon is a woman.”
Ha-yeon Yoo, who usually said only harsh words to me, was a woman?
That’s breaking my fantasy.
It wasn’t very pleasant.
ㅡ human. Hogu. reproductive organs. existence? frustrated.
“What else is he saying?”
I listened to Fenryl’s incomprehensible words, and walked towards my dorm room.
The room is located at the end of the second floor.
‘Isn’t there anyone?’
Thinking of luck that I didn’t meet other students while passing by.
I opened the door that had been tightly shut.
Profit..
I opened the door to the dorm room and took off my shoes, but I was suddenly enveloped in a strange sensation.
‘Obviously, I turned off the lights and went out…?’
For some reason, the lights are on in my dormitory room.
Such is the room of my dormitory.
At the end of it, people’s voices were heard.
“Heh heh heh heh heh heh”
Someone’s hum.
She was humming about what was exciting.
Familiar voice.
There was only one person who could sing such an exciting song.
“..What are you doing”
“Uh..? Si.. Si-jun, are you here.. huh?”
As you enter the dormitory room, you see a half-pink hair.
How did you get into my room?
Of course, it must have been that Banhana came in using her abilities.
But it wasn’t that important that Banhana broke into my room.
More important was the problem of the wall standing in front of Banhana.
“One.”
“yes?”
“Explain that. Why is there a hole in the wall?”
“…”
There was a hole large enough for one person to pass through, and it looked like a half-dimensional hole, not a physical one.
Banhana, who was standing still, pretended to be troubled for a moment, and then spoke.
“I think it was a mistake..!”
Could it be that I made a mistake too openly?
It didn’t look like a mistake at all.
***
Banhana knew that she had done something wrong, so she immediately knelt down and raised her hand.
Without explaining what it is used for.
“Explanation.”
“…”
“Explain. Answer me.”
“That..that..”
Banhana keeps her head down and keeps staring at me.
He didn’t want to explain to me what that hole was for.
“Twitch.”
Will it come out like this?
If so, I have no choice but to do it.
I immediately wanted to show Banhana through action.
“Oh, no! Si-jun! You can’t go in!”
“What the hell are you saying I can’t go in? More curious?”
I guessed it wouldn’t be that dangerous if it was a gap in the space that Banhana had secretly installed in my room.
He bowed his head and entered the hole in the half-sized space.
Saa..
A strange sense of moving through space.
As I passed there, my vision was filled with nothing but stillness.
“..what is this?”
Quiet and no-one room.
It was similar to my dormitory, but there was a slight difference in structure.
A room uninhabited by a swarm of people.
As I looked around the room, a half-hana popped out of a hole in the space.
“Ugh…”
Banhana looking at me with an expression like ‘I got caught’.
At this point I’ll tell you
I asked her for an explanation.
“What is this? Why did you make a hole that connects the rooms? I’m really curious about you?”
“That..the..the..”
I got closer to Banhana and asked her for an explanation.
Then, Banhana, who had nowhere else to escape, finally confessed her plan.
“Ho..I’m scared of being alone.. It’s my first time coming out.. I don’t know anyone.. That’s why.. I made it to go play in Sijun’s room secretly.. I tried to hide it with a mirror so that he wouldn’t be found out… Uh… Why did you come so soon..!!”
While continuing the explanation well, Banhana suddenly shouted at the end.
According to her explanation, this is the room in the female dormitory that she received after entering the academy.
And it was said that my room was connected to such a room.
Still, this isn’t it.
“It’s one. This is the right thing to do…”
“I don’t know! I hate Shi-Jun! It’s right!”
The moment I was about to preach to Banhana.
She pushed me away and yelled at me.
“Bring him back! No responsibility! I thought he was a prince! A traitor! A villain!”
“ah..”
Half Hana exclaimed vigorously that I had a lot of stuff piled up on me.
Certainly, I was right that brought her into this world.
And one such class last night. I should have thought about how I would feel if I had slept in this room alone.
‘This is my negligence.’
I wondered if I was too insensitive and neglected half Hana too much.
I was the one who brought her out of the den of evil.
If I don’t care about her, the other half becomes a loner again.
I hugged her in the arms of the classmate who was struggling to hold back her tears.
“..I’m sorry. I was wrong. I was too insensitive.”
“..because I’m kind. I’ll forgive you right away. Sijun.”
I’m a bit sullen now, but I suddenly admired Banhana’s mentality that opened up her mind right away.
‘He’s such a good-natured boy. Why would they do that in the future?’
No matter how far you go, you can’t match the future of Banhana.
A being that drives a city to destruction.
He had no sense at all that he was such a fragile being.
By the way.
“What are you doing? Is it Hana?”
“Ummm…!”
Banhana keeps raising her claws and trying to get closer to me.
She was sticking out her pink lips at me.
I knew what the action wanted, but I didn’t understand why it was wanted.
I asked Banhana, ‘Do you want a kiss?’, and she nodded proudly.
“why?”
A flow of thoughts that I do not understand at all.
In such a situation, Banha shouted as if it was natural.
“Sijun. It’s only natural for the prince who saved him to kiss the princess…?”
Is this why parents care when their kids watch dramas?
Since most of Banhana’s education came from children’s books, her common sense seemed strangely out of line.
“Papa.. hurry up. Si-jun.”
Banhana blushing, raising her claws and sticking her lips out.
‘driving me crazy..’
The touch of Yoo Ha-yeon’s lips came to mind, and I looked at the shiny pink lips of the half-half approaching.
Shiny little lips.
It was getting closer to me.